第3章
jinjiezhe，guofangdesangemeimeixiangjichushi。
shouxianchushideshiermei，jiuzaifumuqushidedierri。
dangshi，yinweiguofangyijuebuzhen，caobansangshidezhongrenjiuluozaileermeideshenshang，kejiuzaidangwan，ermeidefangjianlichuanlaileyishengcanjiao。
guanjiayuzhongjiemeipaoquyikan，zhijianermeitongkudequansuozaidibanshang，tadezuoyanxiaoshibujianle，raner，feiyisuosideshi，fangjianliyidianxuejidoumeiyou。
budengzhongrengaoqingchutadeyanqiushizenmepingbaiwuguxiaoshide，jinjiezhe，ermeizaidufachucanjiao，jiuzheimedangzhezhongrendemian，tadezuoshouwulidechuixia，jiugenxianzaideguofangyiyang，tazuoshoudeshougubujianle！
zheixiadahuozhaleguo，jinghuangshicuo，youdebaojing，youdezeshilianxijiuhuche，kejiuzaizheishi，zhitingdao‘pada’yisheng，ermeizhenggerenturanxiazhuidaodishang，quanshendegutoujiuzheimexiaoshile。
dangrenshiqugugehou，houguobuyongshuo，dajiadoudong，keqiguaideshi，ermeibingmeiyouduanqi，tajiuzheimexiangshiyitanlanniyibanzaidishangbuduanpufu，zhenggetou，youyumeiyoulegutou，wuguandoujidaoleyikuaiqule。
ertayibianpaxing，yibianzuilituzhebaimo，hanhubuqingdezaishuozheshenme。
meiyouyigerentingdeqingchutazaishuoshenme，zhidaotapadaochuangkou，jiuzheimediaoxiaqule......
yuzhunzhangfuyiyang，ermeidesi，yidianxiansuodoumeiyou，shenzhikeyishuoshinanyizhixin，zuizhong，yebeidingxingweiyiwaisiwang。
guojiajielianchushi，yixiazi，jiazhongrenrenziwei，shoudangqichongdejiushiyongrenyuguanjia，tamenlianyechutao，xinshuiyebuyaole。
zheiyidian，guofangbijiaolijie，bijingdananlintougezifei，shirenzhichangqing。
houlai，sanmeiyechushile，zheiyiqiefangfodoushianpaihaode，anzhaoshunxulaide。
sanmeidesiyuermeichabuduo，tongyangshixianshiquleyanqiu，ranhoushigutou，zhibuguo，sanmeizuihousideshihou，meiyoutiaolou，ershibuzhidaotazenmebandaode，zijideduzimomingkaileyigekouzi，renyouchangziliuleyidi，zhihoubianhuachengyitanxueshui，liangeshishoudoumeiyouzhaoquan。
接下来则是四妹。
simeidesiyutamenbuyiyang。
她是自杀的。
kenengshijialifashengbiangu，rangtajingshenbenkuile，zuihouxuanzezaijiazhongyongcaidaoqiefuzishale，zhibuguo，siqiantafengyanfengyu，shuoshizheiyiqiedoushiguofangdezhunzhangfucongwaimianzhaorelaidezangdongxi，hailetamenguojia。shuoshenme，tamenguojiayigedouhuobule，doudesi。
yezhengshisimeidehua，rangzuihouhaihuozhedeguofangkaishifengkuangdezhaodaoren。
yuanbenbingbuxinxiedeta，yekaishijieshoulexianshi。
zuizhong，tazhaodaoleyigejiaozuodongfangbaidedaoshi，ketayidaoguojia，yizhanchadoumeihewan，jiushuozheishitaguanbule，tuijianleyangtianganglai。
tingdaozhei，wodaoxiyikouliangqi，meixiangdaozheishigendongfangshushuhaiyouguanxia！
yaozhidao，dongfangbainaishiwobaweishubuduodepengyouzhiyi，yeshiwoweiyijianguozhenren，zheixieniangenwoyoulianxide。
zhishi，wohaishidiyicitingshuotajingranshiyigedaoshi。
tingdaozhei，qishi，wodeneixinyijiushibuxiangxinzheiyiqieshizhende。
bijingwochulaizhadao，kuangqieyoushishinianqiandeshiqing，zhenweinanbian。
lilelisilu，wojinliangbudongshengse，jixuxunwendao：“neinindeshou，youshizenmehuishini？”
shuozhe，guofangdeqingxuyouleyixiebodong，tajielianshizhejicixiangyaokaikou，doumeichenggong。
buguo，talianshangdebiaoqing，gezhemojingwodounengkanchulaijidutongkudeyangzi。
zheizhongmoyang，henbizhen，rangwobudebupeifutadeyanji。
“suanle，zheishi，wolaishuoba，neitianwozhenghaoyezai！”
rangwoyiwaideshi，zhaolvshijingranshuoguofangchushideshihou，tazaixianchang。
zheiniantou，lvshidoumeiyouzhiyejingshenle？bangrenzuoweizhengle？zaiyixiangnenggenguofangyiqilaide，xiangbizaojiushimaitongle。
wodiandiantou，biaoxiandehenxinrenta。
“qishi，shinianqian，nifuqinqueshibangdaoleguoxiaojie，burandehua，taxianzaiyebuhuizuozainimianqianle，keshi，dangchunifuqinbucierbie，zhishuoshiqinghaimeichedijiejue，xuyaoshinianhouzailai，zheixierizi，yankanshinianqixianjiuyaodaole，ernidefuqinchichiweichuxian，guoxiaojiedanxintahuibuce，jiuhualezhongjinpinyonglegangcainikandaodeneixiebaobiao，yutatongxing。nibiekanzheixierenyangzixionge，kedoushishouyiren。”
tingzhezhaolvshidehua，wojiunamenle。antadeshuofa，zheixierendoushijianghushushi？zheiniantouchulaipianqiandeshengundouzheifudabanle？
wozichaozhe，yijiumeiyoushenmebiaoqing，jixutingzhaolvshishuoxiaqu。
“santianqian，yejiushinifuqinlikaidezhengzhengshinian。womendahuodouzaiguoxiaojiedejiazhong，rulindadi，kejiuzaiwuyeshierdiandeshihou，chushile。”
shuozhe，zhaolvshiconggongwenbaozhongquchuleyigebaisexinfeng，fangzaiwomianqian，tongshi，shiyiwodakai。
“nifuqinliujiguoxiaojiedehushenfu，zaishierdiandeshihou，turanfachuleyizhenguntangdezhiregan，guoxiaojieyouyubeitangdaole，meiduoxiangjiuqulexialai，jieguo......”
shuodaozhei，zhaolvshitingdunleyixia，kanzheguoxiaojie，fangfozaiqingshishenme。
erhouzhezeshimomodelakaileyiling，luchuyipiantangshangdehenjijiwokan。
“dangniannifuqinqiandingwanzhurangwohushenfubunengquxia，woyaoshitingtade，kenengshiqingjiubuhuigaochengzheiyangle。”
beitamenzheimeyishuo，woganjueshiqingkenengbingfeishiwoxiangdeneiyang，lianmangchaikaixinfeng，conglimiandaochulaileyigehuangzhizhediehaodehushenfu。
zhibuguoxianzaidezheimeihushenfuyijingbeishaojiao，chengxianchujiaoheizhuang。
danshi，woyijiunenggoufenbianchulaizheimeihushenfudezhenwei，yinwei，woshenshangyepeidaizheyimeiyimoyiyangde。
wojidefuqindangnianshuoguo，zheihushenfulimianfangzhediwudeyezi，nenggoubangwoquxiedangsha，tongyangrangwoyibeizibuyaoquxia。
dangran，zheihuawojuedeshiwujizhitan，erwozhisuoyiyizhidaizhe，qishizhishiwobuyuanyichengrenyigeshishibale。
zheihushenfushiwoduifuqindenianxiangdeweiyijituo。
xianzai，dangwokandaoxinfenglimiandezheimeihushenfu，wokeyiqueding，guoxiaojieshizhendejianguowofuqin，buranzheizenmejieshi？
zhaolvshikanwonaniezhehushenfu，jixukaikoudao：“jiuzaiguoxiaojiequxiahushenfudeneiyike，wuzilituranguaqileyizhenguaiyidexuanfeng，xuanfengzhongyang，womenyinyuekandaoleyifuhuaxiang！”
“画像？”
“dui！dangshiwozhenghaozaiwanshouji，jiucongcongpaishelexialai，ninkan。”
zhaolvshijiangtashoujidakaixiangcedidaolewodemianqian。
wodingjingyikan，zhijianzhaopiandebeijingfangfoshineizhonggulaodeoushibieshudeyijiao，ertasuoshuodexuanfengjiuzaitongwangerloudexuanzhuanloutideguaijiaochu。
wojiangtupianfangda，yinyuekandaoxuanfengzhizhonghaoxiangchuxianleyizhangguiyiderenlian，sixiaofeixiao。
zhengdangwojujinghuishendingzhezhaopian，shituzaikanqingchuyixieshi，turan，wogezheshoujipingmu，wendaoleyizhongguaiyidexuexingwei，suizhizhaopianzhongdexuanfengfangfodongle，yiguliangyizhijiecichuanlewodeshenti，ciruguzhong，neizhonghanyifangfoshijinguleqiannian，yixiazidedaoleshifang，rangwodedanaodunshiwufasikao，buyoudezhandouqilai，erzheishihoufengzhongdexiaolianbiandeyichangdeguiyi，zhizaishunjian，rutongbeibingdongleqilai。
“wei！xiaohuozi，nizenmele？xingxing！”
jiuzaiwoganjuezijideyishikuaiyaobeizhaopianjixijinqushi，zhaolvshimengdituilewoyiba，zheicairangwoqingxingleguolai。
zaikanshoujishangdezhaopian，chuleneizhongguiyideganjuehaizaiwai，xuanfengzhongdexiaolianbujianle，zhiyouyituanmohudeheiying，raner，gengjiarangwoqiguaideshi，tupiangenbenjiumeiyoufangda。
nandaogangcaideyiqieshiwodehuanjue？