第三章
wohelinchaochaoshizaidaerdelianyihuishangrenshide。
wohuanyouzibizheng,quechuluoleyifujimeiderongmao。
yinzhezheizhangmeijihuorendelian,xuexiaolibushaonanshengdouduiwoquzhiruonu,queyouyinweiwoshengrenwujindexingge,duiwowangjimoji。
jiuerjiuzhi,neixienanshengyikaishiqingmudeyanshenzhujianbianzhi,biandexialiuangzang。
tamensidixiazaowodehuangyao,shuowobiaomianqinggao,shizebuzhiheduoshaorenshuiguole,shenzhihaiguangmingzhengdazaixuexiaoluntanshangyilunwodeshencai,haowuguji;
neixienvshengjiduwo,shichangzaikehoujiangwoduzaicesuohuozhetiantai,duiwojijinqi**ma。
tamenqifuwoyouzibizheng,buganxiangbierenqingsu,yebuganbaojing,yufasiwujidan。
wowanguideshijianyuelaiyuezhang,shenshangdeshanghenzhiduobushao,xuexiaolidefengyanfengyuchuandaofumuerduoli。
fuqinshishenshijituandejichengren,zaiwaimianyouwushusishengzinv,muqinzaoshi,woshitaweiyidedinv,tasuishiworucaojie,danyebuyunxuworucibaihuaishenshidemingsheng。
tacongmeiwenwoshenshangdeshanghencongheerlai,yemeidatinglejieguowozaixuexiaodejinkuang,fawozaiyuanziliguizhe:
【shenweiwoshenjiaqianjin,rucibuzhijiandian,jiugaihaohaozhanggejiaoxun。】
woguilebuzhiduojiu,yunsiguoqu,zineiyihouwodeshuangxiluoxialehanji,yidaodongtianjiutongdelihai。
yudaolinchaochaodeshihou,woduozaicesuoli,xiangzhezheilangouyiyangderensheng,burusilesuanle。
waimianrenshengdingfei,renaohuanle,gezheyidaomen,wurenzhuyidaojiaoluojuewangdewo。
zheishi,yidaotiantiandeshengyinrutiansubanxiangqi:【nizenmeyigerenzuozaizheili?shishoushanglema?】
我麻木的抬头。
linchaochaomingmeidexiaolianyingruyanlian,mianshanghaifuzheyicengdanrao。
wominchunbulita,tajiuyingzhuaizhewojinleyiyuan,rangyishengjiwozhishang。
takandaowoshenshangzheimeduoshanghen,jinghuyisheng,fenfenbupingdao:
【shisheizheimeqifuni?taiguofenle!】
【jiranzanmenyouyuanrenshi,yihounijiushiwodehaopengyoule,wolinchaochaozhaozheni,sheiganqifuni,wodasita!】
林朝朝。
wozaixinlimantuntunjujiaozheigemingzi。
taguoranshuodaozuodao,zineiyihou,zhiyaoneiqunbalingwodenvshengchuxianzaiwomianqian,linchaochaobianlimanuqichongchongdejishichongguolai,xiangxiaojihuzaiyiyangbawodangzaishenqian。
【nimenxiangqifuta,xiangenwodebaobiaodayijia!】
wokanzhetashenhouheiyayadejigebaobiao,youdianxiangxiao,youyoudianxiangku。
tashilinjiadeda**,wotingshuoguota。
jiaozongrenxing,zhangshangmingzhu,huzuofeiwei。
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xuexiaoluntanshangzaowohuangyaodeneixietiezijinshubeichexia,neixieduiwoxinhuaibuguidenanrenyemeilezongying,qishiouerpengdao,yeshiweiweisuosuo,zhuantoujiupao。
dagaishilinchaochaozuoleshenme,batamenhechengzheiyang。
wofuqindezhiwopanshanglelinjiada**,xixiaoyankai,duiwoyeduolejifenhaoliansehetaohao,woderiziyemanmanhaoguoqilai。
wodeshengminglichuxianlelinchaochao,bianyouletaiyang。