第1章
suranzhijuedenaodaibaozhayiyangdetong。
haimeidengtafanyingguolai，erbianchuanlaiyidaorumasheng：“xiaozazhong，kuaidianqutuihun，mocengshenme？nishixiangyaonimuqinsiwuzangshengzhidima？a？？！”
zheidaocanren、yinhenderumashengshicongtazuoshouwozhedeshoujilichuanlaide，shoujizhengzaitonghuazhong。
suranmengranjianzhengzhule，shangyikemingminghaizaibeishushigechoujiaweigong，yijingzoudaoshengmingdejintou。
xiayikejinghuoguolaile，zijizhong......zhongshengle？
chenfengdejiyihuanhuandakai，tataitoukanxiangyanqianzheimoshengzhongdaizheyisishuxidechangjing，youxiebuquedingdenannanziyu：“zheilishizhujia？”
难道......
suranhunshenzhandou，ganjinkanxiangzijideyoushou，guoran，youshouzhuazhedeshiyifengyouxielaojiudeshuxin！
zheifengshuxinshishenme？——shihunshu！
tahezhuchiyudehunshu！！！
zijibudanzhongshengle，haizhongshengdaoleyishengzhongzuizhongyaodemingyunzhuanzhedeshijiandian。
“xiaozazhong，tuihunzhihoulikejiwohuidianhua，laozishuobudingshanxindafashuochunimuqindeweizhi！laozi......”shoujiliyouchuanlailexixuedeweixiesheng。
suranjianjianhuiguoshen，zhijieguaduanshouji，ranhouzhandouzheshoucaozuoshouji。
henkuai，congshoujilizhaodaoleyiduanshipin。
shipinzhongshiyiweitoufahuabai、chuanzheposudezhongniannvrentangzaixueboli。
tadetoubeiyigemanlianzhengningdeyidenianqingrenyongjiaohenhendicaitazhe，pengpengpeng......toudouyaobianxingle，gengcanrendeshi，tadezuotuimingxianguzhele，duanliedegutoumeichupirou......
suransisididingzheshoujizhongdeshipin。
心抽搐着痛。
shipinzhongdezhongniannvren，shitademuqina！！！
ershipinlineigegaisiyiwancidezasui，mingweifengzhe，yunzhoushidingjijiazuzhiyidefengjiadedixigongzi。
冯哲痴迷祝池鱼。
zhuchiyushiyunzhoushizhujiadedixinv，jueseqingcheng，gongrendeyunzhoudaxuexiaohua。
19nianqian，sujiahaiweiluopo，sujialaoyeziyejiushisurandeyeyehezhuchiyudeyeyeshizhiyou，dingxialetahezhuchiyudewawaqin。
sheicengxiang，houlai，zhujiazhengzhengrishang，chengweiyunzhoushidingjijiazuzhiyi，sujiaqueluopochengweirujindejiuliuxiaojiazu。
liangrendehunyue，zaiwairenyanli，yejiuchenglexiaohua。
jihusuoyourendouyiwei，zhuchiyukendingyaotuihunde，shishishang，jiuliansuranzijiyezheimerenweide。
可偏偏，不是。
faner，youchuanyan，zhuchiyujuedinglvxinghunyue。
chuanyanbingbushikongxuelaifeng，liru，jinnian，surankaoshanglequanguopaimingqiansanshideyunzhoudaxue，zhuchiyutongshiyejinleyunzhoudaxue，yaozhidao，tadegaokaofenshuwanquankeyiqupaimingqianjidedaxue。
前世，苏燃自卑。
suiranxindibaozheyisisihuanxiang，dandayigangkaixuezheiliangsangeyue，tameiyouzhudongquzhaozhuchiyudahuanapayici，keyiduozhezou。
fengzheyeshiyunzhoudaxuedexuesheng，dasan，zaizhuchiyujinruyunzhoudaxuehou，duitazhankailemengliedezhuiqiu。
raner，zhuchiyuwanruobingshan，genbenbudali。
zhuibushangzhuchiyu，fengzhekaishifansiweishenme，zuizhongtaziyiweishidechudejieguoshi——zhuchiyuhunyuezaishen。
kepianpian，zhuchiyukanqilaibuxiangtuihun，yushi，qianjitian，fengzhezhaodaosuran，yaoqiutazhudongquhezhuchiyujiechuhunyue。
surandangranbutongyi，napazibei，tayeshebudezhudongfangqihunyuea！shiwen，zhenggeyunzhoudaxue，younayigenanshengbuanlianzhuchiyuma？tahechangliwai？
benyiweishiqingguoqule，quebuxiang，jiuzaijintianshangwu，taturanshoudaolezheiduanmuqinbeifengzhedaduantuijiao、caitatouludeshipin！
zheishifengzheduitadeweixiehejinggao！
他没有选择！！！
zaijuliedefennu、bugan、mimang、tongkuzhong，taxingshizourouyiban，nazhehunshu，laidaolezhujia。
cike，tazhanzaibieshudamenqian。
qianshi，suranzoujinlezheigebieshu，dangzhezhuchiyudemian，meiyougantaitou，zhandouzhe、beiweide、daizheyixiekenqiu：“zhuguniang，wo......wopeibushangni，wonenghenijiechuhunyuema？”
“keyi。”zhuchiyujiujilezheilianggezi，shengyinlisihuyouyidiandianshiwangdeqingxu。
tuihunhou，tataoyibandelikaizhujiabieshu，dadianhuaqiufengzhegaosuzijimuqindeweizhi，kefengzhezheigechushengjingranzhijiebatashoujihaolaheile，tazhinengxiangyigewutoucangyingbanzhaozheshipinlidejiedaobeijingmanchengshiquzhao！
dengzhaodaomuqindeshihou，yijingshiwugexiaoshihoule，muqinyanyanyixi、binsi，tacongmangbeizhemuqinqulezuijindeyiyuan。
dan，jinjinsangeduoyuehou，muqinjiuqushile，qushideyuanyinyouduozhong，diyi，zhangqiyingyangbuliang、shentixuruo。dier，xinqingyujie。disan，yeshizuizhongyaodedian，shangshitaizhong，touluyuxuewufachedigenchu。
muqinqushihou，zijibeisujiaxianrendejiazhu，yejiushizijidedabonianchulesujia。
erxuexiaoneibian，fengzheganjinshajue，dongyongfengjiadeliliangxianhaiziji，rangzijishenbaiminglie、beixuexiaokaichu。
zuizuizuijuewangdeshihou，tadouzuohaozishadezhunbeile，shizhuchiyuzhaodaoleziji：“zhujiakeyibangmangjinianpaigongzuo，jiusuanweilenimuqin，jiusuanshiweilebaochou，yeyaohaohaodehuoxiaqu。”
zhengyinweizhuchiyudegulihebangzhu，rangtafangfokandaoleheianzhongdeyilvguang，tazuizhongmeiyouxunsi。
jinianzhihou，yiciourandejihuixia，tadedaole《bumiexuanhuangjue》he《yaowangjing》，zoushanglewudaoheyidaodelu。
zheicaizhidao，zheigeshijiebingbujiandan，youwudao、youchuanchengqianbainiandeyinshijiazu、haiyoukunlunshan。
huoxushiyinwei《bumiexuanhuangjue》he《yaowangjing》debufan，qianshidetazaiwudaoheyidaoyitunitianershang，chuangzaolebuxiaodeshenji。
beishushiweichoujiaweigongersizhiqian，tayijingshidazongshiqicengdedingjiqiangzhehegongrendekunlunshandiyishenyi。
raner，zheixieyouyoushenmeyongni？
母亲已死！
zhuchiyuyexiangxiaoyuyunle！qianshi，zaitahaimeiyouzoushangwudaoheyidaozhiludeshihou，zhuchiyujiuyijingxiangxiaoyuyun！
qiyinshikunlunshandeyigedingjidewudaojiazudedixizi，yicilaiyunzhou，ouranyudaolezhuchiyu，beitadeqingguoqingchengderongmaojingyandaole，xiadingjuexinyaoquta，erzhujiaqitarenweilepangaozhi，yebipotajiajiduifang。
zhuchiyuningsibucong，zuihouyinweixinlijiaocuierzhongbing，xiangxiaoyuyun！
qianshi，tadezhizhuchiyuxiangxiaoyuyundexiaoxihou，kaozaichuzuwudeqiangjiaochouleyiwanshangdexiangyan，naohaizhongliaoraozheyigeniantou——ruguozijimeiyouhetatuihun，mingyunnenggaibianma？
tashangwudaozhiluheyidaozhiluhou，zuizhong，tajiangneidaozhizhuchiyuxiangxiaoyuyundekunlunshandingjiwudaoshijiadedixizijizhanshale，liandaizhebaneigejiazudoumiele，kezhuchiyuyehuobuguolaile！
dan！！！xianzai......tazhongshenglea！
yiqiedoukeyizhonglai，zhongzhongyihandoukeyimibu！
surannaohailikuaisushanxiangezhongxinxi，henkuai，tafanshoubotongleyigejiyizhongdeshoujihao。
“dingdingding......”jingguolezuzu30duomiaodemanzhangdengdai，shoujiliyigedanmodezhongnianfurendeshengyinxiangqi：“shei？”
“bangwoyigemang，shihou，wogaosuni13nianqianshahaininverhezhangfudexiongshoushishei？”
“ni......nishishei？nizhidaoxieshenme？shuoa！！”duifangxianshichenmo，jiezhe，jihushixiesidili。
“piyinghutongliyouyigezhongshangdezhongniannvren，nihusongtaqianwangfujinyiyuan，baohutadeanquan，zhidaowochuxian。”
duifangmingjiaohujianqin，xiannian50duosui，shidashidezongshijingqibacengdecunzai，zaiyunzhouzheiyangdeputongrenjujidechengshijueduisuandingjigaoshou。
13nianqian，hujianqindenverhezhangfubeitusha，xiongshoushishei？tazhaolehenduonian，quewuguo，zuihou，taxinhuiyileng，jiulaidaolezhangfudelaojiayejiushiyunzhoushikaileyigexiaofanguanyindurensheng。
ertayinjudedifang，qiahaojiuzaipiyinghutong。
surandeqianshijiyili，qingchudezhidaoshahaihujianqinzhangfuhaiyounverdexiongshoushishei。
“woxianzaijiusongtaquyiyuan。”chenmolejishigehuxi，hujianqinkaikoudao，tagangcaiyijingchumen，laidaolehutongxiangzili，cikeyijingzhanzaisuranmuqindeshenpang，shuowan，taguaduanshouji。
youhujianqinzai，muqinjueduianquanle，suransonglekouqi。
“dingdingding......”
zheishi，fengzheyoudalaidianhua。
苏燃接通。
“xiaozazhong，tuihunchenggonglema？shuohua！！！huidawo！nitamayabama？！zaibushuohua，nixinbuxin，laozishifenzhongbafenzhongnei，jiunengzouhuidaonimuqinzhongshang、hunsidedifang，jiangtadenaodaichedicaibao，jiangtachedicaisi！a？！！！”fengzhepaoxiaozhe，diankuangleyiban。
“fengzhe，xiangxinwo，henkuai，nihuisidebinixiangxiangzhongyaoqicanyiwanbei！”suranshengyinpingjing，pingjingdaomeiyouyisisiqingxu。
“hahaha......”fengzhefangfotingdaoleshijianzuihaoxiaodexiaohua，gangxiangyaochaofeng，dianhuayoubeiguaduan。
suranshenshendekanleyiyanzhujiabieshu，gangxiangyaozhuanshenlikai，zheishi，bieshulizouchulaiyiren。
zhengshizhuchiyu，tacongbieshulidejiankongzhongkandaolesuranchuxianzaibieshumenkoujiujiuzhuli，sihuyoushenmeshi，tajiuchulaile。
baisededuanshan，zhazhemaweibian，qixidebaizhequn，rouse**baoguozhebizhibaixidezhangtui，yishuangyuantouheisebangaogenxie，lveshifendai。
taneibazhangdadeyangzhiyibandexiaolianshangfenbuzhejingzhidaolejidian、jihumeiyouquediandewuguan。
haishijiyizhongdechiyu！！！
zhuchiyuneiyishuanglingdong、wuheidemeimouhesuranduishi，henkuaijiukandaolesuranshoushangzuanzhedehunshu，sihuxiangdaoleshenme，meimouzhongshanguoyisishiwang。
“suran，ninazhehunshushilaijiechuhunyuedema？”zhuchiyushengyinqingcuiyueer，haosishanjiandequanshuididadidayibandehaoting。