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xitizudegongzuoyijingjinruweisheng，juligaokaohaishengxiazuihouyizhou。
womaitoujintimuhaiyangli，meiyidaoxitidouyanzhengleyibianmeiyoutimucuowu，yemeiyoutaichaogangdeneirong。
zhidaozuihouyitianwanshang，youbeixuzhiyideshizhangfuqindanduyaoqingquwanfan。
xitizuyaoqiubaomi，shoujijiechubudao，waijiederengengjiechubudao。
wokanzhesanfenshudeniupaishibuxiayan，suoweixuehongdanbaidexingtianweishiwozuiyanedeweidao。
shizhangzuozaiduimian，jianwoshiyuguadan，manghuanleyidaocai。
wolandeguaiwanmojiao，kaimenjianshanzhibaidao：“wobamahaimeiguolai，zhaowoyoushidehuajiujinkuaishuoba。”
taxiaolexiao，hexuzhiyiruchuyizhedexiaorong：“nishigecongminghaizi，neiwojiuzhijieshuole。”
“meiyikedeyazhoutimushishenme？”
“dangran，nigaosuwo，haochurenyounilaikai。”
woxindichixiaobukuishifunv，lianshangyijiageyedoushiyiyangde“suibiannikaijia”。
cantingfuwuyuanhenkuaihuanleyidaotiandian，wochizhetiandianjiazhuangyouyu：
“loutikeshifanfadea，xushushu。”
taxiaolexiaokaikou：“meishi，niyoudanxinyezhengchang，bushuoyemeiguanxi。”
shenmemeiguanxi，fenmingshikanjianwobamaguolaile。
kanzhetazhanqilai，taiduheaidehebamajieshizhishiouyu，quezailikaiqianjiangzijidelianxifangshitoutousaijinwodekoudaili。
likaiqian，wokanjiantaduiwoxiaozhezuolegedadianhuadeshoushi。
woxiaozhejiangxiezhelianxifangshidezhipiansisuidiuchuchechuangwai。
babakaizheche，kaikouxunwen：
“mingtiangaokao，niquedinghaiyaojixuxiaquma？xiaoxiao，bamahendanxinni。”
“mingmingnigenbenbuxuyaocanjiashenmegaokao。”
wokanzhechechuangwaifeichierguodejingse，zhongzhongdiantou：“yaoa，dangranyao。”
“zuoxiyaozuo**，erqie，wohaimeiyouzuodaoshenmeni。”
“ba，wohaijidejiejie。”
“ruguoneitianwanshang，wojishihuifuledehua，jiejieshibushijiubuhuisile。”
mamaqingqingwozhuwodeshou，weiweiyonglidewoleyixia，dizhetouzhangtanyisheng：
“shimamadecuo，mamabenyiweitameifajinruyanjiuyuangongzuo，neijiurangtahetonglingrenzaiyiqihuoxuhuigenghao。”
“是我的错……”
cheneifenweichenmo，congjiejiesihou，meimeitidao，quanjiajiuhuizaisuonanmiandexianrubeishangzhizhong。
yayidefenweijihuningchengshizhi，yazaiwomenyijiarenshenshang。
diertianwozhaochangdaolexuexiao，jiaoshilixuzhiyizhengzaijidajiafafangzhunkaozhenghevryanjing。
shenzhitiexindejiangmeikuanyanjingdouzaiwaixingshangzuolexiweidiaozheng。
kanzhewochuxianbanjimenkou，jiaoshilirenaoshengyinshashijiantingle。
zhiyouxuzhiyimangbudiexiaozhejiangzhunkaozhengheyanjingdiguolai：
“jintianjiuduoxinkunile。”
wodaishangvryanjing，dakailefanyigongnengqiaoleyiyan，kanzheyanqianpiaofudewenzixinxi，qingchiyisheng：
“wobuxinku，fandaoshini，zheixieyanjingmanguideba。”
xuzhiyishangshoujiwoyanjingqiehuanchengshijuegongxiang，womianqianyiqiehaowubianhua。
chenzhaojinghuyisheng：“**，zhennengkanjian！”
kaoshiluxuruchang，dawanlekaikaoling。
wokanzhewoshenheguodetimubaiwuliaolaizhuanzhebi。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，yourenkaileshijiaogongxiang，xiezhe【qinxiaoxiao，kuaixie！】。
woyouzaitaitoukanleyiyanshijian，yijingkaikaoguoqulebangexiaoshi。
jianwochichimeiyouhuiying，yanqianhuanlegeshijiao。
shilumingzhoudejuanzi，jingjingdebaizhezuihoujidaodatidedaan。
pangbianqianbidandanxiezhejingongcankao。
yuwentibeichenzhaocuicuzhe，haojigerenkaiguopingmugongxiang。
kaoshiyijieshu，wojiubeichenzhaotuojinxuexiaofujindexiaoxiangli。
jiankongsijiao，meiyouzhiwen，meiyouzhaohu，zhishiyidunquandajiaoti。
kuangfengzhouyubandequanjiaoluozaishenshang，woyebufankang，yiweiquansuoqilaihuzhuzhongyaodedifang。
zijibenjiushiweizaodedaleliangsuidenianji，gengbibushanggaodadechenzhao。
zhinengxianbaohuhaozijidetongshi，kanzhetafennudebiaoqingwofanerxinshengchangkuai。
tamenbutongkuai，wojiutongkuaile。
zhidaotadaleile，wocaizhongyuhuanlekouqi，toutouzhongxindakailexiongqiandeweixingshexiangtou。
hongdengshanshuo，jiluzhetashenshouzhuazhuwodetoufa，chushengchaofeng：
“made，jian**，weishenmekaochangshangyizhibuxie！”
我疼的倒吸气：
“wodegaokaojuanzi，wobuxieyouzenmele？”
“wobujinzheiyimenbuxie，jiexialaimeiyikewodoubuhuixie。”
chenzhaoyijiaochuaizaiwoduzishang，tengdewoshashijianquansuoqilai。
ganggangweilebaohuhaozijimeilaidejidakaiweixingshexiangtou，erxianzaitazheiyijiaochengletazuiwukebianjiedezuizheng。
budengwopaqilai，chezhewodeyiluwangwaizou。
xiawuhaiyoukaoshi，tayemeifadaiwoquduoyuandedifang。
gancuijiangwoshenglayingzhuaijintadejiudianfangjian。
yilushangdetinengxiaohao，yerangtashaoweilengjinglexie。
“xuzhiyishuodebujia，nizheizhong**buliudianbabingzaishoulinishizhenbuhuilaoshi。”
shuozhejiangbaojianlipaishedezhaopiancoudaowodemianqianlai。
zhaopianliwoyishanbuzheng，liangyanjinbirenyoubainong。
“nizuihaojiexialaidekaoshilaolaoshishidehaohaokao，yaoburanwojiubanizhaopianchuanchuqu！”
jiejieni，tadangchuyeshouguozheimeexindeshiqingma？
她告诉过妈妈吗？
有人帮她吗？
她当时在想什么呢。
henyihunzazhedunteng，chongchimanxiongtang。
wokanzheyanqiandeyiyangyangdelian，yangshouyongjinquanshenliqishuaizaitadelianshang。
tadetoupianguoqu，yixialengzhule。
wozuoyouhuanguyizhou，bugushenshangyuqingdedunteng，zhuaqizhuoshangdereshuihuwangtatoushangzaguoqu。
chenzhaomaleshengcao，duozoureshuihumengdijiangwoguandaochajishang。
budengwofanji，chenzhaodianhuaxiangleqilai，xuzhiyideshengyinbujinbuman：
“bietaiguohuole，xiawuhaiyoukaoshi。nijiusuanxiangnongsitayededengchengjichulaizhihou。”
chenzhaozeleyisheng：“nizenmezhidaode。”
dianhualingyiduanchenmoxuyu，huanhuankaikou：
“nihaikaizheshijuegongxiang。”
“buguomeishi，gangchukaochangneihuiwojiurangtamenzhaile。”
“xianzaiganjinguolai，takanqilaixiawukaobuleshile。nibiezaidaoshitabaojinglechengxianyiren，laiwomenzheiduiyixiakougong，hainengjinidangbuzaichangzhengren。”
chenzhaobuqingbuyuandedayingxialai，zhaileyanjingguanleshijuegongxiangguazailingkou。
dunzaiwodemianqianzuanzheyilingchaoxiao：
“qinxiaoxiao，nikedehaohaokao。”
“womenhaijinizhunbeilegedalini。”
wobuganshiruoxiaozhekaikou：
“woyejinimen，zhunbeilegedalini。”
tachileyisheng，zhongxinhenhenjiangwoshuaidaodishang，mamalieliediqishenzoule。