第一章
pengyouquanchulexingongneng，woguimipobujidaifalejiugonggelivetu，rangwomeizhangdouzixijianshang。
woquezaizuihouyizhangtutingdaolewolaogongdeshengyin：“wohaoxiangni，baobei。”
wobuganxiangxinzheishicongwolaogongzuilishuochulaidehua，zicongshenghaiziyihoutacongmeishuoguoxiangwogengbietijiaowobaobei。
yuanbenwoyiweitachuguilewodeguimi，houlaicaizhidaoshiwoxiaoqiaotale。
wojianglihunxieyididaotamianqiandeshihou，tahaiyiweiwozaikaiwanxiao。
“yaxuanshipingshinitaijinbenglema？jintianzenmekaizheizhongwanxiao。”
wohenpingjing，meiyoujiyutaduoyudeyanshen：“nidakaikankanba，meishenmewentijiuqianziba！”
tayanliyijiutouluchubuxiangxin，danshouhaishinaqiwenjiankanleqilai。
tadelianseyishunjianyinchenxialai，kanwodeyanshenjiuxiangyibadaozi。
“nizhenyaolihun？”tadeshengyinhendichen。
wotaiqimoukanzheta：“woyijingqianhaozile，nikanwanmeiwentiyeqianba！”
“weishenmelihun？gangcaibudouhaohaode？”
wohetaduishi，wokanzheneishuangcengjingmanyandoushiwodeyanjing，kexianzaiwoquejuedewodeshenyingmohule。
为什么离婚？
yinweitaaiwodeyanshenbuzaichuncuile？
yinweitaweihuanglimangqianmanghouquanranhulveleshenhoudewo？
haishiyinweitacengjingjiehunshideshiyantongtongzuofeile？
woxiangshiyinweiwodeerzibixuyouyigesanguanzhengdebaba。
yigeyueqian，pengyouquanxingongnengwodeguimipobujidaikaishichangshi，tafeiyaowoyizhangzhangzixijianshang，tashuo：“meizhangtuwodoukualeni，niyidingyaokaishengyinhaohaoting。”
keshiwoquezaizuihouyizhangtingdaolewolaogongdeshengyin。
woshoujidunshidiaoluozaidi，nandaoguimisongwodejingxijiushitachazulewodehunyin？
wonulibaochizhending，jianqishoujifanfutinglehaojici，kemeiyicidoujiwochenzhongdedaji。
guolideyouyijingguntang，woquelengzaiyuandi。
woyuchengxinyoushiliuniandeyouqing，womenxihuandeleixingconglaibuyiyang，weishenmepianpianzhouwenlintongyilewomendeshenmei。
wozhengsikaozhiji，erzituimenjinlaile：“mama，wohuilaile，fanfanzuohaolema？”
tingdaoerzideshengyinwocaihuiguoshen，bayanqiandecaizhijiedaojinleguoli，yishijianhuoguangsishe，youyejiandaowoshoushang。
zhouwenlinlimachongjinlai，gaishangguogai，guanlehuo，chulihaoyiqie，xintengdekanzhewobeireyoutangshangdeshou。
“meishiba？zenmebuxiaoxindian。”
“妈妈怎么了？”
wokanzheyanqianwenroudeta，yiliandanyouwodeerzi，neixinbumiandongrong。
talianhaizidemingzidouquweizhousiyou，sirenruocaihongyushangfangzhiyou。
zheimexingfumeimandeyijiasankou。
他怎么会出轨呢？
woyuzhouwenlindiyicijianmianshiyichangwulong，tayiweiwoshitadexiangqinduixiang，duizhewoshuolehaoduozijidetiaojian，zhidaochengxinpailepaitadejianbang，tacaiyishidaozijizhaocuoleren。
meigeduojiutalaizhaowoyaolelianxifangshi，womenjiuzheiyangxiangzhixiangshidaozuihoudexiangai。
wowenta：“dangshixiangqinduixiangbuheshima？zenmehailaizhaowoyaolianxifangshi。”
tabaozhewoshuo：“bujidele，yinweikandaonidiyiyanwodeyanliyijingrongbuxiarenherenle。”
nandaodangchuxiangyujiushitahechengxindeyinmou？tamendaodishizaiwozhiqianxiangaihaishizhihouni？
wonaohailichongchizhegezhongxiangfa，yizhidaowanshang。
zhouwenlinbeiduiwoshuizhe，woguishishenchadewenleyiju：“nizhiqianchuchaxiangguowoma？”
tadunlexujiu：“jintianzenmele？wenzheigewenti，shijianbuzaolezaodianshuiba！”
tachakaihuatideyangzizaiwokanlaihenzhuolie。
woxinligengjiandingletachuguichengxindeshishi，zheidaozhiwoyiyemeishui。
zhidaodiertianwoyuchengxinjianlemian。
wozuozaikafeitingnaohailifanfuxianglehenduogaizenmezhiwentadehua。
taiqitoujiukanjianchengxinzaimaluduimianxiangwozhaoshou。
tashiwodechuzhongtongxue，wocongxiaojiuneilianwenroujihubufapiqi，tayuwojieranbutong，tahuopokailang，piqilaidekuaiqudeyekuai。
tahuihuishoudaduanwodesixu：“xiangshenmeni？zuotianrangnikanwodepengyouquan，nihaimeishuozenmeyangni，zhejiyuewochulaifashengshenmeshila？”
wocuzhemeisikaozhezenmekaikouquekandaotashouzhongzhengnazheyigeqianbao，wokanzheqianbaodeyangshidengdaleshuangyan。
zheiqianbaoshiwosongjizhouwenlindesanzhounianjiehunjinianriliwu，qianbaoshangkezhelxy，zheishiwomenyijiasankouzuihouyigezidesuoxie。
“这钱包哪来的？”
wobukezhixindezhiwenta，yuqiyijingbushihenyouhao。
“yigechaoshideshushugangcaijide，womachangqu，shishuren，tashuoshiwomadeqianbao，wokanzheyangshihaifanboni，jieguoqianbaohaiyoutadezhaopian。”
tingdaozheiliwoduoguoqianbao，cikewozhixiangquerenchengxinshuodeshibushizhende。
guozhenrutasuoshuo，dakaiqianbaojiunengkandaochengxinmamahuanglidezhaopian。
wofanfuquerenlehenjiuqianbaoshangkezhedezimu，womozheneisangezimuxianzaitamenshineimezhayan，jiuxiangshizaichaoxiaowoziyiweixingfudeyijia。
wodexinlicikewuweizachen，yifangmianwoweiwoduizijiguimidecaiyigandaoxiukui，yifangmianwonanyijieshouwodezhangfuyuguimimamazaiyiqizheijianshi。
huanglizaiwodeyinxianglishiyigezhixingyouyaderen，suiranyijingsishijisuidantabaoyangdehenhao，kanqilaihewomenchabiebuda，ertadezhangfuliangnianqianyinxinzangbingqushile，tadezhuiqiuzheziranyehenduo。
huanglimeiquzhouwenlingongsizuocaiwudeshihou，tazongshihewotucaogongsichuchabaozhangmafan，meiciyaozouhenduoliucheng，zhidaohuanglichengletamengongsidecaiwujingli，tazaiyemeibaoyuanguo。
yiguexinyongshangwodexintou，jiujingshiliuchengjianhuale，haishiguanxidaoweileni？
**ouzhe，chengxincishizuowopangbianlaipaipaiwodebei：“nandaozheimezhejizhaowoshiyinweiyouyougannverle？”
woyaoyaotou：“meihuaiyun。”
wohuagangshuowanzhouwenlindedianhuajiudalai。
“xuanxuan，gongsiyoudianshi，haizifangxueniqujieba！”
guadiaodianhuahouchengxindeshoujiyexiangqi。
wokantayilianchouronghenzhejideyangzirenbuzhuxunwen：“zenmele？”
“womamajiaoweile，woxianzaiyaoquyiyuan，youshenmeshiwomenxiacizaishuo。”
tingdaozheiliwobumianjuedeyouxiecouqiao，couqiaohuanglijiaoweile，couqiaozhouwenlingongsiyoushi，keshishizhendeyouneimeduocouqiaoma？
“woheniyiqiquba！youyouhaiyouyizhencaifangxue。”
wojiuzheiyanghechengxinlaidaoleyiyuan，yezaiyiyuankandaolewoneigongsiyoushidezhangfu。
kanzhetaweihuanglimangqianmanghoudeshenyingwoyanlizaoyibaomanleishui。
zheishihuangliweitazhenglilewaidiaodelingdai，takantadeyanshenwohenshuxi，wocengjingyeshizheimechongmanaiyidekanzheta。
neiguexindunshizaiciyongshangxintou，wogubudeqitachongjincesuooutuqilai。
woyebuzhidaowoliuxialeishuishiyinweikandaotamenzheimeenaidechangjing，haishiyinweiganoutaiduonanshou。
wokanzhejingzilideziji，liansecanbaiyankuangshirunzheifubukandemoyang，zaixiangxianghuanglijishishoushangyijiuchunfengmanmiandeyangzi，bujingandaobuzhi。
woneixinmomozuoleyigejueding。
wolaidaobingfang，zhengtingdaochengxinhetamenshuo：“zhouwenlinnisongwomalaide？xuanxuanyelaile。”
tahuitoukanzhewo，yanlimingxiandecuoebeiwojinshouyandi。
woyanliliuluchushiluo：“nibushigongsiyoushi？”
“lijiejiaoshoushangle，wozhenghaoxiawukongxianyidianjiusongtalaiyiyuanle。”
“xiaolinyeshikanwoyigerenmeibanfasuoyisongwolaide，yaxuannibieduoxiang。”
woqiangrenzheleishuijichuyisixiaorong，younulijichuyijumeishi，kewodezhijiazaoyiqiajinrouli，zheixietengtongnalibideshangwodexintong。
wojiandandedaguozhaohuhoujiudasuanzoule，zhouwenlinbenxianghewoyiqilikai。
wozhishiwenleyiju：“nibuliuxiajixuzhaogu？”
tadehuidaquerangwogengjiajiandinglexiangfa。
“yeshi，tamenlianggenvdeyebufangbian，woliuxialaipaopaotui，neinijidequjiehaizi，huijialejiwofagexiaoxi。”
woduzizouzaiquyoueryuandelushang，zuijiaofachujixiao。
wochaoxiaozijiyumei，yiweizhouwenlinzhiaiwomenzheigejia，keshidaotoulaitaneimeboai，keyiweileshoushangdehuanglipaoxiawoheerzi。
wohaidanchundeyiweicengjingneixiexiangchudoushizhangbeiduiwanbeidezhaogu，wanbeiduizhangbeidezunzhong，xianzaixianglaineibuguoshixiangaizhirendeqingdiao。
tamendangzhewodemiannongdiaolianshangzhandefanwomeikanchulai。
tadangzhewodemiandanyoutazouleidejiaowohaishimeikanchulai。
neixieaiyimanmandeduishiwoquandouhulve，zhiyinwoxiangxinwodezhangfu，zunzhongwodeayi，xianzaicaifaxiandangchudewoduomekexiao。
wojieleerzihuijia，wowenta：“youyou，babamamaniyaohesheiyiqishenghuoya？”
“wobunenghebabamamayiqishenghuoma？”
erziwugudeshuangyankanzhewo，wodeyanleiduokuangerchu。
wofumozhetadelian：“babamamabunengyiqishenghuole，yinweibabaxianzaichulewomenhaiyouqitarenyaozhaogu，danshinifangxinbababushibuainile，babazhishi……”
womeiyoujixushuoxiaqu，wobingbuxiangzheijianshipohuaierzixinzhongweidadebabaxingxiang，woxiangxinzongyouyitiantahuimingbaide。
zhaoguerzishuizhehouwojiulihaolelihunxieyi，tajingshenchuhu，erzifuyangquanguiwo，zheishitachuguiyinggaichengshoudeyiqie。
zhishiwomeixiangdaowodiguleta。