第一章 她永远都不可能有孩子

M国洛杉矶机场。

jiangwanwanshangfeijiqian,jiguxiyanfaleyitiaoduanxin。

xiawuwudianban,taxialefeiji,jiangchengxiazhemengmengxiyu,gewaiyinsen,tagulinglingdezaijichangdenglesigexiaoshi。

zuihouyifanzheteng,huidaohuaishanbieshudeshihou,yijingshishenyeshiyidianbanle。

ketingliyipianheian,jiangwanwanzhikanjianxingxingdiandiandehuoguangzaiheianzhonghuangdongzhe。

shougangpengshangqiangshangbidengdekaiguan,nanrendichenshayadeshengyinxiangqi,“shedehuilaile?”

ketinglidedengliangle,tayiyanbiankandaozuozaishafashangdeguxiyan,taweiweichuizheyan,toudingdedengguangluodaoletadelianshang,yipianqingleng。

tashoushangxiezheyigendianrandeyan,mianqiandeyanhuigangliduimanlemiediaodeyantou。

tayanshenweian,“wojinifaguoduanxinde……”

xiayimiao,guxiyanqiamieleshouzhongdeyan,zoudaotamianqian,dongzuoshurendejiangtazhuaidaoleshafashang。

fushenyadaotashenshang,xiuzhangdeshouzhisi-chezhetadeyifu。

jiangwanwanmanyanjuanse,“guxiyan,wojintianhenlei……”

guxiyanmouseweichen,yandishanguoyimochaofeng,“leima?gangqusihouwannilaoqingrenhuilai,ziranshileide。danshinibiewangle,woshinidezhangfu,zheishiniyingjindeyiwu!”

shuowan,bugutadefankanghezhengzha,sikailetadeyifu!

jiangwanwanxinzangfanzhetengyi,liansefabai。

yebuzhidaoguoleduojiu,guxiyancaifangkaita,dabulikai。

tazaishafashanghuanhelehenjiu,caituozhepibeideshentihuilefangjian。

congshuzhuangtailinachuyiheweishengsuc,tadingzhepingshenkanleyihui,shifenkusededaochulianglilai,yingshengshengdetunlexiaqu。

……

diertianwanshang,shigujiameiyueyidudejiatingjuhui,gujiashijiangchengdemingliushijia。

gujiadezhangquanrengulaoyezijinnianqishiduosui,shenziguhenjianlang,zuishixihaorenao,suoyimeiyueyidudejiatingjuhui,gujiadexiaobeimenbixuquanbudaochang。

jiangwanwanjingxindabanleyifan,shangleguxiyandeche。

guxiyankandaota,jingzhishangleche,fadongleqiche。

congzuotianwanshangdaoxianzai,tayijuhuadoumeiyouhetashuoguo,kanzhetadeqinglengdecelian,jiangwanwanxinzhongzhishengkuchuyusuanse。

她暗恋他五年了。

tayongyuandoujideneiyinian,tachuanzhebaisedechenshan,zhanzaiyangguangxia,chaozhetaxiao。

baiyishaonian,jingcaifengyi。

taconglaidoumeiyouxiangguozijinengjiajita,zhidaoneiyitian,gulaoyezizhaodaoleta,hetashuoleyifanhua……

yizhenjichache,qichemengditinglexialai。

“怎么了?”

jiangwanwanchadianzhuangdaoletou,tayihuodetaiyankanxiangleta,tacelianxiantiaolengying,zuichunweimin,hunshendousanfazheyigujurenqianlidelengyi。

guxiyanturanceguolianquchaozhetacoujin,jihudouyaodaoliantieliandejulile,“zuozaiwodecheshangfadai,suoyinixinlizaixiangzheshei?”

jiangwanwanzhijuedeyiguyapoganxilai,“wo……”

“够了!”

guxiyanyoufadongleqiche,yifubuxiangtingtayanyudeyangzi。

jiangwanwanjiajitasannianle,taquejuedezijiyuelaiyuekanbutoutale。

taduitayizhidoushilengbingbingde,piqiguguai。

meigeyuetadouhuilixinggongshidehetafashengguanxi。

yinweitaxiangyaoyigehaizi。

gulaoyeziweilerangguxiyanhetajiehun,chaisanletagentadeairenxuzhouzhou,jiangxuzhouzhoujinzailefaguo,taquzhaoguogulaoyezihenduoci,xiangrangxuzhouzhouhuiguo,kexiqiuerwuneng。

keshitabuzhidao,tajiangwanwanyongyuandoubukenengyouhaizi。