fushichendehuaxiangshiezhulegujiaojiaodehoulong，rangtahuxidoujuejiannan。
gujiaojiaocikehenqingxingtashikongcheng，nenghenhaodekongzhiqingxu。
tadishengxiaolexiao，guzuoqingsong：“meiguanxi，jitianhoujiutingbudaole。”
fushichenmeixinyining，zhuanshenjinlefangjian。
次日。
gujiaojiaoduziqulegongsi，kaiwanhuihouduibiheshihaoziliaoranhouhetongshiyiqishanglequjichangdeche。
cheshang，gujiaojiaokanzhechuangwaibuzhizaixiangshenme。
fujizhangchenyezuodaotashenbian：“fashenmelengni？”
gujiaojiaohuiguoshen，limaoyixiao：“meishenme。”
chenyejiantaweijinwaile，shunshoutitafuzheng。
zheiyijudongluozaihoucepaidefushichenyanliyouxiezhayan。
talengzheliankanleyiyan，erhoushouhuishixian。
xiachezhao，gujiaojiaoxiguanxingzuihouyigexiaqu。
fushichenzhanzaitashenbianmeiyouzou，talileliyiling，hurandao：“chenyeaiganjing。”
gujiaojiaolenglexia，qiguaidikanzheta：“nizaishuoshenme？”
fushichenzhuanguotou，pieleyantashouzhongdejiezhi，yudaifengmang：“yaoshixiangzhongxinkaishi，jiubatazhaixialai。”
shuowan，fengqingyundanlikai。
gujiaojiaokanzhetadebeiying，xujiucaimingbaitahuazhongyisi。
feijianzhaoqifei，daipingwenhou。
gujiaojiaoxunchajicang，fushichenzhenghaocongjiashicangchulai。
tabanchuiyanlian，meiyouxiangcongqianneiyanghetadazhaohu。
fushichenjiaobuyidun，yintadelengmoweiweizhouqimeitou。
gujiaojiaoyiweishixiantaaiyan，biandao：“dengfeiwanzheijitian，wohuizhaolingdaoshenqingdiaoban。”
hualuo，tajiuyaolikai，kezheizhaofeijimengdidianboqilai。
gujiaojiaoyitoudaojinfushichendehuaizhong。
fushichenjianmeijincu，lanzhutajinjinkaozaixiuxishidemenshang。
颠簸感不断在加大。
“zenmehuishi？”gujiaojiaotuichufushichenhuainei，kankanfuzhuyibiandecanche。
chenyecongjiashicangchulai，jishengdao：“aying，yinqingchuwentile！”
fushichenyigaifangcaidelengmo，yilianzhengsedikanzhegujiaojiao：“xianquguangboanfuchengke。”
huabi，tazhuanshenkuaibuyuchenyezoujinjiashicang。
pingzhejigaodezhiyesuyang，gujiaojiaoqudaoduijiangjiqian，lengjingdebobaozheanfuguangbo。
ermaizhonghaiyoufushichendeshengyin。
“yinqingqihuo，xuyaojinjipojiang！”
tachenwendeshengyinranggujiaojiaoshaoshaotantedexinjinglexialai。
feijipojiangzaiyichushanlinzhong，suizheyishengjuxiang，feijijiyihejiweikaishizhehuo。
gujiaojiaolikezuzhikongchengshusanchengke：“kuai！xianbahaizidaichuqu！”
zaisuoyourendoulikaihou，huoshijianjianbianda，gujiaojiaowuzhekoubizhengyaochuqu，yizhenkushengrangtadongzuoyidun。
touguonongyan，takanjianyigexiaonvhaibeikazaizuoweili。
gujiaojiaoyijing，buguyiqiezaicizhajinyijingshaoqilaidejicangzhong。
feijicikeyoubaozhadeweixian，fushichendaizhechengkewanganquandidianduobi。
“gujiaojiao，qingdianrenshu！”fushichenzhouzhemei，chaorenqunzhonghanleyisheng。
meidedaohuiying，fanershiyigekongjiejingjiaodao：“jizhang，nianjiemeiyouchulai！”
fushichenyanmouyizhen，zhuanshenturanchaofeijipaoleguoqu。
kecaipaolejibu，“hong”deyishengjuxiangjiangzaichangsuoyourendoujingdeyidou。
飞机，爆炸了！
第五章责任不是爱
fushichentongkongzhouranjinsuo，naohaizhongyouyichaneishanguogujiaojiaodelian。
yanqiandexiongxiongdahuohaoxiangshaojinletadexinli，tangdetamanxinzhuoshaogan。
tayaoyaoya，zaicibatuiwangqianpaoqu。
“aying！”chenyepuguoqusisibaozhuta，“nibunengguoqu，taiweixianle！”
“fangkaiwo！”fushichenyanjiaofanhong，dengzhechenye。
erchenyeshuoshenmedoubukenfangshou，shengpatayichongdongzhajinhuolichushiyihua。
zhengdangfushichenyaoqiangxingjiangchenyetuikaizhao，yizhenxiruodehujiushengrangtaturanlengjingxialai。
shunzhehujiushengxunqu，fushichenkanjianyitiaoqiangouzhongguizuozheyigeshisansisuidenvhai，tashenbianshiyijinghunmidegujiaojiao。
“顾娇娇！”
fushichenzhangtuimaiguoqu，jianggujiaojiaofuqi，yuqizhongdaizhejixujiaoji：“gujiaojiao，nixingxing！”
huailiderenmeiyourenhefanying，fushichennanyanyanzhongdejingju，likechaochenyehandao：“kuaijiaojiuhuche！”
……
cibidexiaodushuiweibidegujiaojiaozhengkailepijuandeshuangyan。
shouzaiyibiandechenyejingxidao：“nizhongyuxingle。”
gujiaojiaodongledongshenzi，jianbangdetengtongrangtadaoxiyikouliangqi。
tajieguochenyedaolaideshuihou，huangranxiangqifeijishigu，mangwen：“chengkemenmeishiba？neigehaizini？”
tajidefeijibaozhale，xinghaotadongzuokuai，fouzezhendejiuyaozangshenhuohai。
chenyebeiqixiao：“doumeishi，daoshini，chayidianjiumeimingle。”
tingdaozheihua，gujiaojiaorushizhongfudisonglekouqi。
“zhizesuozai，zongbunengrangchengkeyinweiwomendeshuhusangleming。”
“zheicidaoduokuiaying。”
chenyehurandeyijuhuaranggujiaojiaodongzuoyidun：“zenmele？”
“feijibaozha，ayinghaiyaochongjinqujiuni。”chenyehuanhuanjieshi，“houlaijiuhuchelai，danjiuhuyuanshangxiashanyaoyigexiaozhao，tajiuzhijiebeizhenixialeshan。”
tashuozhehua，buyouchuixiayanmou，rangrenkanbuqingtacikeshiheqingxu。
gujiaojiaolengleleng，xinzhongmomingyouyichurouruanderangtaxiangluolei。
yuanlaifushichenduitabingbushiwuqingwuyi，sanniandehunyin，daodishiyouxieganqing。
gujiaojiaozheimexiangzhe，yandihuaguoyisinuanliu，buyougouqizuijiao。
chenyetaitou，kanzhetalianshangdexiaorong，piantoukuxiaoleyixia。
次日。
gujiaojiaocaizouchuyiyuandamen，jiujianfushichenyishentingbadejizhangfuchaozhezijizoulai：“wosongnihuiqu。”
“……xiexie。”gujiaojiaomunedihuileju，sishimeiyouxiangdaotahuilai。
kanzhetadebeiying，taxinlibujinduihunyinyouranqiyisixiwang。
huoxutazaifushichenxinzhonghaiyouyixizhidi。
gujiaojiaozuoshangche，yibianxizheanquandaiyibianshuo：“tingchenyeshuo，shinibawobeixiashande，xiexie。”
taganjideyuqizhongdaizhejisiyanshibuzhuaiyi。
fushichenmianbugaisehuileju：“woshijizhang，ziranyaoduiwodexiashufuze。”
tatinglejimiao，jieryoudao：“niyebiewangle，haiyouliutian。”
liangjuhuajianggujiaojiaojinyoudeyisixiwangchedidapo，shenzhihairangtagandaoyisixiukui。
tajuranbatadezerendangzuoleai。
真的有些可笑。
gujiaojiaominchun，qiangwanlexiazuijiaoxiaolexiao，buzaiduoyan。
zhidaozaijiamenkoutingxia，gujiaojiaoxiachezhao，fushichencaidandankaikou：“gongsijileniliangtianbingjia，zaijiaxiuxiba。”
meidenggujiaojiaoshuohua，cheziyijingdiaotoulikai。
kanzhechejianxingjianyuan，gujiaojiaozuilixiangshibeiguanleyiwanhuanglianshui，kujinxinli。
zhengzhengyitianyiye，fushichendoumeiyouhuijia。
zhizhidiertian，caiyaochumenmaicaidegujiaojiaojiedaojingchajudedianhua，shuotademuqinqianglebierendongxi，rangtaganjinguoquyitang。
gujiaojiaoxinyijin，huangmangganqujingchaju。
rangtachayideshi，zaijingjumenkoutajurankandaolefushichen。
第六章我丈夫去世了
fushichenchuanzheyijianheisefengyi，limianhaishijizhangzhifu。
gujiaojiaobujinxiang，daodishishenmeshirangtalianyifudoulaibujihuanjiuganlaile。
liangrenmeiyoudahua，fushichenlvxianzoujinqu，gujiaojiaojinsuiqihou。
zoujinlimian，gujiaojiaoyiyanjiukandaolezuozaizhangyishangdezhaomuhezhanzaiyipangdexutong。
cike，tacaimingbaifushichenweishenmehuilai。
gujiaojiaozoushangqian，dunzaizhaomumianqian，faxiantashoulizhengjinjinzuanzheyibushouji，zuiliqingningyouci：“qiangwonverzhangfu……”
gujiaojiaoqingshengwen：“ma？zenmele？”
yipangdexutongmuguangzhongdaizhexiexubiyi，yuqiqueyouwugu：“aying，wozhenggennidadianhua，taturancuanchulaijiubawoshoujiqiangzoule。”
wenyan，gujiaojiaogangxiangdaoqian，quejianxutongjinjinkaozaifushichendehuaizhong，zuilidehualikegengzaihoujian。
biziyisuan，tahuangmangbiekailian，shenshouqunazhaomushouzhongdeshouji：“ma，songshou，yihuierwojinimaihaochide。”
gujiaojiaoxiangzhuanyizhuyili，quebuxiangzaodaolezhaomudejuliefankang。
“pa”deyisheng，zhaomudebazhangzhongzhongdiluozaitadelianshang，dadezaichangrencubujifang。
gujiaojiaodaozaidishang，benlaiyouxiecangbaidelianjiadunzhaohongzhongqilai。
benjiuyinfushichenhexutongdeqinmiergandaonanshou，zheiyibazhangchedirangtameirenzhuyanlei。
“妈……”
“nizheigenvren，shenmedouyaoqiangwode！”zhaomumamalieliediqishen，youtilegujiaojiaoyijiao。
yipangdenvjingganmangbazhaomulakai。
suiranzhidaomuqinyoulaonianchidai，gujiaojiaoquehaishijuedeyouxieweiqu。
danrangtagengjuebukandeshifushichendeyanshen，tajiuxianggejuwairen，pangguanzhezheiyiqie。
taningyuantabuzaichang，kanbudaotadelangbei，tayebuhuiyinweitadelengmoerxinliang。
gujiaojiaobashoujiqiangxingnaleguolai，haijixutong：“duibuqi。”
xutongxiekanyiyantadaizhejiezhideshou，xiangshizaijiaoxuntadebufuze：“nishikongchengmeishijianjiusuanle，nizhangfudoumeishijianzhaoguta？nandaoyebuqinggekanhu？”
gujiaojiaoxiayishidikanxiangfushichen。
tamianwubiaoqing，muguanggenbenbuzaitashenshang。
脸更疼了。
gujiaojiaofulefuhongzhongdelian，yuqidimi：“wozhangfuqushile。”
ciyanyichu，fushichendemeishaoyichou，lianseyeheilejifen。
zheihuatajuranshuodechukou。
xutongyileng，erhouwanzhefushichendeshoubei，yanzhongdaizhexixue：“baoqian，kannitingnianqingde。”
gujiaojiaonieruzheyouxieganliedechun，meiyoudahua，daizhezhaomulikailejingju。
zaijiangzhaomusonghuijiahou，gujiaojiaojiujiantadeshenshenliyuezhengyouzaiyouzaidikanzhedianshi。
“shenshen，womabujianlenidoubuguanma？”gujiaojiaorenbuzhuzebeileyiju。
liyuetouyemeitai，kouqibushan：“woguandezhu？nanbuchengwoyaonagenshengzibatabangqilai？niyaoxianwozhaogudebuhaonijiudaizou，wohaibuleyikanzheigeyoushayoufengdelaonvren。”
gujiaojiaowenyan，xinligengshimaolehuo：“dangchunikoukoushengshengshuo，zhiyaowomabuyaonainaideyichan，nijiuhuizhaogutade，erqiewomeigeyuedouhuijinishenghuofei。”
tadeshengyinyinweinuqiyouxiezhandou。
“zheifengzinazheqianyouyongma？niyaokanbuguan，jiuchenzaodaizou，shengdewofanxin！”
liyueerhuabushuojiuqiangxingbazhaomutuichumenwai，gujiaojiaomangqufuta，shenhou“peng”deyisheng，menhenhendiguanshangle。
gujiaojiaoxinzhongyouqi，queyouwukenaihe。
taxiangdaizhaomuhuijia，danxiangdaofushichenyoudaxiaoleniantou。
jifansisuozhixia，taxiangqijichangfujindeneitaogongyu。
gujiaojiaokanzheshoujizhongfushichendehaoma，shangyicibochuhaishisangeyueqian。
youyubantian，taanxialebotongjian。
daifushichenlaishi，tianseyijingheile。
gujiaojiaojiangyouxiekunyidezhaomusongjinfangzhong，kantashuizhecaizoulechulaiduifushichenshuo：“mafannile。”
fushichenyuqizhongdaizheyisiyeyu：“wohaiyiweinixiangxianzaijiulihunbanzou。”
tahaoxiangshiguyizaijigujiaojiao。
gujiaojiaodexinyintazheihuafanqileseyi。
tazhuanguoshenzhunbeijinfang，buyuanyufushichentongchuyishi。
turanjian，tabeiyanqianderenmengdiyitui，zhongzhongkaozaiqiangshang。
gujiaojiaotaiqitou，quebeifushichenturankaojindeqixizhengzhu。
taliangshouchengzaitashuangjianshangfang，yiyizhongjingudezishijiangtakunzhu。
“gujiaojiao，nidezhangfushizenmequshide？”
fushichenshuangmouxiangshiyibalizhua，zhuazhugujiaojiaoandandeyanshen。
gujiaojiaopingjingdikanzheta，fanwen：“wohaiyouzhangfuma？”
第七章离婚前六天
kongqixiangshiningjieleyiban。
xujiu，fushichenshouhuileshou，lengmodeshixianzhongyuconggujiaojiaoshenshanglikai。
“nibujuedegaigenwoshuoyijuduibuqima？”
gujiaojiaojinwozhequan，youxiebugandikanzheneixinzhangdebeiying。
“zenmecaisuanduibuqi？”fushichenlengyingzhesangyin，“neiyiyedeshi，nandaobushiniyishouzaocheng？”
gujiaojiaoxinhenhenyitong：“wogenbenbuzhidao，wozhishiheleyibeijiu，xinglaidezhaohouwojiutangzainishenbian。woyejuedehenhuangtang，kewoxihuannibingbujia。”
shuozheshuozhe，tadeshengyinjianjiandaizheyisipibei：“zheisannianwoyehenyongxinzaidangyigehaoqizi，dannidanghaoyigehaozhangfulema？”
fushichenkouqilengdan：“quni，nandaobusuanfuze？”
“ruguoshizheiyangdefuze，woningkedang**。”gujiaojiaomanshibeitongdemuzhongdaizheyisichaofeng。
fushichenzhuanguoshen，yanmouyimi：“nizaishuoyibian。”
gujiaojiaoyudiaogaolejifen，zhongfudao：“woshuowoningkedangzuoshi**，qimabuhuilangfeizheisannian。”
zheijuhuaxiangshichupenglefushichendenilin。
tayibubuzoujingujiaojiao，daizherangrenzhixideyapogan：“langfei？nidedaonixiangyaodesuoyou，meiyouwo，ninengzuoshangxianzaideweizhi？”
“啪——”
gujiaojiaozhongzhongdishuailefushichenyierguang。
tadeshouheshuangjianweiweizhanzhe，hongzheyankanzheyanqianzheigetashenaidenanren。
zheixienianzijixinxinkudapinchulaidechengguo，quebeifushichenrenweishiyinweitaerquanpanfouding。
“zhenggehangkonggongsidoubuzhidaowomendeguanxi，wozenmekaodeni？”gujiaojiaogengyanzhe，meigezidoutouzheyiguweiqububufen。
fushichenzenhuibuzhidaotadenuli，dantaxinzhongjiushiyouyituanwuminghuo，shaodetaxinfanyiluan。
“piqijianzhang，shiyinweizhaodaoxiajiale？”
tafengcileyijuhou，zhangbeiyishen，jianggujiaojiaolaolaodisuozaihuaizhong，fushenfuhuoneiyinshengqierjinmindehongchun。
gujiaojiaojingnujiaojia，shijingdizhengzha。
“zheishinizuoweiqizideyiwu。”
fushichencubaodewenluodaolegujiaojiaodeerchui、jingbu。
gujiaojiaodeshengyindaizhexiekuqiang：“jiehunsannian，niconglaimeiyoulvxingguo，quezailihunqianliutianzheiyang，nibujuedezijihenguofenma？”
fushichenyileng，suijimomouanlexialai，zhenggedanaodouxiangshibeitazhanjuleyiban。
tajianggujiaojiaodahengbaoqi，fanwen：“zheibujiushinixiangyaodema？”
shuowan，fushichenxiangyigezhimengshou，henbudejiangtachaigurufu。
zhidaotianbianyouleyisiguangliang。
gujiaojiaopizheyijianwaitaozuozaichuangbian，shenhoushibeiduizhetachouyandefushichen。
tapieleyanchuangjianneimociyandeyinhong，chaofengyixiao：“ruguowomendangchuzhidaobicidoumeiyoukuachuneiyibu，huishizenyangdejieguo？”
huidatadeshiqingqingtuqideshengyin。
gujiaojiaopibeiqishen：“wotongyile，womenmashanglihun。”
huabi，tabuyuanzaikanfushichenyiyan，jingzizouchufangjian。
fushichenceguotou，shensuidemouzijinjindikanzheneishanbanchangdefangmen。
gujiaojiaozoudaozhaomudefangjian，kanzheshushuidezhaomu，tanieshouniejiaoditangshangqu，qingqingbaozhetashouruodebei。
“nimingmingbuaiwo，weishenmeyaoshengwo？nizhibuzhidaohuozhezhendehaolei……”
gujiaojiaodeshengyinhenxiao，taxiangshizhaodaobifenggangyiyang，xuanxielechulai，“ma，wozhendehaolei……”
dichendewuyanshengluozaifangwaifushichendeerduoli，jiaodetaxinyitong。
xujiuhou，tacailikaigongyu。
次日。
gujiaojiaoyibianshoushizhaomudeyifu，yibianshuozhetaxiangleyizhengyedejueding：“ma，woyaoshangban，suoyimeiyouzhaojianzhaoguni，buguowoyijingzhaolezuihaodeyanglaoyuan，womeigexingqidouhuiqukanniliangsanci。”
tajiangyifufangjinjuzhong，quetingjianshenhouchuanlaijiaobusheng。
gujiaojiaohuiguotou，yanmouzhouranjinsuo。
“嘭！”
toubudejutongranggujiaojiaoyishihuanghuleyixia，tadaozaidishang，chuanzhecuqizhenjingdikanzhenazhetaidengdezhaomu。
xue，shunzhetadeetoumanmandiluo，ranhongletadeyiling……
第八章没有其他家人
市医院。
“ninshuowoyehuidelaonianchidai？”
yinweizhenjing，gujiaojiaodeshengyinjianlejifen，gengdaizhejixujuyi。