jiexialaiderizi，xiangbeianxialejiasujian，queyouzaimougeweidushangxianruleguiyideningzhi。
guchengzemeiyouzaixiangneiwanyiyang，zuochushenmeqiangshiyuejiedejudong。
tayijiushineigegaogaozaishang、zhangkongyiqiedexingchenyingyezhangduoren，erwo，shita“zaizhui”dexiaoyiren。
jiexiansihuqingxi，queyouwubiaimei。zaijuzu，taduiwode“guanzhao”biandemingmuzhangdanyoulisuodangran。
tahuizaiwopaixishi，zuozaidaoyanpangbiandezhuanshuweizhi，muguangchenchendiluozaiwodebiaoyanshang，
neizhuanzhudeshixianbirenhengdourangwojinzhang。ouerwokaqiaowangci，tayigeyanshensaoguolai，
wolikexiangbeilaoshidianmingdexuesheng，naozishunjianyipiankongbai。tahuirangrensonglaijingzhidexiawucha，
dianmingshi“guxianshengqingdajiaguanzhaosong**de”。quanjuzurenshouyifen，duzhulesuoyourendezui，
yerangwowufajujue。woneifen，yongyuanduoyifenwowuyijiantiguoxihuandemochaqianceng。shougonghou，
neiliangheisebinliyijiuzhunshichuxian。zhishisijichenshudiguolaide，chulewenredeyinpin，
ouerhaihuiduoyibenbobode、zhuangzhenjingmeidehuace，huozheyihebaozhuangdidiaodeqiaokeli。meiyourenhekapian，
danwozhidaoshita。linjiekanwodeyanshen，yijingcongzuichude“baoshangjindatui”dekuangxi，
zhujianbianchengle“wokedecpshizhende”deyimuxiao，jiazazheyisi“dalaoxinsinibiecai”dejingwei。
tameitianzaiwoerbianniantao：“wanwan，gushenduinizhenshimeideshuo！shangxin！taitamashangxinle！nikanneiyanshen！
zezeze，lasiera！nikedezhengqi！”zhengqi？wozhijuedeyalishanda，rulvbobing。
guchengzexiangyizhangjingxinbianzhidewang，yongziyuan、yongwushengdeguanhuai、yongshinianqianneidianweibodelianxi，
jiangwowenrouyouqiangshidilongzhaoqizhong。tabuzaibubujinbi，quewuchubuzai，yongyizhongwenshuizhuqingwadefangshi，
rangwoxiguantadecunzai，xiguantade“hao”。woshituzhengzha，shitubaochiqingxing。kemeiyici，
dangwoxiangqishinianqianneigecangbaibingruodenanhai，xiangqineiwantayandichendiandiandetongkuheshierfudedezhuore，
xinkoujiuxiangbeishenmedongxihenhenzhuangleyixia，suanseyourouruan。neixiejujuedehua，daolezuibian，
jiubianderuanruowuli。wokaishishimian。zhengyezhengyedishuibuzhe，naozilixiangfangdianyingyiyang，
jiaotishanxianzheshinianqianyiyuanlineigechenmodeceying，hexianzaizheigeyanshenruili、qichangqiangdadeguchengze。
neixiebeiwokeyichenfengdetongniangudu，yezaiyeshenrenjingshiqiaoranfuxian，
yuxianzaitajiyude、daizheqiangshidewennuan，qiyidijiaozhizaiyiqi，rangwoxinluanruma。wozhidao，
bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule。wobixuhetatantan。shaqingyanneitianwanshang，jihuizhongyulaile。
《fenglijiutian》yuanmanshaqing，zhipianfangbaoxialebenshizuidingjidejiudianyanhuiting。shuijingdengliuguangyicai，
yixiangbinying，gongchoujiaocuo。zuoweixifenchizhongdenvsanhao，youshijinqifengkoulangjianshangderenwu，
wobukebimiandibeituidaoletaiqian，jieshouzhehuozhenxinhuojiayidezhuhe。guchengzeshidangzhiwukuidejiaodian。
tachuanzhejiancaiwanmeideheiselifu，shenzitingba，zaiyizhongdalaodecuyongxiatanxiaofengsheng，yourenyouyu，
jushoutouzujianjinxianshangweizhedecongrongyumeili。tademuguangouerhuichuanguorenqun，jingzhundiluozaiwoshenshang，
daizheyisibuyichajuede、zhiyouwonengdudongdenuanyihexunwen。woduanzhexiangbinbei，zhijianbingliang。
neimuguangxiangwuxingdesixian，qianyinzhewo，yerangwogengjiaxinhuangyiluan。haoburongyidengdaoyigejianxi，
wokandaoguchengzeduzizouxiangleyanhuitingwailianjiezhekongzhonghuayuandelutai。yefengweiliang，
chuisanletingneixuanxiaoderelanghejiuqi。woshenxiyikouqi，fangxiajiubei，tiqiqunbai，guzuyongqigenleguoqu。
lutaishanghenanjing，gejueletingneidecaoza。judadechengshiyejingzaijiaoxiapuchenkailai，nihongcuican，cheliuruzhi。
guchengzebeiduizhewo，zhanzailanganbian，zhijianjiazheyizhidianrandeyan，xinghongdehuodianzaiyesezhongmingmingmiemie。
wanfengchuifuzhetaeqiandesuifa，beiyingzaichengshidedenghuoyingchenxia，xiandeyouxieguji。“guxiansheng。
”wozoudaotashenhoujibuyuandedifangtingxia，shengyinzaiyefengzhongyouxiefazhan。tawenshengzhuanguoshen。kandaoshiwo，
yandilveguoyisiyiliaozhizhongdeleran，suishouqiamieleyandi，diujinyipangdemieyanqili。“zenmechulaile？
”tawen，shengyinbipingshiwenheyixie。yefengliaoqiwodequnbai，dailaiyisiliangyi。woguqiyongqi，taiqitou，
zhishizhetashensuideyanjing：“woxianghenintantan。”“tanshenme？”tahaozhengyixiadikanzhewo，
fangfozaoyidongxiwodelaiyi。“tan……women。”wojiannandikaikou，shouzhiwuyishidijiaozhequnbai，
“guxiansheng，wohenganjinin。ganjininzaiwozuilangbeideshihoulalewoyiba，ganjininjiwojihui，
ganji……ninhaijideshinianqiandeshi。”wodunledun，nulizuzhizheyuyan，“danshi……neidouguoqule。
neixiexingxing，zhishiyigexiaonvhaizaigudandeshihou，suishouzuodeyidianxiaoshi。
tabuyinggai……buyinggaichengweishufuninxianzaideliyou。”woshenxiyikouqi，
xiangbaxindidehuangkonghebuandoushuochulai：“ninshiguchengze，shizhanzaiyunduanderen。erwozhishisongwan，
yigezainininglizhengzhazhexiangyaozhanwenjiaogendexiaoyanyuan。womenzhijian……chajutaidale。ninduiwode‘hao’，
jiwodeziyuan，haiyou……neifenshengming，dourangwojuede……yalihenda，henbuzhenshi，yehen……huangkong。
”wodeshengyinyuelaiyuedi，daizheyisibuyichajuedegengyan：“wohaipa……haipazheizhishiyichangmeng。
haipamengxingle，shuaixiaquhuigengteng。wogenghaipa……wochengshoubuqininzheiyangde……‘zhuiqiu’。
”zuihoulianggezi，woshuodeyichangjiannan。“suoyini？”guchengzejingjingditingzhe，lianshangmeishenmebiaoqing，
zhishiyandideguangmangsihuanchenleyixie，“nixiangshuoshenme？rangwofangguoni？dangzuoyiqiedoumeifasheng？
xiangshinianqianneiyang，rangnizaicixiaoshizaiwodeshijieli？”tadeshengyinhenpingjing，
quedaizheyizhongshanyuyulaideyapogan。“wo……”wobeitadefanwenyezhu，yishiyusai。tachaowozoujinyibu。
qiangdadeqichangsuizhetadekaojinerpojin，daizhedandandeyancaoweihetashenshangteyoudelengliesongmuxiang。“songwan，
”tadididijiaowodemingzi，shengyinzaiyefengzhongdaizheyizhongqiyidechuantouli，“kanzhewo。”wobeipotaiqitou。
tadeyanshenruiliruyingsun，laolaosuozhuwodeyanjing，bujiwosihaoshanduodejihui：“gaosuwo，neiwanzaijiudian，
zaiwohuaili，nixintiaojiasu，hunshenfaruan，jinjinshiyinweihaipa？”hong！wodelianshunjianbaohong！
neiwanyiluanqingmidepianduanbushoukongzhidiyongrunaohai！“gaosuwo，”tayoubijinyibu，
julijindewonengkanqingtayanzhongzijijinghuangshicuodedaoying，“zheijigeyue，wochuxianzaipianchang，
wodechetingzailouxia，worangrensonglaidedongxi……nimeiyicikandao，xinlizhendeyidianbolandoumeiyou？
zhiyouyalihehuangkong？”tadewentixianglijian，yizhizhishexiangwoshituzangnidexinshi。“gaosuwo，
”tadeshengyindichenxiaqu，daizheyizhongjinhuguhuodeshaya，youdaizheyisinanyiyanyudechentong，
“shinianqianneigezaibinglengdebingfangli，toutousaijiwocaisexingxingdexiaoguniang，hexianzaizhanzaiwomianqian，
yinweihaipashoushangerpinmingbawotuikaidesongwan，zhendeshiwanquanbutongdelianggerenma？”zuihouzheigewenti，
xiangyibazhongchui，henhenzazaiwoxinkouzuirouruandedifang。suanseheweiqushunjianchongkualefangxian，
yanleihaowuyuzhaodiyongleshanglai，mohuleshixian。“wo……”wozhangzhezui，houlongquexiangbeiduzhu，
fabuchurenheshengyin。suoyoudebianjieheweizhuang，zaitazheizhijilinghundesanlianwenxia，xianderucicangbaiwuli。
shia，wonengpianguolinjie，pianguogongsi，shenzhishitupianguoziji，kewopiandeguotama？
piandeguotaneishuangfangfonengkantouyiqiedeyanjingma？neiwanzaitahuaili，chulekongju，
nandaojiumeiyouyisibeixiyindejidong？kandaotachuxianzaipianchang，chulejinzhang，nandaojiumeiyouyisiyinmidequeyue？
shoudaoneixiedongxi，chulehuangkong，nandaojiumeiyouyisibeijiguadewennuan？
qian……neigezaiguduhebingtongzhonghuxiangjiyuweiruoweijiedexiaonvhaihexiaonanhai……neifenchunzhenercuiruodelianxi，
nandaozhendekeyiqingyimoqu，dangzuocongweicunzaiguoma？yanleidakedakedigunluoxialai，zazaibingliangdeshoubeishang。
guchengzedeyanshensihuruanhualeyishun。tashenchushou，weiliangdezhijianqingqingfuquwolianjiashangdeleihen，
dongzuodaizheyizhongyutashenfenbufude、jinhubenzhuodewenrou。“wanwan，”tadeshengyindichenerzhengzhong，
daizheyizhongchuanyuelemanzhangshiguangdechengnuoheliliang，“biepa。”“chaju？yali？buzhenshi？
”taweiweigouqichunjiao，neixiaoronglidaizhejueduidezixinheyizhonglingrenxinandechenwen，“zheixiejiaojiwo。
nizhixuyaozuoyijianshi——”tatingdunleyixia，shensuideyanmourutongzuicuicandexingchen，yingzhechengshidedenghuo，
yeqingxidiyingzheleiyanmenglongdewo。“shizhexiangxinwoyici。”“yeshizhe，zhuazhuwoyici。
”tadehuayurutongmozhou，daizheyizhonglingrenwufakangjudemoli。yefengchuiguo，
daizhetazhijiancanliudewenduheneijuchendiandiandechengnuo，fuguowodeerpan，yefuguowozhangjiuyilaizhuqidexinfang。
zheiyici，womeiyouduokai。《fenglijiutian》bochuhoudehuobaochengdu，chaochulesuoyourendeyuqi，baokuowoziji。
woshiyandenvsanhao，neigejianrenyoudaizhedianxiaojiaoxiadejiangmenzhinv，yiwaidishouhuoledaliangguanzhongdexiai。
shejiaomeitishangguanyuwodetaolundubiaosheng，gezhongtonggao、daiyan、jubenxiangxuehuapianyiyangfeidaolinjiedeyouxiangli。
“wanwan！baole！zhendebaole！”linjiebaozhepingbandiannao，jidongdeshouwuzudao，“nikan！resou！
‘songwanyanjiling’！‘songwanguzhuangjuele’！haiyouzheige，‘chengwancp’！wodetian！
gushengongzuoshineibianfangchudejizhangpianchanghuaxuzhaojianzhijuele！yanshenlasia！
”wokanzhepingmushangneixiehuozanmeihuobaguadeyanlun，xinqingfuza。shiyeshangdeshuguangqueshirangrenxinxi，
dan“chengwancp”zheigebiaoqian，quexiangyibashuangrenjian。tadailaileqiansuoweiyoudeguanzhudu，
queyeshiketixingzhewo，woheguchengzezhijianneiwufafengedelianxi。guchengzeduixianletadechengnuo。
taweiwozujianlezuizhuanyedetuandui，tiwoshaixuandiaoneixiexiaohaoxingdetonggao，
jieqiadedoushizhenzhengnengtishengkoubeihejiazhideziyuan。taxiangyigezuiqiangdadeshouhuzheheyinluren，
budongshengsediweiwosaoqingqianlushangdezhangai。tayijiuqiangshi，tiwozuodejuedingburongzhihui，danmeiyicidejueding，
shihoudouzhengmingshizuiyoudexuanze。womendexiangchumoshi，yezaiqiaorangaibian。tayijiuhenmang，
danhuijinliangchouchushijian。youshishishenyeyigejianduandeshipindianhua，tahaizaishufangchuliwenjian，
beijingshirouhededengguangheyipaipaihouzhongdeshuji。tazhishijingjingdikanzhepingmuzheibiandewo，
tingwoshuoxiejuzusuoshihuozhebaoyuantaicitainanbei，ouerjichujijujianjieyoulidejianyi。youshishizhoumo，
tahuirangchenshujiewoqutachengjiaoneidonganbaoyanmidebieshu。bushiwoxiangxiangzhongdeshehuapaidui，ershianjingdegongchu。
tachulitadegongzuo，wokanwodejuben，huozhewozaijudadeluodichuangqiandeshafalikanyibulaodianying。