luyinbili,nansangningwenchuleneigewenti:“weishenmeninbujiangdangniandezhenxianggaosuxiuyuan?”
“ruguoningaosuta,neinimenzhijiandegehejiubucunzaile,muziliangyehuimucizixiaoa。”
bomushenshentanleyikouqi:“ener,nibuzhidaoxiuyuandexingzi。”
“zaitayanli,tafuqinshitazaizheigeshijieshangzuichongbaideren,tayitadefuqinweibangyang,shishikekeyueshuzishen。”
“tajuedetadefuqinshiwanmeide。ruguowogaosuta,tadefuqincengjingchuguiaishangbiedenvren,shenzhibuxixiangyaobabojiadeyiqiedougongshourangren,tadexinyangjiubengtale。”
“wobuganxiangxiangneigehouguo……ruguoxiuyuantayidingyaoyuanhenyigeren,neimejiuyuanhenwoba。”
“zhishiweiquleni,wobizhexiuyuanquleni,tagengjiahenwo,yeliandaizhehenni。ener,niyuanwoma?”
nansangningchenmolehenjiucaihuida:“bu,ruguomeiyounin,woyongyuandoubukenengjiajita。”
“woxiangxinrijiushengqing,shuidishichuan。woyidinghuiyongwodeaidadongta。”
录音结束。
guxiuyuanneishicaizhidao,zijicuodeyouduomelipu。
tamingmingshigezailengjingbuguoderen,zhishiyinweibomulikaitaneinian,tahaitaixiao。
neifenhenhenanshoushenshengenzhongzaitadexinli,mengbiletadeshuangyan,rangtabukenquxianglingwaiyizhongkeneng,rangtazhangdahouyemeiyouqudiaochamuqindangnianlikaidezhenxiang。
suoyidaozhiwuhuijiangjinershinian。
meiyoushenmebirenshidaozijidecuowugengrangrenhuihen。
tahencuoleren,daozhibomuhuidaobojiahou,tazaimeiyouxiangyigeerziyiyangxiangmuqinsajiao。
哪怕他心里是想的。
zhidaobomulikai,taxinlidehendoumeiyouxiaojianbanfen。
zheirangtacuoguolehemuqindezuihouyimian。
guxiuyuanshuranjiuxiangqileneitiannansangningdaizhemanshendeshangquzhaoziji。
tazhanzaitadezhuoqian,shuaisuilehongjiuping,yongjianruidesuipiandizhezijidebozi。
tahunshenzhandou,mingmingneimepa。
可他都没有相信她!
tahairangrenbatadiulechuqu……
neishideta,gaiyouduomejuewang?
guxiuyuanbuganquxiangle,zhiyaoyixiang,tadexinjiunanshoudaoxianxuelinli。
还有那条狗。
guxiuyuandequebuxihuanzheiyangmaorongrongdedongwu,keneitiantahuijiakanjianneitiaogou,tazhidaoshinansangningdaihuilaide,queyemeiyoubagoudiuchuqu。
meixiangdaoxiaopingtinghuichentalikaibieshudeshihou,baneitiaogoujidiulechuqu。
tagangkaishibingbuzhidaofashengleshenme。
zhidaotaderenlaibingbao,shuonansangningbaozheyitiaogoudeshiti,zaitamuqindefenqianguileyitian,tacaizhidao。
guxiuyuandangshijiuzhidaozheishixiaopingtingzuode。
ketahaishishenmedoumeishuo,yemeiyouzeguaixiaopingting,yemeiyoukeliannansangning。
danzaicishicike,guxiuyuanhuranfanyingguolai,zheitiaogouhuoxushidangshinansangningweiyidejingshenyituo。
duitahaodebomulishi,tayouduitashierbujian,tazhinengyuneitiaoxiaogouhuxiangpeiban。
dantazuihoulianneiweiyideyikaoyemeiyoule……
痛苦在身体里蔓延。
guxiuyuanwanxiayao,zhenggerenkongzhibuzhudiquansuochengyituan。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu,zheizhongtongkucaishaoshaoxiaojian。
erjiuzaizheishi,tadezhulinazheyifenbaogaozoulejinlai。
“bozong,nindekankanzheige。”zhuliluchunanyandebiaoqing,“zheishiwoganggangchadaode。”
guxiuyuanchengzhebingguanhuanleyihuier。
zhidaoshixianqingming,tacaitaiyanwangguoqu——
患者:南桑宁。
zhenduanjieguo:zhongduyiyuzheng,chuxianhuanjue,xuyaoruyuanzhiliao。