第1章
gaokaoluobanghou，sujingchenliuzaicunliheshenxuebanlehunli，weilezheigejiaxinkucaochisishinian。
zhaogubingzhongdeyuemu、fuyangshenjiadimei，yangyuernv，yongleikuadeshentihuanlaipangrenyanzhongdemeimanjiating。
keshenxuesiqiandeyiyan，jingshizanglidoubuxutacanjia，pataraolezijidelunhuilu。
shenxuedecaichanyibanjileernv，yibanjiletadianjibanshengdebaiyueguang。
liujisujingchendezhiyouyifengjianduandexin。
“neifengbeinazoudeluqutongzhishu，woyongzheisishinianhaiwanle。”
yuanlaidangchushenxueweileyuanlinzededaxuemeng，jingnazousujingchendeluqutongzhishuhaitacuotuoyisheng。
sujingchenbengkuizhiji，fengleyibandizhiwenweishenme，quebeiernvyanqi。
“nibuguoyishihaoyuncaideleluqutongzhishu，nalibideshanglinshushu。”
“genghekuangmagenlinshushusishinianxiangaibuxiangshou，yijingjizulenitimian。”
“zairanglinshushunankan，jiubieguaiwomenbanidiuquxiangxiarangnizishengzimiele！”
sujingchenbeihuoshengshengqisi，zaicizhengyanhuidaoletagaokaozheinian。
bishiluqutongzhishuhaizailushang，ersujingchenderenshengyecaiganggangkaishi。
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2018nianwanqiu，sumudelingtangneibaimanjidiandexianhua。
zhongrenanweizhexiongqianbaihua、yishensangfudezhongniannanren，yourenbuzhuweiyizhaoshangzheiweizuichusedewengongtuantuanzhangmoai。
huranmenwaichuanlaiyidaoshayadenuchisheng。
“wocaishishenxuejiehunsishiniandezhangfu，weishenmemanzhewojuxingzangli？”
sujingchentuikaihuwei，zaichuangrulingtangkanqinglingtangzhengzhongdenanrenshi，qingkejiandailengzaileyuandi。
“linze，niweishenmezaizheili？”
zheigebazhanletaqizisishiniandenanren，weiheliantaqizisihoushuyutazuihouyidiandeweizhidouyaoqinzhan？
haiweidenglinzeshuohua，suhangensuyaoliangxiongmeijiuqiqichongchulai，yibajiangsujingchentuikai。
“ba，ninaogoulemeiyou？”
“这是妈的遗愿。”
“nijiuchanlemamayibeizi，nandaojiuliansidoubukenfangguotama？”
sujingchenlengzaiyuandi，yipangdelvshiyetanlekouqi，chushengshuodao。
“suxiansheng，zheidequeshishentuanzhangdeyiyuan。”
“taqinkoushuoming，zaitasihoujiangcaichanyibanjilinzexiansheng，yibanjiyishuangernv，bingqiebuxiwangninchuxianzaitadezanglishang。”
lvshidehuayourujingleiyibancirusujingchendenaohaizhizhong。
tahuxidunshijiculeqilai，shangqianyibazhuazhulvshideshoudao。
“不可能！”
“wogenshenxuejiehunsishinian，weiletanenggouanxinzuozijideshiye，zhaoguyuemu，fuyangdimei，yangyuernv，woyounalizuodebuhao？”
“tabuhuizheimeduiwode。”
lvshijianzhuangburen，nachuyifengxinfengdao。
“zheishishentuanzhangweiyiliujinindedongxi。”
sujingchenyibaqiangleguolai，kedakaihouquezhiyouduanduandeyixingzi。
“neifengbeinazoudeluqutongzhishu，woyongzheisishinianhaiwanle。”
shuxidezijiyourudangtouyibanghenhenzazaisujingchennaodaishang，tatouyunmuxuan，zhijuedehuxidoubiandekunnanwubi。
sishinianqian，zhengshiyinweimeiyouzheifengluqutongzhishu，tayiweizijigaokaoluobang，beipowunaiquleshenxue。
zheixienianlai，linzeduitayaowuyangwei，ernvxianqitahaowuxueshi，shenzhipangrenyenengjiezhezheishiduitasiyichaofeng。
zheimeduoniandeweiquhebugong，yuanlaitabenkeyibushoude。
henyiyongshangxintou，takezhibuzhudichongxianglinze，quebeiyizhifangbeidesuhanyusuyaoliangxiongmeiyibatuikai。
“nimenhaihuzheta，nimenzhibuzhidaodangnianjiushitaqianglewodeluqutongzhishu......”
sujingchendehuahaimeishuowan，suhanzhijiedaduandao。
“yifengluqutongzhishueryi！”
“nibuguoyishihaoyuncaidele，nalibideshanglinshushudenengli。”
“genghekuangmagenlinshushusishinianxiangaibuxiangshou，yijingjizulenitimian。”
“zairanglinshushunankan，jiubieguaiwomenbanidiuquxiangxiarennibeicuomozhisi！”
xinjianyourubeilijiancipoyibantengtongnanren，sujingchenwuzhexinkoushuaizaidishang。
pangrenjingjiaochusheng，ketaquecongrenqunfengxizhong，kandaozijideyishuangernvzhengzaiqingshenganweizhelinze，sihaomeiyouzaiyitazheigeqinshengfuqindesihuo。
jinhuzhixidetongchuxilai，zaibeihuoshengshengqisideqianyike。
sujingchenliuxialeyuanhenhuiwudeleishui，ruguozaijitayicizhonglaidejihui，tayidinghuishouhaozijideluqutongzhishu，burangrenherenduoqushuyutadequanxinrensheng。
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tongchudekuzhiyidiandiantunqu，buzhidaoguoleduojiu，yipianciyandeliangguangjiangsujingchenzhenggehuanxing。
xiongtangdexinzangzaijulietiaodongzhe，haiweidengtahuiguoshenlai，shuxideshengyinzaierbianxiangqi。
“jingchen，azeshentibuhao。”
“zheicidehuonibangtazuoleba。”
sujingchenxiayishitaiqitou，zaikandaonianqingdeshenxuehou，youlikeditoukanxiangzijideshou。
gujiefenminghaizhanzhenitu，quemeiyouneixieyinweimangyujiawuerbumandejianziyushanghen。
cunkoudedalabaqiahaobobaozheshijian，1978nian12xue7hao。
tazhendeyoulezhonglaiyicidejihui，huidaolesishinianqianhaimeibeinazouluqutongzhishudeshihou！
huibaideyanshenzaiqingkejianzhuruleguangliang。
jiansujingchenxujiumeiyoufanying，shenxuexiangyaoshenshoulaizhuata，taquexiayishiyibajiangshenxuedeshoudaluo。
qianshizhongzhongkezaisujingchenxindi，henyirangsujingchenbujiasisuodihuidao。
“linzeshentibuhaoguanwoshenmeshiqing？”
“zenmeshiwohaidetashentibuhaoma？”
“nixintengjiuniqubangtagan，shaozaizheiliduiwozhishouhuajiao！”