我死了。
qianyimiao,wohaizaishanyaxiabeijiyadebianxingdechexiangli,jiannandijiwodezhangfubodianhua。
xiayimiao,woquechuxianzaishiquyidongmoshengdebieshuli。
wodezhangfujiangbolingzhengyongzheyigenianqingdenvren,zaishafashangwangqingdichanmian。
tamenbuzhidao,wodelinghunzhengzhanzaitamenpangbiankanzhezheiyiqie。
wohaimeicongyuairensibiedekonghuangyubushezhonghuanguoshenlai,jiubeiyanqianzheiyimuchongjidedaizaiyuandi。
chajishang,tadeshoujihaizaixiangzhe,shiwodelaidianxianshi——“guhuanshan”。
多么讽刺。
shizhijinri,wocaizhidao,wodezhangfuhewomengongtongzizhudenvdaxueshengcaizhiyigaodaoleyiqi!
jiangbolingdongzuoyidun,miansewubodijieqidianhua:“zenmele?”
caizhiyixiaozhe,guyichuanlesheng,tiaoxinyiweimingxian。
jiangbolingjinggaodipieletayiyan,yadileshengyin:“wozaiyingchou,huiquzaishuo。”
tafuyandiduizhetingtongqinlekou,jiuguaduanledianhua。
rengdiaoshouji,tajugaolinxiadikanzhecaizhiyi,chunbianxiaoyiqingqian:“nidedanziyuelaiyuedale。”
wozuanjinleshou,xinxiangbeiyizhidashouhenhensichenglesuipian,juliedetongchuxishanglai,woyukuwulei。
caizhiyiloujinletabozi,sazhejiao:“youshenmeguanxi,fanzhengyebushidiyicile,taneimechun,genbenfaxianbule。”
qingpiaopiaodiyijuhua,jidewohunpojijinkuisan。
woyixihaijide,zaishancunli,talazhewodeshouqieqiediqiu:“xiaochujiejie,woxianglikaidashan,chuqudushu,nikeyibangwoma?wohuibaodanimende!”
erjiangboling,suiranduiwairenqinglengneilian,danzaiwomianqianbaiyibaishun,xinhunneiwan,gengshixunuowo:“huanshan,woyongyuanbuhuirangnishouweiqu。”
kexianzaitamen,bingmeiyoushenmebutong。
woxiangjiangtamenlakai,shouquezhinengyibianbiancongjiangbolingdeshentichuanguo。
woxianglikai,quebeikunzaiketingli,nalidouqubule。
wotanruanzaidi,zhinengzinvebankanzhetamenjixuchanmian,xinyijingtongdaomamu。
从什么时候开始的?
shitashengrideshihou,wolinshiyoushi,baituowolaogongdanduqujitasongshengriliwu?
haishishicongjiangbolingdiyige“jinwanzaigongsijiaban”dexiaoxifalaideshihou?
zheiyike,wohentamennawodangshazi,genghenwozijishirenbuqing!
zheiyehaozhang,zenmehaibutianliang。
wowangzheluodichuangwaiwuyindeyekong,qiqiukuaidianrangwojiandaomingtiandetaiyang。
diertianyizao,jiangbolingdaizheyanzulikai。
wobeiyiguwuxingdelidaoqianyinzhe,genzhetashangleche。
wozuozaifujiashishang,kanzhetawanmeidecelian,bugandiwen:“jiangboling,nizhidao,zainihuiqingrendeshihou,nideqiziyijingsilema?”
“dengnizhidaozhenxiangdeshihou,huibuhuinanguo?haishiqingxingnizhongyushuaidiaoleleizhui,keyiguangmingzhengdahetazaiyiqile?”
woziziqixuedezhiwenzhudingdebudaohuifu。
wokanjianwomenjiayuelaiyuejin,xinlijianjianfuxianyisiyinmideqipan:dengtashoudaowodesixun,huishishenmefanying?
wogenzhejiangbolingxialeche,huilejia。
“我回来了。”
bieshulikongkongdangdang,wurenhuiying。
jiangbolingzhoulezhoumei,quemeizaiyi,jingzhishanglouqule。
wogenzaitashenhou,yilupiaojinwoshi。
又从卧室飘进客厅。
tajiangbieshushangshangxiaxiakanleyibian,doumeijiandaowo。
tazhanzaiketingzhongjian,yishimeiyoudongzuo。
wokanbuchutadexinsiruhe,bujinxiang:nizhongyuxiangqidanxinwolema?
buliaotahuranshuo:“buzaiyehao,jianleyefan。”
wokanzhetalengdandewuguan,hanyicongjiaoqi,hunpodoujuedelengle。
jiranzheimefanwo,weishenmebuzhijiehewolihunni?
我想不出答案。
zhinengkanzhetasuishounaqiwochukandezazhifanleqilai。
woanjiaobuhao:bunengfan——
xiayimiao,limiandeyizhangbozhi,piaopiaoranluozailedishang。
jiangbolinggongshenjianqi,nannannianchulesheng:“yishu……”