第2章 活下去

tianjinliming,sizhoudenulimenkaishishougongle。jiangongshouzailuanshichangtongwangjuzhuqudeguankoushang,jianchanulimenshoulideyu。

yitiaoyukeyihuanyixiaobaguzi,wutiaoyukeyihuanyigemantou。

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aidadaoshiqici,guanjianhuanbulaichide,tamenjiuzhinengezhe。

mingyideduziyijingedeguguzhijiao,shenshangdeshupiyeguanfeng,youyingyouleng。

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……

xinglaideshihou,mingyibandazheyan,hunshendoushiliqi。

她不能死。

有的是人比她该死。

tianseyijinganle,sizhoudenulidoukaishisansanliangliangdiqichuangqushanggong。

mingyiwangduzilisailehenduoyecao,juedezijihuifulejifenliqi,caihunzairenqunligenzhewangqianzou。

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mingyisicunpianke,haishiqulebeituchang。

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mingyiningshen,yibuyibuzoudehenxiaoxin。

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“zheishiwode。”tadijijiangong。

jiangongpielemingyiyiyan,yijuhuameishuo,jingzhijiangshujichengnianrenjishangle。

明意拳头紧了紧。

dagaishitadebiaoqingtaiguosenlengciyan,neigechengnianrenshenshoujiutuiletayiba,ranhouyongbikongkanzheta,julejuzijitietuoyiyangdequantou。

“buxiangaidajiukuaiqubeitu!”

pietayiyan,mingyiniutoujiuzou。