hanfenglinlie，tiandijianxianruyipianchunbai。
yiyuanfujindekafeitingli，ningqianyuhanmiaolinchuangerzuo。
cike，tatuoquleshenshangdetuosedayi，zheleyijiangaolingdeyanseyangrongshan，yizhangweishifendaidesuyan，linglongerjingzhi。
像个瓷娃娃一般。
hanmiaobuzhehenjidedaliangzheningqian，jieryoukanleyiyanyutamengezheliangzhuojulierzuodexiaozhao。
zaiyiciwanyanshang，tajianguoxiaozhao。
tashigensuigujingchenduoniandesiji。
ningqianbanchuizheyanjie，rentadaliangzhe。
**xianxideshuangshoupengzhenuannuandekafeibei，kafeidereqiniaoniaoshengqi，yinyunzaitadeyanqian，yuefaxiandeyishuangmouziqingtoulianyan。
guoleneimeyihui，ningqianzuixiandapoleanjing，“nizenmele？shengbinglema？”
hanmiaoweiweiyaotou，yangqiyimokuxiao，“qianyiduanshijianliuchanle，shentiyizhimeihuifuhao，guolaifucha。”
ningqiandandandiantou，qingshengdao：“shentibishenmedouzhongyao。”
算是安慰。
liangrenzhijianzaicianjingxialai，yishijianyebuzhigaishuoxieshenme。
qiangshangdeshizhongzhizhenyijing8dianle，ningqianpiexiangchuangwai，xueshiyijiumeiyouyaotingxialaideyisi，malushang，youyiduinianqingdenannv，qianzheshouxiangzhegongjiaozhanpaoqu。
naohaizhong，turanfuxianchuyigeren，mouguangliuzhuan，taxinliduolejifenpansuan。
duiyuhanmiao，tashuobushanglaishishenmeganqing。
genlerongrongyibandeguimi？dantacengjingbeipanguoziji。
shuojinshitongxue，taqueshiduitafuchuguozhenxinde。
gaoerneinian，hanmiaozhuanxiaoguolai，yinweitajialidetiaojianyuxuexiaoneiqitatongxuejialibuduideng，erlvlvzaoshoupaijiyuqifu。
这让她想到了自己。
gangruxuedeshihou，tasuixingning，keyeyinweiyixiefengyanfengyu，meishaobeiqiling。
zhibuguohoulai，tarenshilegujingchenyihou，buzhidaotayongleshenmeshouduan，cairangtachedijieshuleneiduanbeicanderizi。
haijiaodaoleyigehaopengyou，yejiushilerongrong。
suoyi，zaitakandaogenzijiyoutongyangjinglidehanmiaoshi，jiuchutoubangzhuleta。
zici，hanmiaojiuyizhigenzhezijihelerongrong。
jiuerjiuzhi，sangerenyejiuchengleguimi。
hanmiaohaishidiyigefaxiangujingchenyuzijideguanxideren，yefashiyaotizijibaomi。
zhibuguohoulai，tamensangeyoushangletongyisuodaxuehou，tacaizhujianzhidao，hanmiaodefumuweilerangtajijinshangliushehuidequanceng，keweishiqingjiadangchan。
meiyitian，tadefumudouyoudabuwandegong，jiushiweilerangtanenggenpingjindeshijiazidizaitongyigejieceng。
hanmiaoshencaigaotiao，zhangdepiaoliang，yehenyouxiu，daxuedexiaoyuanlibufaduitaqieerbushedezhuiqiuzhe，jiajingsuidoubucuo，queshidabudaotafumudeyaoqiu。
yizhiyuhoulai，tajiangzhuyidadaolegujingchendeshenshang。
tayijiujidedaerneiniandeshujia，gujingchenyuetaqusanyawan，tashuoyaojiaoshangrongronghehanmiaoyiqi。dangwan，tamenheleyixiejiu。
lerongrongyinweiwuchilemangguo，hunshenfayang。hanmiaoyouzuidebushengrenshi。
suoyitajiupiexialeyaodaitaquhaibianmanbudegujingchen，paoquzhaogulerongrong。
houlai，yinweigujingchendekepa，tabeidanxiaodelerongrongganlehuiqu，shuotapabeigujingchendasi，sihuoburangzijizhaoguta。
yeyinci，taquhaibianzhaogujingchendeshihou，zhenghaokandaoleyuanben“lanzuiruni”dehanmiao，conggujingchenbeihoujinjinbaozhuleta。
neiwan，gujingchenfalehaodadehuo，henhenbatashuaidaoledishang。ruobushitabangzheqiuqing，houguobukanshexiang。
lvxinghou，tayutayemeilewanglai。
zhibuguoyouyici，tazaixiaomenkou，zhuangjianhanmiaoyuyigenanhaiziqianshouzouzaixiaoyuanli。
neigenanhaitarenshi，shitayiqianlinjujiadeqinqi。xiaoshihou，zaixiangzili，tadaizhetawanshuaguo。
kandechu，lianggerenhenxiangai。
ketajide，tadejiating，henputong。
dangshi，lerongronghaiweitabaobuping，chongshangqutixingneigegege，rangtaxiaoxinbiebeilv。
……
xushidoubuyueertongxiangqileguowang，liangrenjinbuzhubicixiangwangleyiyan。
chunjiaogouqiledandandexiao，ningqianhujue，shijianguozhenshijiliangyao。
tanengrangrenpingguowang，xijianglai。
“ganggangzaiyiyuanli，woyixiajiurenchuleni。gendangnianyitian，haishimeiyoubian。”hanmiaoxiaozhekaikou。
“niyeshi。meizenmebian。”ningqianhuidao。
“rongrong……wozhiqianpengdaoguojici，dantabuyuanyiliwo。”hanmiaodichuizheyanmou，kanbuzhenqielimiandeqingxu。
“tajiuneigexingzi。”ningqianduanqileshouzhongdekafei，qianqianchangleyikou。
buganhetaiduo，payelishimian。
youyulepianke，tatanrandekanxianghanmiao，“hanmiao……”
huachukou，tayouturanbuzhidaogaizenmewenle。
bijing，tayaowende，shirenjiadeyinsi。yehuoshirenjiabuyuantijidetong。
“你说。”
hanmiaochengkendekanzheningqian，yifurangtaanxindeshenqing。
ningqianyangqileyimolaizixindidexiao，tanrandao：“nihaiyouxiaomingdelianxifangshima？”
xiaoming，jiushitarenshideneigehanmiaodenanpengyou。
wenci，hanmiaoyileng，yanshenbuzijueshanshuo。
zhiyiyan，ningqianbianmingbaile，tashiwenduile。
chenmoleyihuier，hanmiaodianlediantou，“youde，nizhaota......suanle，genwomeiguanxi。”
hanmiaokuseyixiao，“buguo，wobuzhidaotazheiliangnianyoumeiyouhuanhaoma。”
tadandankanxiangchuangwai，yanshenkongji，“dangchutຊwofumuxianqitajiameiqian，yi**wolikaita，tashuorangwojitaliunianshijian，tayidingzhuangouqianlaiquwo。”
yidijingyingdeleizhushunzhetayanjiaodiluo，“kewonashenmedeng？neishihouwobamaweilegongwonenggennimenyongyoutongdengdeshenghuoshuiping，jiedegaolidailigunli，yijingwanquanmeiyounenglichanghaile。”
“suoyinizhaogujingchen，yeshiyinweizheige？”ningqianqingshengwendao。
“qianqian，wobudebuchengren，woduigujingchenshixihuande。tabujinjiashihao，renyeyouxiu，zhiyaotazhanzaineili，suoyourendouhuishileyanse。woyeshiqingdouchukaidenianji，bukenengbuhuidongxin。”
“woyeyouyunian，yeyoumizhang，bukenrenqingzijiburuni。huiwangxiang，tabaduiniquanbudehao，duoguolai。”
hanmiaoleiyanmenglong，siyayiduonianban，jiangningqianzuoweizijidejiushu，xuanxiexindideyiqie，“qianqian，woconglaimeixiangguoyaoshanghaini。wozongjuede，nineimehao，yidinghaihuiyougujingchenzheiyangderenaini。suoyicaizuochuneijianshi。”
zheishitaduiningqianzuidadekui。
yizhiyu，zaitadezhigujingchenyuqiaoningzaiyiqi，erningqianchedishiqulexiaoxihou，tayuefakuijiunannai。
hanmiaonachushouji，diankaitongxunlu，jiangqizhongbiaozhuzhe“yi”zidehaomadiankai，dijiningqian。
“zheishixiaomingdedianhua，buzhidaohaidabudadetong。zicongwogaosuta，wojiehunle，buhuizaidengtaleyihou，jiuyizhimeilianxiguole。”
ningqianjieguodianhua，jianghaomacunlexialai，suiji，youjiangzijidehaomashujinlehanmiaodeshoujili。
“zheishiwodedianhua。”ningqianchenleyishun，“meishideshihou，keyichulaizuozuo。”
“hao！”hanmiaoganmangyingdao，mianshangfanqixiyue。
linfenbiedeshihou，hanmiaojianxiaozhaogenzainingqianshenbian，renbuzhuwendao：“nigenguzong，hehaolema？”
ningqianyileng，kanleyiyanxiaozhao，xinxiahuangran，xinzhihanmiaoshiwuhuile。
jieshidao：“meiyou，shiyixiegongzuoshangdewanglai。”
shuowan，tayoubuchongleyiju，“wohetadouguoqule，shenmeguanxidoubushi。”
hanmiaoyuyanyouzhi，youyuleyishun。haishizuoba。
不禁轻轻一叹。
taxiangqigujingchencengduizijishuoguo，ningqianshitademing。
zhishirujin，tamenyingshidougeziyouzijideguisule。
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医院病房内。
gujingyuxiuzhangdeshenlianggongchengxiamizhuang，guozheyitiaomaotanquansuozaishafashang，cikeshuidezhengxiang。
yizhangzuibadudu，shibushimeitoujinzhou，buzhidaoshizuoleshenmemeng。
满脸的委屈。
ruoyanxiaqingjingbeitaneiqianwanxiefensikandao，gaishixintengsile，henbudeyibaloutaruhuai，hanzhe：yubaobao，guai！mamabao！
shineiguangxianhunan，zhikailebingchuangtoudingshangdexiaodeng。
chuangshang，gujingchendingzheshouji，shibushidianliangpingmu，chakanyoumeiyoubeiloudiaodedianhua。
xiaohushichafangjinlaileliangsanci，titiederangtazhuyixiuxi。
sheizhi，gujingchenguangdiantou，jiushibutingquan。
zuihou，taxianfanle，yijilengmousaoguoqu，baxiaohushiqihongleyan。
ananjueding：zhangdezaishuai，yebuguantale。
yankanzheshijianyijing11dianle，haishimeiyoudengdaozijiyaodexiaoxi，taxinliyizhenfahuang。
zaiyemeilenaixin，tazhijiejiangdianhuadaleguoqu。
占线？
gujingchenmeitoujinzhou，xinlidebuangengdale。
feilidezuoqishen，tazaiciboleguoqu，haishizhanxian。yushi，haobuyouyude，tajiangdianhuadajileningqian。
嘟！嘟！嘟！
dianhuaxianglesansheng，tazhongyutingjianleneishengrangtaxinande，“wei？”
一颗心稍有着落。
“daojialema？”tawen。
“gangdao。”tadandanhui。
tingzhehuatonglichuanlaiguanmendeshengyin，gujingchenchedianxin，qingshengdao：“zaodianshui。”
duimianchenmoleyishun，huita，“niyeshi。”
gangguadiaoyuningqiandedianhua，xiaozhaodedianhuajiudalejinlai，xianshijieshizijishoujigangchuledianwenti，ranhougentabaopingan。
zhufulexiaozhaohuijiazhuyianquanhou，tayeshizaichengbuzhushentidepijuan，chenchendeshuileguoqu。
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翌日一早。
gujingchenjiubeiyizhenkushengchaoxing。
yanjinghaimeiquanzhengkai，gujialaotaitaijiu“wa”deyisheng，baozhuletadegebo，“jingchen，wodehaodasuner，nixingla！gaosunainai，youmeiyounalibushufuya？”
gujingchenyanfengrudao，feixianggujingyu。
gujingyulijishuangshoutoujiang，ganjinjieshidao：“woshuimengle！womajiwodadianhuawenwozaina，woshuoyiyuan。ranhou……”
ranhoulaotaitaijiuzhidaolegujingchenzhuyuandeshi。
“nainai，womeishi。”gujingchenanweidao。
“douzhuyuanlehaimeishi！nihaipianwoshuogongsiyoushi，nichuchale。yaobushinixiaoshengaosuwohenima。zheidaguoniande，niyigerenzaiyiyuanguo，nifeiyaoxintengsiwoma？”
gujingyubumandao：“zenmeshiyigerenle，buhaiyouwonima！”
sheizhi，gulaotaitaiquanrandangzuowushi，jixumanxinmanyandoushibingchuangshangdedasunzi，“weihaitengbuteng？xiangchishenme，nainaiqinzijinizuo。”
“mengqin，nizheigedangmuqindeyetaicuxinle，erzishengbingdoubuzhidao。”gulaotaitailiansenankan，duizheyipangdexiaomengqinxunchidao。
“ma，ninbieshengqi，queshishiwobudui。jingchen，yishengzenmeshuo？”
gujingchenweiweiqishen，yipangdeqiaoningjianzhuang，hongzheyan，ganjinguolaifuta。
gujingchenbenxiangjujue，kejiannainaihemuqindouzai，bianyeyoutabangmang。
qiaoningyanzhongshanguoyimoxinxi，laolaowozhulegujingchendeshou。
ruguobushizuijin，turanmomingduolexuduowufatuidiaodegongzuo，tayouzenmekenengmeipeizaitadeshenbian。
zheishitazuiaidenanren，tazhinengshuyuziji。
gujingchenchouchubeiqiaoningwozhudeshou，anleantaiyangxue，youxiewunaidao：“nimenbuyongzheiyang，xiaomaobing，wodasuanjintianjiuchuyuanle。”
“neizenmexing！bixuchedihaole，cainengchuyuan。”gulaotaitaiyiguaizhangchuozaidishang，yichuidingyin。
“shia，jingchen，tinghua。”xiaomengqinyanlihanzhexinteng，youjiangshixiankanxiangqiaoning，“qiaoqiao，haohaozhaoguta。”
“放心吧，肖姨。”
qiaoningqishen，laidaogulaotaitaishenbian，xiaonverbanaixiashen，fuzaigulaotaitaituishang，qingqinghuanglehuang，“nainai，doushiwobuhao，zuijinyizhizaipaixi，meibajingchenzhaoguhao。”
qiaoningjiaochendao：“niguaiwoba。biegenjingchenshengqi，tazhengbingzhe，woxinteng。kanninshengqi，woyexinteng。”
gulaotaitaijiayilenghengleyisheng，“neinishuoshuo，nigengxintengshei？”
qiaoningxiudadadao：“jingchen。”
redegulaotaitaiyuyipangdexiaomengqin，doumanyidexiaoqilai。
gujingchenkanzheqiaoningduizhegulaotaitaisajiaodemoyang，yishunjiandehuanghu，xindirenbuzhufanqimimimamadeneijiu。
dangnian，ningqiangouzhetadebozi，jiangyizhanglianmaijintadebojingli，menmenbuledewenta，“gujingchen，nijialirenbuxihuanwozenmeban？”
neishihou，tazuishangshuozhebuhui，kexinliqueshiyijin。
shentiyishunjiandejinzhang，beitaquanrankanzaiyanli，ketazhuangzuoshenmedoubuzhidaoyiban，xiaozheqinletayixia。
tashuo，“gujingchen，woyidinghuirangnijiarenxihuanwode。youqishinizuijingzhongdenainai，woyidingyidingrangtaxihuanwo。burangnizuojiaxinbinggan。”
keshi，tashizhongdoumeiyoujiangtadaidaonainaimianqian。
tayezaimeiyoujihui，rangnainaixihuantale。
jiantaliansechenyu，qiaoningmianshangyijin，danyoudexunwen，“jingchen，shibushinalibushufu？”
gujingchendandanyaotou，“nimenhuiquba。”
qiaoningmanlianxinteng，xianggulaotaitaihexiaomengqinbaozheng，“xiaoyi，nainai，nimenfangxinba，zheiduanshijianwoshenmedoubuzuo，yidingbajingchendeshentiyanghao。”
“不用了。”
gujingchenlengshengjujue，quebeigulaotaitaizuzhi，“zenmebuyong！tashiniweiguomendexifuer。nijiushiyigerensanmanguanle，dengkaichunyihou，nimenxiandinghun，ranhoujiujiehun。wokan，nijiuqiangexifuerhaohaozhaoguni。”
“我……”
gujingchengangyaokaikou，xiaomengqinzhijiedaduantadehua，“shia，ma，woyeshizheimexiangde，jiuzaijinnian，batamenliangdehunshiyikuaierbanle。”
xiaomengqinlaguoqiaoningdeshou，“gongzuoshangdeshi，gaifangjiufangfang。nvrenhaishiyaoyijiatingweizhu。”
qiaoningxindiyipianxise，queyouzhuangzuoyifuhaixiudemoyang，“doutingxiaoyide。”
gujingchenshenseandan，bochunjinmin，shizhongchenmobuyu。
zhengruningqiansuoshuo，tagentazhijian，gezhedebujinjinzhishitamenliangrendeaihen。