tayibianzouyibianjiekailingkou，gutongsepifushangfuzhedapianhanshui，zhenggerenreqizhengteng。
kongqizhouranchongmannanrendeyapogan，yuanbenkuanchangdefangjianturanxiazhaiqilai。
gulanxuehongzhelianxiachuang，nazheyizishangdemaojinzouguoqu，jucudishang：“……nihuilaile，shiyaoquxizaoma?”
luzhinianquepianguotou，keyiduokaitadetitie：“youhuajiushuo，shaoguaiwanmojiao。”
gulanxueshoujiangzhe，youshuobuchuyigezi。
luzhinianyidiannaixindoubukenji，zhijieyueguotacongyijunachuxinglibao，youjiangtasuoyoudejunzhuangnachulaisaijinbaonei。
gulanxuelengle：“niyaoqunaer?”
“zheilianggeyuebeizhanyanlian，zhubuduifangbian。”
gulanxueshashihuangle，xiayishizhuaxiangluzhiniandexiaobei，zhangxinqingkechuanlaijiroudejianyinggan。
meidengtakaikou，duifangshouyiwan，tadeshouzhijiehualuopulekong。
luzhinianzhiqishenkanzheta，yuqiduolefenchaofeng：“nibushiyaolihun?zhenghaowomentiqianshiyinglihunhoudeshenghuo。
gulanxueyouzaodangtouyibang，mannaozifenluan。
shangwutaheluxiaoyu，haiyoujunshumendehuayouyicizaierpanhuixiang。
daodishitiqianshiyinglihunshenghuo，haishijizhequgenluxiaoyudumiyue?
erqie，tawanshangbuhuilai，tayigerenzenmeshenganan?
pengzhangdeweijiganzhouranchongduangulanxuedelizhi，tayibabaozhuluzhinianzhaijingdeyao，shoujinshuangbei，yegubudexiuchi，yangtouwangzheta。
“你不能走。”
luzhinianditou，shixianlongzhaozheta，liuluzhexianqi：“nizheiyoushiganshenme?”
gulanxuenengkandaotayanlidefengci，ketayijingmeiyoutuilu。
tahongzheyan，huochuqubanpanshangnanrendebozi，dianqijiaowenshangtagundongdehoujie：“woyaoni，jiaogongliangjiwo……
luzhinianhunshenjirouyijin，feitengdexueyeqingkejianwangyigedifangchongqu。
tayaozheya，wozhugulanxuedeshuangjianwangwaiyitui：“gulanxue，nishibushifengle!”
gulanxuenankandaoyanweiyinhong，queyaochunyoutieshangqu，yingzhetoupitiaoxin：“zheishihounihaituikaiwo，shibushinanren?”
zheihua，zharanlenanrenyanzhongdehuo。
luzhinianchenxialian，laoqirendizaichuangtaishang，yaoyaqiechi：“nihaoyangde!daihuierbieku!”
‘轰隆——’
yidaoxiangleicipoheiye，dayujianjianqingpen，shuyebeipaidazhe‘susu’zuoxiang。
leiyuciqibifu，zhezhulefangjiansuoyoudeshengyin。
顾兰雪累晕过去。
queshuidebuhao，zuolegeemeng。
梦里一片血红。
baozheyanyanyixideanan，tazenmeyecabugantalianshangdexue：“ananbupa，amazaizheier，amamashangdainiquyiyuan……”
ananqixiyijingkuaimeiyoule，quehaianwei：“amabieku……wobuteng……xiabeizi，wohaiyaozuoamadehaizi……zaiyebuluanpaole……”
shuowan，haizidexiaoshoubianwulichuiluoxiaqu。
“不要!”
xiazhuiganzhouxi，gulanxuejingzuoerqi!
窗外还在下着雨。
mengneimeqingxi，yanzhengzhengshiquhaizidewuligan，chaoshuibantunmeita。
hunanzhong，tajingjingkanzheshushuideluzhinian，xiangqiananneikusitadelian。
fuzhexiaofudeshoumanmanzuanjin，chenmojimiaohou，tayaoyapaguoqukuazuodaotayaoshang。
luzhinianshunjianjingxing，naonudengzheta：“niganshenme!?”
fennuzhong，youdailesibukezhixin。
tacongmeijianguogulanxuezheiyangjiqie，genchicuoyaoyiyang。
gulanxuebugankantadeyanjing，zhitiezhetaxiongtanghanhuduoshan：“shijianhaizao……”
shuotabuyaolian，tayerenle。
taxianzaizhixiangshunlihuaishanganan。
nuhuo‘cheng’deshaojinleluzhiniandexin，tamengdifanshenjiangrenguzhu：“guandeni!wufawutian!”
雨，又大了起来。
一个小时后。
luzhinianheizhelianchuanhaoyifu，naqizhuoshangdexinglibao，zoudaomenkoushi，lengmorengxiajinggao：“wokannizheiliangtianbuzhengchang，quyiyuankankan，chanzhewomeiyong。”
说完，就摔门离开。
liangjiu，gulanxuecaizhandouzhepachuzhoubababeizi，ningzhekongdangdangdemenkou，luomodinan：“henkuai，wobuhuizaichanzhenile……”
可事与愿违。
yizhouhou，gulanxuelailijiale。
她没怀上。
zheijitian，luzhinianyizhimeihuilai，lijiajieshuhou，tahaishimeijiandaota。
gulanxuezhanzaiyuanzili，renyoujiaoyangshaizhe。
pifushaidetonghong，keyijiuqubusanxintoudehanyi。
tahenxianganan，fangfozhanzaiyangguangli，ananjiuhuizaizijishenbian……
chumenhuilaideluxuelinniletayiyan，haobuliuqingkaiqiangchaofeng。
“xiangbazijishaibingle，rangwogehuilaikanni?quannishengshengba，xiaoyujieyijinghewogezhuyiqile，taliangnongqingmiyi，guobuleduojiu，wogeyidinghuibaniganchuqu!”
gulanxuexinmengranshoujin，beishaihongdelianyebailejifen。
不行!
buguanxianzailuzhinianheluxiaoyuruhe，tahaimeihuaishanganan，jiubunengjiuzheimefangshou。
gubulexuduo，gulanxuelikewangbuduipaoqu。
午后。
luzhiniancongxunlianchangchulai，zhengyaohuibangongshi，quejianjingweiyuanjicongcongpaoguolai：“lulvzhang，ninfurenzaijiashuyuanneiernaoqilaile!”
顾兰雪来家属院了?
luzhinianchenzheliankuaibugandaojiashuyuan，yuanyuanjiukanjianyiqunkanrenaoderen。
zoudaomenqian，jianluxiaoyulinzhexinglizhanzaimenkou，ergulanxueyiyanbufadizhanzaiyipang。