第6章
hehuojunjundeguanzhudianbutong，sumucideshixiandinggezailelingwaisigezi——【zhoushijituan】
rutongkandaoleshenmekepadedongxi，sumuciwozheneizhangzhitiaodeshouyinyoujifenzhandou。
xujiu，tashengyinshayadao：“junjun，woxianghuijiatangyihuier。”
huojunjundianlediantou：“xing，wosongnihuiqu。”
“buyong，woxiangzijiyigerenhuiqu，shunbianjingyijing。”
tinglesumucidehua，huojunjunrengjiubufangxin：“neiniyaohuijiahaohaoxiuxi，jizhu，qianwanbiezaijianfuhengzhi！”
zaisandingzhuhou，huojunjunkanzhesumucishanglechuzuche，jintidexinhuanhuanfangxia。
“muci，niyidingyaokangguoqua......”
raner，sumucimeiyoutinghua，tazuodeneiliangchuzucheshiguoyigelukouhoujiudiaoletou，wangzhoushijituanfangxiangerqu。
tazhidaoshixianjing，keshitashenmedoumeiyoule，yebupazaishiqushenmele。
xianzaidetazhixiangyaogedaan：sannianqingxinxiangfu，tadaodiweishenmehuilunluodaozheigexiachang？
......
zhoushijituandingloutiantai，hanfenglinlie。
sumucituikaichenzhongdefanghuomen，fachu“zhiya”deshengxiang。
tiantaijintou，neigetacengwubishuxi、cikequewubimoshengdeshenyingyingruyanlian。
fuhengzhibeiduizheta，tingbadeshenyingtouzhejizhidehanyihelengmo。
tayibuyibuzoushangqian，jinmindechunjiujiucaikaikou：“fuhengzhi，wolaile。”
huagangshuowan，tongkonghuranyizhan。
yinweizaifuhengzhizhuanshendeyishunjian，congtashenhouzouchuyigerumengyanbandeshenying。
“jiejie，haojiubujianya。”
zhoumengyingdeshengyinqingrou，querudiyubansenyicigu。
sumucilianseqingkecanbairuzhi：“yuanlaishini......”
zhixidejiyixiongyongdichongjintanaohai。
zhiyinsumucimalehoumayiju“xiaosan”，houmahezheigetongfuyimudejimeizhoumengyinghuaihenzaixin。
xianshizhoumengyingguyishuaixialouti，wumieshitatuide，zaishimunvliangshuofutababa，batatichuzhoujiazupu，hairangtazhujinyinandedixiashi！
zaidixiashili，neiduimunvdangzhesumucidemian，jiangtayangleqiniandeaiquanxiaoqihuohuobolepi。
tamenrangtaqinyankanzhexiaoqideshitizaitayanqianfachou、fulan，zuihoubeizhoumengyingfangjinlaidelaoshuyidiandiankenguang。
jibiantataochuzhoujia，meicixiangqizheiduanguowang，yijiuhuihendeyaguanfadou。
genshendigudehenrangsumucizaikandaozhoumengyingdeneishunjian，buyouzizhudiwojinlequan。
zhoumengyingsiwujidandizouxiangta，daizheshenglidekouwenshuodao：
“jiejiejintianzaijiangchengguangchangkudehaocana，niyinggaihenxiangzhidaohengzhiweishenmezhuangzuoburenshiniba？wojiudafacibeidigaosunizhenxiang。”
“sannianqian，neigebanifangchuqudebaomushiwoanpaide，nibushilaoxiangpachuanghutaochuqu，yiweitaochuquniderenshengjiuyouxiwanglema？neiwojiujinixiwang！”
“woyaoqinyankanzheniyidiandiandijizanxiwang，yidiandiandipagao，dengdaonipadaozuiding，padaoziyiweinengdedaoxingfudeshihou，zairangnihenhendishuaihuiyuandi！”
“xianzaizenmebanni？nipanxingxingpanyueliangpanlaidexiwanga，wodongdongshouzhi，jiuhuidiaoleni！xianzainidebabashiwode，nixinaidenanrenyeshiwode，nizhiyouyiyangdongxibushuyuwo......”
“neijiushinimama，dantayijingsile。”
zhoumengyingzhixiangtiantaimougehunandejiaoluo，zizizhuxin：“kandaoneilima？nidemamajiushizaineili，tiaolouzijinde。”
“tacengjingshiyifuwobabadejishengchong，xianzainiyeshiyifuwoweihunfudejishengchong。nimenmunvyigeyang，yiweizaijialichaochaocai、zuodianjiawujiupeideshangshijianzuihaodenanren？shenmeyuanpeia，buguojiushibeijianermeiyongdebaomu。”
“niburuxianzaijiuquxiamianpeipeinineigegulinglingdebaomumamaba？”
zhoumengyinghaobuzheyan，tademudejiushixiangyaosumucichedibengkui，chedijuewang，zuihougentamamayiyangtiaolouzijin，yongyuanxiaoshi！
sumucizaoyibeitaedudehuacidemanyanxinghong。
这就是她要的答案。
sanniandeai，zhishizhoumengyingyonglaijiaoshatazuihouyisishengjidewuqi。
tacanbaiwusedelianpangzhuanxiangfuhengzhi，shengyinqingdeyipojiunengsui：
“fuhengzhi，woxianzaizhixiangtingniyijuhua，nipeiwoguolesancishengri，peiwokualesancixinnian，niqizhediandongchedaiwoqukanrichuriluo......zheilimianyoumeiyouyifenbanmiao......shizhenxinde？”
tahuiandemuguangdingzhezheigerangtaailesanniandenanren。
fuhengzhilengmodao：“sumuci，nimeiyouzigezhiwenwo。nixianzaiyinggaizuode，shiguixiajiyingerdaoqian！”
“我？道歉？”
sumucirenzheyankuanghebiqianglixiongyongdesuanzhang，huranxiaoleqilai。
yuanlairenzaijidubeifendeshihou，zhendehuirenbuzhufaxiao。
“woweishenmeyaodaoqian？”
tagengyanwen：“shiyinweiwomeiyoulikecongzheilitiaoxiaqu，meirangnideweihunqimanyima？”
fuhengzhichelechelingdai，biaoqingxiemanleyane：“weishenme？”
“yinweinidejidu，nibayingertuixialouti，tajielesangengutoucaizhanqilai！”
“yinweinideyinan，woyuanbenzuiwenroudeyingercongciluoxiatuiji，chengshoushentihexinlidezhemo！”
“sumuci，nixianzaisuoshoudedoushizuiyouyingde，xiangyingerdaoqian，bierangwoshuodisanbian！”
tazilixingjianquanbudoushiduizhoumengyingdeweihu。
zheifanweihu，zaisumuciyanli，jingranchuqidiyanshu。
jiuzaiyinianqiantazaixiangziliyudaolehunhun，xianxiezaoshouqilingdeshihou，fuhengzhizaiyelichongleguolaijianghunhundabao。
“guixia，jiwonvpengyoudaoqian！”
“磕头！继续磕！”
“kanqingchutashisheile？zaiganzhaore，woyaonideming！”
huiyili，taweitachutoudeneimushenshenyinzaitaxinli。
zheiyinian300duotiansumucimeifengxiangqineiyitian，douhuijuedewennuan，zuijiaoshangyang。
kejintian，zheiduan“zhengui”dehuiyi，zhijitadailainanyiyanyudetong。
guoqusannianmeiyifenmeiyimiaodeai，douzaiweitasikaixuelinlindexianshi：
yuanlaizaikegumingxindeai，yekenengshiweizhuangde，yuanlaichuletamama，zheigeshijieshangbuhuizaiyoudiergerenzhenxinaita。
zaineiyike，sumucidewuzangfeifufangfoliekai，zaiyepinbuqilaile。
zhoumengyingmanyidixinshangsumucidebengkui。
“youjianshijiejiehaibuzhidaoba，jiangchengdeshangliuquanziyourenkaidu，tamendunibeihengzhipaoqihou，huibuhuiyishixiangbukaicongzheigetiantaitiaoxiaqu。”
“banshudehaomenzididouyazhule，hengzhihaimeiyazhu。hengzhi，xianghaolema？niyanabianni？”
押注？
苏沐瓷呼吸冻住。
tameixiangdao，zheixiehaomenzidihuinatadeshengsilaixiazhu。
tagengmeixiangdaodeshi，fuhengzhijihubudaisihaoyouyu，lengmoluohua：“wo，yatatiao。”