第6章 求生不得,求死不能

zheishengyinyijingbeikedaolexueyeli,hanjinjindelinghunfangfodouzaizhenzhan,shijinlequanshendeliqizhengzha。

xiayike,xigaiwoturanbeiyonglichuaileyijiao!

talangbeidiguidaoxiaqu,dishangqiahaoyouyigejianyingdeshizi。

“砰!”

tongyishunjianxijuanerlai,hanjinjinjiujuedeyanqianyihei,chedishiqusikaodenengli。

nanrenlaidaohanjinjinshenqian,jifengyixiao:“zenmebupaole?”

hanjinjinmengditaitou,wangzheneishuangqiheideshuangyan,yishunjianjiuxiangshibeitaokonglesuoyoushengqi,yankuangzhongzaicijixuleleishui,touzhexiexudewuzhu。

她突然好恨。

weishenmetajiushibukenfangguoziji!?

tadouyijingdidaolechenaili,weishenmejiubunengfangzijiyitiaoshenglu?

hanjinjinxiangyaoqishen,zheiyangdezishishizaishiguoyuquru。

kenulilehaojifenzhong,faxianzijidetuigenbenshibushangyidianliqi。

tayonglixilexibizi,mamudixiaoshengwen:“nidaodi,xiangzenmeyang?”

gushangtiaomei,zuijiaogouzhejifenlenglie,“woxiangzuoshenme,nibushizuiqingchu?”

“hanjinjin,zheihaijinjinshikaishi,niqianwodezhai,zheiyibeizidouhaibuqing!”

taturanshenshoubahanjinjinlinleqilai,zhijiesaijinchezili。

xigaiyuelaiyuetong,hanjinjinshangbanshenzitanruanzaihouzuo,haoduocidoujuedezijihuibeitongdeyunguoqu。

lugangshigushangdezhuli,zheiciguolaizhuarenyeshiguzongfenfude,tagenzheguzongyoukuaishiniandeshijianle,duiyuhanjinjindeyixieshiqing,tahaishiduoshaolejiediande。

zhibuguo,zuoweiyigepangguanzhe,tayanshenzhongshanguojifenburen。

“kanshenme,ganjinkaiche!”danjinjiezhe,gushangzaidulengzhelianmingling,“quyiyuan!”

luganghuishen,huanhuandeyaoleyaotou,zheiguniangshizaishitaicanlexie,jianzhijiushiliunianbulia,zenmejiuredaoleguzongzheizunshashen!

budaoershifenzhongdeshijian,laosilaisibianzaiyiyuandechekuliwenwentingxia。

tayijingkuaibeitongdehunguoqule,lianshangbeilenghanjintou,chunseyebiandecangbaitouming。

gushangdakaichemen,barenjizhuailelexialai。

yulundayizaojiuzaiyiloumenkoudengzhe,jiangushangbaozhehanjinjinchuxian,mouzhongshanguoyimojingya,“tazheishizenmele?”

gangcaigushangjizijidadianhua,shuobangmangyuegegukedafu,tahaiyouxiebumingsuoyi,xianzaikandaozheiyiqie,shunjianleranle。

gushangminchun,yiyubufa,hanjinjindeyangziyeshikelian,biaoqingshifentongku。

xiangdaogushangxinuwuchangdexingshifengge,yulundayouxiebufangxin,huanhuanshenchushouqu,“jiaojiwoba,woyiding……”

buliao,gushangduoleyixia,meiyanyouxiebumandidengleyulundayiyan。

“交给你?”

shuowanjiuzhijieyueguota,dabuwanglimianzouqu。

yudalunwunaidikanzhegushangdebeiying,zhidaodiantimendakaicaizhuishangqu。

kanyangzihanjinjinyijingyunguoqule,yulundazaicidingzheqiangkouzhuiwen:“daodizenmehuishi,caichuqubangexiaoshidoubudao,zenmejiuyoubarenzhetengchengzheiyangle?”

gushanglengxiao,duitadecuocishifenbuman,“wozhetengta?”

好家伙?

难道不是吗!?

yulundazaiciwunai,renjiahaohaoyigeguniang,xianzaibeizhemodexiangshigelewushengqidemuouwawa,haixiangruhe?

zheigushangdepiqiweishabushouyishoua。

叮——

电梯门缓缓打开。

gushangmeiyanbingleng,chuquqianlengshengjieshidao,,“shitazijihuogai,zizuozishou,beichuaileyijiao。”

yulundamoran,wunaidijixugenleshangqu。

hanjinjinbeisongqupaipian,jieguoyaoguoyihuiercainengchulai。

gushangyouzhijiebarenjinonghuilebingfang。

guolebuzhidaoduojiu,hanjinjindejiemaoweiweizhandouleliangxia,huanmanzhengkai。

yishidaozijiyouhuidaolebingfanghou,yanzhongxunsudedunshimanyanlejifenjuewang,daidaidikanzhetoudingdedeng,shixianyidiandianmeiyoulejiaoju。

yidaorenyingturanzoujin,jinjiezhexiabayitong。

gushangshouzhiyongli,shengyinlengdaochegu,yigeziyigezidijinggaodao:“hanjinjin,niyihouzuihaolaoshidian,ruguozairangwozhidaonitaopao……”

hanjinjinquexiaole,xiaorongqichuyinren,zhishishixianqueyiranmamu,jiuxiangshiganjuebudaotengtong,“gushang,niyaoshalewoma?”

“shani?”gushanglengchiyisheng,zhijianweiweiyongli,henbudebahanjinjindexiabajibaiduan,“wodangranbuhuishani!”

“sileduomeiyisi,wojiushiyaorangniqiushengbude,qiusibuneng!”

“woyoudeshifazizhengzhini,dong?”

leishuiyidiandianmohuleshixian,tongyisichezhecuiruodeshenjing,hanjinjintaiqileiyankanguoqu,nianshaoshihoudesuoyoumeihaozaicikequandoubianchenglezhengning。

leizhuguntang,luozailegushangdeshoushang。

dunshi,gushangshenziyijin,xiayimiaojiuhaoxiangbeizhuoshaoyiban,shuaikaihanjinjindexiaba,yanshenyouxiexiane。

“好脏!”

taditoukanleyiyanzijishenshangdebaisechenshan,shenqingyufabaoli,“niquxialoumaishijin。”

yizhizhanzaimenkoudeluganglikeyingsheng,“haodeguzong!”

buguowufenzhongbiancongcongganhui。

yuanbenyiweiguzongshiyaocachenshanshangdewudian,buliao,tanaqishijin,jingzhicenglecenghanjinjinzangxixidelianjia。

suirandongzuosuanbushangwenrou,quecadehenganjing……

shenshangyijiulangbei,danzheizhangliansuanshiganjingle。

hanjinjinquanchengmeiyouduoyixia,xiangshigemeiyousixiangdemuou。

不拒绝,也不挣扎。

gushangzhuanshenlikai,yijingzoudaomenkou,xiangshituranyouxiangdaoleshenme,fenfudao:“haohaokanzheta,bierangtapaole。”

“是!”

lugangshigushangdetezhu,duiyudingtoushangsidemingling,ziranzhiyoudayingdefen。

denggushanglikai,tasongleyikouqi,meibanfa,guzongdeqichangshizaishitaiqiangdale。

buguoyucitongshi,yeyoujifenwuyu。

jiuhanjinjinxianzaizheifuyangzi,haizenmenengpaodele?

zheiyangyixiang,lianminxindunshikaishifanlan,liandaizhemianxiangdouheshanlejifen,“hanxiaojie,wozhidaoninxinlihennanshou,danzaizenmeshuoyeyaohaohaohuo……”

“gunchuqu!!”hanjinjinshengyindiya。

taxianzaishenmedoutingbujinqu。

tashigushangshenbianderen,zhiyaoshihegushangyouguandeyiqie,tadouyane!

lugangyouxiemengle,“bushi,hanxiaojie,wo……”

“我让你滚!”

hanjinjinzaiciqiangdiaoleyibian。

lugangyouxieweiqu,danhaishihuiliuliudizoulechuqu,yibianguanmenyibianxiang,zijidaodishishenmedayuanzhong?tashuoshenmeleta?weishenmeshoushangdeshita?

……

bangexiaoshihou,paipiandejieguozhongyuxialaile。

顾熵重新回到病房。

yulundanazhepianzi,yonglitanlekouqi,kangushangdeyanshenchongchizhebuzantong。

“congpianzilikeyimingquekandao,xigaixiamianyijingchuxianlemingxiandeliehen,haiyouxiaotuidebufenyeshoudaolesunshang,xuyaozuoshoushudashigaoban。”

yulundadeshouzhizaipianzishangqingqingzhileyixia,youxieyansu。

shangdaogutoujuebushixiaoshi,nongbuhaojueduihuiluoxiayibeizidebinggen。

ruguohuanzuoshiyiqiandehanjinjin,yidinghuileiyanwangwang,sajiaoshuozijihaotong。

可现在……

qinrendouyijingbuzaile,mamahaigulinglingditangzaibingfangli,buzhishenmeshihoucainengxingguolai。

tazaojiuyijingshiqulesajiaodeziben。

hanjinjintingdaozheihuadidongledongzijidetui。

taziwojifengdikuxiaoyisheng。

“jingranzhishiguliema,neiguzongqibushihenshiwang?”