第2章

shufanglijijing,pingmutouchudeguangzhaorangyuanmochenmeiyandoushihongde。

我也愣在了那里。

wozhixiangzhebuyaorangyuanmochenzhidaowosile,kewoquewangle,wogengbuxiangrangtazhidao,wojiehunle。

xujiu,yuanmochencaiwangxiahuadongleyixiashubiao。

xiamianxiezhewodejiehunriqi——2021nian5yue20ri。

wowucuodechuixiayan,ranhoutingjianyuanmochensihujiqingdexiaolesheng。

yiguwuyandekuijiuhenankanfangfochaoshuishun

间吞没我。

neishi……gentafenshoudediergeyue。

dengwozaitaitoushi,yuanmochenyijingguanlediannao,chaowoshizou。

womeiliangenjinqu,tingpiaozailezaiwoshimenwai。

genyuanmochenfenshoudediergeyue,wojiugenqingmeizhumadeduanjunyanjiehunle。

buguobannian,duanjunyandebaiyueguanghuilai,jiugenwotichulelihun。

tashuo:“gujingjing,wowannile,buxiangjixule。”

woshenmedoumeishuo,yeshenmedoumeiyao,zijuebanchuleduanjia。

ruguobushijintiankandaoneizhangjiehunzhao,wojihuyaoxiangbuqihaiyougezheimegeren。

wojiuzheiyang,zhandaoletianming。

diertianyuanmochenzouchuwoshishi,yiqieruchang。

tabianchizaocanbianchuligongwu,renzhendeshenqinghenshimiren。

jiuzaizheishi,tashoujixiangqi,taniutoukan,ranhoujiudunzaileneili。

wohaoqidecoushangqu,yichuanshuxidehaomayingruwoyanlian,goudongwojiuyuandejiyi。

是我妈。

wobuyoujinzhangqilai,zhishihaimeidengyuanmochenjieqi,womayouguaduanle。

yuanmochendingzheshoujikanlexujiu,yemeiyouhuibo。

yeshi,napawomacengjingduitazaihao,yeshiwodejiaren。

rujinzaiyuanmochenxinli,woyiyouzhangfu,genwomazaiyoujiaoji,shishumeiyoubiyao。

wogenzheyuanmochenchulemen。

kanzhechuangwaifeishidefengjing,wobuyouxiangqiyiqiandeshilai。

wobayinweichehuozaoshi,liuxiawomachengzhegongsi,duzifuyangwo。

dezhiwogenyuanmochenzaiyiqishi,tameiyoufandui,fanerduiyuanmochenhaodechuqi。

wobiaodabumandeshihou,womachennudedengwo:“xiaozhoushigedongdeganendehaizi,maxianzaiduitahaodian,hunhoutajiuhuiduinigenghao。”

neishiwoxiaozhechaotashuqidamuzhi:“jianghaishilaodela。”

keshihoulai,wogenyuanmochenmeiyouyihou,tazhenzhengdenvxuyemeiyouhaohaoduiwo。

wozheiyangxiangzhe,xinlimanshiyihan。

yihanyuyuanmochendecengjing,yeyihanwomadeyipiankuxinpulekong。

wopiantoukanyuanmochen,buzhitazaishoujishanganzheshenme。

womeiyoukuitandeyisi,pianpianshoujichuanchuwomadeshengyin。

【xiaozhou,ayibenlaibuxiangmafanni,danyanxiachuleni,ayiyezhaobudaobiederenbangmangle。】

woyanpikuangtiaoqilai,womayudaolemafan?

【xiaozhou,ruguoniyuanyilaizhaoayi,jiulaizheigedizhiba。】

【平安养老院】

wokanjianneigedizhishi,xinzangbujinjinsuo。

zenmehui,mingmingwosiqianwomahaihaohaode,zenmehuiquyanglaoyuan?

wojiaojidekanzheyuanmochen,xiangqiutaqukanwomayiyan。

kewoyezhidao,womeiyouzheigezige。

chexianglianjingledagaiyouwufenzhong,yuanmochencaidongledongchun。

“去这个地址。”

banxiaoshihou,chezihuanhuantingzaiyanglaoyuanmenkou。

zheiliyoupoyoujiu,yuanzilizacaocongsheng,touguoshengxiudelangankanqu,yipianmuqichenchen。

wozaiyuanzilikanjianwomadeshenyingshi,jihubuganxiangxin。

tabaoyangjihaodepifushangbumanxiwen,cengyangzunchuyoudeshouyexianchuganshou。

tayizhiwangmenkouwangzhe,shouzhiniezaiyiqiyoufenkai,xiangshijiaozhuo,youxiangshijinzhang。

yuanmochengaodadeshenyingchuxianzaimenbianshi,womadeyanjingliangleqilai。

takuaibuzouguolai,worenbuzhuxiangpujintahuaili。

kewowanglewoshigelinghun,womachuanguowodeshenti,xianglayuanmochendeshouyoubugan,yishiyouxieganga。

banshang,taxiangshixiadinglejuexin,chaoyuanmochenshuo:“xiaozhou,ninengbangwozhaozhaojingjingma?”

“zicongtajiehunhou,woyijingliangnianduomeiyoujianguotale。”