光与沉默的交响第5章

zhouyizaochen,zhaoxiaodingzhelianggeheiyanquanzoujinjiaoshi。zhenggezhoumo,

tadouzaixiangyanyiendeshi——tamuqindebingqing,tadedagong,

haiyouneiju"womenbenjiubushiyigeshijiederen"。shoujinaqiyoufangxiawushuci,

zuizhonghaishimeiyoujitafarenhexiaoxi。yanyiendezuoweikongzhe。zhaoxiaosonglekouqi,youyinyinshiwang。

tahaimeixianghaogairuhemianduita。shangkelingxiangqianwufenzhong,jiaoshimenbeituikai。yanyienzoulejinlai,

liansebizhouwuwanshanggengjiacangbai,yanxiaguazheshenzhongdeyinying,zoulushiweiweituozhebei,

xiangshichengshouzhewuxingdezhongliang。tongxuementoulaihaoqidemuguang,dantashiruowudu,jingzhizoudaozuoweiqianzuoxia。

"zao。"zhaoxiaoxiaoshengshuo,yanjingdingzhezhuomian。"ng。"yanyienjianduanhuiying,shengyinshaya。tadakaikeben,

zhaoxiaozhuyidaotadeshouzhizaiqingweizhandou,youshouwandehongzhongsihugengyanzhongle。taxiangwenwentamuqindeqingkuang,

xiangwentazhoumoguodezenmeyang,dansuoyouhuadoukazaihoulongli。

tamenzhijianfangfoyouhuidaolezuichuneizhongmoshengergangadezhuangtai。wulikeshangdaoyiban,zhaoxiaozhengjizhebiji,

turantingdao"dong"deyishengmenxiang。tazhuantoukanqu——yanyiendaozailedishang,kebencongshouzhonghualuo,

fachucierdemocasheng。"yanyien!"zhaoxiaojinghuyisheng,congzuoweishangdanqilai。quanbanyipianhuaran。

wulilaoshikuaibuzouguolai,fushenjiancha:"zenmehuishi?"zhaoxiaoyijingdunzaiyanyienshenbian。tadeetouguntang,

huxijicu,zuichunyinqueshuierganlie。taqingqingpaidatadelianjia:"yanyien?nengtingdaowoshuohuama?

"meiyoufanying。"woqujiaoxiaoyi。"wulilaoshizhanqishen,"zhaoxiao,nipeitaquyiwushi。"xiaoyiganlaihou,

jiandanjianchaleyixia:"gaoshao,tuoshui,xuyaosongyiyuan。yijingjiaolejiuhuche。

"zhaoxiaobangmangshoushiyanyiendeshubao,shouzhiwuyijianpengdaoyigeyingpibenzi。benzidiaozaidishang,

tankaiyiye——shangmianmimimamajizhegezhongyaopinmingcheng、jiagehefuyongshijian,

haiyouyixiekansishiyiliaoshuyudebiji。zuixiafangyonghongbihualegequan,limianxiezhe"disancihualiao,zhouwu"。

jiuhuchedaole。xiaoyiwen:"yousheizhidaotajiarendelianxifangshi?

"zhaoxiaoyaoleyaozuichun:"tamuqin...zaiyiyuan。weiaiwanqi。"xiaoyiluchujingyadebiaoqing,

suijileran:"nanguaizheihaiziyizhizheimeshou。zhaoxiao,nigentashu,nengyiqiquyiyuanma?"zhaoxiaodiandiantou,

haobuyouyudizhuaqizijiheyanyiendeshubao,genzhedanjiashanglejiuhuche。yiyuanzoulangshang,

xiaodushuideqiweicibierbingleng。zhaoxiaozuozaizhangyishang,kanzheyihurenyuanjinjinchuchu。

yiweiyishengzouchulai:"nishihuanzhedetongxue?""shide。tazenmeyang?""pilaoguodu,yingyangbuliang,

jiashanggaoshao。"yishengfanzhebingli,"yijingjitashuyele,xuyaoxiuxijitian。nishitaweiyidelianxirenma?

"zhaoxiaoyouyuleyixia:"tamuqinyezaizheijiayiyuan...zhongliuke。danwobuquedingjutibingfang。

"yishengdiandiantou:"womenhuichayixia。niyoutaqitajiarendelianxifangshima?

""meiyou...tafuqinbuzaiguonei。"zhaoxiaoxiangqiyanyienshuoguodehua,"xuyaowotongzhixuexiaoma?

""xianbuyong。dengtaxinglezaishuoba。"yishenglikaihou,zhaoxiaozuozaizhangyishang,fanchushouji。

linxiaotaoyijingfalehaojitiaoxinxi:「niqunale?」「zhoumingxuezhangwenniyaobuyaocanjiaxiawudewenxueshehuodong」

「kandaohuixiaoxi!」zhaoxiaohuifu:「yanyienyundaole,wozaiyiyuanpeita。bangwoqinggejia。」

xiaoxigangfachuqu,dianhuajiuxiangle。linxiaotaodeshengyincongtingtonglizhachulai:"shenmeqingkuang?nimenhehaole?

""bushi...jiushi...taxuyaorenbangmang。"zhaoxiaoyadishengyin,"tamamayezaizheijiayiyuan,

qingkuangbutaihao。"dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao:"xuyaowoguoquma?""buyongle。"zhaoxiaokanlekanshijian,

"nikuaishangkeleba?bangwogenbanzhurenshuoyishengjiuxing。"guaduandianhua,zhaoxiaozoujinbingfang。

yanyientangzaibingchuangshang,liansecangbairuzhi,shuyeguanlideyetiyidiyidiluoxia。taqingqingzuozaichuangbian,

diyicirucijinjulidi、haowugujidiguanchata——tadejiemaozaiyanjianxiatouxiaxixiaodeyinying,bilianggaoting,

zuichunjinmin,jishizaihunmizhongyetouzheyigujueqiang。

chuangtoujushangfangzhehushizhenglichulaideyanyiensuishenwupin:qianbao、yaochi、shouji,haiyouyizhangzhediedezhi。

zhaoxiaobenxiangbangtashouhao,quebuxiaoxinjiangzhitankaile——shiyizhangcantingdegongzidan,

shangmianxianshitashangzhougongzuole48xiaoshi,ergongziqueshaodekelian。"pianzi..."zhaoxiaoxiaoshengdigu,

xiangqiyanyienshuoguojingliduitabucuo。zheiyangdegongzuoshijian,zheiyangdegongzi,nalisuan"bucuo"?

xiawusandianduo,yanyienzhongyuzhengkaileyanjing。tamangrandihuangusizhou,

muguangluozaizhaoxiaoshenshangshimingxianzhengleyixia:"ni...zenmezaizheili?""niyundaole,jidema?

"zhaoxiaodaolebeishuidijita,"yishengshuonishipilaoguodu。"yanyienmanmanchengqishenzi,

jieguoshuibei:"xiexie...xianzaijidianle?""xiawusandianershi。"zhaoxiaokanzhetaheshuideyangzi,

houjiesuizhetunyanshangxiagundong,"wo...tongzhilenimamadeyisheng。tamenshuohuianpairenzhaoguta,

rangnibiedanxin。"yanyiendeshouturantingzhu,shuibeixuanzaibankong:"nigaosutamenle?

""ng...yishengxuyaolianxijiashu...""womeishi。"yanyienturanfangxiashuibei,

xiankaibeizijiuyaoxiachuang,"wodequkanmuqin,ranhouqushangban...""nifenglema?

"zhaoxiaoanzhutadejianbang,"yishengshuonizhishaoxuyaoxiuxiliangtian!""buxing..."yanyienshituzhengtuo,

queyinxuruoerdongzuochihuan,"cantingneibian...""woyijingbangniqingjiale。"zhaoxiaosahuangdao,

"jinglishuorangnihaohaoxiuxi。"yanyientingxiadongzuo,huaiyidikanzheta:"zhende?""ng。"zhaoxiaodiantou,

"erqie...woyegenbanzhurenshuolenideqingkuang。tashuohuibangnishenqingxuexiaodekunnanbuzhu。

"zheijuhuaxiangchudonglemougekaiguan。yanyiendebiaoqingshunjianlenglexialai:"buxuyao。

""yanyien...""woshuolebuxuyao!"tatigaoleshengyin,"wodeshiwozijinengchuli,

buxuyaonimentongqingheshishe!"zhaoxiaobeitadeturanbaofaheleyitiao,danhenkuaizhendingxialai:"zheibushishishe。

pengyouzhijianhuxiangbangzhubushihenzhengchangma?""womenbushipengyou。"yanyienbieguolian,"qingnihuiquba。

"zheijuhuaxiangdaoziyiyangzhajinzhaoxiaoxinli。tashenxiyikouqi,qiangrenleishui:"hao,jiusuanwomenbushipengyou。

dantongxuezhijianhuxiangguanxinzongkeyiba?nizhidaobanliduoshaorendanxinnima?

linxiaotao、banzhang、haiyou...""zhaoxiao,"yanyiendaduanta,shengyindichen,"biejiazhuangle。

nizhishikelianwo,yinweinizhidaolewojialideqingkuang。jiuxiangnikelianjiebianneixieliulangmaoyiyang。

"zhaoxiaomengdizhanqilai,yizizaidibanshanghuachucierdeshengyin:"nizenmenengzheimeshuo?

""neinixiangrangwozenmeshuo?"yanyientaiqitou,yanzhongshitacongweijianguodefennuhetongku,

"ganxienifaxianlewozheigekelianchong?ganxienidafacibeipeiwolaiyiyuan?

haishiganxienizhunbeihaozhaoquanxiaoweiwojuankuan?""womeiyou!""nihuide。"yanyienlengxiaoyisheng,

"nimenzheizhongrenzongshizheiyang。yongsuoweide'shanyi'babierendezunyancaizaijiaoxia,ranhouziwogandong。

"zhaoxiaodeyanleizhongyuduokuangerchu:"ni...nijianzhibukeliyu!"tazhuanshenchongchubingfang,

leishuimohuleshixian。zoulangshangderenhaoqidikanzhezheigekuqidenvhai,dantagubushangzheixie。

tazhixiangtaolizheigedifang,taolineigebuzhihaodaidejiahuo。yiyuandamenkou,lengfengyichui,

zhaoxiaoshaoweilengjinglexie。tatingxiajiaobu,calecayanlei。yanyiendehuahaizaierbianhuidang,

meiyigezidouxiangzhenyiyangcijinxinli。danlingyigeshengyinyezaitanaohaizhongxiangqi——tafazhegaoshao,gushenyiren,

muqinzaizhongliukejieshouhualiao...ruguotaxianzaizoule,sheilaizhaoguta?

"gaisi..."zhaoxiaomalezijiyiju,zhuanshenyouzouhuiyiyuan。bingfangli,

yanyienzhengshituzijibadiaoshuyezhentou。kandaozhaoxiaohuilai,tamingxianlengzhule:"ni...?""bizui。

"zhaoxiaohongzheyanjingzouguoqu,yibaanzhutadeshou,"tanghuiqu。"yanyienhanjiandimeiyoufankang,

renyoutajiangzijituihuizhentoushang。zhaoxiaoanlingjiaolaihushi,zhongxingudinghaozhentou,ranhoulaguoyizizuozaichuangbian,

shuangbeijiaocha,yifu"kannihaiganbuganluandong"dejiashi。liangrenchenmodiduizhilejifenzhong,

zuizhongyanyienxiankaikou:"...duibuqi。"zhaoxiaomeishuohua。"wobugaineimeshuo。

"yanyiendeshengyindidejihutingbujian,"zhishi...wobuxiguanbeirenbangzhu。""kandechulai。

"zhaoxiaoganbabadishuo。youshiyizhenchenmo。"muqinquezhenneitian,"yanyienturanshuo,

"fuqinshoushixinglizoule。tashuo...buxiangbayushenglangfeizaiyigejiangsizhirenshenshang。"zhaoxiaomengditaitou,

buganxiangxinzijideerduo。"tadaizoulejialidabufenjixu,zhiliuxiayizhangzitiao,

shuoyaoqujianadakaishixinshenghuo。"yanyiendingzhetianhuaban,shengyinpingjingdekepa,"neitianqiwojiumingbai,

zheishijieshangmeiyourenhuiwutiaojianbangni。suoyi...woxiguanleduzimianduiyiqie。

"zhaoxiaodexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu。taxiangshuoxieshenme,quezhaobudaoheshideciyu。

"cantingjinglizhidaowodeqingkuang,"yanyienjixudao,"suoyiyawogongzi,

rangwojiaban...danwoxuyaoneifengongzuo。qitadifangdegongzibugouzhifumuqindeyaofei。

""suoyineitiannicaihui...""ng。bunengdezuita。"yanyienkuxiaoyixia,"fengcideshi,

wokenenglianbaosongzigedouyaoshiqule。zuijinqueketaiduo,chengjixiahua...""buhuide!

"zhaoxiaotuokouerchu,"nineimeyouxiu,xuexiaoyidinghuikaolvteshuqingkuang。erqie...womenkeyibangnibuke!

""women?""wo、linxiaotao、banzhang...dajiadouhuiyuanyibangmangde!"zhaoxiaoyueshuoyuejidong,

"haikeyizuzhimujuan,jianqingnidejingjiyali...""bu。"yanyiendebiaoqingyoulenglexialai,

"woshuoguo,buxuyaotongqing。""zheibushitongqing!"zhaoxiaojidezhiduojiao,"shiguanxin!shi...shizaihu!

"huayichukou,tazijidoulengzhule。yanyienyezhengdaleyanjing,liangrenzhijiandekongqifangfoninggule。

"woshishuo..."zhaoxiaojiejiebabadixiangjieshi,lianshaodelihai,

"tongxuezhijiande...neizhong...""zhaoxiao。"yanyienqingshengjiaotademingzi,yanshenfuza,

"weishenme...duiwozheimehao?"zhaoxiaodixiatou,

shouzhijiaozheyijiao:"yinwei...yinweiwokanbudebierenshouku?yinweiwoduoguanxianshi?

yinwei...""yinweinishizhaoxiao。"yanyienturanxiaole,neishiyigepibeidanzhenshideweixiao,

"yongyuanyangguangdezhaoxiao。"zhaoxiaotaitoukanta,faxiantayanzhongdejianbingsihuronghualeyixie。liangrenxiangshiyixiao,

mouzhongwushengdemoqizaikongqizhongliudong。"haoba。"yanyienzhangtanyikouqi,"wojieshoubangzhu。

danyoulianggetiaojian。""shenmetiaojian?""diyi,bugaogongkaimujuan。dier,

buyaoyinweiwodeshiyingxiangnizijidexuexi。"zhaoxiaoxianglexiang,diantoutongyi:"chengjiao。

buguowoyeyaojiayigetiaojian。""shenme?""haohaoxiuxi,anshichifan。"tazhilezhichuangtoudeshuyeping,

"zhishaobazheipingdiandidawan,buzhuntoutoubazhen。"yanyienwunaidiyaoyaotou:"zunming,zhangguan。

"zheigexiaoxiaodewanxiaorangzhaoxiaoxintouyinuan。taturanyishidao,zheishiyanyiendiyicizaitamianqianzhanxiancuiruo,

diyicizhenzhengfangxiafangbei。neigezongshilengmoshulideyoudengshengwaiqiaoxia,

yuanlaizangzhezheiyangyigeshanghenleileiqueyiranjueqiangdelinghun。diertian,

zhaoxiaozuzhilejigeyaohaodetongxuelaiyiyuankanwangyanyien,shunbiandailaileketangbijihezuoye。

linxiaotaosuiranzuishangbaoyuan,queyerenzhenjileshuxuebiji;banzhangshenzhizhenglileyifenxiangxidefuxitigang。

"meixiangdaonihaitingshouhuanyingdema。"tongxuemenzouhou,zhaoxiaoyibianxuepingguoyibiandiaokandao。yanyienkaozaichuangtou,

shenqingyouxiehuanghu:"woyizhiyiwei...tamendoubuxihuanwo。""sheibuxihuanxuebaa?

"zhaoxiaobapingguodijita,"zhishinipingshizongbanzhelian,dajiabuganjiejineryi。"yanyienjieguopingguo,

ruoyousuosi:"yexu...shiwoxianruweizhule。""shenmeyisi?""fuqinzouhou,"tamanmanshuodao,

"wozongjuedesuoyourendouhuixiangtayiyang...zuizhonglikai。suoyiburuyikaishijiubaochijuli。

"zhaoxiaoxintouyisuan:"bushisuoyourendouhuilikaide。"yanyienkanxiangta,muguangshensui:"nini?

"zheigejiandandewentirangzhaoxiaoxintiaojiasu。tabikaitadeshixian,

jiazhuangzhenglishubao:"wo...wodangranbuhui。womenshipengyouma。"pengyou。zheigecishuochukoushi,

zhaoxiaogandaoyisimomingdeshiluo。tatoutoukanxiangyanyien,faxiantadebiaoqingyeyouyishunjiandeanran,

danhenkuaihuifulepingjing。"ng。"taqingshengyingdao,yaoleyikoupingguo,"pengyou。"chuangwai,xiyangxixia,

jiangzhenggebingfangranchengjinse。zhaoxiaoturanxiangqineiben《feiniaoji》zhongdeyijuhua:"shijieyitongwenwo,

yaowobaozhiyige。"kanzheyanyienanjingdecelian,taananxiadingjuexin——wulunqianfangyouduoshaokunnan,

tadouhuipeitayiqimiandui。bushiyinweitongqing,ershiyinwei...zaihu。shieryuedehanfenghuxiaozhechuanguoxiaoyuan,

guangtutudewutongshuzhizaihuibaidetiankongxiayaoye。zhaoxiaoguojinweijin,jiakuaijiaobuzouxiangwenxueshehuodongshi。

zicongyiyuanneicizhengzhihou,taheyanyienzhijianfangfogeleyicengkanbujiandeqiang——suiranbuzaizhenfengxiangdui,

queyehuibudaocongqianneizhongmoqi。"zhaoxiao!zheibian!"zhoumingzhanzaihuodongshimenkouxiangtazhaoshou,

jinsibianyanjinghoudeyanjingxiaodewanwande,"yougehaoxiaoxigaosuni。

"zhaoxiaomianqiangjichuyigexiaorong:"shenmehaoxiaoxi?""nixiancaicai。"zhoumingshenmidiyadishengyin,

lingtajinruhuodongshi。limiankongwuyiren,zhuoshangfangzheyigeyinyoumoudaxuexiaohuidexinfeng。

"zheishi...""beijingshifandaxuedewenxuetezhaochushentongguotongzhi!"zhoumingxingfendishuo,

"quanxiaojiuniyigeren!ruguofushitongguo,gaokaokeyijiangfenluqu。"zhaoxiaojieguoxinfeng,shouzhiweiweifadou。

beishidashitamengmeiyiqiudexuefu,zhongwenxigengshiquanguodingjian。taxiaoxinyiyidichaikaixinfeng,

limianguoranshiyifenchushentongguodetongzhishu,shangmianheranyinzhetademingzi。"zhei...zenmehuixuanshangwo?

"zhaoxiaoqingshengwen,xintiaojiasu。"wotuijianleni,jiashangnizhiqianshijibisaihuojiangdezuopin。

"zhoumingwenroudikanzheta,"nidecaihuazhongyubeikanjianle。"zhaoxiaoditoukanzhetongzhishu,

xiongkouyongqiyigufuzadeqingxu。gaoxing,dangrangaoxing,danjiazazhemouzhongshuobuqingdeshiluo。

tabuyouzizhudixiangqiyanyien——tacengshuotaxiededongxi"youzhongyuhoutianqingdeganjue"。"xiexieni,xuezhang。

"taqingshengshuo,"woxuyaokaolvyixia。"zhouminglengleyixia:"kaolv?zheishiduoshaorenqiuzhibudedejihuia!

""wozhidao,zhishi..."zhaoxiaojiangtongzhishusaihuixinfeng,"wohaiyouxieshiqingxuyaochuli。

""shenmeshibinideqiantuhaizhongyao?"zhoumingzhouqimeitou,turanhuangrandawu,"dengdeng,

gaibuhuishiyinweiyanyienba?"zhaoxiaomengditaitou:"shenme?

bushi...""quanxiaodouzhidaotajialideshile。"zhoumingtanlekouqi,"zhaoxiao,

nibunengyinweitongqingjiufangqizijideweilai。""bushitongqing!"zhaoxiaotuokouerchu,

suijiyishidaozijifanyingguodu,"woshishuo...wohuirenzhenkaolvde。nengjiwojitianshijianma?

"zhoumingyuyanyouzhi,zuizhongdiandiantou:"haoba。danbiecuoguojiezhiriqi。"zouchuhuodongshi,

zhaoxiaojiangxinfengjinjinbaozaixiongqian,fangfozheiyangnengjizijiyixieliliang。zoulangguaijiaochu,

tachadianzhuangshangyigeren——yanyien。tashoulibaozheyidieshu,kandaozhaoxiaoshimingxianzhengleyixia,

muguangsuijiluozaitashouzhongdexinfengshang。"baoqian。"tadishengshuo,ceshenranglu。

"yanyien..."zhaoxiaoxiangjiaozhuta,quebuzhigaishuoshenme。zicongyiyuanneicihou,

tamenzhijiandejiaoliujinxianyubiyaodexuexineirong,erqieyuelaiyueshao。yanyientingxiajiaobu,

danmeiyouhuitou:"gongxini。""shenme?""beishida。"tajianduandishuo,ranhoukuaibuzoukai,