第4章 活着

guxueyingshenshihundun,naozililuandehen,tajuedezijihunshentengtongbuyi;shixindushijiaorentongbuyusheng,ketabucengxianghuizhemotazheimejiu。

erbianyizhiyouchaonaodeshengyin,tanulizhengzhalexujiucaizhengkaishuangyan。

yishizhujianqingming,tanengkanqingtoudingdechuangwei,yenengkanqingzuozaichuangbianyilianhuanxideguniang。

dengdeng,tabushizijinlema?weihehaiyouzhijue!

taxiangjingzuoqishen,quefaxianhunshensuanruanwuli,nulixujiu,zuihouzhishipianlepiantou。

shenglankanchutaxiangyaozuoshenme,yushikuanweidao:“gongzhumoji,nizhishizaichuangshangtanglexujiu,yongbulejitian,shuxiajiuhuiranggongzhuhuifuhao。”

guxueyingzhanglezhangkou,zhifachuweiruodishengyin:“xiexieguniangjiulewo,bengong……wokanzheguniangmianshu,womenzhiqianjianguoma?”

shenglanlengzaineili,wozhegongzhudeshouyouxieyongli:“gongzhuzenmebujideshenglanle,shuxiashipeizhegongzhuzhangdade。”

shenglanjiqiedekaikou,budebubamuguangzhuanxiangyaoliang:“nilengzheganshenme,kuaiqubadafuzaijiwozhaoguolai!”

guxueyingshunzheshenglandeshixiankanguoqu,caifaxianwulihaiyouyiren,kandaocirenshi,caizhenderangguxueyingxintouzhentong,taqingkeyisheng,danyoudao:“yaoliang,wangyezenhuirucihutu,nanbuchengtazhendebuyaomingle。”

guxueyingyanzhongshunjianshengtengqiyigureliu,shunzheyanjiaohualuo。cishengzhiyousanjianshirangtahuihentongku,yiciqinzibeihai,yicigushimanmenbeimie,yicijiushixianzai。

tahainenghuozhe,yidingshizhouningzuoleshenme。cike,guxueyingnaozigengluanle,tashengpazijihaihuozhedexiaoxibeirenzhidao,gengdanxinzhouningyincihuireshanghuohuan。

zhouchenneigeren,tazuishilejie,yidanbeitawozhubabing,tadingshiyaochusizhouningde。

shenglanzhongxinlaledafuhuilai,gongzhudeyanyutaiguoqiguai,tadanxingongzhushibushishouleshenme**caihuibianchengzheiban。

guxueyingtangzaichuangshangrenyoudafubainong,bamai、shizhen、mogu,zhetenglehaoxieshihou,dafuzuizhongdechuleyigejielun:gongzhushiyinweitangzaichuangshangtaijiu,yishiyousuohunluan,guoduanshijianjiuhuihuifu。

shenglanzheicaifangxin,danyoudeshenseyeyousuohuanhe。

guxueyingchenmodesisuozhexinglaihoufashengdeshier,shenglandeguanqie,yaoliangdebujie,tasihumingbaileshenme。

tabenjiubushishenmeyubenzhiren,chulegangqingxingshibumingzhuangkuang,xianzaiyedagaizhixiaofashengleshenme。

shenglanchenghutawei“gongzhu”,yaoliangkantalengmodeyanshen,taxianzaideshenfenkongpabushizijindexiandehuanghouguxueying,ershibeiqideheqingongzhu——xueyinggongzhuqiying。

liangnianqian,beiqisongheqingongzhulaixizhou,zhouchenjianqiyingshengxinglingdong,rongmaojiaohao,suiyouxiejiaoheng,dannengrangsiqichenchendehougongyouxiehuoli,yushixiangzhenaruhougong。

guxueyingdezhicishi,danupaizhuo。qinziquxiangzhouchenjianyan,beiqideheqingongzhuyingruhougongbuguoshiduotianleyiweimeirenbale,kejiajibierenjiangnengfahuigengdadezuoyong。

xianwangfeiyiguduonian,xianxiaxianwangshentibaoyangbimenbuchu,jiangbeiqigongzhujiajixianwang,yilaixianwangshenbiannengyougetiexinrenzhaogu,tianxiarenhainengkuajiangbixiagunianxiongdiqingyi;erlaibeiqigongzhubijingshiwairen,buguanshixianwangyouyixin,haishitamenjianglaidezisi,bidinghuibeibaixinggoubing,bixiayenenggaozhenwuyou。

guxueyingjihumeiyouzenmefeili,zhouchenjiutongyilezheijianshi。

tazuozheijianshierdechuzhong,qishibingbushizhendeweilezhengchong,hougongnvrenduodeshi,tameibiyaoheyigebeiqigongzhujijiao。

zhiyintamenyouyidiandianyuanfenba!

xianwangfeishibeitahaiside,xianwanghentatazhidao,jiangbeiqidexueyinggongzhujiajita,suanshiweilejizijishuzui。

zishizhizhong,xianwangdouweilumian,meishuobuyuan,yemeishuoyuan。

xueyinggongzhuruwangfushi,suizoudezhengmen,danxianwangbingweiyutabaitang,wangfuneipingjingdebunengzaipingjing。

beiqishizhedanu,naihexianwangshenziguruo,zaijiashangbeiqidangshishiliboruo,zheijianshijiusuanguoqule。

kexueyinggongzhuyebushihaorede,xianwangweijitamianzi,tazishiyaobamianzitaohuilai,bujinduixianwangyanyujifeng、jijinchaoxiao,gengshihuzuofeiwei,weixianwangfutonglebushaolouzi。

zuiyanzhongdejiushibeibaixinggoubingbushoufudao,yuduomingnanziluanlai,shenzhiqianliandaoleguxueyingdexiongzhang。

xianwangzhiruowangwen,guxueyingquenule,bujinshiyinweicishiqianlianlezuzhongxiongzhang,gengyinweishitazuozhubaxueyinggongzhujiajixianwangde,zuihouquelingxianwangmengxiu。

sigeyueqian,taxialingduixueyinggongzhushixingbianxing,weideshirangtazhangzhangjiaoxun,zheilishixizhoukebushibeiqinengrenyoutahulai。

bianxinghou,jiutingwenxueyinggongzhuyizhihunmibuxing。

guxueyingbenshixiangzhaojihuiqinzilaikankande,zhishihoulaitushengbiangu,gushimengyuan,rangtabudebubajinglifangzaijiejiugushiyizushang。

guxueyingchuimoukanzhezheijushentishangdebianhen,gantanzaohuanongren,tajingshijiuzhanquechao,bazhanleshuyuqiyingdeshenti。

“gongzhushidanxinshenshangdebahenma?shuxiahuizhaozuihaodedafulaiweigongzhuzhiliao,gongzhujiubuyaoweicishangshenle。”

shenglanbangzhuguxueyinghuanxiaxueyi,weiletangshi,zhengzhunbeiweiyaoshi,quebeitalanzhu:“xianrangwokankanyaodanba!”

shenglanshouyidun,bukesiyidedingzhetakan:“gongzhu!”

“zenmele?meiyouyaodanma?”

shenglanyaotou:“gongzhubiandeyoudianqiguai,yidingshihunmitaijiule,douguaineigeedudehuanghou,buguotayiyueqianzijinle,zhenshihuogai!buranwomenbeiqiyidingbuhuifangguota,duilegongzhujiyixinglai,shuxiaquxianggongzibaoxin!”

“公子?”

“shia!chengshuogongzi,gongzhuyishixiangbuqilaileba,tashigongzhudewuxueshifu,duigongzhukehaole,duishuxiayekehaole。”