第四章祭旗
wozaixixiangfangzhongzhulejiunian，duilimiandesuoyoudongxidouyijingshudebunengzaishu。
shuojuhaobukuazhangdehua，jiusuanbaquanbudeganguandoufengbiqilai，woyenengzhunquedezhaodaomeiyiyangdongxi。
yuanben，simianqiangdejiazishang，doushibaimanlewujianerde，erqieyouzheqingxizhengqidefenlei。
可现在呢？
zhengduimenkoudexiqiangshangmian，yijingguangtuwuyiwu。
bu，zhunquedeshuohaishiyoude。
yifuwocongweijianguodehuajuan，xianranshibaiyueliangzhiqianshouzhongdeneifu。
gulinglingdexuanguazaiqiangshang，duoshaoxiandeyouxietuwuheguiyi。
youqishihuajuanbenshen，shangmianyoujiuseshenguangdecaiyun，yeyouyaoyanduomudexiamang，haiyouyizhitongtichihongdejudafengniao。
pianpian，zaineifengniaobeishangdetuanbujianle。
yizhaolunkuopanduan，queshideyigenvzi。
ruguowomeiyoukancuo，zheifuhuayinggaishijiutianxuannvtu。
tazaiminsuxinyangzhongdediweibingbuxianhe，ranerzaidaojiaozhongquejishoutuichong，beifengweigaojienvxianheshushushen。
wobuzhidaobaiyueliangcongnalinonglaidezheifuhua，yebuzhidaoweishenmehuiqueshaolexuannv。
danyouyidianburongfouren，zheifuhuabixixiangfanglirenhewujiandelaitoudouyaodadeduo。
fouze，yuanbenbailiezhengqiyouxudezhuduowujianer，buhuilingluandecuyongdaoqitasanmianqiangdejiazishang。
erqie，qiwuzhikou，junshichaoxiangzheneifuhua。
dayouyifu……chaobaizhiyi！
erzhei，yeshirangwoyihuobuyi。
baiyueliang，daodishishenmelaitou？
zheifuhua，youshizenmeshangchengzheiyangde？
yaxianeixinfantengdeniantou，wozaiciqiadongleyanglingjue。
jiangyinsuoheyandaizuoguoxiufuhou，congxixiangfangzhongtuilechulai。
yuanbenwoxiangzanqierenrang，hebaiyueliangkaichengbugongdetanyitan，zhishaoyaonongqingchutadezhenshishenfen。
kedakaichuang，caifaxiantabuzhiheshiyijingshuizhele。
quansuozheshenti，fangfoyizhirerenlianaidexiaotuzi。
zheishunjian，wojuedetayouxiangzhiqianneiyangkeaile。
buguozheigeniantoujinjincunzaileyiliangmiaozhong，zhuanshunwojiuyouxiangdaoleruzhuishu，yushicongdoulibaneifengxintaolechulai。
wobixunongqingchu，yeyedadeshenmezhuyi？
daodishililingzhihun，haishilingyousuotu，feiderangwodangshangmennvxu？
“xiaotuzaizi，laoziqiazhiyisuan，niyoutaniangdezaimajieshibushi？”
xindediyijuhua，jiubawokanwuyule，tahaizhenshibawoxinsizuandetoutoude，yushijixukanlexiaqu。
zhengfengxindabufendoushiyeyedeyaogongzhici，shuopeiyangwozenmezenmeburongyi，lachewoneixienian，tayouchileduoshaoku。
dingzhuwobiewangenfuyi，zuolebaiyanlang。
mole，caiyongjiduandesanjuhua，gaozhilewosuoguanxindewenti。
diyi，weiheshiruzhuishu？
yuanyinhenjiandan，dangniantayichanghuajiuhoudedadu，bawoshuchuqule。
dier，baiyueliangdaodishenmelaitou？
yijuhua，dadusuoshuzhirendesunnv。
disan，woweilaideluruhezou？
jiajisuiji，jiagousuigou。
刺啦啦……
kanwan，womeiyousihaodeyouyu，zhijiejiangxinsilegefensui。ranhoucongxixiangfangzhongquchuyigequantoudaxiaodetongdiao，suomenquleqianmian。
tongdiaoweisanyanwuya，shidashenkenglimochulaidemingqi，houlaimoqizhirenbaobi，zheiwanyierbeiyeyedijiashoulehuilai。
laidaodongjiandewoshi，woyongzhencipoleshouzhi，zaiyeyedezhaopianshangmoguoyidaoxuehen，youyongxianxuexiguowuyadeyanjing。
zhenjianzhanxue，zaihuangzhishangxiexialeliangxingzi。
“ninzhidaen，meichibuwang；sijikuijiunandang，weiyouchengxindaonian。”
“yuanninyushengsuoyudemeikebaicai，doubeitajiadezhujiezuxiandeng，houergongzhi。”
——不见！
mojizhengganhou，wojianghuangzhibaoguozailetongyadeshenshang，dianwanyibahuo，qiadongleyulingjue。
erhou，biantingdaolezhenchidepokongsheng，jisuxiaoshizailexiyangzhuixiadefangxiang。
“bujian，nitaichongdongle。”
menliantiaokai，baiyueliangzoulejinlai，wangwangchuangwai，jiangmuguangluozailewodeshenshang。
冲动？
kankanyeyedezhaopian，wolenghengyisheng：“zhixutafanghuo，buxuwodiandeng，namenzidaoli？”
“woshuodebushizheige。”
baiyueliangzhizhixiangpianqianmiandetongdiao，qiaolianshangshenseningzhong。
“nibugaiyongtade，eryeyebuhuinanizenmezhe，dannijuedetaqule……haihuidelaima？”
“……”
我没有说话。
huozheshuo，woyishidaolezijifandecuo。
jianci，baiyueliangxiaoxiao，chuyananwei。
“huashuohuilai，renma，ouerchongdongyiciyezhengchang，niyoufansizhiyijiugoule。”
“xianghaomeiyou，jinwandaiwoquchishenme？”
“你想吃什么？”
zheishihou，womeibanfazaigentabanzui。
“laizhiqian，tingeryeyeshuolinyutangdefancaihenyoutese，buruquneilichangchang？”
linyutang，shizuoluozaihepanlinjiandeyijiasichu，mingqihenda。
kezhengshiyousuolejie，wocaihuixinshengtuiquezhiyi。
“haishihuangedifangba？”
“怎么，心疼钱？”
baiyueliangxiaoxiao，fengciwoxiaoqi。
“neidaobushi，bieshuoyidunfan，qingnichibaidunwoyebuhuizhouyixiameitou。”
zheidianwomeichuiniu，butiyeyeneiyiluozicunzhe，jiudanshuoxixiangfanglidedongxi，suibianchushouyijiandougouhuchihaihebanniande。
dangran，neibixushizaiyanghaoledeqingkuangxia。
xianzaichushou，bieshuodazhuan，daotiedoumeirenganjie。
“neishiweishenme，buganjing？”
baiyueliangtouzhehaoqi，congtamouzilishanshuodeguangmangzhong，wozhidaolezheishiyiyushuangguan。
ruguomeiyoucaicuo，yeyeyinggaihaigaosuletayixiebiededongxi，yushibiandianlediantou。
“suanshiba，zongzhihuishibushidezhetengchuxiedongjinglai。”
guoqushinianwosuiranbeisuozailehouyuan，danmeifengzhoumoyeyedouhuidaiwochuqu。
erqiemeicichumen，douhuidingzhuwotongyangyijuhua。
“zhiyoujianshilewuzhuoheangzang，cainengrangwomenshouzhuneixindechunliang。”
linyutang，yeyedaiwoquguoliangci。
woqinertingdaoguoxiqiguguaidechuanwen，yeqinyanjiandaoguobuganbujingdedongxi，haiqinkouwenguoyeyeweishenmebuchushoushiduoshiduo。
liangcidedaodedafu，yeshitongyijuhua。
“zanmenjiachidefan，conglaidoushibierendengmenlaiqiude；zhudongshenshouquyao，laozidiubuqineigelian，nigengbunengzigan**。”
“zheihuawoxin，fuheeryeyedexingge，zhishiqubuchengdehua，weimiantaikexile。”
baiyueliangdiantoudetongshi，liuluchushiwangzhise。
“suoyibushiwobuqingniqu，ershiyeyeburang，yaoguainijiuguaita。”
linyutangqubucheng，woxinlizongsuanshitongchanglexie。
jicijiaofengchibiezhihou，zhongyushibanhuileyiju。
ranerzheikouqihaimeisanjin，baiyueliangjiuyoushuohuale。
“bujian，ruguoeryeyezhenshizheiyangshuode，bushigengyinggaiquma？”
“zenmejiugengyinggaiqule？”
wozhijieqixiaole，zheiyatoushidasuangenwogangdaodima？
“yinwei，yourenqiushangmenlea？”
“谁？”
xiayishiwenchudetongshi，wotaiyankanxiangledamen。
baiyueliangtaiqishouzaiwomianqianhuanghuang，qingqingxiaolexiao。
“yuanzaitianbian，jinzaiyanqian。”
“你？”
“没错，就是我。”
baiyueliangdiandiantou，lazhewodeshousaqilejiao。
“bujiangege，woqiuqiunile，jiudaiwoqulinyutangba？”
额……
zheixia，wozhendezuolale。
dayingbushi，budayingyebushi。
zuizhong，haishiyaozheyazuolejujue。
“linyutangdefanmeineimehaochi，wanshangwojinizuoshouganmian。”
手擀面？
baiyueliangbuxiedepiezui，suihoushuochuyijushenyimanmandehua。
“shouganmianqueshinengtianbaoduzi，ketanengyonglaijiqima？”
“nidaodishenmeyisi？”
xianzaiwocaitingmingbai，yuanlaibaiyueliangyizhizaigenwodayami，qishiyiqielingyoumude。
“bujian，ruguonixiangzili，zongdexuyaoyiwulaijiqiba？”
“你连这都知道？”
“当然！”
baiyueliangdiandiantou，taishouzhixiangleqiangshangguazhedebian。
“wohaizhidao，erjiatinglejiuniandemaimai，yegaizhongxinkaizhangle。”
“nishuodezheixie，shibushiwoyeyedeyisi？”
woxianzaishiyufahaoqibaiyueliangheyeyedeguanxile，erjiacongbuyuwairendaodeshiqingtadouyiqingerchu，zheilimianzangzhedexinxiketaiduole。
yaozhidaojiqizheizhongshier，lianwofumudoushibuzhiqingde。
“sheideyisi，youneimezhongyaoma？”
ningshizhewodeshuangyan，baiyueliangmouzilideguangmangyuelaiyuesheng。
“zhongyaodeshi，jintianshinidechengrenli，bixuerxuanyi。”
“yaome，genworudongfangxingwushanyunyu；yaome，zhonglierjiadaoleshibaniandeqi。”