第3章

wofanlegebaiyan,bokaitaneizhi「zuoe」deshou,yaoya:「nizuogerenbaguxiao!」

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bijing,neishiwozangzaixindiduonian,zhunbeiyihoudaidaofenmuqudeganqing。

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wocongshuimengzhongxinglai,faxianzijishileyichudekuzi,tongshihaiyouchuxianzaiwomenglidechunmengduixiang——guxiao。

这一切让我很崩溃。

woyigenanren,renshengzhongdiyicizuochunmeng,duixiangjurantongyangshigenanren。

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tazheifanhuafenmingshizaitiaobowogenqitatongxuedeguanxi。

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ketalvciguyizhaoshi,wozhenrenbuzhule。

wozhengzhunbeikaikou,jiutingpangbiandeguxiaoxianyibushuo:「chabuduoxinglehuangxinying,bujiushinixiangyaozheigebeidadeluquminge,daizhenibamadaowojiasanqiusiqing,womeidayingma?zenme?nizijidouxiangzouhoumen,haibuyunxubierenkaoguanxile?

「youdangyouli,shuodejiushinizheizhongren。」