第4章四
4
shenzhiyushuoba，yanpidoubuzhayixiabianzhuanshenhuidaolewennuandechuancang。
yimenzhige，wozuiaidesangerenzhengweizhexiaxiaoxiaodanjitashuoxiao。
erwoquebeibeipaozaibinglengdehaishuizhong，dongdeyanyanyixi，keshentishangdetongquebibushangxinsidewanfenzhiyi。
我哆嗦着乞求系统，
“rangwojiusizaizheilihaobuhao，wokuaichengshoubuzhule......”
kexitongzhongjiushijiqi，meiyourendeqinggan，talengbingbingdijujuelewodeqingqiusuihouyouxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
beikundediliutian，shiwuhaojin。
shenzhiyuyoujiangwotuoshanglechuan，woyiweitashixinruanle，dasuanfangguowo，kesheizhitaquetaochuleyibaxiujibanbandeyudao。
“meiyoushiwule，xiaoxiaoxiangchiyu，niqiantazheimeduo，liyinggongxianyixiadangyuer。”
huoxushibinsizhuangtai，wodenaodaiyijingchidundezuobuchurenhedikang，woshunshitaiqishoubeineice，luchuyigedaibiaozheshenzhiyudeyuwenshendao，
“jiugezheiba，douhaijinimen，wobuyaole......”
shenzhiyucongqianzuikanbudewoshoushang，napazhishixiaoxiaokepeng，tadouhuidanxindaoqinglaiquanguodezhuanjiahuizhen。
wenxiazheigewenshenshi，tahaixintengdemaiyuanwonongshangleziji，kexianzaitaqueyaogewoderouqudiaoyu，tianbaoxiaxiaoxiaodeduzi。
shenzhiyujianzhuangbunaifandifanlegebaiyan，
“wohaodaiyeshigetiancaiyisheng，gekuairoueryi，yousibule，shaozaizheibankelian！”
shuoba，tahaobuyouyudixialedao。
shoubeishangchuanlaimimimamadetong，wobuganqukanzijidecanzhuang，dingzheshenzhiyudelianqingshengdaobiezhe，
“zaijianlewodegege，xiabeizizaiyebuyaoyujiannile。”
kexitashenmeyemeitingjian，gewanrouyoujiangwozhongxindiujinledahaili。
yeli，tamenweizuozaichuancangnei，chizheyongwodiaodaodeyurou，quemeiyouyigerenxiangqiwo。
zheishi，yizhenjiaobushengxiang**jin，wohuanhuantaitou，kanjianleerzijiangyun。
tashoulinazheneibashengxiudeyudao，buyoufenshuodikaishigewoshouwanshangdeshengzi。
womimihuhuzhong，haoxiangkanjianletaxiaoshihouhuzaiwoshenqian，bangwoqugandaheigoudemoyang，tazuilidahanzhe，
“buzhunqifuwomama！”
我颤抖着动了动唇，
“xiaoyun......nishilaijiuwodema？”
sheizhi，taqueluchulejiangshicheyiyangbiyideshensedao，
“biezuomengle！woshilaisongnishanglude！”
“bieyiweiwomeikanguonineixiejianbuderendezhaopian！”
“babashuodemeicuo！nijiushi**，bibushangxiajiejieyidian！woyinyounizheiyangdiqinshenmuqinergandaoxiuchi，suoyinizuihaosizaizheipianhaili，zheiyangwojiukeyihuanxiajiejiedangwodexinmamale！”
shuoba，tagengjiadiankuangdigezheshengzi。