menshidebangwan，chanmingsiya。wodaizhebianlidiandagongdepibeihuidaolaojiugongyu。youxiangshenchutangzheyigewubiaoshideniupizhibaoguo，xiangkuaimubei。
baoguohenqing，qingdeyouxieguiyi。nieshangqu，limiansihuzhiyoubobodejipiandongxi。meiyoujijianrenxinxi，shoujianrenqueshiwodemingzi——shenhao。dizhishiwozuzhudezheidonglaojiugongyulou，201shi。
yizhongmomingdebuanjuezhulewo。zaizheizuochengshi，chulejigediantouzhijiaodetongxuehezongshizuixunxundefuqin，jihumeirenzhidaowozhuzaizheili。
huidaofangjian，wohuakaibaoguo：yizhanglaoshimaobianzhi，yilvhongshengxizhedezhangfa。
zhishangshianhongmaobizi，shupaifanti：“qianzaoshenhaogengchennianliuyuechuwuyinshishengkunzaozhangshanshangengchennianlayueshisanzishisheng……”luokuanshenjianguo、zhangqian，riqiyijiujiubanianlayueshisan。
hunshu？yijiujiubanian？woneishicaigangmanyue！
zhangshanshan……zheigemingzixiangyimeibinglengdezhen，ciruwojiyidemohudidai。
fuqinsihuzuijiuhouhanhutiqiguo，zhangjiashushu，taneigehoulaijujiaqianwangxiangxidejiebaixiongdi，tajiahaoxiangshiyougenver，dan……
neiyilvtoufa，heidexiangzuishendeye，chuganqueyichangbingliangrouren，fangfohaidaizhemouzhongshengmingdedanxing。woniezheta，zhijianchuanlaiyizhenxiweidecitong，xiangshibeijixidebingzhenzhaleyixia。
womengdishuaikaita，xiangshishuaikaiyitiaodushe。
dangwan，fuqinshenjianguoyouhedelanzuiruni，beiwotuohuitadefangjian。kongqizhongmimanzheliezhibaijiuheshibairenshengdesuanfuqiwei。wobatarengdaochuangshang，zhunbeilikaishi，taqueturanzhuazhuwodeshouwan，liqidadejingren。tahunzhuodeyanjingnuliduijiao，dingzhewo，zuilipenzhejiuqi：“xiaozi……jintian……shibushishoudaoshenmedongxile？”
我心头一跳。
taheiheidixiaoleqilai，xiaoshengganseerguiyi：“baoyinga……laozhang……tahaishibukenfangguo……tabashanshandebazi……kezainiyeyeneibaobeiluopanshangle……kesile……paobudiaode……sheidoupaobudiao……”
huayinweiluo，hanshengyiqi。
wojiangzaiyuandi，beijicuanshangyiguhanyi。
fuqincongweiruciqingxidishuoqiguozheijianshi，youqishizaizuijiuzhuangtaixia。
刻在罗盘上？
yeyeneigecongbulishendegujiutongluopan？
夜深了。
chuangwaibuzhiheshixiaqilexixililidexiaoyu，qiaodazheboli，xiangshiwushuxixiaodeshouzhizaikouji。wobeiyizhenqiguaideshengyinjingxing。
“da……da……da……”
shengyinhenqing，henyoujiezou，xiangshiyourenchuanzheyingdidexiezizaifangjianliduobu。shengyinlaiyuanpiaohubuding，yihuierzaiketing，yihuieryouhaoxiangjintiezhewoshidemen。
我的心跳开始加速。
zheidonglaolougeyinhencha，danzheishengyin……taiqingxile，qingxidefangfojiuzaizheifangjiannei。
“da……da……da……”
声音渐渐靠近床边。
wopingzhuhuxi，quanshenjiroubengjin，lenghanjinshilebeixin。
heianzhong，wosisidingzhefangmendefangxiang，neilizhiyouyipiannongdehuabukaidemohei。
声音停了。
死寂。
zhiyouwoleigubandexintiaohechuangwaidandiaodeyusheng。
wohuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandituchuyikouqi，shituanweizijizhishihuanting。yexushitaileile。
jiuzaiwojingshenshaoshaosongxiedechanei，yigubinglengde、daizhechenfuyanzhixiangqidefenghaowuzhengzhaodichuiguowodelianjia。
我猛地扭过头——
chuangbiandechuanyijing，yinweifangjianxiaxiao，zhengduizhechuangwei。
jingzili，yingchudebushiwohefangjiandejingxiang。
yipianmenglongdehongguanglongzhaozhejingmian，limianyingchuyigechuanzhefanfucixiudahongjiayideshenying。fengguanxiapei，zhucuichuilian，zhezhulemianrong。neishenyingxianxi，zhengweiweidizhetou，kanzhezijideshou。
那是……我？
bu，budui。neishenlianggengxiangyigenvzi。
jingzhongde“ren”sihuchajuedaolewodezhushi，huanhuandi、jiqihuanmanditaiqiletou。
zhulianhuangdong，xiamianshiyipianxuwudeheian。
ranhou，ta，huozheshuo，“wo”，taiqileyoushou，qingqingbokailezuojiandejiayi。
jingzili，zuojian**depifushang，yigeqingxide、yinhongruxuedezijifuxianchulai——“shan”。
neiweizhi，zhenghaoyuwojianbangshangneikuaitianshengde、zhijiagaidaxiaodehesetaiji，yimoyiyang。
wofachuyishengduancudechouqi，mengdicongchuangshangdanzuoqilai，lenghanshunjianshitouquanshen。
fangjianlikongkongruye。jingzilizhiyouwojingkongshicuodelianhelingluandechuangpu。chuangwaiyushengyijiu。
gangcaideyiqiebizhendekepa。
wozhandouzheshou，moxiangzijidezuojian。
taijideweizhi，chuanlaiyizhenzhuoshaobandecitong。