fuerdaiguimijialipochanhou。mianduitadiguolaidehaibianbieshuhedapingcengdefangben。
woyiranjuerandexuanzejichengtadewanfenzhanghao。napaqizhongyouyibanfenshihuaqianmailaide。danwobuweibiede。
zhiyinweizheiyadegangjiaowanshoufu，jialibianxuanbupochan。shuangbeidebaiwanweikuandengzheyuandatoujieshou。
————————————————————1“laopo，zhongyululianle，guorangenxiangxiangzhongyiyang，
xiangxiangruanruande”“meimeidu，zhenggeyibaiyueguanghuiguo，mingmingdoushiguazilian，
weishenmerenjiazheimechunyu”“neimezhongdemeiyan，nimendoukanbudao？
quanshizhuboqinglaideyanyuanba”kanzhexingxing**dedanmugundong，
woyouxiexinxuniuniedichaomianqiandeshoujipingmugenzhibojiandewangyoudaqilezhaohu，suiranzonggongcai49geren。
zhishi，yixiangqishenruoxineiqianzoudebiaoqing，jiurangrenrenbuzhulaiqi。benlaitajiapochan，wohaishenbiaotongqing，
xiangzheqianfangmianbangbushang，haodaiqingxujiazhinengtigong，bijingsheijialimeipoguochanni，neizhongluocha，ze。dangshi，
haitedimeijietadiguolaidefangben，xiangzhechushou，shenjiahainenghuangeyizhenzi，jieguo，sheicengxiang，
tanianhuaidecongjuzilinachuyizhanga4zhi，
shangmianxiezhe“qiaoqingziyuanbangshenruoxihaiqingmingxialiangtaofangzideweikuan”。zailenglejimiaohou，wocaifanyingguolai，
shizuowantanalairangwoqiandekuaidizhiqingshu，jiuzhidaoyiqianjikuaidicongmeitingguoshenmezhiqingshu，
jiurangtaqubangmangjiyici，jiuzheimefuzale。shenruoxishiguyide，tazaojiuzhidaojialideqingkuang，
suoyinawodingbao。kelianwoqiaoqing，yijiedaerxuesheng，jiuzheimebeipian，shenbeijibaiwan，e，bu，shishuangbeide，
kenengdoudeqianwandadile，zheirangbenjiupoguoyicichandewo，xueshangjiashuang，wanshangchoudedoubushui。
yaobushidangzuogushijiangjilingwaiyigesheyouting，wodouxiangbudaozheigefazi，
neijiushiliyongtadezheigeidjiao“da**”dehaozhibo，xiyinwangyoushualiwu，ranhoubatamenyangzaiyutang，
zaiyongshenruoxidemingzixiurutamen。daozuihou，shuadeliwuwona，zhanvdezuimingqueshitadan。raner，gangkaibo，
wojiudiaomale，yuanbenzhunbeidekouzhaobeiwofangzaipangbian，querdaizhideshitoufashangpizheyicengzisedebosha，
tianzhidao，zheizhishiwowuliao，nabeishiyougaohuaidechuanglianchoumeiaozaoxingdechanwua。denghuiguoshen，
pingmuzhongyanghuranchuxianyige54jiyonghufadefudongdanmu。shuze：zenmehuanhaole，yijingshenqing，tongyiyixia，
buguo，nijintianhenmei。ng？zheirenyoubingba，huanshenmehao，zaishuo，zheiidyikanjiushizhenmingba，
zheiniantouyejiuwoyenaineibeiaizheiyang，gujiyeshigelaogudong，haitongyiyixia，manmandedananzizhuyi，
gangcongqingchaochuanyueguolaideba。“zheiweilaogudong，apei，bushi，dage，ninzoucuozhibojianleba，
womensihuburenshini”suiji，youlaigeyongtongyangfangshichuchangdefengchu，haishige60jideyonghu。
pilidawang：jiejie，neiwoni，nandaoniyeburenshiwolema？wenyan，wobumianzhouqimeitou，
jintianzenmesheisheidoulaipengci，haijiejie，jiejiede，buzhidaodehaiyiweitashifanpaini，zainei“jiejiejie”de。
xushineixindebiaoqingdouxiezailianshang，zaidanmuwenwoshibushiyouxinshideshihou，zhibojianheranchuxianshijiliangpaoche。
yucitongshi，wodevxyedanchuxinxi，shishenruoxifalaide。“houtaideqianwoyijingzhuanzou，
bieguaiwomeitixingni，neiliangdagezhiqianshualebushaoliwu，ruguonaobuyukuai，
tamenyaotuifeidehua……”2shenme？？？tiantale，bushikaiwanxiaodeba，shualiwuhainengtui？
gaisideshenruoxi，zhenbawodangribenrenzhenga，benlaixiangjietademingyipiannanrenganqing，sheicengxiang，
zheijiaocaigangmaichuqu，jiuyuandijielezheimedadeguo。hezhemuqian，chulefangdai，wohaidehongzhezheiliangdaye，
suoxing，tamenhainengshuashualiwu。xiangdaozhei，wolikeshouqichoumeikuliandebiaoqing，zhuaneraojiaodeshuangshouhuanxiong，
ceguoshen。“heng，sheirangzheixietiannimendoumeilai，
jiusuanshiyanggexiaomaoxiaogouyedeshichangzhaogutadexinqingba”dunshi，danmuyizhenshuaping，
doushijiechuanwoyijingbanxingqimeikaibo，duiyuzheishuaiguodeyanlun，quanshikongsu。danwoyehenkua，linshijieshou，
genghekuangshenruoximeicizhibowodoubuzaia，weiyideyici，
haishishuadaotachuanzheaotemancosfuzaineigenguaishouwanoudajia，jiuhenqiguai，tapingchanglinghuaqiandoudedajiwan，
zenmehuiyongzheizhongfangshijiuweizhengdianliwuqian，nandaotahuiqugenbamasasajiao，laidebubizheiduoma？
shuze：shiwodecuo，duibuqi，da**。ng？zheimeguoduan？zhenbushishenruoxigulaixiliuliangdema？buguo，
zheiyuqi……zenmeneimexiangjialipochanqian，laobajiwoqingdeguanjiani，shuohuazongshisibanbande，
yidianpiqimeiyou。piankehou，zheichanggangadeliaotianzhibozongsuangaoyiduanluo，shuoshihua，
womeiyoushenruoxineimefangdekai，zhishipilidawangqueyiwaidemeiyouzaichulaifayan，wokuxiaozhedakaivx，
fangfotayaotuikuandexinxiyijingzaiyanqian，chuhuyiliaodeshi，neiduihuakuangli，
quanshitayigerenqiuanweidedujiaoxi。jianzhuang，woganjinzaiwangshangsousuoleyiduihuashu，jitapuatuotuode。
tongshigangfangxiashouji，shenhoubianchuanlaishiyouzhangdandeshengyin。“qingqing，zouba，daoshitangchiwanfanzhenghaowanzixi，
kexishenruoxizhuanxuele，sushejiushengwoliang，ai，qishikeliandehaishiwomen，nikanrenjiajiusuanpochan，
haishiyouqianquguowai”henkuaiyigexiaoshiguoqu，laidaojiaoshidezhangdanzongsuanananjingjingbutadedaimazuoye，
bijingzheikelaoshiyandebuzhiyidian。ranerjiuzaiwoyongxiaohaocongfensiquntaochusuoyouliaotianxinxi，haimeikandeshunjian，
shoujihudibeirencongshouzhongchouzou，zhengbumandexiangmaren，jiujianyanqianchuxiangenianqingshuaige，
meiyanchongchizhewuduandeliqi。shenmeqingkuang，zheibuwoneimaomeideqianguanjiajinxima，tazenmelaile？yanjian，
zhouweideyilunshengzhujianbianda，woganjinjiangrenlalechuqu，danyoupazhuangdaoshenmelaoshi，yingxiangpingshifen，zaiguake，
suoxingniutouzhuanqulenvcesuo。kanzhejinxineizhangjingzhidemiankong，wobuyouhonglelian，
yebuzhidaolaobashiqunaqingdaotalaidangguanjiade，huiqudewenwen，tounaofengbaojieshu，
wolikeyangtouluchukelianbabadeyanshen，yuqiyedailedianjiaojiaoruoruodediaodiao。
“shiwobaneibianhaimeijinijiegongzima，nizaidengdeng，wogangbei**deneijiashuiguodiankaichu，
laobangujimingtianjiunengbagongqiandajiwo”wenyan，tachenmopianke，zhishixinghongzheyan，jiangwodairuhuaizhong。
“da**，woshuoguo，youxuyaonikeyizhaowo，zheibannian，wokeshiwushiwukebuxiangzhenini”3shenme，
doubannianle，laobahaimeijirenjieqinggongzi，nanguaitaxianzaidourenwukerendezhuishangmenle。
zhengweicigandaotoutengdeshihou，huranchuanlaijiaobusheng，haibansuizhejiaotan，weipabierenfaxianwuhui，
woganjinwuzhujinxidezui，bilegejinshengdeshoushi。“zenmeyang，quanxiaoyanxuandedayixuedi，naihuhude，
toufagenmianyangside，pengsongdewodoujidule，jiushibuzhidaoyoumeiyounvpengyouni”“wodatingguole，
jushuomeiyou，buguozuijinhaoxiangmishanglekanshenmezhibo，danrenjiashifuerdai，genwomenbushi…”“neimeshanliang？
haijiujineixiewangluoqigai，wogengaile”wenyan，woyouxiebeifengcidaole，suiranba，shishiqueshichabuduo，
renjiashualiwudoushizhenjinbaiyinde，neixietiaowuhuozheyouyijizhizhangdehaihao，zuikepadeshiwozheizhongshashabuhui，
haishourenliwude。shiluojian，zhangxinchuanlaishirundechugan，jingdewolimachouhuishou，
jinjinjinxitajurantianwoshouxin。“shoudianlixieryi”neiyishun，wodanaozhijiedangji，
zenmedaojiaoshidedoubuzhidao，zuihouhaishizaizhangdanbuduandeguozaozhonghuiguoshen。mianduitaneixiemeiyingyangdewenti，
wowunaitanlekouqi，jijinxiguanshanglewogegedeminghao，bijingqianguanjiazheigeciyoudian**deganjue。
fuyanwanta，wobataolaidefensiqunliaotianjiluquandouguolebian，zhenshibukanbuzhidao，yikanquanwandan，
zaijigexingqiqian，shenruoxizaifensiqunlifabulezhaopian，shiwode，shiwozaisushekenyezidezhaopian，
tayonglaiboqutongqing。danyinweiqunmanle，yeshitajishichehui，jiekoufacuole，suoyikanjianderenbushihenduo。
zheibutuotuodelvchaxingweima，zijishenmedoubushuo，quankaofensidecaice，guanjiandeshi，zhenqiongdeshiwoa。
zhengtucaoni，fensiqunlizaicishuaping，quanshiwenwoshenmeshihouzhibo，xiangkanbudaitoutaodeaoteman，
tamenyuanyifufeishangban，zhiyaowojitamenyigexiangwengenhezhao，jiuhuiyouwushudeguaishouchenfuzaiwojiaoxia。
siyatou，lianchidainaa。buduoshi，shuzeyefalaivx。“jintiankandaotiaoshihenidequnzi，
yijingjinijile，haishineigedizhiba，guojitian，woqiahaoyaoqunimenxuexiao，daoshihouyaobuyaoyiqichifan？
”wenyan，wojinglingdazuo，limatangsaileguoqu，bingfajitayigekeaidebiaoqingbao，shiyizijiyouxiehaixiu，
dengzuohaoxinlizhunbeizaijianmian。kesheinengxiangdao，zheishihouwangluoduanle，yitiaotiaoxinxiquanzaizhuanquan，
dengjiaojidedakailiuliangcaifaxian，zhiyou“keai.jpg”he“woyoudianhaixiu”faleguoqu。
qiyuquanshigantanhao。turan，woyouxiehuaiyishibushizheisixuexiaokewo，laobaxinxinkukubanbeizidegongsi，
zhidao，wogangshangdayi，banxueqigangjieshu，jialijiuxuanbupochan。xianzaishenruoxidaerpochan，
haibashoushangdelantanziquandiuzailewotoushang，hezhe，wolaizheixuexiaoshidujiedea。xushitaiguotongxin，
zaihuisushedelushang，buxiaoxinzhuangdaogeren，tengdewoyanleizhimao，huashuozheirenshidianxianganma？
shenshangyingdexiangdalishiyiyang。kejiuzaitaitoudeneishanei，toudinghudichuanlaixinxideshengyin。“jiejie，
zhaodaonile”4woyishimeifanyingguolai，zhikanjianyanqianzhanzheyigehenkudenansheng，
zuoerdaizheyinsedejinshuerguding，shuangyanliangjingjingdekanzhewo。piankehou，xushimeidedaohuiying，
taweiqubabade，shenseandan。“jiejie，guoranshiwangjiwole，nijiwofadexinxiquanshipianwodema？”a？
shenmexinxi？zuijinwomei……nandaotashiganggenwofaxinxideshuze？laizheimekuai？budui，tajiaowojiejie？
haoxiangshishenruoxizaizhibojianyangdelingyitiaoyu，yejiushibeiwopuadepilidawang？
“nishijiwoshualiwudepilidawang，wangzong？”wenyan，tazuijiaodalaxialai。“wangzongweimiantainantingleba，
jiaowozhouranjiuxing”meidenghuida，taerjianhongdedixue，genshanshuodeerdingxingchengxianmingduibi，
suijicongshenhounachuyishuhua，bingjiangyigeliwuhesaijinlewodehuaizhong，dengwoxiayishijujue，
taqueyiliuyanxiaoshizaiyuandi。ha？bushi，daodishishenruoxijiangta**chengzheiyang，haishiwodepuachenggongle？
denghuidaosushe，kanzhezhongtushizongdezhangdan，worenbuzhujiletayigebaoli，
suirantazouzhiqiangenwoshuoleyaoqujiaoshinadongxi，danwomeitingdaojiushimeishuo。huran，
beiwoyazaishenxiadezhangdanmengdezhengtuokaishufu，manyandezhenjing。“qingqing，nishangxuexiaobiaobaiqiang，
yourenjubaonijiaotaliangtiaochuan”wenyan，woqiangguoshouji，jiujianzaijiaoshilazoujinxideneiyimubeirenpaixia，
jinjiezhejiushi，zhouranjiwosonghuadeneiyimu，emmm，haokan，baocundangpingbao。
jiushixiamiandepinglunyouxiechuhuyiliao。“woqu，bushiba，dayidexuedinaigou，
womengmeiyiqiudeyanjiushengxuezhang，siyatouchizheimehao”“zheijielihaia，nengbunengjiaojiaowo，
xinnvyuanchujia1yuantingninshouyejiehuo”“bieqiu**mijile，