第一章

hemoyijinjiehundediwunian,wojiedaolexitongdeanpai。

neiwushizhidedianyinjiuzheimetuwudechuxianzaitanaohaizhong。

jiancedaojuqingtuidong,nanzhudemingdingnvzhuyichuxian,edunvpeijiejuzhengshikaiqi】

moshadaojishi——liutian!】

womengdicongmengzhongjingxing,yiyanjiuwangjinmoyijinmouzhongdelengmo。

kanzhezheizhanglian,woyouxiehuangshen。

liunianle,womomingchuanchengshulideedunvpeijuranzheimejiule……ermoyijinyecongneigewenrundenanrenbianchenglexianrujindebazong。

wojiaogushunan,liunianqianyinweidizhen,yiwaichuanyuedaolecengjingkanguodeyanqingxiaoshuo《tadeshenqingyan》,chengweileyigebeinanzhupaoqideedunvpei。

anzhaojuqing,woningkediudiaoyinghouguanghuiyeyaosipilailianjiuchannanzhu,zuihoujiaporenwang,qiliangsiqu。

dansheizhixitongzhongtushilian,gushiyezouxianglepiancha……wohemoyijinbudanjielehun,shenzhienaiwubi。

kejiuzaishangzhou,wokaishimomingwangjihenduoshiqing,moyijinyeturanduiwoxinshengyanfan,chuchutiaoci。

zhidaoganggangxitongdejinggao,wocaimingbai,neiyizhitingzhidejuqingyiranqidong……erwo,yejianghuibeichedimosha!

“jinwanshinidexinjushaqingyan,nidasuanzaizheishuisi?”

wohuangmangdaoqian:“duibuqi,wowangle……”

kanchunanrenyanlidebunai,woyoushidaoqian:“duibuqi……”

kewodetaohaoxianranwuyong,moyijinzhuanshenjiuzou。

wozhihaotiqiqunbaigenshang,gangzouchumenkou,quetingjianjinghuyisheng!

wotaitouyikan,jiujianyigenianqingdenvrenzhuangjinmoyijinhuaili,shouzhongdekafeihailinshiletadeyidalishougongdingzhixizhuang。

“duibuqiduibuqi,wozhejihanshunanjiefuyan,meixiangdaohuizhuangshangni……”chuanbaiqundenvrenyizhizaidaoqian,haishenshoupaizhemoyijindexiongtang。

worenbuzhuxintiaojulie,gangyaofahua,jiujianbaiqunzinvrenyanshenfaliangkanzhewo——“shunanjiehao,woshixinrenfengpeixin。”

wotingzhe‘fengpeixin’sangezi,naozhongyihong。

fengpeixinjiushishulidenvzhu,moyijindemingdingzhiren!

woqiangrenzhending,xiayishiwanshangmoyijindeshoubei。

“shunanjie,zheiweixianshenggennishishenmeguanxia?nifensima?”

fengpeixindelianjiaweihong,yanjingquewangzhemoyijin。

ermoyijinzhenghaoyechuimoukanzhefengpeixin,mingmingjiepihenzhongdeta,quemeiyoufanu。

liangrenfenmingdiyicijianmian,quemomingaimeicongsheng。

xinhuangxia,wobuyouzizhubagaoshengyin:“tashi——”

huameishuowan,toudingshangfangquechuanlaiyiju:“womenmeiguanxi。”

wohaimeiyoufanyingguolai,moyijinyijingshuaikailewo,dabulikai。

wozhanzaiyuandi,judadekongjuyujuewangxiangwoxijuanerlai。

……

zuihou,woyigerencanjialeshaqingyan。

晚上十一点。

huidaobieshu,wotuikaimenwangzhekongdangdangdewuzi,neijuduleyiwanshangde“meiguanxi”,youfuxianxintou。

zheiduanshijianmoyijinsuiranduiwolengdan,keconglaimeiyoufourengenwodefuqiguanxi。

ketajintianyiyushangfengpeixin,jiubianle。

我应该是很难过的。

kewoyanjingsuansequediaobuchubandileizhu,zhijuexinkouhuangwudaomamu。

shiyinweixitongma?yinweitadeqidong,zuoweiedunvpeidewolianbeishangdoubeiwuqingdiezhile!

huran,yigebantoumingdemianban,zaiwonaohaizhongzhujianxianxian。

moshadaojishi——5tian16xiaoshi49fen49miao……】