入夜。
guxinyueshichuanzhehongsehunsha，mingtiantajiuyaohexianglianqiniandebaiyanlijiehunle。
tazhengmanxinqidaituimenquzhaobaiyanli，buliao，gangzoudaomenbian，quetingjian‘peng’deyisheng，yixiangyouyademuqin，shensejiaozhuochonglejinlai。
yibazhuazhutadeshou：“xinyue，nixianbiejiehun，rangyanliqupeipeinimeimeihaobuhao？mengyaoyouyiyuzheng，tazhidaonimenyaojiehundexiaoxi，binggengzhongle……jiusuanmaqiunile！”
hongranyixia，rutongbingshuijiaotou，baguxinyuedexiyuemiedeyiganerjing。
“ma！yanlishiwaikeyishengyoubushixinliyisheng，sunmengyaofabing，weishenmeyaorangyanliqu？”
yueshuo，tayuejuedehuangmiu：“zicongsunmengyaolaidaowomenjia，wojiuyizhirangbu，shibushiwodeyiqiezhiyaotaxiangyao，nimendouyaowoxisheng？”
gumukuijiubiekaiyan，zuishangqueyijiushuo：“mengyaodeyiyuzhengzheizhendehenyanzhong，tayizhizaizican，mamadayingni，zhiyaotabingqinghaozhuan，jiurangbaiyanlihuilaigennijiehunhaobuhao？”
guxinyuezhijuedexintouyoubeitongleyidao。
haibudengtahuanguolai，menwaijiuyouchongjinlaiyiren。
是她的哥哥，顾宽。
gaodadenanren，yikaikoujiushixunma：“xinyue，ninengbunengdaduyidian！womenshiyijiaren，mengyaohaohaohuozhenandaobuhaoma？”
“nikebiewangle，niqianmengyaoyitiaoming！”
guxinyueliangqiangyibu，rutongbeidashanyazhuxiongkou，nanyihuxi。
15suineinian，sijilaosunsongtashangxuefashengchehuo，weilejiutasiqu，sunmengyaoshilaosunweiyidenver，gujiabianbatajielaizhaogu。
ketazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao，sunmengyaoyilai，tadeshijiedoubianle。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，zhiyaoyihesunmengyaoduishang，jiushitabudongshi，tajiuderangbu。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu，haiyou……
zhijianhenhenqiajinshouxin，guxinyuesisidingzheyanqianliangweibizijidexuemaiqinren，yiziyijujujue——
“woqiansunmengyaodeming，yinianqianyijingwalekeshenzangjita，xianzai……wojuebuhuibaweilaidezhangfuyerangjita！”
hualuo，baiyanlihurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。
tadeshensehuianbuming，shenshanghaichuanzhemingtianyaojiehundexifu。
simuxiangdui，guxinyuekanchutameijianzangzhedeyouyu，xintouchaneigedeng，xiayishichongguoqu，qiujiubanlazhenanrendeshou。
“yanli，nikuaigentamenshuo，mingtianshiwomendehunlihuiruqijuxingde，duima？”
“xinyue，mengyaozheiyicizhendebingdehenyanzhong……”
guxinyuebuzijueyongliwojinbaiyanlideshou，tawangzhezheigecengjingshuozuiaitadenanren，yanzhongyibianyibianqiqiu。
zuihou，nanrenhaishiyidiandiantuikaita：“dengwohuilai。”
tamensangerenzhejimanghuangdilikai。
wuneizhishengsiyibandejijing，guxinyuehaoxiangbeiquanshijiepaoqi。
像一个落幕的小丑。
zhiyaoduishangsunmengyao，tahaoxiangmeiyourenheshengsuan。
hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。
tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogaodan。
yizhenxinjiaobidetananyihuxi，taningzheshouzhongdexueji，beiliangninan：“baiyanli，wobuzhidaowohaiyouduoshaoshijiannenggoudengni。”