第4章
jiangziyiyusai，buzhiruhehuida，muguangshenrendeluozainanruoshenshang，huanshengyouhong，“lingling，nizhidaoyanqiandenanrenshisheima？jinye！jinshaochuana！nalishininengmaofande，guai，guolai......womenliangchaojia，hejinyeyoushenmeguanxi？woxiangnidaoqian，haoma？”
nanruoyijingbuganxiangxinjiangziyi，zhuazhejinshaochuan，xiangshizhuazhejiumingdedaocao，“jiangziyi，womendaocijieshuba。woqiannide，youjihui，wohaini。”
“nanruo！nixianghaole！maofanjinye，nikechengdanbuqizheigezeren！”jiangziyiyiciyouyicidetijijinshaochuandewaihao。
tashixiangtixingta，zheigenanrengengkongbu！
nanruohuanhuandibishangshuangyan，xianzaitazhixianglikaizheili，tabuxianglunweitadeqizi，neigenanrendewanwu。
即使她脏了。
dantaxiangbaoliuzijijinyoudezizun。
leiyanmenglongdekanzhejinshaochuan，“jinye，qiuninbangbangwo。”
yizhimeizuoshengdejinshaochuanzuijiaoweigou，“yindong，zou。”
yindongdiantou，jilejiangziyiyigejinggaodeyanshen，suijigenshangjinshaochuandebufa。
jiangziyiyanzhengzhengdejianjinshaochuanjiangnanruodaizou，taqueshenmeshiyezuobule，qidaozaiyuandibaozha，nanruo！zheijianshiwobuhuizheiyangbaxiu！
绝对不！
zoudaojiudiandetingchechang，nanruoquedingjiangziyimeiyougenguolai，huanhuandisongkaijinshaochuan，tuihouyibu，weiqingshen，“jinye，xiexienijintianbangwo。zheigerenqing，yihouwohuihaide。”
“所以？”
jinshaochuanmuguangzhuozhuodesuozaitadeshenshang，yimohongsedemoxiongruqun，chendetajiaoxiaolinglong，juemeidongren。
那晚光线太暗了。
tachenzuizaitademeihaozhong，meiyoulaidejikantadelian。
henmei，neizhongmei，bujinshibiaopishangdemei，haiyouyizhongcongguzilisanfachulaideyunwei，rangrenjiujiuyibukaishixian。
nanruocongjiangziyidezuilizhidaoyanqianzheigerenfeiputongren，dantaxianzaiyiwusuoyou，tanengjitashenmeyangdehuibao，chunminlemin，“jinye，wo......keyizoulema？”
“走？”
jinshaochuandemeishaoqingtiao，fangfotingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua。
nanruobuganzhishitadelian，congtadeyuqizhongyechuaicebudaoshenme。
“我想回家。”
nanruohaobubaoliudebiaodatacishidexiangfa。
yicedeyindongyiliandexiqi，jinyeshishenmeren，tashizhenbuzhidao？haishijiabuzhidao？
nanbuchengtaganggangzhishiqiongtumolu，daizherenjiuhanjiuming，jishiluguodebushijinye，tayekenengpushangqu？
zhenshiquexinyandechunnvren。
yindongxiaoxinyiyidedalianglejinshaochuandebiaoqing，tayiweitahuijujue，meiyouxiangdaodeshi，tajurandayingle，zhuanshoukanzheta，“songtahuijia。”
“haode，ye。”shuowan，yindongqingshenyaoqing，“xiaojie，zheibianqing。”
nanruochayidetaitou，haowufangbeideduishangjinshaochuandeshuangmujineizhangyaoniedaorenshengongfendelian，jinshiyicha，tacanghuangdebikai，“jinye，zaijian。”
“再见。”
jinshaochuandezuijiaoweigou，youdianyisi。
taduinvrenguomin，pianpiantabuguomin。
tabudannengpengta，hainengchileta！
ganggangtajingbaozhetadedatui，zhuazhetadeshou......
......
yeshenle，bieshuqujingdezhinengtingjianququdejiaosheng。
nanruodemeiyibudouzoudexiaoxinyiyi，shengpajiangziyituranchuxian。
推开家门。
qishuashuadejidaomuguangtouguolai。
tadexinjianeryizhan，zouzhiketing，“ba，lanyi......”
qinlanniletayiyan，qideshoudouzaizhandou，jiangyitadezhaopianrengdaotadelianshang，“buzhilianchidedongxi！”
nanruokanzhedishangsanluoyididezhaopian，beichijinyaozhexiachun，shouzhandoudezhuazhequnjiao，“ba，meishenmeshi，wo......woxianshangloule。”
“jiangjiabuyaonile。”yizhimeiyouhangshengdenanfuhuerkailekouzhong，shengyinzhongtouzhelengmo，wuqing。
南若一点也不意外。
jiangziyiyijinghentouletadebeipan，tayewulianzaijiarujiangjia。
“shinverdecuo，duibuqi，ba。”
nanruozhidaoyijingbunenggaibian，erqietabenlaiyoucuozaixian，zaifuqindemianqian，tazhinengchengrencuowu。
“jiangjiabuyuanyihenijiehun，nizhidaozheiyiweizheshenmema？yiweizhe，tamenyaochezi！gongsiyejiumianlinpochan！nanruo，nihewoshuo，zenmeban？**yiyaofeizenmeban？”
nanfuqishen，jidongdechuozhetadenaomenwen。
tidaoma，nanruodeleishuirenbuzhudeyankuanglidazhuan，“ba，ninzhidaozheijianshiweishenmehuizheiyangma？”
“weishenme？nihaoyisiwenweishenme？”nanfuqidexiongtangqifu。
nanruodemuguangluodaoyicedenantingshenshang，“neitianwanshangshijiejieyuewoqujiuba，jiwohejiu，ranhouwocaizhongleyao，zoucuolefangjian......zheifenmingjiushijiejiedesuanji！”
nantingshuerchongleguolai，“nanruo，nizijibuzhixiuchizaiwaimianluanlai，xianzaibaguowangwoshenshangshuai！nishenmeyisi？wohainiduiwoyoushenmehaochu！ninazhiyanjingkandaowoxiayaole，zhengjuni？zhengjuni！”
“neitianwanshangnimingminghewoyiqichuqu，zheijianshiyangmazhidao。”shuozhe，nanruozhuanguotoukanxiangyangma，“yangma，niqinyankanzhewomenyiqichuqude，duima？”
yangmashengyingdechelechezuijiao，“lingling，nishuoshenmeni？neitianwanshang，mingmingshiniyigerenchuqude。tingtingxiaojieyizhizaijia。”
nanruozhenjingdekanzheshuohuangdeyangma，“yangma，ninzaishuoshenme。neiwan，wohejiejiemingmingshiyiqichuqu。ninzenmenengzheiyangshuo......”
“goule！buyaozaibianxiaqule！”nanfuqifendedihouchusheng。
“ba......woshishenmeyangderen，ninhaibuqingchuma？womeiyou......”nanruojilidexiangyaojieshi。
bunengrangbabashengqi，fouzebabakenengzhendehuiduanlemamadeyiyaofei，neitaqushangnaerzhaoneibiqian，zongbunengrangmamazaiyiyuanlidengsi。
tashisishengnv，jianbudeguang。
suoyitazaizheigejiali，yizhishijiafengshengcun。
jinliangfahuizijizuidadezuoyong，bangzhezheigejia，bangzhufuqin，zheiyangtacaiyuanyiyizhijimamagongyiyaofei。
nanfuyijingbuxiangtingtadejieshi，jiangyizhangqingjiandiudaotadegenqian，“zheishiliujiadewanyanqingjian，mingwanniqucanjiawanyan。”
“ba，shenmeyisi？”liujia？nageliujia？
难道是暴发户刘家？
qinlannaqiqingjiansaidaotadeshouli，“shenmeyisi？xianzainibajiangjiadezuile，buyinggaiyounilaijiejuezheijianshima？liuzongdeqiziqianbujiusile，xiangqugexintaitai，tazhiqianjiuduiniyouxingqu。zheisonglaideqingjian，niqucanjia，batanaxia，shuofutazhuziwomennanshiqiye，jiejuewomennanjiadeweiji。”
nanruokanzheshoulideqingjian，zaikanlekanyilianlengmodefuqin。
neigeliuzong，tajianguode。
biqijinwanneigehuangzong，haoneimeyidiandian。
tanianguobanbai，xiangmaochoulou，suanshigezhengrenjunzi，suiranshibaofahu，queconglaibuzaiwaimianchihepiaodu。
xianzaitadediweidaolezheili，suoyitaitaicaisi，jiumabutingtidejizijizhaoxintaitai。
yinweitaruodadechanyexuyaoyigerenqudali。
nantingjiannanruobuhangsheng，“zenmeni？qiaobushang？waimiandeniulangnidounengwan，liuzongjiukanbushangle？nanruo，ninengbeiliuzongkanshang，yijingshigaopanle！biebushiqu！ziyigegexianzaiyijingyanetouleni！nibiexiangzhezaihejiangjiayoushenmekeneng！”
nanruomolemoleishui，“ba，woxiangzaikaolvkaolv。”
“kaolv？nixiangwomashangduandiao**yiyaofeima？peiqianhuo，weileyangni，wohualeduoshaoqian！nibubazheijianshijiwochulihaole，niyongyuanbiexiangjinnanjiazheigedamen！”
nanfuwangchanghaihuiweizhuangyifucifudemoyang，duitayoujifendelianai，jintiandezuilian，heqidezhengning。
nanruodiediezhuangzhuangdenazheqingjianshanglou，shuangmukongdongdekanzheqianfang。
南婷说得很对。
liuzongkanshangta，yijingsuanshixingyun。
fouzenanjiawan，tayewan。
她没得选择。
neiyiye，nanruodouzaifanfudezuoemeng，shuidemimihuhude，yizhidaotianliangle，waimiandechaonaoshengbatajichaoxingle。
nantinghaobukeqidetuikaimen，jiangyigehezirengdaotadegenqian，“zheishinidelifu。”
nanruohuanhuandizuoqishen，kanlekanshoubianjingzhidehezi，zuijiaoqingche，“jie，kandaojintianzheigejieguo，nigaoxingma？”
“gaoxing？nishuoni？peiqianhuo！nizheigesishengnvyoushenmezigejiajinjiangjia，niyebuzhaojingzikankannishenmeguiyangzi！peima？”
nantingqiyanjiqixiaozhang，qiazhenanruodexiaba，shouzhiweiweideyongli。
nanruoweidengzhenanting，henhendituikaitadeshou，dihechusheng，“renzaizuo，tianzaikan！zhongyouyitian，nihuidebaoying！”
“baoying？haha！yinggaidebaoyingdeshinimenmunvliangba。nimashibuyaoliandehulijing，chazubierendehunyin，ernishijianbudeguangdesishengnv。shihua，ruguobushikaolvdaobabadegongsi，nijuedenihaiyouxingjiajiliuzong，nipashibeirenbaoyang，doumeizige！haha......haha......”
nantingxiaodejiqidecimu，xiangshizhenyiyanghenhendizhajinnanruodexinzangli。
zhongyuweizhuangbuxiaqule，kanqilaidaitawenhedejiejie，shijishang，beihoutongtadaozi，jiangtahuidechechedidi。
妈。为什么会这样？
zheijiushinisuoweideaiqingma？
kezuihouzheigenanrenzenmedainide？nibuguoshitadechiru，shenmedousuanbushang！
aiqing？shenmeshiaiqing？mamayijingchiguoyicikui，taquezaicizaishangmianchikui！zhendeshisha。
nantingjiannanruochuchukeliandezitai，lianshanggengshideyi，shuercoudaotadeerpan，dishengshuo：“gaosuniyigehaoxiaoxi，neitianwanshangheziyigegezaiyiqiderenshiwo。ziyigegezhendehaobang！”
nanruowensheng，meimouweizheng，zhengzhengdekanzhenanting，“ni......guyide？”