第4章怀孕
4
“nihuaiyunle，yijingsangeyuele。”
yishengdehuayouzaierbianhuidangzhe，suzhenyueshoushangnazheneifenbchaobaogao，zuozaiyiyuandedatinglimian，lenglengdehuanbuguoshenlai。
zheisangeyuelai，tazhihexiehuaifashengguoyiciguanxi。
nandaoshixiehuaihezuilejiudeneici？
yaozhidao，suzhenyuehexiehuaijiehunsannian，yizhifeichangqidaiyouyigehaizi。
danshibuzhidaozenmehuishi，suzhenyuejiushihuaibushang。shijianzhangle，tazheigeniantouyejiudanle，shenzhikaishihuaiyishizijidewenti。
jiusuanzheicisangeyuemeiyoulaiyuejing，yezhiyiweishiyuejingbudiao，genbenjiumeiyouwanghuaiyunneifangmianquxiang。
suzhenyuedeshoufangzaixiaofushang，buyouzizhudexiangqilejinzaodechangjing。
zuotianhexiehuaiyifanjiuchanhou，taexindetulechulai。
benlaiyiweizhishiqingxu**xiadeyingjifanying，danshijinzaoqichuangchizaocandeshihou，suzhenyuejingranhaixiangoutu。
“woxiangquyiyuankankan，niyaopeiwoquma？”suzhenyuebapanzilidejianjidanchuodexibalan，xiaoxinyiyidewenxiehuai。
bijingxiangairongyixiangshounan，zheimeduoniandeshiguangyoubushiweilegou，taxiangyaozaijitayicijihui。
xiehuaishoulinadekuaiziqueshiyidun：
“wojintianshangwuyaoqufei，shizaimeiyoushijian，burannirenyiren，mingtianwozaipeiniquyiyuanjiancha？”
“yebushishenmedabuledemaobing，bujiushiexinxiangtuma。”
renyiren？bujiushiexinxiangtu？
xiangdaoxiehuaibinglengdehuayu，suzhenyuebujinyoujifenhuanghu。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，cengjingbatapengzaishouxinshangxiaoxinhehu，lianshouzhitoupolegepidouyaobenzhuotieshangchuangkoutiedexiehuai，bianchenglejintiandezheifumoyang。
suzhenyueweiweitanleyikouqi，yazhuxinsuan，zhunbeijixiehuaidadianhua，gaosuzijihuaiyunle。
tapanlezheigehaizineimeduonian，yinggaiyeshihuigaoxingdeba？
sheizhidaoshixianlijingranchuxianleyigeshuxideshenying。
xiehuailouzheyigenianqingdenvhaizideyao，lianggerenbingjiandewangmenzhenlouzouqu。
dishangbuzhidaoshenmeshihouyouyitanshui，neigenvhaijiaoxiaturanyigelieju，xiehuaihuangmangzhejidebatabaojin。
qiufengxiaosexia，doushichengshuangchengduidenannv，yanqiangaodajunlangdenanrenxixinhehuzhehuailidenvhai，huamianshirucidehexiemeihao......
yuefachendexingdanyingzhidesuzhenyue，gewaidekelian。
“bujiushiyoudianxiaoganmaoma？zuowanzaiyangtaixiangnichuifengchuijiule，zhiyuzheimexiaotidazuo，haipianpianyaolaiyiyuankanbing......”
“谢淮。”
suzhenyuetiqishengyinhanchulexiehuaidemingzi。
tamenliangrenmeiyoutingjian，nvhaiyiranlianshangdaizhexiaorong，zaibutingdeshuozheshenme。
“谢淮。”
suzhenyuezheicisangziyouxiefadou，yanlihanzheleishuijiukuaiyaopenyongerchu。
erzheicixiehuaizhongyutingdaole。
tayouxiejiangyingdeniuguotoulai，dunzhulejiaobu。
“你怎么在这里？”
kandaosuzhenyue，tasongkailouzheneigenvhaideshou，lianshangdexiaoyidouranxiaoshi。
“niwanglema？jinzaowoshuoyaolaiyiyuankanbingde，nibushishuomeiyoushijianpeiwolaiyaofeixing，zenme......”
xiehuailianseweibian，quehenkuaizhuangruowushijisuzhenyuejieshaodao：
“zheishiwodetongshi，wujing，heniyuanlaiyiyang，yeshiyimingnvfei。”
“hangbanlinshiquxiaole，taturanshentiyoudianbushufu，wozuoweitadeshifu，jiulaipeitalaiyiyuankankan。”
suzhenyuedangranzhidaoyanqiandezheigenvhaishimingfeixingyuan。
bijingbushisuoyouren，douhuizairichangshenghuozhong，jiangxiangzhengzhezijizhiyedezhifuchuanzaishenshang，tayinggaihenweizijideshenfendiweigandaojiaoao。
yezhidaoxiehuaihewujingdeguanxiyinggaibujinjinxiangtakouzhongshuodeneiyang，zhishi“shifuhetudi。”
bijingtabushixiazi，kandechulianggerenzhijiandedeanchaoyongdong。
genghekuang，jiusuanshizhanzaineili，wujingzhenggerendouhenbudetiedaoxiehuaideshenshang，kanshangqujiuzhengzaiqingnongdeshihou，wanquanbugujitazheigeqizidecunzai。
“jiejiehao，wojiaowujing，shixiehuaide......haopengyou。”
wujingshenchulezijideshou，lianshangyangyizhezixinzhangyangdeweixiao。zai“haopengyou”zheijigezishang，gewaijiazhongleyuqi。
jiansuzhenyuebulihuitashenchuqudeshou，tameiyouzaiyi，jixushuodao：
“shangcitingxiehuaishuo，jiejiejiuyaoguosanshiliusuideshengrile，wojinitiaodeliwunihaixihuanma？nanguaixiehuaizongshishuowoyouzhibuchengshu，rangwoduohejiejiexuexue，daodishinianlingdalejisui，jiushiyouchendiandeqizhi。”
wujingshangxiasaoshilejiyansuzhenyue，shixiantingliuzaitayijingqiqiudeyangmaolianyiqunshang，gouqizuijiaoyiyousuozhidexiaolexiao。
haoxiangshizaishuo，suzhenyueguoranrutasuoliao，shigebuxiubianfude......laonvren。