shangyishi，tazaihunlishanghancuomingzi，tazaihunlizhongtiaolou。
silehaiyaodaizouwo。tadeyishuheweibobeiwachu，jiwoanshangdisanzhedetiezui。
yushiwobeicitui，beiwangbao，beiweixie，zuihoucansijietou。
zaizhengyan，huidaoletanaozheyaotiaoloudeneiyitian。
zheici，nixianbiejizhesi。
wohuilaiqinshoubanimentuixiadiyu。
……
“xuzhi！nihaizaifashenmeleng！kuaijieshinihejiayuzhijiandeguanxia！”
yidaojianruijicudenvshengxiangqi。
womengranhuishen，faxianzijizhengzhanzaitiantaishang。
mianqianshiyishenhunsha，quezaidafengzhongzhanzaiweixianbianyanyaoyaoyuzhui，leiyanposuodexinniangmengchuchu。
cishi，suoyourendouzaikanzhewo，biaoqingjiaozhuofuza。
woturanyishidao，wohuidaolerenshengzhong，zhimingfenchakoudeneiyitian。
mashang，mengchuchujiuhuizongshenyiyue，buxiyongzijidesilaibataotianzuiminglaolaodianzaiwoshenshang。
jiucibawowuxianweihaisitadexiaosan。
“xuzhi！doushenmeshihoulenihaiyishengbuhang！nishibushixiangcunxinhaisichuchua？！”banniangxujiazaicicuicu。
“zhizhi，qiuqiuni……jiujiuchuchu！”xinlangzhaojiayuyezhandoukenqiu。
wolishengshuo，“mengchuchu，wohezhaojiayuzaojiumeiyourenheguanxile。”
“woyounanpengyou，niyerenshi。”wozhixiangneiren，“nige，mengjingyao！”
sirenmianlujingcha，danmengchuchuhenkuaijiuhuiguoshenlai，leiyanmenglongdisihouzhe。
“nihushuo！nigangcongguowaihuilaibujiu，zenmehuirenshiwoge！nizhibuguoshixianghunongwobale！”
“wozaojiuzhidaonigenbenbuhuichengren！”
tayueshuoyuejidong，zhenggerenwangwaitanshenchuqu！
dianguanghuoshizhijian，woyikouqishuodao，“mengjingyao，xxyinlexueyuanbiye，xiaotiqinyanzoujia，xihuanmanshijiefei。yangleliangzhijinmao。tabinidaliangsui，danbushinideqingege。”
“womenyijingzaiyiqiliangnianle。xinbuxinyouni。”
“真的？哥哥？”
mengjingyaochenzheyingda，“shizhende。nixialai，wohuigennijieshi。”
漫长的对峙后。
mengchuchuzhongyutiaohuidaozhaojiayudehuaibao。
wotanzuozaidishang，yishenlenghan。
ranerzheiyiqiehaimeiyouwan，querfufandemengjingyaohurandangzaiwomianqian。
tanizheguang，chenshengjiewen，“xunvshi，nishishei？zenmezhidaowodezheixiesirenxinxi？”
我是谁？
woshibeineiyiduigounannvhaidecansidexuzhi。
shangyishi，mengchuchuzaizijidehunlishangyiyueerxia，yishiliangmingdexinwenzhenjingquanshehui。
ertazaiyishuli，jingbasuoyoudemaotoudouzhixianglewo。
yishijianwochenglebisiyuanpei、renrenhandadexiaosan。
“zhushijieshangdexiaosandoubudehaosi！”
fennudewangminmenzaisuoyougenwoxiangguandeshejiaozhanghaoxiabutingzuzhouzhe。
wochengqing，wobaojing，wo***。
但成效甚微。
bijing，sheinengzhengdeguosirenni？
houlai，suizhemengchuchudeweiboxiaohaobeigongbu，wogengshixianrulewanjiebufu。
zuihou，zaiquzhiliaotuzhong，yiyuzhengfazuodewochongdaolecheliuli，cansizaijietou。
甩去痛苦的记忆。
wodakailemengchuchudeweiboxiaohao。
“tajinwanzhenggerendouhunbushoushe……yuanlai，shitahuilaile。”
“wokanjiantasen*wan*zheng*lile。taweishenmebuzaiguowaihaohaodaizhe？weishenmeyaohuilaijiaoluanwopingjingdeshenghuo？”
“tazaimenglihantademingzi。wozhidao，taxinliconglaimeiyoufangxiaguota……”
“womenshuohaojiehunde，danshi，tayouyule。yidingshitazaicongzhongzuogeng。”
“dahunqianyiye，wodezhangfujingranfaxinxiwenlingyigenvren，tamenzhijianhaiyoumeiyoukeneng……wogaizenmeban？？wodexinhaoluan。”
zuixindeyitiaotingliuzai“zuihoujitayicijihui。woyaozuotazuimeidexinniang……”
qingzhenyiqie，ziziqixue。
zilixingjiansuzaochuleyigebeiweicuiruo，weiairongrendexingxiang。
dantaconglaibutiwodangzhetademianneixiehuaqingjiexianhemingquebixiandejudong。
yebutizaitaneiju“haiyouyisisikenengma”houwomingquehuifude“bukeneng”yijilahei。
lengxiaozhe，woyezaixinzhucedeweiboxiaohaolifachulediyitiaoxinqing。
“wobuxianghetamenyourenheqianche，dantahaishiyisiweixiewochuxianzaitiantai。wozhendebuxiangzaibeitamendaraole。sheinenglaijiujiuwo？”
zhanzaigejianli，wotingzhewaimiandeqieqiesiyu。
“nizhidaoma？neitianzhaojiayuzaihunlishangxuanshishibaxinniangzidemingzihanchenglexuzhi！xinniangzidangchangfanlian，tizhequnzijiuyaoqutiaolou……”
“tianazhendejiade，zheimegouxue！wozaojiujuedejiayugekanzhizhijiedeyanshenguaiguaidele……”
“zhendea，wodangshijiuzaixianchang。tamenlianga，zaidaxuejiuyouguoyiduan。buranniyiweixuzhihuranpaohuiguohailaizanmengongsi，shiweilesha。”
“neixinniangzizhenshicana，linjiehunlehaibeibaiyueguanghuilaichayijiao……”
“niya，jiuqidaoxuzhiganquzheicidetuanjianba！neiwomencaiyouhaoxikanni。”
xiayimiao，wodiaochushoujiduihuakuanghuifuxingzheng。
“方便参加。”
yaoxiangxiqingzijideyuanqu，diyibu，jiushihaohaozhengzhizheixiezaoyaodezui！