第6章 丢弃

9.

qishiwobeiwomadiuqiguo,bingqiebuzhiyici。

neishihou,womazailicunershilididezhenshangdangqingjiegong。

zaiyigepiaozhexuehuadedongri,womabawodaidaojieshang,jiwomaileyichuantanghulu。

【xiaoyan,niguaiguaizaizheilidengmama,mamaganwanhuojiulaijieni。】

keshizhidaowochiwantanghulu,mamadoumeilai。

xueyuexiayueda,tianyejianjianheile,wodeshoujiaobeidongjiang,toufashangguamanleshuang。

shiyigehaoxinayibawosongdaolepaichusuo。

zaijingchadexunwenxia,nianjinsisuidewozhunquebaochuletianxinhuanweigongsidemingzi。

zheishiwomagongzuodedifang,tajiwoshuoguoyibianwojiujizhule。

bangexiaoshihou,womadakuzhecongwaimianpaojinlai,haiyaojijiandaowodeayiguixia。

shuozijisaowanjiedaoshangdexuehuiyuandizhaowo,caifaxianwobujianle。

tachadianjifengle,zhengzaisichuzhaowodeshihoupengshangleshangjiexuntadejingcha。

neishisisuidewoyijingjishile,woqingchudijide,womadaiwoqudeneitiaojiegenbenbushitapingshiqingsaodejiedao。

zhishiwotaixiaole,wobuganxiangxinmamashixiangdiudiaowo。

liusuideshihou,womagujizhongshi,shuodaiwoqugebizhenchijiuxi。

renlairenwangdekeyunzhan,tasongkailewoshou,yushiwozaicidiule。

haoduoshiqingmeifashuoqing,xingkuishangtianjiwopeileyifuhaonaozi。

wojingbayigexiaoshichechengdeluquanjizhule,yingshizouleyizhengtianzijihuilejia。

daojiadeshihou,womazhengzaichifan,zhijinwohaijidetalianshangdejingyi。

zheiyici,womahaishiyiyangdeliyou,shuofaxianwodiulezhaolebantianmeizhaodao,zhengzhunbeibaojing。

woyijingliusuile,woquedingwomaxiangrengdiaowo,keshiwobuganjiechuanta。

banliyoufuliyuandeguer,tamenguodeshizenyangderiziwoqinyansuojian。

wohaipajiechuanwomahou,wojiuhuichedilunweimeidiemeimadekelianchong!

weishenmehoulaiwomabudiuwoleni?

yinweiwogenlaoshishuo,nengbunengzaimamamianqiankuakuawo,zuoweisongjimamademuqinjieliwu。

suoyilaoshiduiwomakuawonaozihao,guomubuwang,yihouyidingnengkaogehaodaxue。

womasuiranmeishenmewenhua,danshitazhidao,daxueshenghenlihai,daxueshengnengzhengqian。

congcitabianchenglehanxinrukugongwoshangdaxuedehaomama。

erwobianchenglechengcaizhihounulihuibaomamadehaoguinv。

ershideliangduanjiyibeiwosisifengcunzainaohaishenchu。

rujinkanlai,woduimuaidezhinianshibiwomaduiwoyaoshenxuduode。

zhishaodezhitashengbing,woshizhendeningyuanqingjiadangchanyexiangjiutademing。

wotangzaichuangshanglengyankanzhewoma。

rujindeta,fajigaosong,chuanjindaiyin,nahaiyouyisidangnianhuichenpupudemoyang。

womabianle,biandegaogui,biandepiaoliang。

keshitadexinmeibian,taconglaibuaiwo。

woxihuandeyiweizuojiashuoguo,【yangyunidebingfeienqing,zhishixuemaishirandeshengwubennengbale。】

wodaolesanshisuicaizhongyurenqing,womazaihudeconglaidoubushiwozheigeren。

wojiuxiangyigeduzhu,tababishengxiwangyazaiwoshenshang,duwonengchengcai,duwonengzhuanqian。

wosuoganjideenqingqishizhishiwozijisuzaodeyichanghuanjing。

rujin,jinghuashuiyueyichangkong,menggaixingle。

wowangzhechuangwaiyekongwen,【ma,nijianguolingchensidianzhongdeyueliangma?】

womayileng,meimingbaiwoweishenmezheimewen。

woxianranyebuxuyaotadehuida。

【nikendingjianguoba?woyejianguo。】

【zhishinigenwobutong,nishiweilehuozhe,erwoquzhengdeshiqiantu。】

【或者是钱途?】

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womameinaixintingwodiediebuxiu,chushengdaduanwodehua。

【shenxiaoyan,nigenwoshuozheixieganshenme?nidaodidabudayingfangguodawei?】

wowangzhewomadeyanjing,kouchiqingxidishuoleyigezi,【bu】。

ranhouwoqinyankanzhetabengkui,kanzhetafafeng,zuihoubeibaoanjiazhegebotaichuqu。