我怀孕了。
bchaodanbeiwojinjinzuanzaishouxin，neizhangxiaoxiaodezhipian，cikebiwoershisannianderenshengjiaqilaihaiyaozhong。woxiangjiluchenyigejingxi，yigetiandadejingxi。
menmeisuo。woningkaimenbashou，jiaobuqingdexiangmao。ketinglimeiren，woshidemenxuyanzhe，youguang，haiyouyayide、duanduanxuxudeshuohuasheng。
wodianzhejiaojianzouguoqu，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，bushiyinweijinzhang，shijijiangfenxiangjudaxiyuedexingfen。
指尖轻轻推开门。
xiayimiao，woquanshendexueye，liantongneigeganggangzaiwoshentilizhagendexiaoshengming，sihudouzaishunjianninggule。
wozuihaodeguimi，linyuan，chuanzheyishenjiebaidehunsha，xiangyiduoshengkaidebaihe。tayiweizaiwoxianglianwuniandenanyou，luchendehuaili。
tadeshoushang，nazheyizhangzhi。
neizhangzhi，hewokoudailizheizhang，yimoyiyang。
是我的孕检单。
luchendizhetou，shouzhiwenroudifuguolinyuandelianjia，neishiwocongweijianguodezhenshiyuailian。tadeshengyin，chuantoumenfeng，xiangcuiledudegangzhen，jingzhundiciruwodexinzang。
tashuo：“xinkule，laopo。”
老婆。
zheilianggezi，xiangyishengjinglei，zaiwonaozilizhakai。shijiezaiwoyanqianfenbenglixi，suoyoudeshengyinhesecaidoutunqule，zhishengxiatamenxiangyongdeheibaijianying，hewoerbianjianruidewengming。
shoulidebchaodanpiaoranluodi，xiangyizhibeizheduanchibangdehudie。
menneidelianggerenbeizheiqingweidexiangdongjingdong，tongshihuiguotou。
luchenkandaowo，lianshangwenroudexiaoyishunjianjiangzhu，shanguoyisibuyichajuedehuangluan，danhenkuaibeilengjingsuoqudai。
erlinyuan，wozuihaodepengyou，congwowusuiqijiurenshidelinyuan，tameiyoubanfenjinghuang。tashenzhiduiwo，luchuleyigeshenglizhedeweixiao。neixiaorongli，daizhexuanyao，daizhelianmin，gengdaizheyizhongcanrendekuaiyi。tayiweizailuchenhuaili，shouqingqingfushangzijidexiaofu，neilipingtanyijiu，quefangfozhuangzhequanshijie。
“niannian，nihuilaila。”tadeshengyinhaishineimetianmei，tiandefani，niderangrenzuoou，“woheachen……xiangjiniyigejingxini。”
惊喜？
wokanzheta，youkankanluchen。luchendeyanshenduoshan，buganyuwoduishi。tacengjingduiwoshuoguowushuciqinghuadezuichun，cikejinjinminzhe，yigeziyetubuchulai。
wodeshixian，zuizhongluozailelinyuanshoulideneizhangyunjiandanshang。worenshineizhangzhi，worenshishangmianmeiyigezi，meiyigeshuju。neishiwode，shiwohaizideshengmingzhengming。
“neizhangdanzi……”wodehoulonggandefateng，meiyigezidouxiangshiyongshazhimochulaide，“shiwode。”
linyuanlianshangdexiaoronggengshenle，tabayunjiandantiezaixiongkou，waizhetou，tianzhenyouwugudishuo：“nizaishuoshenmeya，niannian？zheimingmingshiwode。nikan，yishengshuo，baobaohenjiankangni。”
taba“baobao”lianggeziyaodetebiezhong。
luchenzhongyukailekou，tadeshengyinshaya，daizheyisibunaifan：“sunian，nibienaole。shiqingjiushinikandaozheiyang，woaiderenshixiaoyuan，tahuailewodehaizi，womenyaojiehunle。”
“nidehaizi？”woxiaoleqilai，xiaodeyanleidouchulaile。woyibubuzoujinfangjian，xiangyigebeichouzoulelinghundemuou。wowanyao，jianqidishangneizhangshuyuwodebchaodan，jiangtatankai，judaoluchenmianqian。
“luchen，nikanqingchu，zheizhangcaishiwode。nizaikankantashoulide，riqi，mingzisuoxie，doushiwode！”
luchendelianse，yishunjianbiandecanbai。tananyizhixindikanxianglinyuan，yanshenlichongmanlezhiwen。
linyuanquebuhuangbumang，tashenchulingyizhishou，jinjinwanzhuluchendegebo，shentitiedegengjinle。tachuixiayanjian，zhangzhangdejiemaoshangguazhejingyingdeleizhu，shengyingengyan，chuchukelian。
“achen……duibuqi，wo……wozhishitaiainile。wopashiquni……niannian，wozhidaoniyizhibuxihuanwo，kenibunengzheiyangwumiewoa！wozijideyunjiandan，zenmejiuchengnidele？”
takudelihuadaiyu，jianbangweiweizhandou，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu。
luchenyanlidezhiwen，zaikandaotayanleideneiyike，shunjianhuaweilexintenghefennu。tashenzhimeiyouzaikanwoyiyan，yemeiyouzaikanneiliangzhangyunjiandanyiyan。tamengdizhuanguotou，henhendidingzhewo。
“sunian！nigoule！”tayibajianglinyuanhuzaishenhou，xiangyitoubeijinudeshizi，“womeixiangdaonijingranshizheimeedudenvren！weilechaisanwomen，nijingranweizaoyunjiandan！xiaoyuandeshentiyizhibuhao，nizheiyang**ta，shixianghaisitahehaizima？”
恶毒？
伪造？
wokanzheyanqianzheigenanren，zheigewoailewunian，yiweikeyituofuyishengdenanren。tadelianshineimeshuxi，queyouneimemosheng。neishuangcengjingwenroudikanzhewodeyanjing，cikechongmanleyanehebingleng。
wodexin，beiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，rousui，nianchenglefenmo。
“luchen，”wotingdaozijipingjingdiwen，“nixiangxinta，buxiangxinwo？”
“xiangxin？”luchenlengxiaoyisheng，“sunian，nikankannizijixianzaideyangzi，xianggefengzi！wozenmexiangxinni？”
linyuancongluchenshenhoutanchutou，leiyanposuodikanzhewo，quanshuodao：“niannian，suanwoqiunile，nibiezheiyang。wozhidaoniyishijieshoubule，keshiganqingdeshiqingbunengmianqiangde。woheachenshizhenxinxiangaide，nijiuchengquanwomenba，haobuhao？”
成全？
多么可笑的两个字。
wokanzhetamen，yigeshiwozuihaodepengyou，yigeshiwozuiaidenanren。tamenzhanzaiyiqi，chuanzhehunsha，nazhewodeyunjiandan，shuozhetamenshizhenxinxiangai，rangwochengquantamen。
weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，exinganzhichonghoulong。
wozaiyezhichengbuzhu，shentiyiruan，yanqianyihei，xianghoudaoqu。
shiquyishidezuihouyike，wokandaoluchenxiayishidixiangshangqianfuwo，quebeilinyuansisilazhu。
tazaitaerbian，yongzhiyoulianggerennengtingdaodeshengyin，qingshengshuo：“achen，bieguanta，rangtazhuang。”
冰冷。
cigudebingleng，congsizhibaihaimanyankailai，xiangshizhuiruleshendongdebinghu。
wofeilidizhengkaiyanjing，yingruyanliandeshiyipiancanbaidetianhuaban，kongqizhongmimanzhexiaodushuideweidao。
医院。
wodongledongshouzhi，shoubeishangchuanlaizhencidetonggan。woceguotou，kandaotoumingdeyetizhengshunzheshuyeguan，yidiyididiliujinwodeshenti。
“你醒了？”
yigedichenermoshengdenanshengzaipangbianxiangqi。
wozhuanguotou，kandaoyigenanrenzuozaichuangbiandeyizishang。tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetideheisexizhuang，shenzitingba，mianrongyingjun，danshenqingquelengdexiangyikuaibing。tademuguangluozaiwoshenshang，meiyouwendu，xiangshizaishenshiyijianwupin。
“nishi？”wodeshengyinsiyaganse。
“jishiyan。”tayanjianyigaidibaoshangxingming。
zheigemingzi，wozaicaijingzazhishangjianguo。jishijituandezhangduoren，shangjiedeyigechuanqi，yishouwanhenla，bujinrenqingzhucheng。tazenmehuizaizheili？
“shini……jiulewo？”
“luguo。”jishiyandehuidayijiujianjie，fangfoduoshuoyigezidoushilangfei。takanleyiyanshuyedai，“yishengshuoniqingxujidong，jiashangyingyangbuliang，caihuiyundao。”
wodeshou，xiayishidifushangxiaofu。
那个小生命……
我的孩子……
wodexinmengdiyijiu，jiqiedikanxiangjishiyan：“wodehaizi……yishengyoumeiyoushuo，wodehaizizenmeyangle？”
jishiyandeyanshenweiweidongleyixia，neibinglengdemouzilisihulveguoyisijidandebolan。tachenmolepianke，caikaikoudao：“yishengshuo，nimeiyouhuaiyun。”
没有怀孕？
怎么可能！
wodenaozi“weng”diyisheng，xiangshibeizhongchuijizhong。
“bukeneng！”wojidongdixiangyaozuoqilai，queqiandongleshoubeishangdezhentou，yizhenruitongchuanlai，“woyoubchaodan！woqinyankandaode！yishengqinkougaosuwode！”
“neizhangbchaodanshijiade。”jishiyandeshengyinpingpuzhixu，quexiangyibabinglengdedao，poukailewozuihoudexiwang。
“jiade……”wonannanziyu，wufajieshouzheigeshishi。
“luchenmaitongleyisheng，jileniyizhangjiadebchaodan。”jishiyandandandichenshuzheshishi，meiyigezidouxiangyan，sazaiwoxianxuelinlideshangkoushang，“zhiyulinyuanshoulideneizhang，yeshijiade。tagenbenmeiyouhuaiyun。”
wolengzhule，shentilideliqibeiyishunjianchoukong。
jiade……yiqiedoushijiade……
suoyi，luchenzaojiujihuahaoleyiqie。taxianshiyongyizhangjiadeyunjiandanrangwoyiweizijihuaiyun，xianrukuangxi，ranhouzaihelinyuanshangyanneichu“fengzichenghun”dexima，yonglingyizhangjiadeyunjiandan，jiangwodarudiyu。
tabujinyaobeipanwo，haiyaoyongzuicanrendefangshi，rangwoshenbaiminglie，rangwobianchengyigeweileqianghuinanrenerbuzeshouduandefengzi。
真是好狠的心。
yanlei，bushoukongzhidicongyanjiaohualuo，jinshilezhentou。woyaozhechun，burangzijikuchusheng，shentiqueyinweijizhidetongkuerjuliedizhandouzhe。
yuanlai，wolianweizhitongkudeneigehaizi，douzhishiyigepianju。
woxianggexiaochou，zidaoziyanleyichangshengdadebeiju，ertamen，shitaixiaguzhangdeguanzhong。
jishiyanjiuneimejingjingdikanzhewo，meiyouanwei，yemeiyouquanjie。tadechenmo，fanerjilewoyisichuanxidekongjian。
xujiu，wocaizhizhuzhandou，yongshoubeimoquyanlei，shengyinsiyadiwenta：“niweishenmeyaogaosuwozheixie？ni……heluchen，shishenmeguanxi？”
wushixianyinqin，feijianjidao。wobuxiangxinzheigezhanzaijinzitadingduandenanren，huiwuyuanwugudijiuwo，haibangwocha**xiang。
“sidi。”jishiyantuchulianggezi。
我明白了。
“nixiangliyongwo，laiduifuta？”
jishiyandezuijiao，zhongyugouqileyimojidandehudu，xiangshibingxuechurong，queyijiudaizhehanyi。“nihencongming。”
“wopingshenmebangni？”wokanzheta，“woxianzaiyiwusuoyou，xianggesangjiazhiquan，duiniyoushenmeliyongjiazhi？”
“niyou。”jishiyandemuguangshensui，fangfonengkantourenxin，“nilejieluchen。nizhidaotasuoyoudexiguan，tadeyexin，taderuodian。nishiduifuta，zuifenglideyibadao。”
刀……
wojujiaozhezheigeziyan，xinzhongyipianbingliang。
“wonengdedaoshenme？”wowen。
“nixiangyaode，wodounengjini。”jishiyanzhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，shenshangsanfachudeyapoganrangrenzhixi，“jinqian，diwei，yiji……rangtaheneigenvren，fuchuyingyoudedaijia。”
付出代价。
zheisigezi，xiangyilihuozhong，luoruwosijidexindi，shunjiandianranlexiongxiongdefuchouzhihuo。
陆沉。
林鸢。
tamenduozoulewodeyiqie，jiantawodezunyan，jiangwodeaiqingheyouqingsidefensui。
wozenmenengjiuzheimesuanle？
wotaiqitou，yingshangjishiyandemuguang，neishuangbinglengdeyanmouli，yingchuwocikelangbeiquejuejuedelian。
“hao。”wotingdaozijishuo，“wodayingni。”
congjintianqi，sunianyijingsile。
huoxialaide，zhishiyibacuiledudedao。
chuyuanneitian，tiankongyinchenchende，xiangshisuishihuiyaxialai。
jishiyanpailechelaijiewo。womeiyouhuineigecengjingheluchengongtongde“jia”，ershirangsijibawosongdaolewozijidegongyu。
neishiwoyongzijidiyibigaofeimaixiadedifang，buda，queshiwozhenzhengdebifenggang。
tuikaimen，yiqiehaishiwolikaishideyangzi。fangjianlimeiyouyisiluchendehenji，zheirangwojinbengdeshenjingshaoshaofangsongleyixie。
wobazijirengjinyugang，wenredeshuibaoguozhebinglengdeshenti。wokanzheshuimianshangzijidedaoying，liansecangbai，yanshenkongdong，xiangyijumeiyoulinghundequqiao。
wobishangyanjing，naohailibushoukongzhidihuifangzheneitiandeyimumu。
luchendelengmo，linyuandedeyi，haiyouneizhangbeiwoshiruozhenbao，queyuanlaishifeizhiyizhangdebchaodan。
心，还是会痛。
xiangbeiwushugenzhenfanfuchuanci。
danwogaosuziji，bunengku。yanlei，shizheigeshijieshangzuimeiyongdedongxi。
congjinwanghou，woliudemeiyidilei，douyaorangluchenhelinyuanyongxuelaichanghai。
wanshang，wojiedaolemuqindedianhua。
“nianniana，nipaonaerqule？zenmedianhuayedabutong？nizhibuzhidao，luchenhelinyuanyaojiehunle！qingjiandousongdaojialilaile！”
muqindeshengyinli，chongmanlezhenjinghefennu。
“ma，wozhidao。”wodeshengyinhenpingjing。
“nizhidao？nizhidaonihaizheimelengjing？neigeluchen，tazenmenengzheimeduini！haiyoulinyuan，neibushinizuihaodepengyouma？zheidaodishizenmehuishi！”
“ma，nibiewenle。tamendehunli，wohuihuiqucanjiade。”
“nihaiqucanjia？nifengle！niquganshenme？qushoutamendexiuruma？”
“woqu……songshangwodezhufu。”woyiziyidundishuo。
gualedianhua，wodakaidiannao，dengluleyigexujiubuyongdeyouxiang。
youxiangli，jingjingditangzhejifengweiduyoujian。zheixie，doushiwocengjingbangluchenzhengligongsiziliaoshi，liuxiadebeifen。
neishihou，wozongxiangzhe，duolejieyixietadegongzuo，jiunenggenghaodibangzhuta，chengweitadexianneizhu。
xianzaixianglai，zhenshikexiao。
wokanzheneixiewenjian，neixieshuju，neixiexiangmujihuashu。cengjing，tamenzaiwoyanli，shiluchennenglidezhengming，shiwoweizhijiaoaodedongxi。
erxianzai，tamenshiwofuchoudewuqi。
luchen，nibushiyizhixiangnaxiachengnanneigexiangmuma？nibushishuo，neishinishiyetengfeideguanjianma？
woxiaolexiao，zhijianzaijianpanshangfeikuaidiqiaojiqilai。
yifennimingdeyoujian，qiaowushengxidi，fasongdaoleluchenzuidadejingzhengduishou——jishiyandeyouxiangli。
游戏，开始了。