第四章
wohunshentuoli，laolaoshishidibeixielinyuandaizheqianxialezijidemingzi。
takanlewoyiyan，fenfudao：
“shenmeshihouzhidaocuole，shenmeshihoufangnichulai。”
wozuihoukanletayiyan，youshishuxidejutongxilai。
我挣扎了足足一夜。
zhidaowaimiandelipaoshengxiangqi，henrenao。
wozhidao，zheishixielinyuanhezhouyiluodehunli。
wojiannandichaochuangtoujupaqu，zhunbeizaichixiazuihouyipingzhitongyao。zhuazheyaopiandeshouzhengyaowangzuilisongqu，quebeirenyijiaotikai。
bushixielinyuan，shiyiqunmoshengdenanren。
liuliliuqidizhengkanzhewoyinxiao，weishoudenanrencailanwodeyaopian，jiangyaopingdafanzaidi：
“duibuzhule，xiefuren。”
“budui，yinggaishiqianxiefuren。meibanfa，sheirangnidezuirenle。mingmingdoulihunle，xiezonghaibukenfangnizou。zhihaoqingwomenguolaibangbangmangle。”
“nilaoshidian，jiunengshaochidiankule。”
tamenyinxiaozhechaowobijin，woxiayishidihouche。yangzhesangzigaohudao：
“救......”
huahaimeishuowan，nanrenyibazhangjiangwodadaozaidi。numadao：
“chou**，jilianbuyaolian。tamadeyaoshijingdongleren，laozidabusini！”
“xiongdimen，yebuyonggentakeqile，douhaohaoshuangshuang！”
“tamade，biezhengzhale。zheixiaoyaozhenyoujing，niuqilaizhensao！”
......
nanrenwuruxingdecihuiheyounideshuangshouzaiwodeshenshangmosuo，tamenkaishisichewodeyifu。
gengyaomingdeshi，shuxidejutongyouzaiwodeshentigechumanyan。
我生出了一种绝望。
kewobuxiangjiuzheimebeiqifu，napasi，yeyaoxianggerenyang。
zhaozhunshiji，womengdichaoqizaishenshangdenanrenchuaiqu，ranhoubuyaomingdipaleqilai，chaochuanghuzhuangqu。
玻璃应声碎裂。
wohunhezhebolisuipianshuailuodaochitangli，hunshenbeibolicidechaxueroumohu。
shuimianfanzhexuehongseyipian，wozhengzhaleliangxia。
便再也没有动静了。
nanrenmenyeshayanle，guzhuzhishuojigejiaoxun，meishuoyaonaochurenming。hekuangzheihaishizaixiejiadedipanshang，yaoshibeixielinyuanzhidaole，yiqiedouwanle。
kanneigenvrenxianxuelinlideyangzi，yaoshizhenyinweishixueguoduo，diaojinshuiliyansile。
tamendexiachangyidingbisihainanguo。
nanrengubudeqita，xiayishijiuxiangzhaoguzhuhuibao。tachaohunlidexianchangpaoqu，yibajianglanzaimenkoudeshiyingshengtuikai，yegubudebinkemendemuguang，zhibenchuanzhehunshadezhouyiluo。
jiangtazhuaidaojiaoluolihuibao：
“zhou**，buhaole。”
“womenzhengbazheyifuni，neiguanzaiyongrenfangdenvrenmingdoubuyaole，zhijietiaochuangluoshuile！”
haimeidengzhouyiluofanyingguolai，xielinyuandeshenyingjiuguimeibanturancongshenhouchuxian。
neinanrenyikanjianxielinyuandelian，xigaijiuruanle。
zhijiechaoxielinyuanxiaguiqiuraodao：
“xiezong，qiuqiunifangguowomenba！womenyeshianzhaozhou**defenfu，shuoshizhishiwanwanta。meixiangdaotahuitiaochuangtaopao，womenshizhenmeixianggaochurenminga！”
“jieguoqiao**xueliuleyidi，diaodaochitangliyansile！”