第一章

hemowenshenjiehundediwunian,wojiedaolexitongdeanpai。

neiwushizhidedianyinjiuzheimetuwudechuxianzaitanaohaizhong。

【jiancedaojuqingtuidong,nanzhudemingdingnvzhuyichuxian,edunvpeijiejuzhengshikaiqi】

【moshadaojishi——liutian!】

womengdicongmengzhongjingxing,yiyanjiuwangjinmowenshenmouzhongdelengmo。

kanzhezheizhanglian,woyouxiehuangshen。

liunianle,womomingchuanchengshulideedunvpeijuranzheimejiule……

ermowenshenyecongneigewenrundenanrenbianchenglexianrujindebazong。

wojiaogushunai,liunianqianyinweidizhen,yiwaichuanyuedaolecengjingkanguodeyanqingxiaoshuo《tadeshenqingyan》,chengweileyigebeinanzhupaoqideedunvpei。

anzhaojuqing,woningkediudiaoyinghouguanghuiyeyaosipilailianjiuchannanzhu,zuihoujiaporenwang,qiliangsiqu。

dansheizhixitongzhongtushilian,gushiyezouxianglepiancha……wohemowenshenbudanjielehun,shenzhienaiwubi。

kejiuzaishangzhou,wokaishimomingwangjihenduoshiqing,mowenshenyeturanduiwoxinshengyanfan,chuchutiaoci。

zhidaoganggangxitongdejinggao,wocaimingbai,neiyizhitingzhidejuqingyiranqidong……

erwo,yejianghuibeichedimosha!

“jinwanshinidexinjushaqingyan,nidasuanzaizheishuisi?”

wohuangmangdaoqian:“duibuqi,wowangle……”

kanchunanrenyanlidebunai,woyoushidaoqian:“duibuqi……”

kewodetaohaoxianranwuyong,mowenshenzhuanshenjiuzou。

wozhihaotiqiqunbaigenshang,gangzouchumenkou,quetingjianjinghuyisheng!

wotaitouyikan,jiujianyigenianqingdenvrenzhuangjinmowenshenhuaili,shouzhongdekafeihailinshiletadeyidalishougongdingzhixizhuang。

“duibuqiduibuqi,wozhejihanshunaijiefuyan,meixiangdaohuizhuangshangni……”chuanbaiqundenvrenyizhizaidaoqian,haishenshoupaizhemowenshendexiongtang。

worenbuzhuxintiaojulie,gangyaofahua,jiujianbaiqunzinvrenyanshenfaliangkanzhewo——

“shunaijiehao,woshixinrenfengpeixin。”

wotingzhe‘fengpeixin’sangezi,naozhongyihong。

fengpeixinjiushishulidenvzhu,mowenshendemingdingzhiren!

woqiangrenzhending,xiayishiwanshangmowenshendeshoubei。

“shunaijie,zheiweixianshenggennishishenmeguanxia?nifensima?”

fengpeixindelianjiaweihong,yanjingquewangzhemowenshen。

ermowenshenzhenghaoyechuimoukanzhefengpeixin,mingmingjiepihenzhongdeta,quemeiyoufanu。

liangrenfenmingdiyicijianmian,quemomingaimeicongsheng。

xinhuangxia,wobuyouzizhubagaoshengyin:“tashi——”

huameishuowan,toudingshangfangquechuanlaiyiju:“womenmeiguanxi。”

wohaimeiyoufanyingguolai,mowenshenyijingshuaikailewo,dabulikai。

wozhanzaiyuandi,judadekongjuyujuewangxiangwoxijuanerlai。

……

zuihou,woyigerencanjialeshaqingyan。

晚上十一点。

huidaobieshu,wotuikaimenwangzhekongdangdangdewuzi,neijuduleyiwanshangde“meiguanxi”,youfuxianxintou。

zheiduanshijianmowenshensuiranduiwolengdan,keconglaimeiyoufourengenwodefuqiguanxi。

ketajintianyiyushangfengpeixin,jiubianle。

我应该是很难过的。

kewoyanjingsuansequediaobuchubandileizhu,zhijuexinkouhuangwudaomamu。

shiyinweixitongma?yinweitadeqidong,zuoweiedunvpeidewolianbeishangdoubeiwuqingdiezhile!

huran,yigebantoumingdemianban,zaiwonaohaizhongzhujianxianxian。

【moshadaojishi——5tian16xiaoshi49fen49miao……】