哥哥文件里的秘密第4章

xuzhiyanwojinwodeshou:“zhishiyifenziliaoeryi,buguanlimianshishenme,wodouhuiyirujiwangduinihaode。”

buguanwozenmeqingqiu,xuzhiyanzuizhonghaishijieguoleneifenziliao。

wodexinlizhinengqipan,zheiyicideta,nenggoujiandingdezhanzaiwozheibian。

shijianyifenyimiaodeguoqu,womuguangbuyidedingzhexuzhiyan。

tadeshenqingzhujianbiandeningzhong,daozuihouxuesequanshi。

zuihou,tajingkongdekanzhewogege。

“nihaijuedingdaizhetalikaima?”

xuzhiyanmeiyouyikechenmolijihuida。

“shiwotaimangzhuang,jinimendailaimafanle。”

shuowanzheihua,xuzhiyanzhuanshenzhunbeilikai。

wobuyuanjieshouzheigeshishi,lazhutadeshou,yanleiluoxia:“xuzhiyan,nidayingguowodaiwolikaide,weishenmeyeyaopaoqiwo?”

xuzhiyankandoumeikanwoyiyan,sangyinlengchen:“zhiqianshiwokaolvbuzhou,niwozaiwubandianguanxi。”

wobuyuanjieshouzheigeshishi,shangyishi,xuzhiyanlikaihoumeiduojiujiuxuanbulegensongqingjiehundexiaoxi,erwoshangxinyujue,zaitamenjiehundangtianchuyiwailishi,shengmingjiucihuashangjuhao。

zheiyici,wozenmeyebuyaorangtazou。

wojinjindibaozhuta,shengleijuxiadeaiqiu:“zhiyan,buyaozheiyangduiwo,wozhiyounile,ruguoliannidoupaoqiwo,wozhendebuzhidaozenmebanle。”

xuzhiyanshentijiangying,xujiu,tazhongyuhuitoukanwo,yanliyishanerguodezhengzhayutongku。

woyiweitashixinruanshebudewo,zhengdangwoweicigaoxingbuyi,xiayimiaotaturanzhongzhongshuaikaiwodeshou。

“goule,songxiaoxiao,zheiyangdenirangwojuedeexin。”

wonanyizhixindekanzheta,buganxiangxinzheiyangyifanhuashicongtadekouzhongshuochulai。

congqiandeta,bawopengzaishouxin,congbuhuiduiwoyouyijuzhonghua。

“知言……”

wojiannandetuchulianggezi,tayijingbunaifandedaduanwo:“congjintianqi,wogennimeiyoubandianguanxi,biezaichuxianzaiwomianqian。”

liuxiazheijuhua,nanrenzhuanshenlikai。

woqinyanmuduxuzhiyantouyebuhuidelikai,naohaizhizhongfuxianchudedoushitazhiqianduiwodechengnuo。

tashuo,huiwutiaojiandexiangxinwo,buguanfashengshenmeshiqingdouhuipeizaiwodeshenbian。

可他还是抛下我了。

xiangbamaneiyang,kanwanyifenmomingqimiaodeziliaojiujiulikailewo。

wozenmedouxiangbumingbai,neifenziliaolidaodishishenmeneirong?

weishenmeyigegeduiwohaoderen,zuihoudouyinneifenziliao,likailewo?

neitianguohoumeiduojiu,xuzhiyanguorangensongqingbiaobai,tamendehunqidingzaixiayuechuba。

genshangyishidefazhanyimoyiyang。

beishoudajidewojiejinbengkuidebianyuan,woxiangbumingbai,weishenmezhonghuoyishi,wohaishimeinenggaibianshangbeizidejieju?

ruguozheiyangzouxiaqu,woshibushiyouhuiyinglaisiju?

xiangdaozheili,woshifenbengkui。

yiqiedouyuanyuneifenziliao,buguanruhe,wodouyaogaoqingchuziliaolimiandaodiyoushenme?

wochenzhesuoyourenbuzhuyi,toutouhuilesongjia。

zaishufangdechoutili,wokandaoleneifenziliao。

dangkanwansuoyouneironghou,wozhongyumingbai,weishenmebabamamahuibiwolikaisongjia?

weishenmexuzhiyanhuizaikanwanziliaohou,paoqiwobushuo,haiyaohesongqingjiehun。

shufangdemenbeirencongwaimiandakai,wojixiedecongyishangzhanqilai。