第2章
陆雨宁的脸一僵。
tadeyanleilikeluolexialai。
“wojiuzhidao，jiejieyuanhenwo，kendingbuyuanyijiuwo。”
luyuningwuguanxiumei，qizhirouruo，kuqilaishirutongyiduobeiyudashidehua，haokanyoukelian，“doushiwomingbuhao，bunengheyanzhizhangxiangsishou。”
fuyanzhixintengdishuo：“biezheimeshuo！woyidinghuijiunide。”
takanxiangwo，shenseyouhuifubingleng：“yuningshinidemeimei，zuojiejiedejuangeshenzenmele？niguaiguaizuoshoushu，zhiqianniduiyuningzuodeshi，wokeyijiwangbujiu。”
woduiluyuningzuoguoshenmeshi？
zicongtalaidaolujia，wojiujinliangyiqinjiejiedetaiduduidaita。
fuyanzhimomingqimiaohenshangwo，yaoheluyuningdinghun，wojiangyaobeixitongmosha，yezhishizijiduoqilaishangxin。
wocongweiduiluyuningzuochurenheweixie，congweishuoguoyijunantingdehua。
fanershiluyuning，laidaolujiahoujiujingchangduiwoshuo：“jiejie，niyongyoudeyiqiedouhuibeiwoduozou，nijiuhaohaokanzheba。”
chulewoyiwai，sheidoubuzhidaolujiarouruomeimaodeerxiaojiehaiyourucijiansuankebodeyimian。
“woshuolewobuyuanyijiu，tadesihuoguanwoshenmeshi？”woyingzhefuyanzhidemuguang，yuqidandan。
qishizheihuashuochulaiwozijidouheleyitiao。
fangzaiyiqian，wojueduibuhuizheimeshuohua。danbijingkuaisile，danziyedalehenduo。
fuyanzhiguoranbeiwojinu，sanbubingzuoliangbuzoudaowomianqian，jiuqiwodelingziwangshanglin：“nizaishuoyibianshishi？”
haoxiangwozaishuoyibian，tajiuyaoshalewo。
“lunian，nizenmenengshuozheizhonghuani！”
fuqindeshengyinchuanlai，wolengleleng，shixianyizhuan，kanjianletashengmannusedelian。
“jiushi！yuningduiniduohaoa，nijuranzheimelengxuewuqing？nipeizuolujiadenverma？”muqinyeanfudikanleluyuningyiyan，suihoulenglengchizewo。
tamenshiwodefumu，yangyuwoershisannianderen。
suiranzaojiuzhidaotamenpianxiangluyuning，dancikewohaishixinrudaojiao，zhanglezhangzui，bantianshuobuchuhualai。
“lunian，wozhidaonihenyuningqiangzoulewo，danzheiheyuningmeiyouguanxi，shiwoxihuanta。”fuyanzhijianwoshensesongdong，youyupianke，shishebanshuo，“woheyuningdedinghunzhongduanle。zhiyaonijuanshenjiuren，wokeyixianbujuxingdinghunyishi......”
quansuzhoudouzhidaowohefujiadashaoyeqingmeizhuma，liangqingxiangyue。
taturanyuluyuningdinghun，keyishuorangwodiujinlelianmian。
fuyanzhiziyiweiyanhuantadedinghunyishi，suanshihendaderangbu。
tajindingzhewo，youshendeyanmouzhongmanshiyiweibumingdeqingxu。
yaoshizhiqian，woqueshihuigaoxing。
zhiyaotameiyouxiadingjuexinheluyuningzaiyiqi，wojiuhaiyoujihui。
danshixianzai，wodegonglveyijingxuangaoshibai。
我已经要死了。
zaibeigongquxi，jijintaohaoyouyoushenmeyiyini？
“rangwojuanshen，keyia。”wodeyuqituranqingkuaiqilai，“zhiyaonifangqiluyuning，hewozaiyiqi，xinzangwodoujuan。”
fuyanzhiyanzhongdezenghenyoukaishifanteng。
“niguoranhaishiwangxiangwohenizaiyiqi。”tasongkailewo，renwojiaoxialiangqiangshuaidaozaidi，“lunian，zheishibukenengde。”
“wojuebukenenghenizheizhongeduderenyouduoyudeguanxi。”
“nikeyibuyuanyijuanshen，danwohuirangnifuchudaijia。”
tadeyuyanrubing，qiegekaiwoqianchuangbaikongdeneixin。
wodiezuozaidishang，zichaodixiaolexiao。
wozhidaotabuhuidayingde。
danwohaishicunleyisiqiwang。
woqiwangtanengbianhuijinianqianneigemanyandoushiwodefuyanzhi，danshixianshigaosuwojuewukeneng。
womanmanzhanleqilai，danquyishangdehuichen，zhuanshenxiangbingfangwaizouqu。
wofuqindeshengyinzaibeihouxiangqi：“lunian！nijintianganzou，jiubuzaishiwoluwenhuadenver！lujiabuhuizairenni！”
我的动作一僵。
woshibeichuanyueguanlijuxuanzhongdegonglvezhe，zailaizhixinggonglverenwuzhiqian，woyeyouzijidejia，yeyouzijidefumu。
lujiafufuhewoyuanlaidefumuzhangdehenxiang，woyezhenxinbatamendangchengzhangbei。
wohenaitamen，danluyuningchuxianhou，tamenbuzaiaiwole。
piankedejiangyingyihou，wojingzilikai。
【suzhu，nin......zhendeyaohelujiafufuduanjueguanxima？】
脑海中，系统问我。
woxianglexiang，shiranyixiao：“wozongshiqiwangtamenaiwo，danxianzaiwodeshengmingzhiyou25tianle，zonggaiweizijihuoyihui。”
renzhijiangsi，bubizaikunyugonglveheneixieqiuerbudederen。
【keshifuyanzhishuo......huirangninfuchudaijia......】
tingchuxitongdedanyou，woanweita：“woyigekuaisideren，nengpashenme？”
lujiashibunengzaihuile，wohuilesushe。
wojinnianershisansui，zaisuzhoumeishuxueyuandudasan。
meihaodenianji，dahaodeqiancheng，queyaozouxiangsiwang，xiangqilaizhenshikuidehuang。
meixiangdao，wohaishidigulefuyanzhi。
zheigeshiwusuijiechujiazushiye，yongshinianrangfushigengshangyicenglouderenjuefeifeiwu，fanzhi，taxinhenshoula，xinjishencheng，bushiwonengduifuderen。
huisushededisantian，wojiedaoleguimijiangyuxiaodedianhua。
yixianggangqiangdejiangyuxiaozaidianhuaneitoukudehentongku：“niannian......wogaizenmeban......”
zuoweilujiadaxiaojie，wocengjingyongyouhenduopengyou，doushisuzhougegeshijiadexiaojie。
danluyuningchuxianhou，tamenfenfenzhuanquzhichiluyuning。
yishiyinweiluyuningrouruomeili，taorenxihuan。ershifuyanzhibujiayanshidipianaita，sheidouzhidaotashiweilaifushaofuren。
jiangyuxiaoshiweishubuduodehewobaochimiqielianxidepengyouzhiyi。
tahewoshishijiniandelaotongxue，jiajinghenkunnan，danjueqianghaoxue，gaozhongshitiqiancanjiagaokao，yushibidaduoshutonglingrenxianmairushehui。
jingguobishimianshi，tachenggongjinrufushigongzuo。
wohaizaihangchihangchidudaxue，tayijingshifushidexiangmujingli。
suoyourendoujuedetazixinqiangda，zhiyouwozhidaotahaiyouzhongbingdefuqinhetanhuandemuqinyaoyanghuo，yiqieqiangdazhishipobudeyideqiangcheng。
jiangyuxiaozaoyuguoxuduobuxing，danjiuxiangtademingziyiyangyixiangxiaoduirensheng，wohenshaojiantaku。
tingdaotadekusheng，wolikehuangle，mangwen：“zenmele？”
suiranhaibuzhidaofashengleshenme，danzhijuegaosuwo，hefuyanzhiyouguan。