zhongshengzaiwoshibasuishengriyandedangtian,
woqinshoushuaisuilebabasongwodeliwu——yigehewoyimoyiyangdeguciwawa。yinweiwozhidao,neilimian,
zhuangzhewoshangyishideguhui。erwoneikansiwanmeidejiaren,zhengweixiaozhe,zhunbeijiangwozaicituirushenyuan。zheiyici,
tamenxiuxiang。【1】「xiaonian,shengrikuaile。」babalinguodongdeshengyinwenroudenengqiachushuilai,
tajiangyigejingzhidesironghezididaowomianqian,yanlidechongnifangfowoshitacishengweiyidezhenbao。
zhouweishiyixiangbinyingdebinke,cuicandeshuijingdengguangsazaiwojiebaidegongzhuqunshang,
yiqiedoumeihaodexiangyichangbuzhenshidemeng。kewozhidao,zheibushimeng。shibimengyangengkongbudexianshi。wojiaogunian,
siyuershisisui。xianzai,wojiaolinwan,huidaolewodeshibasui。shangyishi,woyeshizheiyang,
zaiquanchengmingliudeyanxianmuguangzhong,jieguobabadilaideshengriliwu。
neishiyigeanzhaowoyibiyifukedeguciwawa,jingmeijuelun,
meiyicunjifu、meiyigenfasidouyuwobiewuerzhi。wobatadangchengzuibaoguideliwu,baizaiwodechuangtou,
yeyexiangban。zhidaoliunianhou,wobeiwozuijingaidebaba、zuiciaidemama,haiyouwozuiyilaidegege,
lianshousongjinlejingshenbingyuan。tamenduiwaixuanchengwohuanshangleyanzhongdeyixiangzheng,jiangwochediyushigejue。zaineili,
wobeizhushebumingyaowu,beidianji,beizhemodebuchengrenxing。linsiqian,wocaicongmamahehushidexianliaozhong,
tingdaoleneigerangwozhuiruwujiandiyudezhenxiang。「zheigegunian,zhenshimingying,zhetenglezheimejiucaiduanqi。」
「furenfangxin,houshidouchulihaole,guhuiyijingmochengzuixidefen,hunjinxindecituli,
baozhengshaochulaidewawabiliunianqianneigegengtongtou。」「neijiuhao,
guodongzuixihuandejiushizheizhong『youlingqi』dezangpin。dengwanwanershisisuishengrideshihou,ganghaokeyizaizuoyige,
couchengyidui,womenlinjiadeqiyunjiunengzaiwangshengershinian。」yuanlai,wogenbenbushitamendenver。wojiaogunian,
yigegangchushengjiubeitamenconggueryuanbaohuilaide「rongqi」。tamenyangzhewo,chongzhewo,
zhishiweilezaiwoqiyunzuishengdeershisisuineinian,jiangwo「xianji」。yongwodeguhuihunhecitu,
shaozhichengyige「zhenzhaiwawa」,laihuanquzhenggejiazudefuguiyuanning。ertamenzhenzhengdenverlinwan,
yejiushixianzaidewo,yinweitiruoduobing,yizhizaiguowaixiuyang。zhidaowosihou,tacaibeijiehuilai,
dingtilewodeshenfen,xiangshouzhewoyongminghuanlaideyiqie。shangyishidelinwan,bingbuzhidaozheiyiqie。
tazhishiyigebeimengzaigulide,tianzhenlanmandefujiaqianjin。erwo,gunian,yilvbugandeyuanhun,buzhiweihe,
jingzhongshengzailezheigeduozouwoyiqiedechourenshenshang。huidaolewo,bu,shi「linwan」deshibasuishengriyan。
wodemuguangyueguoyanqianzheizhangxuweiciaidelian,kanxiangketingjiaoluoneigejudadebolizhanju。zhanjudezhengzhongyang,
jiubaifangzheneigeyongwodeguhuishaochengdeguciwawa。tachuanzhehewoshenshangyimoyiyangdegongzhuqun,
lianshangdaizheguiyideweixiao,yishuangheidongdongdeboliyanzhu,zhengzhigougoudidingzhewo。
wofangfonengtingdaotazaiwonaohailijianxiao:「nihuilaile?nihuilai,yezhishitidaiwo,
chengweixiayigejipineryi。」xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshousisizuanzhu,
zhixidetongchuhetaotiandehenyijihujiangwoyanmei。「wanwan?zenmele?buxihuanbabasongdeliwuma?」
mamaqinlanzouguolai,qinnidiwanzhuwodegebo,tadezhijianbingleng,xiangdushedexinzi。wochuixiayan,
kanzhemianqianzheigeyimoyiyangdesironghezi,wozhidao,limianshidiergeguciwawa。shiwei「linwan」zhunbeide。
woxiaole,xiaodebikuhainankan。「bu,wohenxihuan。」wojieguohezi,zaisuoyourenqidaidemuguangzhong,
huanhuandakai。youyige「wo」chuxianzaiyanqian。「zhenpiaolianga,」woqingshengzantan,
zhijianfuguowawabinglengdelianjia,「hewozhenxiang。」linguodongheqinlanduishiyiyan,luchulemanyidexiaorong。
gegelinchenyezouleguolai,tabiwodasisui,yingjuntingba,cikezhengyongyizhongfuzadeyanshenkanzhewo。shangyishi,
tashiqinshoujiangwobangshangjingshenbingyuandechederen。「xihuanjiuhao,womenwanwanzhideshijieshangzuihaodedongxi。」
taroulerouwodetoufa,dongzuoyirujiwangdiwenrou。wotaiqitou,duitaluchuyigetianmeichunzhendexiaorong。
ranhouzaixiayimiao,woshuangshouyisong。「pa——!」qingcuidesuilieshengxiangchezhenggeyanhuiting,suoyourendoujingdaile。
neigejingmeideguciwawa,zaiwojiaoxiashuaidesifenwulie,cipianfeijian,
yikeboliyanzhugundaolelinguodongdepixiebian,kongdongdi「ningshi」zheta。
【2】zhenggeyanhuitingsiyibandejijing。suoyoubinkedoudaoxiyikoulengqi,jingedikanzhewo,
fangfowozuoleshenmedanibudaodeshiqing。linguodonglianshangdexiaorongshunjianninggu,tayandidewenroutunqu,
querdaizhideshiyisiyinzhihecuoe。tasisididingzhedishangdesuipian,zuichunminchengyitiaojiangyingdezhixian。
「wanwan!nizuoshenme!」qinlanzuixianfanyingguolai,fachuyishengjianruidejingjiao。tadunxiashen,
xiangyaoqujianshineixiesuipian,fangfoneibushiciqi,ershitadexintourou。「shouhuale。」woqingmiaodanxiedishuodao,
yuqilidaizheyisiqiadaohaochudejinghuanghewugu,「duibuqi,baba,mama,wo……wobushiguyide。」
wozheifurouruokeliandemoyang,shitamenzuixihuande。guoran,linguodongshenxiyikouqi,qiangxingyaxianuhuo,
zhongxinjichuyigejiangyingdeweixiao:「meiguanxi,wanwan,zhishiyigewawaeryi,suilejiusuile,
babazaijinizuoyigegenghaode。」「zuoyigegenghaode?」wowaizhetou,tianzhendiwen,「keshi,
wotingshuozheizhongwawa,shiyonghenteshudecailiaozuode,hennandede,duima?」wodemuguang,
ruoyouruowudipiaoxiangjiaoluozhanjulineige「gunian」。linguodongdetongkongmengdiyisuo。
qinlanjianshisuipiandeshouyetingdunleyixia,tataiqitou,yanshenlichongmanleshenshihetanjiu。zhiyougegelinchen,
tameiyoukandishangdesuipian,ershiyizhizaikanwo。tadeyanshenhenshen,xiangyitankanbujiandidegujing,
limianfanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。「shia,wanwan,」qinlanhenkuaihuifulezhending,tazhanqishen,
youyadipailepaishoushangdehuichen,duizhouweidebinkexiaodao,「xiaohaizipiqi,rangdajiajianxiaole。lai,
yinlejixu,dajiajixuwan。」guanjialikehuiyi,zhihuizheyongrenxunsuqingliledishangdelangjie。
youyangdeyinlezaicixiangqi,binkemenyeshiqudisankai,jiazhuangshenmedoumeifasheng,
danneixietouxiangwode、chongmanchuaicehehaoqidemuguang,quexiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwoshenshang。wozhidao,woganggangdexingwei,
yijingzaizheijiarenxinlimaixialeyikehuaiyidezhongzi。tamenkaishihuaiyi,zheigecongguowaihuilaide「linwan」,
shibushihetamenyuxiangzhongneigedanchunhaokongzhidenvhaiyouxiebuyiyangle。zheizhengshiwoyaodexiaoguo。
woyaorangtamenkonghuang,rangtamenziluanzhenjiao。yanhuijieshuhou,wobeilinguodongjiaojinleshufang。qinlanhelinchenyezai。
shufangdemenyiguanshang,linguodonglianshangweizhuangdeciaijiuchedixiaoshile。tazuozaijudadehongmushuzhuohou,
xianggeshenpanguanyiyang,lenglengdikanzhewo。「shuoba,jintiandaodishizenmehuishi?」「baba,woshuole,
wobushiguyide。」wodixiatou,jiaozheshouzhi,yifuxuanranyuqidemoyang。「bushiguyide?」
qinlanlengxiaoyisheng,tabaoyangdeyidelianshangmanshikebo,「linwan,nidangwomenshishazima?
nizhibuzhidaoneigewawaduiwomenjiayouduozhongyao?nizhibuzhidaoweilerangnipinganhuilai,
womenhualeduodadedaijia?」tadehua,xiangyibacuidudedao,zizijujudouchuozaiwoxinkoudejiushangbashang。
weilerang「linwan」pinganhuilai,tamenshasile「gunian」。duodadedaijiaa。wosisiqiazhuzhangxin,
yongtengtonglaiweichiqingxing,burangyanleidiaoxialai。wobunengku,guniandeyanlei,zhihuirangtamenxingfen。「mama,
wo……wozhishijuedeneigewawayoudianheren。」wotaiqitou,yanlixumanleleishui,shengyindouzaifadou,
「tazhangde……zhangdetaixiangwole,wokanzheta,jiujuedehunshenfaleng,haoxiang……haoxiangtahuihuoguolaiyiyang。」
woguyishuochuzheizhongfuheyigeshibasuishaonvxinlidehua,daizheyisilingyidekongju。yinweiwozhidao,
zheijiarenzuixindejiushizheixieshenshenguiguidedongxi。guoran,tingdaowodehua,linguodongheqinlandeliansedoubianle。
tamenduishiyiyan,yanshenliliuluchuyisiyanshibuzhudejingyihe……kongju。「ni……niganjuedaoleshenme?」
linguodongdeshengyinyouxieganse。「wobuzhidao,」woyaozhetou,leishuizhongyuhualuo,「wojiushijuedetabujili。
baba,mama,womenbatarengleba,haobuhao?haiyouzhanjulineige,yeyiqirengdiao,wokanzhetamenhaipa。」
wozhizhe「gunian」wawadefangxiang。「buxing!」linguodongheqinlanyikoutongshengdilishenghedao,
fanyingjiliedechaohuxunchang。「neigewawa,jueduibunengdong!」linguodongdeyuqiburongzhihui,
daizheyisixiesidilideqiangying。wojiushiyaobichutamenzheizhongfanying。yueshitamenjinzhangdedongxi,
jiuyueshitamendemingmen。erwo,zhonghuoyishi,weiyidemude,jiushiqinshouhuidiaotamendemingmen。
【3】congshufangchulai,wozhenggerendouzaifadou。yibanshiyande,yibanshizhende。
zaicimianduizheisangeqinshoujiangwotuirudiyudechouren,napagezheyiceng「linwan」depi,
neishigudehenyihekongju,yiranxiangtengmanyiyangsisichanraozhewodexinzang。
wohuidaowodefangjian——cengjingshuyugunian,xianzaishuyulinwandegongzhufang。
zheilideyiqiedouhewojiyizhongyimoyiyang,fensedeqiangbi,rouruandeditan,judadeluodichuang。
haiyouchuangtoujushang,neigekongchulaide,bengaibaifangdiergeguciwawadeweizhi。wodemuguang,chuantouqiangbi,
wangxianglouxiaketingdezhanju。neige「gunian」wawa,zaiheianzhongjingjingdizhulizhe,xiangyigechenmodezuzhou。
wobixuxiangbanfahuileta。danwozhidaobunengji。linguodongheqinlanyijingduiwoqileyixin,
tamenxianzaikendingxiangfangzeiyiyangfangzhewo。worenheqingjuwangdong,doukenengrangwozhongdaofuzhe。woxuyaoyigejihua,
yigewanwuyishidejihua。gengzhongyaodeshi,woxuyaoyigebangshou。
yigenengrangwojiechudaotamenhexinmimidebangshou。wodemuguangluozaileshuzhuoshangdeyizhangzhaopianshang。
zhaopianlishinianshaodelinchenhegengnianyoudelinwan。linchenqianzhelinwandeshou,xiaodeyangguangcanlan。linchen……shangyishi,
tasongwoqujingshenbingyuanshi,shiwoaiqiudizuiqilideyici。yinweizaiwoxinli,
tashiweiyiyigezhenxinduiwohaoderen。tahuijiwodaiguowaidetangguo,huizaiwobeitongxueqifushitiwochutou,
huizaiwoshengbingshi,zhengyeshouzaiwochuangbian。kezuihou,yeshita,qinshouzhanduanlewosuoyoudexiwang。
wozhijindoujide,tabawosaijinchelishi,zaiwoerbianshuodeneijuhua。tashuo:「gunian,bieguaiwo。yaoguai,
jiuguainidemingbuhao。」tadeshengyinhenleng,yanshenliquemeiyouyisibolan,
fangfozhishizaichuliyijianwuguanjinyaodewupin。zheiyishi,woduitazhiyouhen。danwoyezhidao,
zaizheizuobinglengdeqiulongli,tahuoxushiweiyidetupokou。yinwei,wozhongshenghou,huodeleyizhongqiguaidenengli。
dangwochumoyiyangdongxishi,wonengkandao,huozheshuo「ganzhi」dao,tasuochengzaidezuiqiangliedeyiduanqingxuhejiyi。
jiuxiangwochumoneigeguciwawadesuipianshi,woganzhidaode,shishuyu「gunian」de,wubiandetongkuheyuanhen。
woxuyaoquchumoyijianshuyulinchende、duitalaishuofeichangzhongyaodedongxi。woyaokankan,
tadexinlidaodizangzheshenme。tashihewofumuyiyangchetoucheweideemo,haishi……yigebeibiwunaidebangxiong?
jihuihenkuaijiulaile。diertian,qinlanjiekouwoganghuiguoxuyaohaohaoxiuxi,meishoulewodeshoujihediannao,
chediduanjuelewoyuwaijiedelianxi。wobeiruanjinle。yirisancandouyouyongrenzhunshisongdaofangjianmenkou。
tamensonglaidefancailidoujialeweiliangdezhendingji。zheijilianghenxiao,buhuirangrenhunshui,
danhuirangrenjingshenweimi、sizhiwuli。heshangyishizaijingshenbingyuanli,tamenjiwozhushedeyaowu,
shitongyizhongdongxi。wolengxiaozhejiangfancaiyuanfengbudongdidaojinlematong。wojiazhuangzijichileyao,
meitiandoubiaoxiandehunhunchenchen,dabufenshijiandoutangzaichuangshangshuijue。
wodeshuncongsihuranglinguodongheqinlanfangsonglejingti。zheitianxiawu,wotingdaogebilinchendefangjianlichuanlaizhengchaosheng。
shiqinlanhelinchen。「……nidaodizaihuaiyishenme?tajiushiwanwan!shinideqinmeimei!」
qinlandeshengyinjianruierjidong。「shima?」linchendeshengyinhenleng,「yigezaiguowaizhangdadenvhai,
huilaidiyitianjiujingzhundishuaisuileneigewawa。nibujuedetaiqiaolema?」「neizhishigeyiwai!
tazijiyeshuole,shishouhua!」「shouhua?」linchenlengxiao,「ma,nibieziqiqirenle。tadeyanshen,
tadefanying,genbenjiubuxiangyigeshibasuidenvhai。takanwomendeyanshen,jiuxiang……jiuxiangzaikanchouren。」
wodexinmengdiyitiao。「nihushuoshenme!」qinlandeshengyinlidaishangleyisikonghuang,「linchen,wojinggaoni,
buyaozaihusiluanxiang!womenweilezheigejiafuchuleduoshao,nibisheidouqingchu!xianzaiwanwanhuilaile,
yiqiedouzaiwanghaodefangxiangfazhan,nibuyaozaizheigeshihoujiwojiewaishengzhi!」「ruguotabushiwanwanni?」
linchendeshengyinyadehendi,queziziqingxidichuanjinwodeerduo,「ruguohuilaideshi……gunianni?」
【4】「pa!」yishengqingcuideerguangsheng。jinjiezheshiqinlanxiesidilidenuhou:「nifengle!linchen!
gunianyijingsile!shaochenghuile!tazenmekenenghuilai!」wodeshousisidiwuzhuzuiba,
caimeirangzijifachushengyin。yuanlai,tazaojiuhuaiyile。linchen,tabiwoxiangxiangdeyaominruideduo。
fangjianlixianrulezhangjiudechenmo。guolehenjiu,wocaitingdaoqinlanpibeiershayadeshengyin:「achen,biexiangle。
tashiwanwan,tabixushiwanwan。weilewomenjia,weileni,yeweiletaziji。nimingbaima?」
menkaileyouguanshang,qinlanzoule。**zaibinglengdeqiangbishang,xinzangkuangtiaobuzhi。linchendehuaiyi,duiwolaishuo,
jishiweixian,yeshijihui。wobixuzaitaduiwocaiquxingdongzhiqian,xianyibuzhangwotademimi。wodenglehenjiu,
dengdaoyeshenrenjing,zhenggebieshudouxianruchenshui。woqiaoqiaodiliuchufangjian。zoulangliyipianqihei,
zhiyoujintoudeanquanchukouzhishideng,sanfazheyoulvdeguang。wochizhejiao,xiangyizhimaoyiyang,
wushengwuxidizoudaolinchendefangmenkou。menmeiyousuo。woqingqingtuikaiyitiaofeng,shanshenjinqu。fangjianlihenzhengjie,
daizheyigudandandeyancaowei。woxuyaozhaodaoyijianduitalaishuoyiyifeifandesirenwupin。
wodemuguangzaifangjianlikuaisusaoshi。shujiashangbaimanlegezhongshangyehejinrongleideshuji,
zhuoshangshibijibendiannaoheyixiewenjian。yijuliguazheyipaipaiyuntangpingzhengdexizhuangchenshan。
zheixiedongxidoutai「gonggong」le,chengzaibuletazuisimideqinggan。daodishishenmeni?
wodemuguangzuizhongluozailechuangtoujushang。neilibaizheyigexiangkuang。bushitahelinwandehezhao,
ershiyizhangtazijidedanrenzhao。zhaopianshangdetadagaishiliuqisuideyangzi,chuanzheyishenshuaiqidesaichefu,
shoulibaozhetoukui,zhanzaiyiliangkuxuandemotuochepang,xiaodezhangyangersiyi。neixiaorong,
hewojiyizhongneigelengmode、qinshousongwojindiyudelinchen,panruoliangren。zhijuegaosuwo,jiushitale。
woshenxiyikouqi,shenchushou,zhijianqingqingdichupengdaoleneigexiangkuangdebolibiaomian。yishunjian,
binglengdechugancongzhijianchuanlai,wushuhunluandehuamianheshengyin,xiangchaoshuiyiyangyongruwodedanao——「……achen,
fangqinidesaichemengba,nishenglaijiushiyaojichengjiayede。」zheishilinguodonglengmodeshengyin。「……bu!
woxihuansaiche!wobuyaodangshenmejichengren!」zheishishaonianlinchenshengsilijiedenahan。「……youbudeni!
niwangle**meidebinglema?zhiyouwomenjiadeshengyiyuezuoyueda,caiyouqianjitaxuming!」huamianyizhuan,
wokandaoleyigecangbaishouruodexiaonvhai,tangzaibingchuangshang,shenshangchamanleguanzi。shixiaoshihoudelinwan。「gege,
wohaonanshou……」「wanwanbiepa,gegehuijiunide。」shaonianlinchenwozhetadeshou,
yanshenlichongmanletongkuhezhengzha。xiayigehuamian,shizaiyigeyinsendedixiashili。
linguodongnazheyifengulaodejuanzhou,duilinchenshuo:「……zheishiwomenlinjiachuanxialaidemishu,『jieyunxuming』。
womenxuyaoyigebazixianghedenvhai,yangdaoershisisui,yongtadeqiyun,laihuanwanwandeming,
hewomenlinjiaweilaidexingsheng。」「ba!zheishisharen!shifanfade!」linchendelianshangmanshijingkonghekangju。
「shenmesharen?」linguodongdebiaoqingbiandezhengning,「zheishixianji!shiweilewomenjia!achen,
nishilinjiadezhangzi,nibixuchengdanqinidezeren!yaome,niyanzhengzhengkanzhe**meisi,yaome,
nijiupeihewomen,bazheigejihuazhixingxiaqu!」huamianposui,zuihoudinggede,shilinchentongkujuewangdelian。
taguizaidishang,jiangneizhangsaicheshoudezhaopian,henhendishuaizaidishang。zhaopianshang,tacengjingzuiyinyiweiaodemengxiang,
liantongtadeliangzhihedixian,yiqisuilie。yuanlai……shizheiyang。woliangqiangzhehoutuiyibu,kaozaiqiangshang,
dakoudakoudichuanzheqi。yuanlai,tabushitianshengdeemo。tashiyigeyongmengxiangheliangzhi,quhuanqumeimeishengmingde,
kebeidejiaoyizhe。taduiwodehao,huoxuyouneimeyisizhenxin,dangengduode,
shiduiyigejijiangbeixishengdejipindekuijiuhebuchang。erdangjiazuliyihewodexingmingbaizaitamianqianshi,
tahaobuyouyudixuanzeqianzhe。yehao。yigexinhuaikuijiudebangxiong,biyigetieshixinchangdeemogengrongyijikui。
linchen,nijiangshiwofuchoujihuazhongzuiguanjiandeyikeqizi。jiuzaizheishi,menwaichuanlaileqingweidejiaobusheng。
shilinchenhuilaile!woxinliyijing,huangusizhou,yijinglaibujiduozang。menbashouzhuandongle。【5】menkaile。
linchenzhanzaimenkou,kanzhefangjianlibugaichuxiandewo,yanshenshunjianbianderuilirudao。tameiyoukaideng,
yueguangcongtashenhoudechuanghuzhaojinlai,jiangtadeshenyingladehenzhang,xiangyizunchenmodediaosu。kongqifangfoninggule。
wonengtingdaozijiruleigubandexintiaosheng。「nizaizheilizuoshenme?」tadeshengyinhendi,tingbuchuxinu,
quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyideyapogan。wojinzhangdizuanjinleyijiao,danaofeisuyunzhuan。
bunengchengrenwoshilaitoukantamimide。wobixujitayigehelide,younengrangtaduiwofangxiajiebeideliyou。
yigenengchudongtaneixinzuirouruandifangdeliyou。wotaiqitou,yankuangshunjianjiuhongle,
shengyinlidaizhekuqiangheweiqu:「ge……wohaipa。」wozhilezhilouxiazhanjudefangxiang,
shentisesefadou:「woshuibuzhe,yibishangyan,jiukandaoneigewawa……tazaiduiwoxiao,xiaodehaoheren。
wobuganyigerendaizaifangjianli。」wodutaxinliduiwo,dui「gunian」deneiyisikuijiu。guoran,
tingdaowodehua,linchenshenshangneigulinglideqishi,shunjianhuanhelexialai。tayanzhongderuilitunqu,querdaizhide,
shiyizhongfuzananyandeqingxu。youlianmin,youburen,haiyouyisiyinzangdehenshende……tongku。tazoulejinlai,
shunshouguanshanglemen。「haipajiuhuizijifangjiansuohaomen。」tameiyoukanwo,ershizoudaoshuzhuoqian,
jizijidaoleyibeishui。「wobugan……」woqieshengshengdigenzaitashenhou,xiangyizhishoujingdexiaotuzi,「ge,
nifangjianli……youguang,wonengzaizheilidaiyihuierma?jiuyihuier,dengtianlianglewojiuzou。」
wozhilezhitachuangtouneizhanhunhuangdeyedeng。taheshuidedongzuodunleyixia,congbeizidedaoyingli,
wokandaotajinsuodemeitou。tazaizhengzha。lizhigaosuta,yinggailikebawoganchuqu,hewobaochijuli。
danqingganshang,neifenyuanzi「gunian」dekuijiu,yourangtawufaduiwozheige「shoujingdemeimei」yingqixinchang。
「suini。」zuizhong,taconghoulonglijichulianggezi,ranhoujiuzuozaileshuzhuoqiandeyizishang,buzailiwo。
woanansongleyikouqi。diyibu,chenggongle。womeiyoudecunjinchidiqukaojinta,
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