gualedianhua,guxincaidiankaifangroufaguolaideneitiaoxinwen。
kanzheshangmianfuwenyuanheshenyanranbingpaizouchujichangdezhaopian,tamomojiangtupianfangda。
shenyanranzhendehenmei,shineizhongzhangyangwubidemei。
guxintaiyankankanjingzilideziji,meimuqiandan,suserulian。
fuwenyuandepengyoumenyiqiandoushuo,tashisuoyoutishenzhongzuibuxiangzhengzhude,danqueshenqidedailezuijiu。
zhikanleyiyan,guxinjiushensebubiandiguandiaolexinwen,zhunbeiqianwangyiyuan。
医院,神经科。
bingchuangshangdeshaonianjinbishuangyan,wunianle,rengranmeiyoubanfenguxingdejixiang。
guxinbianjita**shoubu,bianhuanshengkaikou:“taxihuanderenhuilaile,suoyiwokenenghuizaiyejianbudaonigegele……”
chuangshangdeshaonianmeiyourenhefanying。
顾芯唇角泛起苦涩。
xuxutaotaozaibingfanglidailelianggexiaoshi,guxincailikai。
quezaichudiantishi,zhuangjianlefuwenyuan。
jiandaoguxin,fuwenyuanmeitouxiayishiningqi,zhijielengzhelianyibajiangrenlazhu,chukoujiushizhiwen:“nigenzongwodaozhei,shixiangzuoshenme?”
guxinyileng,tachuixiayanmouruanruanjieshi。
“womeigenzongni,wodidideyiyuanshizheili。”
zheihuafuwenyuanyigezidoubuxin,tataidulengku:“wojinggaoni,buyaochuxianzaiyanranmianqian,fouzebieguaiwobukeqi!”
顾芯沉默下来。
tameixiangdao,zaiyiqi3nian,fuwenyuanjingduitabanfenxinrendoumeiyou……jiantabushuohua,fuwenyuangengshirendingtashizhidaoleshenyanranzaizheili,guyiguolaide。
huiguoshen,guxinmuguanglveguotashoulidetiandianhe,mangroushengtixing:“tiandianduixinzangbuhao,nihaishishaochidian。”
“biejiwozhuanyihuati!”fuwenyuanshensebunai,haixiangshuoshenmeshi,shoujixiangle。
kanjianpingmushangdelaidianmingzi,tashenseshuzhanyishun,suijikanxiangguxinzaicijinggao:“zairangwozaiyiyuankandaoni,jiubiexiangcongwozheinadaoyifenqian!”
shuowan,fuwenyuanjieqidianhuakuaisulikai。
guxindingzaiyuandi,taiyankanzhetajinleyijianbingfang。
taxianglexiang,haishigenshangqianqu。
touguochuang,quezhenghaokanjianshenyanransajiaoweilekoudangaojifuwenyuan。
心口微微刺痛。
guxinjinyaoxiachun,biekaiyanshen,zhuanshenlikai。
jitianhou,guxinzhengzaihuashigongzuo,resoushangturanbaochushenyanranhuanmanxingshengongnengshuaijie?。
kandaozheigexiaoxi,guxincaimingbaiweishenmehuizaiyiyuanpengjianfuwenyuan。
sixupiaoyuanpianke,guxinjiufangxiashouji,jixuhuahua。
caihuabujiu,yidaodichendaizhenuqidenanshengquezaitabeihouxiangqi。
“顾芯!”
guxinyijing,caizhuanshenjiujianfuwenyuanzhanzaimenkou,lianselenglieyinchen。
kanchubuduijinglai,guxinfangxiahuabiqishenshangqian,haimeikaikou,jiubeifuwenyuanyibaguanzaiqiangshang。
houbeizhuangshangjianyingbinglengdeqiangbi,tengdeguxinningqimei,bujiekanta。
fuwenyuanshuangmouxinghong:“yanranxuyaojingyang,niqueguyibaochuxinwen,daozhitabingqingehua,nishenmeshihoubianderuciedule!”
guxinnaozifameng:“shenme?”
“别装了。”
fuwenyuanbuyoufenshuozhijiezhuaizhetawangwaizouqu。
shouwanbeizhuaideshengteng,guxinzhengzhabukai,beiqiangxingdaidaoleyiyuan。
yingmianzoulaidehushishensejiaoji:“fuzong,rhyinxingxuezhaodaolema?”
xiayike,fuwenyuanbianjiangguxintuileguoqu——“tajiushirhyinxingxue,choutade。”
guxinliangqianglexiacaizhanwen。
xinkoufanqikuchu,taquemeiyoufankang。
输血台上。
xueyidiandiancongtadeshentichouzou,guxinlianseyeyidiandianbiandecangbai,tadeyanjingqueyizhikanzhefuwenyuan。
kanzheneizhanglianshangcengjingdewenroudoubianchengbingleng。
denghushichougouxuehou,zhenguanhaimeiquchu,fuwenyuanzhuanshenjiuyaozou。
guxinlianmanglazhuta,youyicizhongshen:“bushiwozuode。”
fuwenyuanquezhishishuaikaitadeshou,kandoumeikantayiyan,jingzhiqulebingfang。
yanzhengzhengkanzhefuwenyuandebeiyingxiaoshi,guxinhunshenfaleng。
taxialeshuxuetai,haimeizoujibu,zhijuejiaoxiafaruan。
xiayike,jingyanqianyiheishiquyishi!
zaicixinglaishi,rumushichunbaidebingfangtianhuaban。
guxinmianqiangchengqishenzi,erbianzhouranchuanlaiyishengdaizhezebeideshengyin——“nidouhuaiyunlianggeyuele,zenmehaiquxianxue?”