jiudianbieshudetaofangli，luodichuangdechuanglianbeilashang，chuangwai，shiwanjiadenghuohuihuang，chuangnei，quezhiyouchuangtoudengliangzhe，saxiadiandianyunhuangdeaimeiweiguang。
“多大了？”
“十八。”
“自愿的？”
“……嗯。”
nanrenzuozaichuangbiandeshafashang，taochudingzhiyanhe，quyizhixiangyandianran，zhixileyikoubianjiangyantouenzaileyanhuigangli。
nvhaierzhanzaitamianqianyimidedifang，beitingdehenzhi，chuizailiangcedeshouweiweichezhequnjiao，lianshangquemeiyoubiaoqing。
nanrendeshixiancongnvhaieryouxiefahuangdeyundongxiewangshangyi，baoqunzhezhuledatuiqueluchuleduqi，zaiwangshang，yijianheisemoxiongbeishangxiaqianladaolejizhi。tatiaomei，youxiebunaifan。
“直接来吧。”
“……”
“怎么，不会？”
“……会！”
nvhaieryiyaoya，shangqianliangbu，zainanrendemianqianguilexialai，shouzhidazaitadexizhuangkutuishang，dongzuoyidun，youzhongxintaitou，“diyiciyouxieshengshu，yaoshishenmedifangzuodebuhao，qingninzhidao。”
nanrenlengxiao，yishouniezhutadexiaba，lidaohenda，“taicixiangdebucuo，xinxian。”
zhangyekaishi，shenchenlianyi，bingbumeihao。
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qifengle，fengchuiqishaonvdeduanqun，qunjiaoyangqideyishunjian，huaguoyidaoxuanlidehuxian。
guxiaozhanzaiyangtaishang，kanzhehuayuanlishengkaidejiaoyanhuaduo，meiyanjianyipianlenglie。
一切……都结束了。
jingguozuoye，tahechuyizhijianbianzaiyehuibuletoule。
后悔吗？
guxiaolengxiao，talianhouhuidezigedoumeiyou，houhuiheyanlei，doushiliujineixiebeirenpengzaishouxinlidexiaogongzhude，tazheiyangderen，houhuijisheikan，yanlei……jisheikan？
tazouhuifangjian，saoleyiyanrengjiuzaishuimengzhongdemoshengnanren，nanrendemianrongshitacongweijianguodejunmei，zhikexi，chulechuyi，zaihaokandenanrenzaitadeyanzhongdouyinbuqirenhebolan。
chuangtoujushangbaifangzhenanrendexiangyanhejinshuzhidahuoji，guxiaocongyanhelichouchuyizhiyan，xuezhenanrenmendemoyang，dianran，shenxi，zaituchuyikounongyudebaiwu。
yanwuxiaosan，tayitaimou，jiuduishanglechuangshangnanrenshenchenyinmaidelian。
“你是谁？”
nanrenyikaikou，sangyinshaya，shengyinliliuluchudebadaohelengkumeiyousihaozheyan。
yiyefengliuzhihou，tawentashishei？
guxiaoxiangxiao，quezhongjiumeiyouxiaochukou，ershiyouyangtouxileyikouyan，yifubuliangshaonvfanglangdemoyang。
“laoban，zuowanshangcaijianguo，nibuhuixianglaizhangba？”
shuozhe，tataiqishoubei，luchushoubeishangdeqingqingzizi，zheixie，jiushizuowannanrenzaitashenshangfengkuangsinvedeshihouliuxiadehenji。
qingxi、zhengning、aimei，queyourensheidouwufamomie。
nanrendemuguangluozaitadeshoubeishangyimiao，yanshenbianhuan，zuizhongquezhishengxiamanmandebiyiheyane。
“滚！”
yigezi，rangguxiaodechujingbeiweidaolejizhi。
tahetashimoshengren，suoyifengliuguohou，takeyihaobuyouyudejiaotagun，erzheiyiqie，doushitazijixuanzede！
guxiaodebitouyouxiefasuan，niezhexiangyandezuoshouyouxieweiweidezhan，ketameiyouluchusihaodeqienuo，ershitankaiyoushoushouzhangzainanrendemianqian。
“wokeyigun，buguo……laobanshibushiwangleshenmedongxi？”
zhidaohenduonianyihou，guxiaodounengxiangqidangshidehuamian，buguanshiyangzhuangjianqiangdeziji，haishinanrenyanzhongdeyanebuchi，tadoujideqingqingchuchu，xiangshiyishenghuizhibuqudemengyan，meimeiwuyemenghuibiannengjiangtalaruwujinshenyuan。
weileqian，tajingranjiangzijideliyilianchidoupaozhunaohou，heyigemoshengdenanrenfashengleguanxi。
tahechuyixiangaisannian，lianshoudoubuhaoyisirangtamoyixiadeta，jingranweileqianrangyigemoshengnanrenzaishenshangliuxiabukandiuliandehenji。
nanrenmeiyoushuohua，zhishilianseyinlengdedingzhetadelian，xiangshigaogaozaishangdewangzhefushidishangdelouyiyiban。
“知道我是谁吗?”
“buguanshishei，doudejiqian。”guxiaoyaotou，meiyoubeitadeqishihedao。
nanrenyishengqingxiao，xiangshitingleshenmelebudedexiaohua，“tiantianrangzhexihuanwodenvren，keyiraochidaoyiquan，gezhonggeyangweileyinqiwozhuyideshouduan，woyejiandaoyanfan，suoyi，shouqinidexiaoshouduan，zaiwohaimeikongzhibuzhushalenizhiqian，jiwo……gun！”
takaikouyigegun，bikouyigegun，rangbenjiuxinzhongbeiliangdeguxiaozaiduoleyizhongduitiandaobugongdefennu。
tajiangyantourengzaidishang，yijiaocaimiexinghuo，yaoyadao：“buguanqitanvrenduiniyongshenmeshouduan，wozhiyaoqian！”
“zhiyaoqian？”nanrenyijiuyilianbuxiangxindelengxiao。
“laoban……chuleqian，nishenshanghaiyoushenmedifangzhidewotantude？shinizheifanlianburenrendewuqing，haishinizheiyemanbadaodepiqi？”
guxiaolianshangdaizheqirandexiao，xinzhongqueqingxingcongxiaoyouchenqianneigehunzizaishenbian，daotingguanlemarensunrendehua，meixiangdaoxianzaijingranyouleyongwuzhidi。
duanzandeanjingzhihou，shinanrenyanzhongyishanershidebukesiyi。
“laoban，nijiqianwozouren，dajiahaojuhaosan。”
guxiaojiantayizhimeiyoufanying，renbuzhuzaiyicikaikou。
tianzhidaotashiyongleduodadeyongqicaijiangzizunxindiuzaidishang，bugulianchidezuolezuowandexuanze，kezheinanren，jingranhaiyaochiganmojing，jiangtadezizunxinrouniechengzha！
nanrenhuiguoshen，tongkongsesuodaolejizhi，mengdishenchushouqiazhuleguxiaodeyanhou，“nixinbuxin，niganzaishuoyigezi，wojiurangnisizaizheili？”
guxiaoqiangdenanshou，liankejishengzhihou，yazheshengyinshuo：“jiusuannishalewo，woyeyao……nadaoqian！”
nanrendeshoujingbuxiao，qiadeguxiaochuanbuguoqilai，dangguxiaoyiweizijizhendehuisizaizheigenanrenshouzhongdeshihou，taqueturansongleshou。
“yaoduoshao？”shixiancongtadelianshangyikai，shenshouqunachuangtoushangdezhipiao。
guxiaodeshentiyizhenfaliang，chenzhenanrenditoudeshihouqiaorantaishoucaganleyanjiaodelei，“liangwan。”
“liangwan？”nanrennaxiezhipiaodeshouyidun，youxiechayidetaitou，liangwankuai，bugoutamaipinghongjiu。
“ruguonijuedetaiduodehua……yiwanbayexing？”guxiaoxiaoxinyiyidekaikou。
nanrenlenghengyisheng，xiehaozhipiaorengzaileguxiaodeshenshang，“naleqian，jiubuyaozaichuxianzaiwodemianqian，fouze，wohuirangnisi。”
tadeyuqisuiranpingdan，keqiangdadeqichangquepianpianjirenyizhongyinsendeganjue。
rangguxiaoqingchudeganjuedao，tabushizaikaiwanxiao，ruguomaofanlezheigenanren，jiuzhendeyoukenenghuisi！
“nifangxin，congciyihouhou，gebuxianggan。”
guxiaojianqidishangdezhipiao，shunshounaleyipangdebeibao，zhengzhunbeizhuanshenlikai，yuguangquekanjiannanrenxianqidejiangchuangtoujushangdexiangyanhedahuojidiujinlelajitong。
jiantakanguolai，nanrenzuijiaoyimoyanedexiao，“nizheizhongrenpengguodedongxi，exin。”
niezhezhipiaodeshoujinleyoujin，guxiaoyaxiayanzhongdeshuiqi，lengxiao：“laoban，niyaoshizhenzheimexianqiwo，zuowanyouhebizhaorewo？nizheizhongkoushixinfeidenanren，woguxiao，napazaishibaiyekanbushangyan。”
shuowanzhihou，guxiaotouyebuhuidelikailefangjian。
fangjianmenkuangdangyishengbeiguanshang，nanrenquehaoyihuierdoumeihuiguoshen，denghuiguoshenlaideshihou，yizhanglianyeyinchendaolejizhi！