第1章

楼顶的风很大。

21louwangxiaqu,cherulougurenruyi。

shenqingerhaojiubucengzheimeshensiqingmingguo。

6nianqianziconglaogongqinyedeneixieangzangshierfuchushuimian,tajiuyizhichuyukuangzaozhizhong,hentouleqinye,queyoubuganxinfangshou,ririxiesidili,shuijuedouzaifafeng。

lianggeyueqianerziqushi,tachedidebengkuile。

zheixienianwushuciyisixiangbi,meixiangdaozhenzhengtashangtiantaideshihou,neixinjingrucipingjing。

cikeshenqingershifenqingxingdechengren,zijishule,chedishule,zaojiushule。

shudiaoleqingchun,shudiaolehunyin,shudiaolejia,shudiaolezizunhejiaoao,shenzhi,shudiaoleerzi。

儿子……

xinkoumengdechoutong,ruwanjianchuanxin。

tajuqishouliyizhibaozhedexiangkuang,limianshierzideyixiang。

18suidedananhai,xiaodeyangguangcanlan。

zhaopianbeimianshitashouxiedeyijuhua:

爱你胜过爱生命。

raner,tameibaohuhaoruien。

yichuanleizhushunzhelianjialuoxialai,zazaiyixiangshang。

ruien,mamalaipeinile……

tabishangyan,zongshenyiyue。

gankudetoufaluanwuzhe,baisedeshuiyibeifengsichezhe。

ranersuduturanbianmanleyiyang,yigeheiyinanzizhangzheshuangbeigentajihupingxingxiazhui。

nanzidelianmanshichaofenghebuxie:

“yuannianzheimezhong,daihuiquyeshigemafan,burujinigejihuizijiboyiboba……”

neinanzishuangshounieleyigejue,kouzhongniannianyouci。

shenqingerzhengzichayi,yanqianhuranfengjiaoleidong,zisedeshandianhuapotianji,chuantouyunhai。

zhangtianpomo,nongyunfangun,yanqianfangfomori。

……

……

再睁眼,风流云散。

shenqingerzhengzhanzaichuangmingjijingdedafangzili,shoulihaibaozheyikuangzangyifu。

mianqianshiyigedadadechuanyijing,touguojingzi,takandaoziji,jijianduanfa,heide,meiyoubai。yixiehuangsejiajufu,xidelveyouxietunse。

yangguangtouguodaluodichuang,saxiayishinuanyi。

ketingdezhaopianqiangshang,guamanledadaxiaoxiaodequanjiafuzhaopian。

tarende,zheishitayishouzhuangxiubingrenzhendalidejia。

menkouxuanguanchu,yigexizhuanggelvdenanrenzhengzaihuanxie,shiqinye。

“jinerwanshangyaopeisichuandekehuyingchou,nizhidaotamenneibianderen,tebienengwan,jieshugujidaoyiliangdianle,mingeryizaohaiyaokaihui,wojiuzaigongsixiaowoshicouheyiwan。nimenbuyongdengwo。”

jisuxiazhuidebushigansihuhaizai,shenqingeryizhenhuanghu。

不是跳楼了么?

是做梦?

“baba!”yigenanhaichuanzheshuiyishuikucongwoshizouchulai。

shenqingershunjianzhengzhu,hunshendexueyedouningzhuleyiban,shoulidezangyilanyediaozaidishang,zazhongjiaobei,taquehunranbuzhitong。

她的儿子秦瑞恩!

瑞恩还活着……

这是11岁的瑞恩!

“baba,wozuotianshuxuedeleyou,nihuilaidetaiwan,doumeiganshangqianzi!”

11suideqinruienwanquanmeizhuyidaomamadefanying,shuiyanmenglongdegenbabakongsuzhe。

“nimaqianyeyiyangde,xingle,woshangbanle。”

秦也匆匆撞上了门。

yiyangdeyuqi,yiyangdefuyan,yiyangdedongzuo,yishunjianshenqingerxingwuguolai——

不是梦,是重生……

tahuidaole6nianqian,ta37sui,neigenvrenzhaoshangmendeneiyitian。

shenqingerhunshenzhandouzhezouguolai,shenshoubaozhuerzi,lanruhuaizhong。

像揽住自己的命运。

yanzhongquezaoyishidayupangtuo。

shangyishidezheigezaochen,taxiangwangchangyiyang,zaoqijizhangfuheerzizhunbeizaocan,songzouzhangfu,songerzishangxue。

raner,dangtianwanshangyigenvrenjiushanglemen。

nvrenjiaolvjiabao,shiqinyedetongshi,nazheyizhangbchaodan,lengjingdefangzaitamianqian,wenta:

“tazaojiubuainile,niweishenmebulihun?”

hunyindetantajiushicongneiyikekaishide。