shentangzhidejidichulechehuo，xuyaoshuxue。zhiyouhetatongyangxiongmaoxuedewoshihe。keshiwodeshentitaiguoxuruo，
yijingbunengzaishuxuele。“zhaosen，niyijingzuolesanniandexueku，buchazheiyici。”“dangchuweilejiuni，
shaoyuanchadiansidiao，zheishiniqiantade。”shentangzhibunaifanguaduandianhua，rangbaobiaoyazhewoquyiyuanshuxue。
kehoulai，dangwozaishoushushilibishangyanhou，taquefengle。1“shifenzhonghou，shiliyiyuan。
”shentangzhibinglengdeshengyinrangwobiantishenghan。"shaoyuanchulechehuoxuyaoshuxue，yaoshiganchidao，houguozifu。
"wodezhijiesisiqiajinzhangxin，dingzheshoubeishanghaifanzheqingzidezhenyan——neishisantianqianshuxueliuxiadehenji。
sannianlai，zheiyangdedianhuawojieguowushuci。congganmaofashaodaozhijianhuapo，
shenshaoyuandemeiyisheng“bushufu”dounengrangshentangzhihuashencuimingfu。shangcitazhishibeizhigeposhouzhi，
shentangzhijiukaizhechezhijiezhuangkaiwodagongdebianlidianbolimen，bawotuojinleyiyuan。
woyazhesangzishuodao：“tangzhi，woxianzaideshentihenxuruo，yishengshuowobunengzaishuxuele。”“goule！
”shentangzhibunaifandedaduanwodehua。“sannianqian，shaoyuanweilejiunicaihuibeibangjiadaozhishoushang，
zheidoushiniqiantade。”wufenzhonghou，jigebaobiaochongjinfangjian，qiangzhibawodaidaoyiyuan。
shentangzhiyizaibingfangmenkou，lianshangyifujiqieyouxintengdemoyang。“nizenmezheimeman？
”tashenshoukouzhuwodeshouwan，zuandewoshouwanshengteng。“shaoyuanshoushangle，nihaizaizheilimoceng？”“shentangzhi，
wo·····”wohuameishuowan，jiubeitashuaizaibingchuangshang。toudingdebaichidengciderenzhengbukaiyan。
hushijuzhezhentoudeshoudunledun：“ninzheixueguan······”wozhidaotazaiyouyushenme。
zhangqipinfandechouxuerangwodexueguanbiandecuiruobukan，
qingzisedexueguanxiangniuqudeqiuyinbantuqizaicangbaidepifushang，jihuzhaobudaoxiazhendedifang。
danshentangzhigenbenbujiwojieshidejihui，jinsiyanjingfanzhelengguang。“xiongmaoxue，chuletameirennengjiushaoyuan。
”“keshenshaoyuanzhishipiwaishang，buxuyao······”hushideshengyinbeishentangzhidelengxiaojieduan。
taanzhuwodejianbang，lidaodadexiangshiyaobagutouniansui。“zhuangshenmexuruo？dangnianshaoyuanweinidangdeneiyidao，
liudexuegouguanmanzheijianwuzi。xianzairangnishudianxue，jiukaishizhuangmozuoyangle？”bingliangdezhentoucijinpifushi，
wotengdegongqijibei。shuxueguanlideyetixiangrongbing，shunzhejingmaiwangxinzangguan。shentangzhiyizaimenbian，
kanzhewodeyanshenlipingjingwubo。“zuihaoqidaoshaoyuanpingan，buran······”tameiyoushuowan，
danweixiedeyiweiyijingzugoumingxian。wobishangyanjing，yanshizhuyandideleishui。shuwanxueyishilingchensandian。
wofuzheqiangzouchubingfang，shuangtuifaruandexiangcaizaimianhuashang。chuangbianyizhenfengchuiguo，wohunshenzhibuzhudizhandou，
fenbuqingshiyinweishixueguoduohaishixindidehanyi。woliangqiangzhezoudaoshenshaoyuandebingfang，tingdaotadesajiaosheng。
“xiaomei，shiwobuhao，yourang***jiwoshuxuele·。”“woyebuxiangzongmafanta，
kewozheishenti······kandaotaneimexinku，woxinlihaonanshou。”#di2zhang“wodeshadidi，
shuoshenmehuhua？”shentangzhideshengyinturanbiandewenrou。“zheishitaqiannide，yaobushininamingjiuta，
xianzaitangzaibingchuangshangdejiushitale。”“zheixienianrangtashudianxue，buguoshirangtachanghaiwanfenzhiyideenqingbale。
”“ke***liansehaocha······”“taliansecha？”chixiaoshengchuantoumenban，cidewoermoshengteng。
“henishoudezuibiqilai，zheidianxuesuanshenme？”“jizhu，zhiyaonixuyao，tadexuejiubixuxianchulai，
zheishitashuzuidefangshi。”koudailideshoujizhendong，shishentangzhifalaideduanxin。「mingtianzaoshangbadian，
zhunshidaolaozhaijishaoyuanbaotang。yaoshiganchidao，nizhidaohouguo。」wodingzhepingmushangdewenzi，turanxiaoleqilai。
2zuozaiyiyuandezhanglangli，wodingzheshoubeishangmimimamadezhenkong，sixuzhujianpiaoyuan。sannianqian，
shentangzhishengzhichengleceo。butongyuqianceodeyourouguaduan，shentangzhishigeleilifengxingderen。
tayishangrenjiudadaokuofudegaige。kaichuleyipiguanxihu。yeyincidezuilebushaoren。
erzuoweitamishuyoushiairendewochengletamengongjidemubiao。tamenbawobangdaofeiqicangku，
yaoshentangzhinawubaiwanshuwo。neitian，womeidengdaoshentangzhi，quedengdaoleshenshaoyuan。shenshaoyuanshishentangzhidejidi。
tademamashixiaosanshangwei。weiletaohaoshenjia，teyigaimingchengshenshaoyuan。shentangzhiduijimushifenyanfan，
danduizheigejidiqueshiweihuyoujia。woheshentangzhizaiyiqiduonian。shenshaoyuanyizhiduiwohuaiyoudiyi，
kanwodeyanshenlizongdaizhemomingdechouhen。tongweinanxing，wohenqingchudezhidaotaweishenmetaoyanwo。
yinweitaxihuanshentangzhi。keshentangzhiyizhibatadangjiejieduidai。suoyi，shenshaoyuandaizheshujinlaijiuwo，
zheirangwohenyiwai。tabashujinjiaojibangjiawoderen，buzhidaoyouhetamenshuoleshenme。bangfeiyebatabangleqilai。
dengshentangzhigandaoshi，shenshaoyuanmengdepudaowomianqian。zaiwoerbianehenhendeshuodao：“zhaosen，nishuozheiciyihou，
jiejiehuibuhuiaishangwoni？”meidengwofanyingguolai，shenshaoyuanzhudongyingshangbangfeidedao。cangkudamendakai，
shentangzhisixinliefeidenuhoushanghuidangzaikongqili。shenshaoyuandaozaishentangzhihuaili，zuijiaoguazheniuqudeweixiao。
qiruoyousidao：“jiejie，yaoshiwosile，qingnibuyaowangjiwo。
”“wodexinliyizhidouyouni······。”shentangzhizhandoudegenzheshenshaoyuanfeibenquyiyuan。
wobeibangzaitiejiashang，talianyigeyanshendoumeiyouliujiwo。yeshizaineitian，woganjueyoushenmedongxiliwoerqule。
shenshaoyuanshixueguoduo，xuyaoshuxue，qiaodeshi，woliangdoushixiquexuexing。shentangzhisihaobugurengzaixuruodewo，
qianglazhewojishenshaoyuanshule400cc。erzheiyishu，jiushisannian。shenshaoyuanshixueguoduo，xuyaodingqishuxue。
wochenglebuerrenxuan。meidangshenshaoyuanshaoweipoledianpihuozhetoutengnaore，shentangzhiyongyuanbuzaihuwodeshentizhuangkuang，
qianglazhewoquyiyuan。dangwoyouyisidebuqingyuan，shentangzhishifenqifendeshuozheishiwoqianshenshaoyuande。
meiyicishuxue，shentangzhidouhuianpaibaobiaokanzhewo。ershenshaoyuanzehuikaozaishentangzhidejianshang，
chaowoluchushenglizhedeweixiao。#di3zhangfangfozaishuo：“zhaosen，nishule。”wocalecaleishui，
conghuiyicongchulai。yijingshilingchensandian，yiyuanzoulangmeiyouyigerenying。wochaoyiyuanwaizouqu。luguobingfang，
tingdaoleshuxideshengyin。shishenshaoyuanzaigenyishengshuohua。“zhaosenchoudexuedaolema？”womengdichazhujiaobu，
bingliangdeshouzhisisikouzhumenkuang。bingfanglipiaochushenshaoyuandexiaosheng，xiangdushexinzibancideermoshengteng。
“daoganjingxie，sheiyaotadezangxue？buguoshiyanjijiejiekandexibale。”“shenxiansheng，
zheisannianchoulezhaosenneimeduoxue，tadeshenziyijingxuruodaojizhile，
houxujingbuqishuxuele······”yishengchiyidehuayinweiluo，bianbeijianruidelengxiaojieduan。
touguoxuyandemenfeng，wokanjianshenshaoyuanbaozhegebo，lianshangguazheniuqudedeyi。“zhaosenbuguoshigexuedai，
jiejieyiwei**tadexuexuming，shizemeicidoutoutoudaodiao，kanzhetashahuhudiyiweizijiduozhongyao，
zhenshiyouqujile。”wonujigongxin，zhuangkaimenchongjinqu。shenshaoyuanjingeditaitou，
jianshenghandao："nizenmezaizhei！"“zheixienianchoudexue，quanbeinirengle？”wozuanzhuquantou，
zhijieyinyonglifanbai。shenshaoyuanmianshangshanguoyisihaipa，youhenkuaihuifuzhending。“beinitingdaoyouruhe？
jiejiezhixinwo，niyiweitahuixinnizheigefengzi？”wozaiyeyayibuzhuxinzhongdenuhuo，
chongshangqianhenhenshuaileshenshaoyuanyibazhang。tawuzhelian，kanxiangwoshenhou，yanzhongdefennushunjianxiaoshi，
querdaizhideshijingkongyuweiqu。jiuzaizheishi，shentangzhichuxianzaimenkou，yanshenbinglengdikanxiangwo。
shenshaoyuanlikeduodaotashenhou，kuhandao：“jiejie，douguaiwo，buyinggaiyong***dexue。
”shentangzhidemuguangxiangcuiledudedao，zhizhicixiangwo。neiyishunjian，wohuranjuedezheixieniandeganqing，
buguoshiyichangxiaohua。3shenshaoyuanzaishentangzhishenhouchouyezhe，jiemaoshanghaiguazheleizhu，moyangchuchukelian。
“jiejie，wobuzhidaozuocuoleshenmerenude***。”tacangbaideshouzhizuanzhushentangzhidexiukou，
zhijianweiweizhandou，fangfobeihedeshilehun。shentangzhiyanshenyinzhi，zhoushensanfazhebinglengdeqixi。takanzhewo，
yuqizhongmanshiyaneyuzhiwen：“zhaosen，nifengle？shaoyuanshentibenjiuxuruo，nijurandongshoudaren？
”woyankuangtonghong，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。“shentangzhi，zheixieniantagenbenmeiyongguowoyidixue，
meicishuxuedoushitazidaoziyande***！”wodeshengyindaizhezhandou。“niyiweitakaowodexueweichishengming？
buguoshitazhuangbingbonitongqing！”shentangzhimeitoujinzhou，muguangzaiwoheshenshaoyuanzhijianlaihuiyouyi，
yandishanguoyisihuyi。shenshaoyuanshishidikesouliangsheng，wuzhexiongkouruanruanshuodao：“***，wozhidaonitaoyanwo，
······womingming······mingmingjiukaonidexuecainenghuodaoxianzai······”tashengyingengyan，
yanleiyoupususudiluoxialai。jiuzaiqifenjiangchishi，wokandaozhanzaiyibiandeyishengyanshenshanduo。
xiangshizhuazhujiumingdaocaobankanxiangta。“nigaosushentangzhi，shenshaoyuandebingshijiade，
zheixienianwochoudexuedoubeidaole。”#di4zhangyishengtuiletuiyanjing，biaoqingyansu。“shen**，
zhaoxianshengkenengyinweiqingxujidongchanshenglewujie，shenshaoyuanqueshiyizhiyikaoshuxueweichibingqing，
womenyiyuandejiludoukeyizhengming。”tafankaishouzhongdebingliben，“ninkan，
meicishuxuedeshijian、jiliangdouyouxiangxijizai。”wobukezhixindikanzheyisheng，hunshenfaleng。
“shenshaoyuanmingmingbushizheimeshuode······”“zhaoxiansheng。”yishengdaduanwodehua，
yuqidaizhejifenwunai。“shenxianshengdeshentihenxuruo，zheixieniannidexuedouyonglaijiutale。
”shentangzhideyanshenchedilenglexialai，kanxiangwodemuguangfangfozaikanyigemoshengren。tajiangshenshaoyuanloudegengjin，
shengyinlimanshishiwangyuyane。“zhaosen，womeixiangdaonihuibianchengzheiyang。zheixienianwokanzaiwangriqingfenshang，
duiniyizairongren，niqueyuefaguofen。”“shentangzhi，niweishenmebukenxiangxinwo？”woshengyinfazhan，
leishuibushoukongzhidiliuxialai。“niningyuanxiangxinzheigemankouhuangyanderen，yebuyuantingwoshuoyijushihua？
”“goule！”shentangzhilishengdaduanwo。“nilikejishaoyuandaoqian，fouze......”“fouzezenyang？
heyiqianyiyang，bawoguanqilai，dangchengshenshaoyuandezhuanshuxueku？”woturanxiaoleqilai，xiaoshenglimanshibeiliang。
“shentangzhi，nizhenrangwoexin。zheixienian，wobuguoshiniyangdeyitiaogou，zhaozhijilai，huizhijiqu。
”shenshaoyuanduozaishentangzhishenhou，toutouchaowoluchuyimodeyidexiao。shentangzhidenaixinsihubeichedihaojin，
yanshenbinglengdikanzhewo。“guixiadaoqian，zheijianshijiuguoqule，burannizailaojiadeyeyenainaibuhuihaoguode。
”wosisidingzheshentangzhi，xinlizuihouyisiqidaichediximie。yuanlaizaitaxinli，wulunzhenxiangruhe，
tayongyuandouhuizhanzaishenshaoyuanneibian。fumuzaoshi，shiyeyenainaibawoyangdade。rujin，
shentangzhinazhewoderuanleibiwoditou。wozhongzhongdeguizaidishang，qurugancongneixinsanfakai。“duibuqi。
”shentangzhilengxiaoyisheng，wanzheshenshaoyuanyangzhangerqu。zouchuyiyuandamen，lengfengyingmianchuilai，
woqueganjuebudaoyisihanyi。cengjingneigemanxinmanyandoushiwodeshentangzhi，zhongjiushihuibulaile。erwo，
yezhongyukanqingzheichangzhangdashiniandeganqing，buguoshiyichangjingxincehuade***。zaizheichang***li，
woshudechechedidi，shudelianzijidoukuaiburenshile。4wocongchuangshangxinglai，xiguanxingshenshouqumopangbian。
quezhichupengdaoyipianbingliang。wolikejingxing，chongdaoketing。yuanbenzhengqibaifangdaogouwanfandaozaidi，
***saleyidi。budingzuiaidemaorongwanjubeichedeqilingbaluo。wodexinshunjiantidaolesangziyan，
huangluanzhongmodaoshouji，likejishentangzhidaledianhua。dianhuaxianglexujiucaijietong。
shentangzhideshengyindaizhejifenbunaifan：“shenmeshi？”“budingbujianle，nizhidaotaqunalema？
”wojihushihouchulaide。dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，chuanlaishenshaoyuandeshengyin：“***biezheji，
shiwokanbudingkeai，daitachulaiwanle，denghuierjiusonghuique。”woquemeilaiyoudiyizhenxinhuang。
xiangqishenshaoyuanmeicikanbudingshiyanzhongzangbuzhudeyane，hanyishunzhejizhuipashanghounaoshao。
#di5zhangwogubushanghuanxie，zhuaqiwaitaojiuwangxiaoquhuayuanpaoqu。yuanyuandi，wotingjianlebudingyayidewuyansheng。
xunshengzhaoqu，zhijianguanmuconghou，shenshaoyuanzhengyongxizhangdeshuzhihenhenchoudabuding。budingbeishuanzaishushang，
wuchukeduo，shenshangyijingbumanxuehen，kandaowochuxian，tafachuyishengdaizhekuqiangdefeijiao，pinmingzhengzhaqilai。
“buding！”wodahanzhechongguoqu。shenshaoyuanbeituranchuxiandewoheleyitiao，shouzhongdeshuzhidiaoluozaidi。
tayanzhuyizhuan，turanjiangshuzhisaijinbudingzuili，zijiwanghouyidao，dashengkuhanqilai：“jiuminga！tafengle！
”zheishi，shentangzhipaoleguolai，yibajiangshenshaoyuanhuzaishenhou。wodunzaibudingshenbian，
tahunshenzhandouzhewangwohuailizuan，wenredexueranhonglewodeyixiu。“nimingmingzainvedaita！
”wotaitounushishenshaoyuan。shenshaoyuanhongzheyankuang，zhizhezijishoubeishangdezhuahen。“wohaoxindaitawan，
taturanjiupuguolai······jiejie，wohaopa······”shentangzhilianseyinchen，
kandoumeikanbudingyiyan，zhijieduishenhoudebaobiaoxialing：“bazheichushengchulidiao。”“buxing！
”wosisibaozhubuding。“shentangzhi，nibunengzheimezuo！tashiwugude！
”kebaobiaomenhaobuliuqingdijiangwolakai，budingfachujuewangdeaiming，beituojinlecheli。wozhengzhazhezhuishangqu，
quebeishentangzhiyibalanzhu。“zhaosen，biebushihaodai。”shentangzhiyanshenbingleng。“weileyitiaogou，
niyaoheshaoyuanzuodui？”tadehuaxiangyibazhongchui，henhenzazaiwoxinshang。woyanzhengzhengkanzhechekaizou，
erbianhuixiangzhebudingzuihouneishengqilidecanjiao，leishuibushoukongzhididuokuangerchu。turanyanqianyihei。
yunguoquqianwokandaoshentangzhiyilianjingkongdefeibenxiangwo。wozaiyiqiguilvdedidashengzhongjiannanzhengyan。