第二章记住哥哥的死
gegeshuodechuyezuodechu，naqibeibaojiuzhunbeichumen。
chuangwaidetianseyijijinyuquanhei，hanfengsese，zailinguodebianjing，zheigedianchuqudequeshibuanquan。
“离家出走？”
babayenule，tazhongzhongpailepaizhuozi，lenghengyisheng，“haoa，niyoubenshilijiachuzoujiubiehuilai。”
gegexianglaibeitamenpengzaishouxinchongai，haishidiyicibeibabaxiong，zhengzhishiliuqisuidenianji，piqiyoujue，talengzaiyuandi，xiongkoujulieqifu，“haoa，zoujiuzou，laozizheibeizidoubuhuilaile。”
tabuganduibamadongshou，jiuzhihaoqifuwo，wodunzaitapangbian，tahenhenchaowonaodaidaleyiquantouhouyangzhangerqu。
wotengdeliangyanmaojinxing，xiangkuqueyoubugan，mamayaoquzhui，quebeibabachushengzuzhi，“zhuigepi，doushibeiniguande，buzhunzhui，taeleziranjiuhuihuilai。”
“nikannishuode，wojiuzheimegeerzi，wobutengtatengshei？”mamadeyanjingzhangdetonghong，youxiemaiyuandichouleyanbaba，jieerkandaowuzheetoudewo。
“shazi，kuaiqubanigezhaohuilai，kuaiqu。”
wobeihemengle，buganshuobu，jimangzhuilechuqu。
wosuiranzhishangbugao，danshitilibucha，hebiwodasisuidegegebiqilai，gezichabuleduoshao。
tahenkuaijiubeiwozhuazhu，xiongqianjulieqifu，bunaifandikanlewoyiyan，“niganma？”
wodakouchuanzhecuqi，xiaoshoujinjinzhuazhetayibaideyijiao，shengyinyouxieqienuo，“gege，biepao。”
tayouxiebunaifandexiangbawoshuaikai，kewoliqishizhendeda，wulunruhetadongdanbude，gegeqixiaole，juqishoulaihenbudejiwoyibazhang，woweiweihoutuiyibu，yilianqieruosesuodeyangzi。
qishigegecongmeiyoudaguowo，kewoyijiupata。
“suanlesuanle，bugennigeshazijijiao。”
talianshangdeliqixiaoshi，youxiewuyudizaiwoetouchudanledan，youxiehentiebuchenggang，“nipaochulaiganma，zuotianlaomabushirangnieduzilema，nihaiyouliqi？”
“mei......danshi，wobixulaizhuini，ni......shiwogege。”
jiaodaijiwoderenwubixuyaowancheng，erqiewoyepagegeyigerenchushi。
wodengzhebutaicongmingdeyanjingwangxiangta，gegexianqidipailepaiwodenaodai，“dashazi，ebue？”
“饿。”
tacongkoudaitaochuershikuaiqian，zhilezhibuyuanchudexiaomaidian，“qumaigemianbaochiba，duodeqianyaotuijiwoa。”
wodiandiantou，gangjieguoqianwangqianzoulejibu，quexiangxiangqishenmesidezhuanguoshen，“gege，nibiezoua，womenmailemianbaoyikuaichi。”
gegemeishuohua，chaowodianlediantou。
fuwankuan，wonazhemianbaocongxiaomaidianchulai，“yigedoushakouwei，yigenaiyoukouwei，gegechinaiyoude，wochidoushade。”
kehaoqiguai，wohuidaolezhiqiangegezhanzhedeweizhi，kezhaolebantian，zhaolehaojiudoumeijiandaotaderenying，tamingmingzhiqiancaizhanzaineili，wocailikaiyixiaohui，zenmeyizhuanyandegongfujiubujianle？
woaonaodizaixiaoqumenwailaihuidedazhuan，xinlimaiyuangegepianwo，juedingzijibanaiyoumianbaojichile。
zhengzhidongji，fujinderenbuduo，zhilingxingnengkandaojigerenying。
buzhicongshenmeshihoukaishi，zaijuliwobuguowushimideweizhi，chuxianleyiliangpobaibukandemianbaoche。
woyikaishizhizhejizhaogege，yagenmeitaizhuyi，zhidaoyigenanrendechuxianwocaijuechachulai，tadaidemaozi，haoxiangjiushizhiqiangegedaizhede。
wodazheshetou，zhilezhimaozi，“gegede，gegedemaozi。”
neirenhuitoukanlewoyiyan，turanshensedabian，dongzuominjiedilakaiqichejiashizuo，zuanlejinqu。
wopaobusuduhenkuai，chentahaimeizhuyijiuchongdaolemianbaochedeqianmian，“gege，gege，nibawogegehaijiwo。”
ruguowomeikancuodehua，houjiashizuoshangfenmingtangzheyigeren，shenxinghegegechabuduo，wozhizhegegedeweizhi，yizhangxiaolianzhangdetonghong，“gege，gege，huaidan，bagegehaijiwo。”
“gun。”neirenshengyinbuda，yuqichongmanliqi，yiduikugaodeyanjingzhishiwodeshuangyan。
woyouxiehaipa，kehaishibukenfangshou，“huaidan，nigenwochulai，chulai。”
xiayimiao，nanrenturanhenhenfadongyinqing，wanquanbuguwohaizaicheshang，yonglizhuandongfangxiangpan，xiangbawoshuaixiaqu。
“peng”deyisheng，wocongcheshangshuailexialai，zhenggerenjihuhunmi，keyiyingshipingzheyikouqizhongxinzhanleqilai。
“停下。”
tuibudetengtongxiangshiyaobawotunshi，kewobuzaihu，mannaozizhiyouyigexiangfa，bunengrangtamendaizougege。
kechekaidetaikuaile，wozenmezhuidouzhuibushang，shendongdebeifang，lumianshangjilejinhuyichihoudejixue。
wozuizhongtandaozaidimianshang，yanzhengzhengkanzheqichexiaoshizaijiebiandeyijiao，buzhidaogaizenmeban。
youdarenzhuyidaolewo，“nizheihaizizenmehuishi，jialidarenni？”
wohaotaodaku，yijuwanzhengdehuadoushuobuchulai，zhibuduanzhongfu，“gegedemaozi，gegedemaozi。”
neishidewo，zuomengdoumeixiangdao，neishiwozuihouyicijiandaogegedehuiheisemaozi，neitianyeshiwozuihouyicijiandaohuozhedeta。
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wobeisongquleyiyuan，tuibudeshangbiwoxiangxiangzhonghaiyaoyanzhong，dangdideyiliaotiaojianshouxian，zhinengjinxingjiandandechuli。
“quannimenbatasongquchengliba，yaoshizaiwanyidian，gujituiyaocanjile。”
“woxianzaihaiyougongfuguanzheige？xiaogang，nigaosuwo，nigerenni，taqunalile？”
mamashuangmutonghong，zhenggerenchuyuwanquanshikongdeqingxuxia，tawangzhewo，yiziyidundishuodao，“wobushigaosuguoni，yaonibatajidaihuilaima？”
wobeihedezhengzhu，shuangshourenbuzhuzhuaijinbeizi，lianhuxidousesuole，“duibuqimama，wo......”
qingkejian，yigezhongzhongdebazhangluozaiwodelianshang，muqindejiaohanshengfangfocipolewodeermo。
“wodeerzi，wodeerzia......”
wozuizhonghaishibeisongqulegenghaodeyiyuan，zaiyiyuanzhiliaodeneisantian，wocaizhidaojialichushile。
“jingchalianxiwomenle，zhufuwomenyougexinlizhunbei。”
zaicijiandaogegeshizaijingjudetingshifang，shihuanweigongfaxianleta，tabeirengzailelajichang，shenshangdeqiguanzhaideyiganerjing，zhenggemianbubeishitouzalan，biandemianmuquanfei。
womenquanjiaqurendeshiti，zhiyiyan，mamadangjifalefeng，chadianyunsileguoqu。
babatanzuozaiyizishang，beidangdidelianggejingchachanfuzhecaizouchutaipingjian。
“siwangchao72xiaoshi，shitiyinggaishibeichuliguo，zanshihaimeiyouxiansuo......”
“meixiansuoshishenmeyisi？”
mamadingdingdiwangzhetamen，xiangshidiulehunpo，tanannanziyu，“meiyouxiansuoshibushijiupobulean，woerzishibushijiuzheiyangbumingbubaidisile？”