wodangzhongsileneifengqingshu。fenhongsexinfengsuichengxuepian，congjiaoxueloudingloufenfenyangyangpiaoxiaqu。
xiamianheiyayayipiannaodaiquantaileqilai。jinghushengxiangchaoshuiyiyangmanshanglai。“**！sheiazheimemeng？
”“haoxiangshijijiangsongde！”“fengleba？jiangsongdeqingshudougansi？”wopailepaishoushangdezhixie，
kaozhebingliangdelangan，xinlineidianbielesangeyuedemenqi，zhongyutuchulaiyidian。jiangsong。
womenlidagongrendegaolingzhihua。jiashihao，chengjidingjian，yizhanglianshuaidehaowurenxing。zuiguanjiandeshi，
tachulemingdeleng。nvshengdiqingshu，tayanpidoubutai。songzaocan？zhijiejinlajitong。duzhebiaobai？
tanengraokainizou，dangnishikongqi。kaixuesangeyue，beitadongshangdeguniangnengcouyigejiaqiangpai。henbuxing，
woyeshiqizhongzhiyi。sangeyueqianxinshengbaodao，wokangzhejudadeshepidai，zaisushelouguaijiaogentazhuanglegemanhuai。
tachuanzhebaichenshan，beiwoshepidaishangdehuicengleyidapian。wohuangdeshoumangjiaoluanjitapaihui。“duibuqiduibuqi！
wobangnica……”shougangpengdaotaxiongkou，beitayibazuanzhushouwan。liqihenda。tachuizheyankanwo，
jiemaoyoumiyouzhang，yanshenquelengdexiangbingchazi。“biepengwo。”shengyinyedongren。wojiangzaineili，
kanzhetazhouzhemei，jiqixianqididanledanneipianhui，zhuanshenjiuzou。beiyingdoutouzhe“shengrenwujin”dehanqi。
congneitianqi，wojiumomingqimiaozaile。zaijintaneishuangbinglengdeyanjingli。（yi）wozhuilejiangsongsangeyue。
yongjinlesuoyouwonengxiangdaode、burerenyandefangshi。zaoqiduntushuguan，zhiweileneng“ouyu”zhangetalinzuo。
takanshu，wokantacelian。jiemaozhenzhanga。biliangzhenting。jiushizuichunzongshiminzhe，xiandetebieboqing。
tadagaichajuele，xiacizhijiehuanlezuijiaoluodeweizhi。wojitanimingdingguonaicha，beizhu“sanfentang，qubing”。
tashiyouhoulaigaosuwo，neibeinaichazaijiangsongzhuoshangfangleyitian，zuihouyuanfengbudongjinlelajixiang。
tashiyouhaiyuzhongxinzhangquanwo：“meizi，fangqiba，jiangshenshikuaiwuburedeshitou。”wobuxinxie。
shitouwubure，shiyinweihuolibugoumeng！shangzhouwu，woguzubishengyongqi，zaiwanzixixiakedelushangduzhuleta。
tagangcongshiyanshichulai，chuanzhebaidagua，daizhejinsibianyanjing，shuaiderentuiruan。ludengdeguangluozaitashenshang，
xiangjitadulecengrouguang。woxintiaokuaidexiangyaobengchulai，bazuandehanshideqingshusaiguoqu。“jiang……jiangtongxue，
zheigejini！”tajiaobudunzhu，ditoukanwo。jingpianhoudeyanjingmeishenmeqingxu，saoguowo，
zaisaoguowoshoulidefensexinfeng。shijianhaoxiangninggule。jiuzaiwoyiweitayaoshenshoujie，
huozhezhishaoshuoju“xiexie”deshihou。tabochundongledong，tuchulianggezi。“rangrang。”shengyinbugao，
danchuantoulijiqiang。xianggenbinglengdezhen，shunjianzhapolewoguzhangsangeyuedeyongqiqiqiu。taceshencongwopangbianzouguo，
daiqiyizhenweiliangdefeng。lianwodeshouzhijiandoumeipengdao。neifengqingshu，xianggexiaohuayiyang，
haigangadixuanzaiwoshouli。pangbianluguodejigenvshengpuchixiaochusheng。“youyige。”“dijigele？
shubuqingleba？”“jiangshenhaishizheimewuqinga。”chaoxiaoshengxiangxiaodaozi，xiximimidigezheerduo。
wozhanzaiyuandi，shoulineifengxinbiandeguntang。kanzhejiangsongtingbayoulengmodebeiyingxiaoshizaiguaijiao。
ludengbawodeyingziladehenzhang，hengudan。（er）siwanqingshuneitianxiawu，wojiuchenglelidaluntantoutiao。
biaotixuehong——《jing！mounvyongshidangzhongshousijiangshenqingshu，yiyinaishenghen！》xiamiangentiezhaleguo。
“yongshiniubi！jidalaodicha！”“sidehao！rangjiangsongyechangchangbeirenshuaideziwei！”“loushangxingxing，
renjiajiangshenyagenmeiliguotahaoma？”“zheinvdesheia？zheimekuang？”“jiaoliusuisui，jingguanyuande，
tingshuozhuilejiangshensangeyue，zuotiangangbeidangzhongjujue。”“e，pofanglebei。”“ze，debudaojiuhuidiao，
xinlizhenyinan。”……shiyoufangxiaotangbashoujiduidaowoyanqian，jidezhitiaojiao。“suisui！nikana！
tamendouzaihushuobadao！”wosaoleyiyan，jixuduizhediannaoqiaowodecehuaan。“aishuoshuobei，
youbuhuishaokuairou。”“keshitamenshuoni……”“shuowoxinliyinan？debudaojiuhuidiao？”wochixiaoyisheng，
duanqibeiziguanlekoushui，“suitamen。wosideshiwozijixiededongxi，fanfale？
”fangxiaotangkanwoyilianwusuowei，gengjile。“neijiangsongni？tayaoshikandao……”“takandaozuihao。
”wodaduanta，shouzhizaijianpanshangqiaodefeikuai，“wojiushiyaotazhidao，
woliusuisuibushitazhaozhijilaihuizhijiqudetiangou！laoniangbusihoule！”huashishuodeyingqi。
kewanshangtangzaichuangshang，fanlaifuquluojianbing。naoziliquanshijiangsongneishuangbinglengdeyanjing，
hetaneijuhaowuwendude“rangrang”。xinzanghaishiyoudianmenmendeteng。suanle。jiudangsangeyuezhenxinweilegou。
gaolingzhihua？sheiaizhaisheizhaiqu！laoniangyaoduzimeili！（san）siqingshushijianhou，
wodeshenghuoqiledianweimiaobianhua。zouzailushang，huitoulvbaozeng。zhizhidiandian，qieqiesiyu。“kan，jiushita，
siqingshuneige……”woquandangmeitingjian。gaishangkeshangke，gaiqutushuguanqutushuguan。
zhishikeyibikailesuoyoujiangsongkenengchuxiandeshijianhedidian。rebuqi，duodeqi。shijieqingjinglebushao。
zhidaozhousixiawu，gonggongdake，《jingjixueyuanli》。haosibusi，hejiangsongtamenjisuanjixiyiqishang。
jietijiaoshirenmanweihuan。wolazhefangxiaotang，xiguanxingdiwanghoupaijiaoluozuan。gangzuoxia，
jiuganjuezhenggejiaoshidekongqiguiyidianjingleyishun。wushudaomuguang，minglianli，shuadisaoguolai。xiangtanzhaodeng。
wotoupiyima。taiyanwangqu。guoran。jiaoshiqianpaikaochuangdeweizhi，jiangsongzuozaineili。baichenshan，heifaqingshuang，
celianxiantiaoganjingliluo。tazhengditoukanshu，zitaichenjing，fangfozhouzaodeyiqiecaozahemuguangdouyutawuguan。
yangguangtouguochuangziluozaitashenshang，meihaodexiangyifuhua。he，haizhenshi……gaolingzhihua。wopiepiezui，
qiangpozijishouhuimuguang，ditoufanshu。“suisui，”fangxiaotangcouguolai，yadishengyin，yilianbaguajiadanyou，
“jiangsonghaoxiang……wangwomenzheibiankanlehaojiyan？”“nikancuole。”wotouyebutai。“zhende！
tagangcai……”“zhuanxintingke。”wobatadenaodaianhuiqu。kejiangleyiban，jiaoshourangdajiafenzutaolunanli。
jiaoshiliwengwengxiangchengyipian。wohefangxiaotangcouzaiyiqi，gangshuoleliangju。
yigeyoudianshuxi、daizhedianaomandenvshengchalejinlai。“wei，liusuisui。”wotaitou。shiliuqingqing。
gebibanbanhua，yeshijiangsongdezhimingzhuiqiuzhezhiyi，jialitingyouqian，pingshiyangaoyuding。
tabaozhegebozhanzaiwomenzhuobian，shenhougenzhelianggegenban。xiabataizhe，yanshendaizhehaobuyanshideqingmiehechaofeng。
“youshi？”woyuqipingdan。liuqingqingchixiaoyisheng，shengyinbudabuxiao，ganghaonengrangzhouweijizhuotingjian。
“meishenme，jiushijuedeba，youxierena，zhenshilianpihoudekeyi。”taguyidunledun，
zhouweijigenvshengpeihedifachudididechixiao。“zhuibudaonansheng，jiugaoxiehuazhongquchongdebaxi，siqingshu？he，
zhengoulowde，xiangxiyinsheizhuyini？”tayiyousuozhidichaoqianpaijiangsongdefangxiangpiaoleyiyan。“jiushi，
”tapangbianyigegenbanbangqiang，“yebukankanzijishenmetiaojian，kangshepidaidetuniu，yepeixiaoxiangjiangsong？
”“yiweisigeqingshujiunengxiandezijihentebie？xiaosirenle。”“jiangshengujiliantashisheidoujibuzhuba？
”kebodehuayijujieyiju。zhouweikanrenaodemuguanggengduole，daizhekanhaoxidexingfen。fangxiaotangqideliantonghong，
xiangzhanqilaililun，beiwosisianzhushou。womanmanheshangshoulideshu，taiyan，
pingjingdikanzheliuqingqingneizhangzhuangrongjingzhidelian。“shuowanle？”liuqingqingbeiwoguoyupingjingdetaidunongdeyileng。
“shuowanjiugun。”woyuqimeishenmeqifu，“haogoubudangdao，dangdaode……”woguyituozhanglediaozi，
shangxiasaoletayiyan。“tongchangdoubuzenmehao。”“ni！”liuqingqinglianseshunjianzhanghong，
dagaimeixiangdaowozheimezhijie。“liusuisui！nideyishenme？bujiushibeijiangsongdanglajiyiyangjujuelema？
zhuangshenmeqinggao！”tadeshengyinmengdibagao，daizheqijibaihuaidejianli。zhenggejiaoshidetaolunshengdouxiaolexiaqu。
jihusuoyourendoukanleguolai。baokuoqianpaineigeyizhizhishenshiwaideshenying。jiangsongbuzhiheshizhuanguoleshen。
jinsiyanjinghoudemuguang，yueguobangejiaoshi，pingjingdiluozaiwoheliuqingqingshenshang。meishenmewendu。
xiangshizaikanyichangyujiwuguandenaoju。liuqingqingkandaojiangsongkanguolai，xiangdalejixue，shengyingengdale，
daizhebiaoyanxingzhideweiqu。“jiangsong，nikankanta！debudaonijiuzheiyangeyizhongshangbieren！zheizhongnvsheng，
renpinyetaichale！”suoyoudemuguang，shunjiandoujujiaodaowolianshang。youbiyi，youhaoqi，
youdengzhekanworuhelangbeishouchangdexingzailehuo。fangxiaotangjidekuaikule。wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin。
xueyehaoxiangchongshangletouding。jiuzaiwozhunbeihuochuqu，yongzuizangdehuamahuiqudeshihou。yigeqingleng、pingjing，
meishenmeqingxuqifudeshengyin，chuanguocaoza，qingxidixiangqi。bugao。quexiangdaizhemouzhongqiyidemoli，
shunjianyaxialesuoyoushengyin。“chaosile。”shijiangsong。tayijiuweichizheneigezhuantoudezishi，
muguangdandandisaoguoliuqingqing。meitouweibukechadiculeyixia。“ni。”takanzheliuqingqing，“henchao。
”ranhou，tadeshixianzhuanxiangwo。jingpianhoudemuguang，meiyourenheqingxu，xiangzaikanyijianwupin。“haiyouni。
”tadebochunzaicituchubinglengdeziyan。“doubizui。”zhenggejiaoshi，sijiyipian。liuqingqingdelian，
youhongzhuanbai，zaiyoubaizhuanqing，jingcaifencheng。tadagaiyiweijiangsongzhishaohuizhanzaitaneibian，
bijingwo“si”letadeqingshu（suiranshijiade）。jieguo，jiangsongyishitongren。bu，shigengwuqing。
zhijiebawomendouguiweile“zaoyinyuan”。wokanzhetahaowubolandelian，
xindizuihouneidiancanyude、bugaiyoudeqidai，chediximiele。yipianbingliang。（si）xiakelingxiangjiumingfu。
wozhuaqishubaojiuzou，yimiaodoubuxiangduodai。fangxiaotangzhuichulai。“suisui！nidengdengwo！bielineibangshenjingbing！
jiangsongyeshi，shenmetaiduma！taiguofenle！”womentouwangqianzou，sudufeikuai。
zhixiangganjinlikaizheigelingrenzhixidedifang。“liusuisui！”yigeqinglengdeshengyinzishenhouxiangqi。wojiaobuyidun。
zheishengyin……fangxiaotangyemengdichazhuche，huitoukanleyiyan，daochouyikouliangqi，fengkuangchewoxiuzi。“suisui！
shi……shijiangsong！”woshenxiyikouqi，zhuanguoshen。jiangsongguoranzhanzaijibukaiwai。tagezihengao，beizheguang，
lunkuoxiandeyouxielengying。shouli……haoxiangnazhegebenzi？tajibuzoudaowomianqian。julibuyuanbujin，
tashenshangneiguqinglieganjingdezaojiaoweipiaoguolai。“nide。”takaikou，shengyinmeishenmewendu，
bashoulidedongxidiguolai。shiyigeputongdelanseyingqiaobijiben。woyiyanjiurenchulaile。
shiwoshangzhouwusaiqingshushi，buxiaoxinyiqidiaochulaideketangbijiben！dangshitaihuangluan，genbenmeifaxian！
ta……tajiandaole？haiyizhiliuzhe？xianzaicaihaijiwo？shenmeyisi？xiuruwo？tixingwoneitiandenankan？
wokanzhetagujiefenmingdeshouniezhewodebenzi，yiguxiehuomengdicuanshangtouding。“buyongle。”woyingbangbangdishuo，
meiqujie，“rengleba。”shuowanzhuanshenjiuyaozou。“limianyoudongxi。”tayuqiyijiupingdan，
shouqueguzhidishenzhe。“shuolebuyaole！”womengditigaoyinliang，daizhezijidoumeichajuedefanzaoheweiqu，
“lianbenzidailimiandelaji，dourengle！tingbudongma？”wohenhendengletayiyan，laqimudengkoudaidefangxiaotang，
jihushipaozhelikaile。yikouqichonghuisushe，pengdiguanshangmen。xinzanghaizaipengpengkuangtiao。yibanshiqide，
yibanshi……shuobuqingdebiemen。fangxiaotangxiaoxinyiyidikanzhewo：“suisui……tahaoxiang……shixianghainibenzi？
”“haigepi！”wobazijishuaijinyizili，xiongkouqifu，“zaoganmaqule？dangzheneimeduorenmianjiwonankan，
xianzaijiaxingxinglaihaidongxi？sheixihan！”“keshi……”fangxiaotangyouyuzhe，
“tashuodelimianyoudongxi……”“nengyoushenmedongxi？chulewojidebiji，jiushi……”womengdidunzhu。
dengdeng。bijiben？shangzhouwu……wosaiqingshudeshihou，bijibenhaoxiang……shijiazaiyiqide？dangshitaijinzhang，
qingshusaiguoqu，bijibenhaoxiang……diaodishangle？wonaoziwengdiyisheng。
yigejiqihuangmiu、youjiqijingsongdeniantou，xiangshandianyiyangpilejinlai！wochudianbandanqilai，chongdaoshuzhuoqian，
fengkuangfanzhao。meiyou！woshangzhouwuzhihou，zaiyemeijianguoneigebijiben！suoyi……suoyijiangsongdiguolaide，
zhendeshiwodebenzi！tashuode“limianyoudongxi”……nandao……nandaoshiwoxiedeneifengqingshu？！
tagenbenmeibeidiudiao？！tayizhiliuzhe？！
neitazuotianzaijiaoshi……zailiuqingqingxiuruwodeshihou……wonaoziliyipianhunluan。budui。ruguotaliuzheqingshu，
weishenmedangshiduiwoneimelengmo？weishenmexianzaicailaihai？haiyifulengbingbing、shishedeyangzi？shuawo？
kanwoxiaohua？wushugewenhaohenuhuozainaozilichongzhuang。shoujituranzhendongleyixia。shifangxiaotangfalaideweixin，
yizhangjietu。lidaluntanxinretie，piaohong。biaoti——《fanzhuan？！jiangshenzhudongguihaimounvwupin，
shenqingjubenqidong？》xiamianfuzheyizhangzhuapaideyoudianmohudezhaopian。zhengshigangcaizaijiaoxuelouxia，
jiangsongnazhebijibendijiwo，erwoyilianfennujujuedehuamian。jiaoduwenti，
xiandetazitaiyoudian……momingdejianchi？erwoxianggenaopiqidexiaonvyou？gentieyijingfengle。“**？？？
shenmeqingkuang？”“jiangshenzhudongzhaonvsheng？huojiujian！”“haidongxi？haideshenme？dingqingxinwu？
”“zhiqiansiqingshunandaoshiqinglvchaojia？”“zheinvdesheia？liandouqihongle，youdiankeaizenmehuishi？
”“loushangde，jiushisiqingshudeyongshia！jingguanyuanliusuisui！”“liusuisui？zheimingziyoudianshu……dengdeng！
tashibushikaixuekangshepidaizhuanglejiangshenneige？”“poanle！yuanlainieyuancongkaixuejiukaishile！
”“suoyishihuanxiyuanjiajuben？gaolengxiaocaovsbaozaoxiaolajiao？”“aaayoudianhaokezenmehuishi！
”“……”wokanzheneixiefeisushuaxindepinglun，zhijuedeyigurexuezhichongtianlinggai！shentamahuanxiyuanjia！
shentamashenqingjuben！zheiqunrennaobunengliyetaiqiangle！woqideshouzhifadou，zhengyaoguandiaoyemian。
yigefeichangshuxi、dingzhe“qingqingbushiqingqing”iddehuifutiaolechulai，gewaiciyan。“he，
mouxierenxizhenduo。jiangsongbuguoshijiandaodongxiwuguiyuanzhu，jibensuzhieryi。jiuzheiyenengyy？
yebukankanzijipeibupeideshang。dengzhekanba，jiangsongyaoshizhenduitayouyisi，woliuqingqingmingzidaoguolaixie！
”xiamianyiduifuhede。“qingqingnvshenshuodedui！”“jiushi，jiangshenshenmeshenfen，huikanshangneizhongtuniu？
”“zuodengdalian！”……wodingzheneigeid，dingzheneixiezi，xiongkouneiguxiehuoshaodepipazuoxiang。peibushang？
wuguiyuanzhu？zuodengdalian？hao。henhao。liuqingqing，haiyouneigebinggedajiangsong。nimenchediremaowole。
（wu）jiexialaidejitian，wochenglelidaxingzoudebaguazhongxin。zoudaonaerdouyourenxingzhumuli。
luntandetieziredujugaobuxia，yanshengchuwushubanben。youshuowoyuqinguzongshouduangaomingde。
youshuojiangsongqishizaojiuanlianwode。shenzhiyourenbachukaixuewozhuangdaojiangsongneitiandemohuzhaopian，
peishang“mingzhongzhudingdexiangzhuang”zheizhongsuandiaoyadebiaoti。liuqingqingmeizaidangmianzhaowomafan，
danzailuntanshangyichanghuoyue，gezhongyinyangguaiqi。wotongtongwushi。zhuanxingaowodeshi。yuanxueshenghuihuanjie，
wobiezheyigujing，jingxuanwailianbubuzhang。aoyegaicehua，paozanzhu，mangdejiaobuzhandi。mangqilai，
jiumeikongquxiangneixiezaoxinshi。yemeikongquxiang……jiangsong。zhouwuxiawu，ladaoyigetingzhongyaodexiaowaizanzhu，
duifangfuzerenyuezaixuexiaokafeitingxiangtan。wotiqianbanxiaoshidao，zhaolegekaochuangdeanjingweizhi，zhengliziliao。
gangzuoxiameiduojiu。kafeitingdemenbeituikai。fenglingqingcuiyixiang。woxiayishitaitou。ranhou，zhenggerenjiangzhu。
jiangsong。youshita。tajintianchuanlejianjiandandehuiselianmaoweiyi，niuziku，shaolejifenpingrilidelengsu，
duoledianganjingdeshaonianqi。danneizhanglian，yijiushuaidejijugongjixing。tashenbiangenzheyigenansheng，
yinggaishitashiyou，liangrendishengshuozheshenme。tamuguangsuiyisaoguodiannei。ranhou，jingzhundiluozaiwoshenshang。
simuxiangdui。tajiaobudunleyixia。jinsiyanjinghoudeyanshen，sihu……shanshuoleyixia？henxiweidebianhua。
kuaiderangwoyiweishicuojue。suiji，tahuifuleneifuwannianbubiandebingshanlian，
jingzhichaowo……pangbiandekongweizouleguolai。woxinzangmengdiyitiao。taxiangganma？haidongxi？
haishi……wolikedixiatou，jiazhuangzhuanzhukanziliao，hunshenquebuyouzizhudibengjin。
jiaobushengzaiwopangbiandekazuotingxia。woshenzhinengwendaotashenshangneigushuxideqinglieqixi。
tahetashiyouzaiwopangbianneizhuozuoxiale。gezheyidaobugaodemuzhipingfeng。wonengqingxiditingdaotamendeduihua。
tashiyoudeshengyindaizhediaokan：“songge，luntanneitiezinikanlemei？
doushuonigenjingguanyuanneixiaoxuemei……”“wuliao。”jiangsongdeshengyinlenglengxiangqi，meishenmeqingxu。
“zhenmeidianxiangfa？wokanneiliusuisuitingyouyisidea，gansiniqingshu，yongqikejia。
”wodexintidaolesangziyan。pingzhuhuxi。neibianchenmolejimiao。ranhou，
wotingdaojiangsongneiqinglengde、meishenmebolandeshengyin，qingxidichuanguolai。“meixingqu。”“taichao。”sangezi。
xiangsangenbingzhui，henhenzhajinwoerduoli。taichao。yuanlaizaitayanli，wolian“ren”dousuanbushang。
zhishiyige……zhizaozaoyindewuti。zhiqianjiaoshilineiju“chaosile”，xianzaizheiju“taichao”。
wubiqingxidichuanlianqilai。yuanlairuci。yuanlaitasuoyoudelengmo，suoyoudewushi，suoyoudexianqi，douyuanyuci。
tajuedewo“chao”。wozhuizhetapao，chaodaotale。wodangzhongsiqingshu，chaodaotale。wobeiliuqingqingzhaomafan，
yechaodaotale。wozheigeren，wodecunzai，wosuoyouyintaerqideqingxuhejudong，zaitayanli，
douzhishilingrenyanfandezaoyin。yigujudade、binglengdexiurugan，shunjianxijuanlewo。bineitianbeidangzhongjujue，
bibeiliuqingqingchaofeng，bibeiluntanyilun，douyaonankanbaibei。xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，
tengdewojihuchuanbuguoqi。yuanlai……zheicaishizhenxiang。wosisiyaozhexiachun，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，
yongjinquanshenliqicaimeirangzijishitai。bunengku。bunengzaizheiliku。liusuisui，zhengkouqi！jiuzaizheishi，
kafeitingdemenzaicibeituikai。“suisui！buhaoyisiwolaiwanle！”yigeshuanglangdenanshengxiangqi。
shiwodezhixixuezhang，yeshixueshenghuizhuxi，zhoujiao。tajintianbangwoyinjianzanzhufangfuzeren。zhoujiaogaodayangguang，
xiaoqilaiyikoubaiya，renyuanjihao。tajibuzoudaowozhuobian，henzirandilakaiwoduimiandeyizizuoxia。
“dengjiuleba？lushangyoudiandu。”tabayibeidabaoderekeketuidaowomianqian，“re，niaihede，sanfentang。
”tashengyinhongliang，dongzuoziran，shunjiandapolegangcaineigulingrenzhixidediqiya。
yebawocongbinlinbengkuidebianyuanlalehuilai。wonulijichuyigexiaorong，shengyinhaiyoudianfazhan：“mei……meishi，
xuezhang，woyegangdao。”zhoujiaosihumeichajuewodeyiyang，reqingdikaishigenwotaolunzanzhufangan。
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“suisui，gandepiaoliang！zheicizanzhuyaoshichengle，jinijitougong！zou，xuezhangqingnichifanqingzhuyixia！
”woxinqingyeshaoweihaoledian，xiaozheyingxia：“haoa，neiwokebukeqile！”womenqishenzhunbeilikai。
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shouli，heranhaishineigelanseyingqiaobijiben！“zheige，”tababenziwangqiandiledi，shengyinbipingshigengdi，
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juedewokelian？haishikanwobeiluntanyilun，beiliuqingqingchaoxiao，juedeguoyibuqule，
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worenzai！”“danxianzai，woqingxingle！wobuxihuannile！yidian！doubuxihuanle！”“suoyi，
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zhenjing？cuoe？shoushang？haishi……fennu？wokanbudong。yebuxiangdong。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme。
danzuizhong，yigeziyemeituchulai。zhishilianse，zailudengxiaxiandeyichangcangbai。xiaexianbengdesijin。
wohenhenxilexiabizi，laqiwanquanheshadefangxiaotang，raoguotazheizuoturanbiandeyouxiejiangyingdebingshan，
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fangxiaotangshouzuwucuodijiwodizhijin。
“suisui……biekua……jiangsongta……tagangcailiansehaoheren……”wohuluanmozheyanlei，xinliyipianbingliang。
heren？tayoushenmezigeheren？beijujue、beidangzhongxianqi、beidangchengzaoyinyuanderenshiwo！
gaijuedeherendeyeshiwo！wojuedingle。congjintianqi。jiangsongzheigeren，zaiwoliusuisuideshijieli，chedilahei！