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“shenmekuzhong?”nianqingjingchalianmangchongdaolewoshenpang。

kanzhetayandidejiaoji,wozuijiaogouchuyimochaofengdexiaorong:“zonghuozheigefangfahenbuhao,wozhanzaiyuanziwaibiandoubeineinongyanqiangdaole!”

tingdaozheihua,nianqingjingchaliansedabian,kanxiangwodemuguanglimanshifennuhenanyizhixin!

“你这个变态!”

jiuzaizheishi,shenxunshidedamenbeituikaile。

yigekanqilaishifengaoda,chuanzhebianfudenanrenzoulejinlai。

“高队。”

neimingnianqingjingchajianzhuang,lianshangdunshiduochuleyimogongjing。

“许念?”

neimingbeichengzuogaoduidenanrenzhijielalegeyizizaihewoxianggebudaobanmidejulizuolexialai。

“renshiyixia,woshixingzhenyiduideduizhanggaoguohua,”

“laizhiqianwoyijingdagailejielenideqingkuang。”

“chuerdeshihoubeiqinshengfumuganchujia,toubensanweijiujiu。”

“zhongkaoyiquanxiandiyikaoshanglexingxianzuihaodegaozhong,gaoyishanglesangeyuebianzhijietiaojidaolegaosan。”

“jinniangengshinalegegaokaozhuangyuanhuilai。”

“keyikanchulai,nidezhishanghengao,qiantuyeyipianguangming。”

“weishenmehuizuochuzheizhongshi?”

wenyan,wotaitoukanleguoqu。

duishideshihou,wonenggouqingxidiganshoudaonanrenyandideneimoruili。

wozhenglezheng,zuijiaochechuyimodandandexiaorong:“weishenme?”

“yuanyinqishihenjiandan,wojiuxiangchangchangsharendeziwei。”

“zhenghaoneitianhuijiadajiadouzaijiushunshoushale。”

tingdaozheihua,yipangdenianqingjingchazaiyerenbuzhule,zhanqishennushiwo:“gaodui!zheijiushiyigedianxingdechusheng!”

“gangcaitayijingzonghuosharendeyuanyinheliuchengdoujiaodaile,wokanjiumeiyoujixulangfeishijiandebiyaole!”

tingdaozheihua,gaoguohuayandishanguoyisibuman,kanxiangneimingnianqingjingchademuguangzhongduoleyimoshenshi:“nijiushizheimebananzidema?”

“zheimecaolvjiujiyigeanzixiajielun,nizhidaozheiyanghuizaochengduoshaoyuanancuoanma?”

“keshi…”nianqingjingchakanlekanwoxiangshuoshenme,quemeiyoushuochukou。

gaoguohuajianzhuang,jixujiangzhuyilidinggezailewodeshenshang。

“xunian,laizhiqianwoyijingquguonidexuexiaozoufang。”

“dajiadoushuonishiyigeshifenguaiqiaodongshi,xuexichengjiyouhaodenvhaizi。”

“erqie,nidesangejiujiujiaduinidouhenhao,nimenmeiyoufashengguorenhemaodun。”

“shia,tamenqueshiduiwohenhao。”wohurankaikoudao。

“jialisuoyouhaochide,haowande,haoyongdedoushixiangongwotiaoxuan,ranhoucaihuilundaobiaogebiaojie。”

“wobawomazhaoshangmenerqifuwodeshihou,yeshitamenbangzhewojianglianggerendachuqu。”

“keyishuojiushijialidetuanchong,wogaoxing,suoyourendougaoxing,wobugaoxing,suoyourenjiuxiangzhefadouwogaoxing。”

“jiranruci,niweishenmesharen?”gaoguohuakanxiangwo,yiweishenzhangdao:“nifangxin,zhiyaoniduiwoshuochushiqing,wokeyizhuoliangxiangfaguanbangnishenqingjianxing。”

“jianxing?”woyanjingshanguoyisichaofeng。

“gaoduizhang,nigaibuhuiyiweiwoshi3suixiaohaierba?”

“quanguohaimeiyounayigexiangwozheiyangshale14gerendesharenfan,haikeyihuodejianxing。”

shuowan,woshentichaohoukaoqu,bishangleyanjing。

dangchuzaijuedingyaozuodeshihou,wojiuyijingxianghaolehouguo。

erqie,wogenbenbuxuyaojianxing。

我想死已经很久了。