第5章不能要她

kanqingkuang,zaiguojifenzhongkendingshiyaoxiayule。

zijizheibalaogutoukebuxiangzaizheilichuiyiyedelengfenglinyiyedelengyu。

songjinanmeiyounuodongyemeiyouqiurao,jiuzheiyangguizhe。henkuai,yudianbiandazaileshenshang,yuyeyuelaiyueda,dantadexinyeliangtoule,shenzhilianqiushengdebennengdoufangqile。

jiuzaizheishunjian,taxinlishenzhixiangzhe,yaoburanjiuzheiyangwushengwuxidesileba,zheigeshijieshangyezaojiumeiyouzijixiangyaoliuliandeshihewule,yizhiyilaitadouzaigouyancanchuanbale。

songjinanjiuzheiyangbaozhebisidejuexin,manmandayubangbojiuhaoxiangtianshangzaidaoshuiyiban,zazaishenshangjingyeshengshengdeteng。

tabuzhidaozijiguileduojiu,zhizhidaozaizuihouyike,tadeshentizaiyechengshoubuzhudedaozaiyudili。

liuguanjiakanjiansongjinanyunle,lianmangconglangdaoxiapaochulai,xinlidiguzhezheicailinleduodahuierjiuyunle。

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医院。

guxijueliansewubidelengmo,haowubandianlianyi。

tatingjianliuguanjiashuosongjinanguilebudaobangexiaoshijiuyundaozaicitangwai,jiuhaoxiangshitingdaoleyigexiaohuayiban,shenzhixiangyaozoudaomianqianfengcita。

songjinan,zheijiushinidexinzhaoshu?

benlai,tajiubuxiezheiyichukurouji,jiusuansongjinangensuruoyadebingfangzhishiyicengzhige,doubuyuanyiquqiaosongjinanyiyan,zhixiangzaisuruoyadebingfangshouzhetaxinglai。

queyejiuzaizheigeshihou,linqingshuangdadianhuaguolairangtadaosongjinanbingfangyitang,takanleyiyanbingfangneihaimeiyousuxingdesuruoya,zuizhonghaishilikaile。

songjinanbingfangwai,gujiarendouzaizheilile,shenzhishentibuhaodegulaoyeziyelaile。

gudonglingenlinqingshuangliansehenbuhao,gulaoyezilianshangqueshishaoyoudexiyuezhise,yipanghaizhanzheyigenvyishengzhengmanlianxiaoyideshuozhehua。

“shaofurenyijingyouyigebanyuedeshenyunle。”

nvyishengdeshengyinbudabuxiao,guxijueganghaotingjian,tadejiaobuyidun,yishuangyanmoubengfachunongliedehanyi,luozailenvyishengdelianshang。

beizheidaohanguangzhushizhedenvyishengjingjuedebeihouyouxiefaliang。

guxijuedeshengyindichenyouli,zhenshelishizu:“nizaishuoyibian?”

nvyishengbeizheidaoshengyinhededaqidoubuganchu,lenglengdekanxiangyibuyibuchaozhezijizouguolaidenanren,neishuangyanmoujiuhaoxiangyaochirenyiban,taxiayishidehaiwanghoutuilejibu,shoulidejianchadanquebeichouchuleshouxin。

guxijuekanzhedanzishangmianxiezhe,huaiyunliuzhou。

nvyishengziranshiqiaochulaimianqianzheiweizhunbabameiyouyixingbandianhuanyingxinshengmingdejiashi,fandaoshiyanshenzhongchongchizheyane。tazheishiyouduobuxihuanzijidexiaohaia?

guxijuedebochunqingqi,shengyinguadanerlengmo:“zaiquchayici。”

因为他不相信。

yibianchuzheguaigunhaizhibuzhukesoudegulaoyezipieleguxijueyiyan,yifudajiazhangdeyanlizhitai:“zheigehaizishibushinidezhong,nidoubuqingchu?”

gulaoyezikanzijisunzizheifumoyang,jiuzhidaoshibuxiangyaozheigehaizi。

zhibuguozijidoushibanjieshenzirutuderenle,yishengyeshuoleshengcunqizuiduoyejiuzheiyinianbanzaile,benxiangzhelinsiqianyezaiqiaobujiangujiadedisidaile,xianzaisongjinanhuaiyunle,gulaoyezixinlibietiyouduogaoxing,xinlitouyezhujianyoulexinshengmingdepantou。

guxijuezhouzhemei,shengyinbuxianbudan:“yeye,zheigehaizibunengyao。”