youshita，zhaojiasan**，tianshengdekefuming！”wobeiliuyanfeiyuyanmei，quenengkanjianbierentoudingdehongxian。
dangneigenguangmangwanzhangdehongxianbizhitongxianggaolengjinyudeguoshishi，wojuedingnitiangaiming。wobubukaojin，
queyiwaijuexinglejinghuatianxiade“fuxing”yineng，yefaxianguoshidarenjingshiwode“jieyao”。jingchengwenyibaofa，
woyutalianshou，congbeiwuxiande“yaonv”nixiweiwanminmobaide“huguofuxing”。shirenjiecuo，wofeiwenshen，
shifuxingjiangshi，yuguoshigongshoutianxia。01dongridexuehuaxiangdaoziyiyanghuaguowodelianjia，binglengcigu。
wozhanzaidisanrenweihunfudelingtangqian，shenshangdesusemayizaihanfengzhongsesefadou。“youshita，zhaojiasan**，
tianshengdekefuming！”“zheiyijingshidisangeleba？gentadingqindenanrenmeiyigehuoguobanniande。
”“zhenshixiemen，zaixiangdarenzenmehaibubatasongquniguan？
”neixiekebodeyilunshengxiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwoshenshang。wochuizheyanlian，renyouneixieedudemuguangzaiwoshenshangyouzou。
xiangzhudeweidaohunhezhefuxiudeqixi，rangrenzuoou。woxiguanle。congshiwusuidiyicidingqinkaishi，
wojiuxiguanlezheixieliuyanfeiyu。tamenbuzhidaodeshi，
wonengkandaobierenkanbudaodedongxi——meigerentoudingxuanzhedeneigenhongxian。wotoutoutaiqiyan，kanxianglingguan。
neigetangzailimiandenanren，shengqiantoudingdehongxianzaojiuduanliele，chanraozhelingrenexindehuiheisesiqi。
bushiwokesileta，shitabenlaijiuhuobuzhang。kemeirenxiangxinwodehua。“aiya，nikantaneifumoyang，
yidianbeishangdoumeiyou，guozhenshigelengxuedenvren。”yigeguifurendeshengyinchuanruwoerzhong，
worenbuzhuwojinlequantou。zhijianyinweihanlengyijingfabai，danxindiqueyipianmamu。wobushilengxue，
wozhishikandetaiqingchu。zhengdangwozhunbeilikaizheigelingrenzhixidedifangshi，muguangwuyijiansaoxiangyuanchuderenqun。
neili，yidaoqinglengguaodeshenyingliyuzhongrenzhiwai，yishiduli。guoshimuyulin。
neigechuanshuozhongjinyugaoleng、bujinnvsedenanren，cikezhengjingjingdizhanzaixuezhong，rutongzhexianyiban。
wodexinzangturanjulieditiaodongqilai。yinweiwokandaoletatoudingdehongxian！
neibushiwosikongjianguandeandanhuoduanlie，ershicuicanyaoyan，wanruxingchen，sanfazheboboshengji。
genglingwozhenjingdeshi，neigenhongxianbizhidi、jiandingbuyiditongxiangwo！wodengdaleyanjing，
buganzhixindizaiciqueren。meicuo，neihongxianguangmangwanzhang，wanquandabailewoduizishenmingyunderenzhi。
“bukeneng……”wonannanziyu。zheishishang，jinghaiyourennengyuwoyourucishengjibobodehongxianjiuchan？
ketashigaogaozaishangdeguoshi，erwoshijingchengwenmingdekefunv，zheizhijianyourutianqian。
wodeneixinkaishijuliezhengzha。zheihuishiwodejiushu，haishilingyigegengshendeshenyuan？zanglijieshu，
zhongrenjianjiansanqu。woguishishenchadichaomuyulinzouqu，meiyibudouxiangcaizaidaojianshang。
tazhoushensanfazhejurenqianlizhiwaidebinglengqixi，liankongqidousihuninggule。wogangxiangkaikou，
taquexiangchajuedaoshenmeban，mengdizhuanguoshen。neishuangshensuiruhantandemouzishunjiansuodingwo，
yiguwuxingdeyalixilai，rangwojihuwufahuxi。tazhishidandandisaolewoyiyan，
neiyanshenzhongdaizheyisibuyichajuedetanjiuyuyihuo。“guoshidaren……”wogangkaikou，shengyinjiuyouxiezhandou。
tameiyouhuiying，zhishishenshendikanlewoyiyan，ranhouzhuanshenliqu，buliuyisiyanchen。wozhanzaiyuandi，
zhijianweizhan，kongqizhonghaicanliuzhetashenshangqinglengdetanxiang。neigenzaiwoyanzhongcuicanyichangdehongxian，
yijiulaolaodilianjiezhewomenliangren。02zanglijieshuhoudedisantian，wotangzaichuangshangzhanzhuanfance，
naohailiquanshimuyulintoudingneigencuicandehongxian。neidaoguangmangruluoyinbanshenshenyinzaiwoxinli，huizhibuqu。
wofanshenzuoqi，zoudaotongjingqian。jingzhongdenvzimiansecangbai，yanxiayoudandandeqingse。sancidingqin，sancishougua，
woyijingkuaibeizheizhongrizizhemofengle。keshineigenhongxian……woyaoleyaochun，
xinzhongyongqiyiguqiansuoweiyoudechongdong。ruguozheishiwoweiyideshengji，wojuebunengcuoguo。
wobuzaiyaozuoneigebeidongchengshoumingyunde“kefunv”，woyaozhudongchuji！“**，laoyejiaoninguoqu。
”yahuanxiaotaotuimenjinlai，lianseyouxiejinzhang。woxinzhiduming，
kendingshizuotianwozaiguoshifufujinchuxiandeshiqingchuandaolefuqinerzhong。guobuqiran，gangzoujinshufang，
fuqindenuheshengjiuchuanleguolai：“ninv！nihaodadedanzi！”zaixiangzhaowenyuanliansetieqing，
shouzhongdechazhanzhongzhongzazaizhuoshang：“nijingganqujiuchanguoshidaren？
nizhibuzhidaozheihuijizhaojiadailaiduodademafan？”“fuqin，wozhishi——”“nizhishishenme？
”fuqinzhanqishen，zhizhewodebizi，“niyijingkesilesangeweihunfu，xianzaihaiyaoquhuohaiguoshidarenma？
nibuzhixiuchi！”wowojinquantou，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin：“wobushikefu，neixierenbenlaijiu——”“goule！
”fuqinyipaizhuozi，“congjintiankaishi，nijiwolaolaoshishidaizaifuli，nalidoubuxuqu！
”wokanzhefuqinfennudelian，xinzhongyongqiyizhenbeiliang。lianzijideqinshengfuqindoubuxiangxinwo，
zheishishanghaiyousheihuixiangxinni？keshiwobunengfangqi。neigenhongxiangaosuwo，muyulinjiushiwodexiwang。
diertianyizao，wochenzhefuqinshangchao，qiaoqiaoliuchulefudi。jingchengdejiedaoshangyijingyouleqieqiesiyusheng。
“nitingshuolema？zaixiangfuneigekefunvfengle，jingranxiangyaogouyinguoshidaren！”“laihamaxiangchitianerou！
guoshidarenneiyangdeshenxianrenwu，qihuikanshangtazheizhongwenshen？”“zhenshibuzhitiangaodihou，
yebuzhaozhaojingzikankanzijishenmedexing！”neixiekebodehuayuxiangdaoziyiyanggezaiwoshenshang，
wogandaolianjiafatang，xinzhongquegengjiajianding。wotoutoukanlekanzheixierentoudingdehongxian，huojiuchan，huoandan，
meiyouyigenxiangmuyulinneiyangchongmanshengji。wolaidaoguoshifufujindechalou，dianlehucha，jingjingdengdaizhe。
buduoshi，yidaoshuxideshenyingchuxianzaijiedaoshang。muyulinshenzhebaisezhangpao，qinglengruyue，
zouzaixuehoudeqingshilushang，wanruzhexianxiafan。wodexintiaoshunjianjiasu，ganjinfangxiachazhan，
jiazhuangbujingyidizouxiangta。“aiya！”woguyizaitamianqianbanleyixiajiao，shenzibuwendichaoqiandaoqu。
jiuzaiwoyiweizijiyaoshuaidaodeshihou，yiguwenhedeliliangturantuozhulewo。wowenzhushenxing，taitoukanqu，
muyulinyiranmianwubiaoqingdixiangqianzouzhe，fangfoshenmedoumeifashengguo。keshigangcaineiguliliang……woxinzhongyizhen，
zheijiushichuanshuozhongdeneilima？jiexialaidejitian，wojihumeitiandouhui“ouyu”muyulin。
youshishizaitahuifudelushang，youshishizaitaquhuanggongdebijingzhilu。qiguaideshi，meiciwomiludeshihou，
tazonghuiqiahaochuxianzaiguaijiao；meiciwochadianbeimachezhuangdaoshi，tadesuicongzonghui“pengqiao”chushouxiangzhu。
gengrangwojingxideshi，meicikaojinta，wodounengganjuedaotineidesiqizaibeijinghua。
neizhongcengjingyazaixintoudechenzhongganjianjianxiaoshi，querdaizhideshiqiansuoweiyoudeqingshuangyuhuoli。
wokanhongxiandenengliyebiandegengjiaqingxi，shenzhinengkandaohongxianmoduandeyixieweilaipianduan，suiranhaihenmohu，
danyijingzugourangwoxingfen。jingchengdeliuyanfeiyuyuyanyulie。“neigekefunvzhenshifengle，
tiantianquduguoshidaren！”“guoshidarenyezhenshihaopiqi，huanlebierenzaojiurangshiweibataganzoule！
”jiulianfulidedijiezhaoxueerheerjiezhaoxueyingyekaishiduiwolengchaorefeng。“sanmei，
nizheiyangzuoshizaishitaibuzhilianchile，diujinlewomenzhaojiadelianmian！”zhaoxueeryilianbuxiedikanzhewo。
“jiushi，niyijingkesilesangeweihunfu，xianzaihaiyaoquhuohaiguoshidarenma？”zhaoxueyingyegenzhefuhe。
wokanzhetamentoudingandandehongxian，xinzhongyizhenlengxiao。tamennalizhidao，wokandaodeshijiehetamenwanquanbutong。
jintian，woyoulaidaoleguoshifuwai。zheiciwoguyizaitaijieshangweilejiao，fachuyishengtonghu。
zhouweilikejujilebushaokanrenaodebaixing。“youshineigekefunv！”“zhenshibuyaolian，haiyanzheizhongbaxi！
”jiuzaiwozhunbeirenshouzhechaofenglikaishi，yigelengmodeshengyinxiangqi：“zhaosan**，qingxiaoxin。
”wotaitoukanqu，jingshimuyulindejinshi——neiweisulailengruobingshuangdeshiweizhang。
tashouzhongnazheyikuaiwenredepazi，dijiwo，yuqizhongjingdaizheyisibuyichajuedegongjing。
zhouweishunjianyaquewusheng。woxintouyizhen，zhandouzhejieguopazi。shiweizhangshiguoshizuiqinjinderen，
tadetaiduwuyidaibiaolemuyulindetaidu！neixiegangcaihaizaichaoxiaowoderen，lianshangdebiaoqingshunjianjiangying，
rutongbeiwuxingdeshouhenhenshanleyibazhang。wokanzheshouzhongwenredepazi，xinzhongyongqiyizhennuanliu。
03shiweizhangdijiwopazideneiyimu，xiangyikeshizitoujinpingjingdehumian，jiqiqiancenglanghua。huidaofuli，
woxinqingqiansuoweiyoudeqingsong。yahuanxiaotaopaoguolai，yanzhongmanshixingfen：“**，nintingshuolema？
huangshangxiazhile，shuojinniandegongyanyaoguangyaojingchengshijiazinv，lianshuchudedouyoujihuicanjia！”wolengleleng。
gongyan？yiwodeshenfen，genbenmeiyouzigetajinhuanggongbanbu。“**biexiangtaiduo，”xiaotaokanchuwodexinsi，
anweidao，“suiranninshishuchu，danhaodaiyeshizaixiangfudesan**ni。”huayingangluo，
waimianchuanlaiyizhenjicudejiaobusheng。“zhaosan**kezai？”yigetaijianjianxideshengyincongmenwaichuanlai，
wohexiaotaoduishiyiyan，doukanchulebiciyanzhongdezhenjing。“nucaixuanzhi：guoshidarenzouqing，
yanzhaosan**yujinsuigongyanyouyuan，texurugongfuyan。qinci。”woxinzangkuangtiao，
jihubuganxiangxinzijideerduo。muyulinjingranweiwozouqing？santianhoudegongyanzhiye，
wochuanzhefulizuihaodeyijianqianhuangsechouqun，genzaifuqinshenhouzoujinhuanggong。dadianjinbihuihuang，gongdengruzhou。
manzuobinke，yixiangbinying，woquegandaowushueyidemuguangrumangcibei。“kan，neigekefunvyelaile。
”“huangshangzenmehuirangtajingong？zhenshihuiqi。”wodizhetou，zhaolegejiaoluodeweizhizuoxia。buyuanchu，
neijigecengjingbeiwo“kesi”weihunfudeshijianvjuanzhengyongdushebandeyanshendengzhewo。“zhaoxueer，
nihaizhenshilianpihou，liangongyandouganlai。”qizhongyigenvzi，shiwodierrenweihunfudebiaomei，
tadeshengyinchongmaneyi。wotaiqitou，kanxiangtatoudingdehongxian。andanwuguang，haichanraozheyuanqi。zheizhongren，
buzhidewolangfeichunshe。yanxiguoban，gongchoujiaocuojian，yigegongnvzoudaowomianqian，
gongjingdifengshangyibeijiu：“san**，zheishimeihuajiu，tebieweininzhunbeide。”wokanxiangneibeijiu，
shunjiandaoxiyikouliangqi。jiubeishangfangchanraozhenongyudesiqi，heidexiangmozhiyiyang，
sanfazhelingrenzuooudefuchouwei。zheibushiputongdejiu，zheishidujiu！wodeshouweiweizhandou，
zhengzaiyouyuyaobuyaozhijiejujueshi，yidaoqinglengdeshengyinturanzaidadianzhongxiangqi。“tianjibukexielu，ran，
jinrizhijiu，zhaosan**buyiyin。”suoyourendemuguangdouzhuanxiangshengyindezhuren。muyulinhuanhuanzhanqishen，
tayishenbaisezhangpao，qinglengruyue，zaijinbihuihuangdedadianzhongxiandegewaichuchen。taqingmiaodanxiediyihuixiu，
neibeidujiushunjianhuaweijifen，xiaoshidewuyingwuzong。dadianshunjiananjingdeluozhenkewen。
muyulindemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，neishuangshensuidemouzizhongsihuyouxingguangzaishanshuo。
tazuijiaogouqiyimojidandehudu，shengyinqinglengquechongmanliliang：“benzuoduizhaosan**，shenshiganxingqu。
tademingshu，ziyoubenzuoqinzituiyan，pangrenbubiduociyiju。”manzuohuaran！wogandaoyizhenxuanyun，
xinzangjihuyaotiaochuxiongtang。sulaibujinnvsedeguoshi，jingrandangzhemanchaowenwudemianshuoduiwoganxingqu？
zhouweichuanlaiciqibifudeyilunsheng：“guoshidarenshuoshenme？taduineigekefunvganxingqu？”“bukenengba，
guoshidarencongbujinnvsede。
”“ketagangcaiqueshizheimeshuole…”wotoutoukanleyiyanneixiexiangyaohaiwodeshijianvjuan，
tamendelianseyijingtieqing，yanzhongmanshibuganzhixin。gengshenqideshi，zaimuyulinshuowanneifanhuahou，
wogandaotineiyigunuanliuyongdong，neixiezhangqijiyazaitineidesiqizhengzaikuaisuxiaosan，
shentibiandeqingyingdefangfoyaofeiqilai。wokanhongxiandenengliyezaizheiyikefashenglejudabianhua。
zhiqianzhinengkandaomohudepianduan，xianzaiquenengqingxidiyuzhihongxianlingyiduanrendejutizaoyu，
shenzhinengkandaoweilaijitiandejixiong。wokanxiangdadianzhongdebinke，
tamentoudingdehongxianzaiwoyanzhongqiansuoweiyoudiqingxi。yourendehongxianyushizhejinrihuiyoucaiyun，
yourendehongxianchanraozhebingqi，haiyourendehongxianjijiangduanlie…zuizhenhandeshi，
dangwokanxiangneixiechanraozhesiqidehongxianshi，tamenjingranfachuweiruodeaimingsheng，
fangfobeimouzhongqiangdadeliliangyazhizhe。zheizhongliliang，laizimuyulin。02gongyanjieshuhouderizili，
wodeshenghuofashenglefantianfudidebianhua。wokaishiliyongzheifenqingxideyuzhinenglianzhongbangzhuyixiewuguderen。
neitianzaijieshang，wokandaoyigeyishanlanlvdelaofuren，tatoudingdehongxianchanraozhenongyudebingqi，
yushizhesanrineitajiangranshangzhongbing。woqiaoqiaogenzaitashenhou，
chentabuzhuyishijiangyibaozhenguideyaocaifangzaitamenqian。haiyouyici，
wokandaoyigexiaoshangfandehongxianyushizhetadehuowujiangbeidao，bianjiazhuangluguo，tixingtagaizoulingyitiaolu。
jianjiandi，jingchengminjiankaishiliuchuanzhe“huopusa”dechuanwen。“nitingshuolema？
zuijinzongyouhaoxinrenbangzhuxiangqinmen。”“shia，wojialaomuqinneitianzhengchoumeiqianmaiyao，
jieguomenkoujiuchuxianleyaocai。”“haiyouwanger，yaobushiyourentixingtahuanlu，neipihuozaojiubeishanfeiqiangle。
”keshishangliushehuiduiwodetaiduyijiumeiyougaibian。neixieguifumenzaibeihouqieqiesiyu，
shuowozheishizaigunongxuanxu，xiangyaoxibaizijidemingsheng。“kefunvjiushikefunv，zhuangshenmehaoren？
”“shuobudingzheixiedoushitazidaoziyandexima。”wotinglezhishidanranyixiao。tamenyongyuanbuhuimingbaizhenxiang。
gengrangwogandaobuandeshimuyulindetaidubianhua。biaomianshang，tayijiushineigeqinglengshulideguoshi，kesixiali，
taduiwodetaiduqueyufaaimei。“benzuojinrituiyantianji，faxianzhaosan**demingshupoweiyouqu，
burulaiguoshifuxiangtan？”meigejitian，tajiuhuiyizheiyangdeliyoujiangwozhaodaoguoshifu。mingyishangshitantaomingshu，
shijishangquehuibudongshengsediweiwodayijiehuo，shenzhijiangyixiezhenguidegujizengjiwo。“zheishi《yijingxinfa》，
duitishengyuzhinenglipoyoubangzhu。”tadandandishuozhe，jiangyibenfanhuangdegujidijiwo。wojieguoshu，
shouzhiwuyijianpengdaotadezhijian，yigudianliubandeganjueshunjianchuanbianquanshen。“duoxieguoshidaren。”wodizhetou，
bugankantadeyanjing。“bubikeqi。”tadeshengyinyijiuqingleng，
kewozongjuedeqizhongdaizheyisibuyichajuedewenrou。zuirangwoxinjingdeshi，wofaxiantajingrananzhongpairenbaohuwo。
neixieanweiwushengwuxi，kewonengganjuedaotamendecunzai。meidangwoyudaoweixianshi，zongyourenzaiguanjianshikechuxian。
shangcizaijieshangchadianbeimachezhuangdao，yigeheiyirenturanchuxian，jiangwoladaoanquandedifang，ranhoushunjianxiaoshi。
haiyouyici，jigedipixiangyaodiaoxiwo，haimeidengtamenkaojin，jiumomingqimiaodihundaozaidi。wozhidao，
zheixiedoushimuyulindeshoubi。keshiweishenme？taweishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo？tashifouzhidaowodenengli？
tatoudingneigencuicandehongxian，jiujingyiweizheshenme？wogandaozijibeiyizhangwuxingdedawangbaoguozhe，
erzhiwangderenzhengshimuyulin。zheizhangwangshiwenroudelaolong，haishizhenxindebaohu？jintianhuanghun，
woyouyicilaidaoguoshifu。“guoshidarenzhaowoyouheshi？”wozaishufangzhonggongjingdixingli。
muyulinfangxiashouzhongdegujuan，neishuangshensuidemouzizhizhidikanzhewo：“benzuoguannijinlaiqisepojia，
xianglaixiuxingpoyoujinyi？”woxinzhongyijing。taguoranzhidaoxieshenme。“buganyinmandaren，queshiyousuoganwu。
”tadiandiantou，huanhuanzouxiangwo：“nikezhi，zheishishangyouxierentianshengyiyuchangren？”wodexintiaojiasu，
shouxinkaishimaohan。“darenshizhi…”“biru，nengkandaobierenkanbujiandedongxi。”tatingzaiwomianqian，
shengyinqingdexiangyumao，“biru，hongxian。”wotongkongmengdishousuo，shentibushoukongzhidizhandouqilai。
tajingranzhidao！tashenmeshihouzhidaode？“daren，wo…”huahaimeishuowan，waimianturanchuanlaijicudejiaobusheng。
“qibingguoshidaren，gongzhonglairen，shuohuangshangjizhaoninrugongshangyiyaoshi！”muyulinmeitouweizhou，
kanlewoyiyan：“gairizaitan。”wotaolibandilikaiguoshifu，xinzhongwuweizachen。tazhidaowodemimi，
ketaweishenmebujiechuanwo？tajiujingxiangyaoshenme？yesejianshen，woduzizouzaihuifudelushang，
naohaizhongquanshigangcaideduihua。turan，yidaoheiyingcongxiangzilicuanchulai，shouzhonghanguangshanshan。“qusiba，
kefunv！”04neigeheiyingganggangchongchulai，wojiutingdaoleyishengchenmendepengzhuangsheng。xijizhehaimeipengdaowo，
jiuyijingdaozailedishang，hunmibuxing。wozhidao，youshimuyulindeanweichushoule。“duoxie。
”woduizhekongwuyirendeyeseqingshengshuodao，suirankanbujiantamen，danwozhidaotamenjiuzaifujin。huidaofuli，
woxinshenbuningdizaifangjianliduobu。muyulinzhidaowodemimi，zheirangwojijinzhangyoumominganxin。zhishao，
wobuyongzaiduzichengshouzheifenyinengdezhongliangle。kemeixiangdao，zhenzhengdeemengcaiganggangkaishi。diertianyizao，
xiaotaohuanghuangzhangzhangpaojinlai：“**，buhaole！jieshanghaoduorendoushengbingle！”woxintouyitiao，
ganjingenzhetachumenchakan。jingchengdedajiexiaoxiangfangfobianchenglerenjiandiyu。daochudoushibingdaodebaixing，
tamenlianselahuang，koutubaimo，tongkudiquansuozaidishang。kongqizhongmimanzhefulanhejuewangdeqixi，rangrenzuoou。
wozhengkaiyinengshijiao，shunjianbeiyanqiandejingxiangzhenhanle。
wushurentoudingdehongxianzhengzaiyirouyankejiandesuduandanxiaqu，youxieshenzhichanraozhenongyudesiqi，
haiyouyixieyijingwanquanduanlie！“zheishiwenyi？”wonannanziyu。keshibudui，
zheixiehongxianshangdesiqitaiqiguaile。tamenbuxiangziranxingchengdebingqi，fanerdaizheyizhongguiyide、renweideqixi。
“doushiguoshiwuneng！”renqunzhongturanchuanlaifennudezhoumasheng。“guoshidarenliangewenyidouzhibule，