第4章 不得善终

bujiwofanyingdejihui,yijingbeiwojielazheipaochulehenyuan。

woyonglishuaikaiwojiedeshou,lazheqianqianhewojielakailejuli,jingtidedingzheta,wendao:“nidaodishishei?”

“xuyang,nishenmeyisi。”wojieshangqianyibu。

wozaiduhoutui,handao:“bieguolai!”

wojieyouxiewunaidekanzhewo,wendao:“xuyang,wobuzhidaonijinglileshenme,jintianwohuijiajiufaxianjialibuduijing,gangzhunbeijinidadianhuanijiuhuilaile。kenierhuameishuojiuzou,qianqianyebuzai,nizhidaowoyouduodanxinma?”

“nidaodishishei,nizenmezhengmingnishiwojie?”womeiyoufangsongjingti,baqianqianlouzaihuaili。

wodingzheta,wendao:“ruguonishiwojie,qianqiankandaonizenmehuimeiyoufanying?”

“yinweitabushiwodenver。”wojiekouchujingren,lenglengdedingzhewo。

wobujinxiangdaozuowanfashengdeshiqing,xianxiebaqianqiantuichuqu,dansuijifanyingguolai,chongzhewojiehoudao:“nibiexiangyongzheizhonghuatangsai!”

“xinbuxinyouni,fanzhengtamuqianbuhuishanghaini,daizheyehao。”wojieshuowan,congbaolitaochuyizhangka,dunxiafangzailushang。

“zheiliyoushiwankuaiqian,nizhaogeanquandedifangxianzhuzhe,qianwanbuyaohuilai。”

wojiebujieshile,fangxiakazhuanshenjiuzou,wozhuyidaotadehoubeishangquandoushixue,yitiaotuiquezhe,jihushituozhezaizou。

jiandaozheiyimu,woxinliyitong,xinxiangzheshibushiwuhuitale?

“jie……”wominleminzuichun,wendao:“zheiyiqiedaodishizenmehuishi?”

wojietingxialai,meiyouzhuantou,shuodao:“nibieguanle,zoudeyueyuanyuehao,qianqianqishiyizhidouzaijiali,wohuiqujieta。”

“你这样子……”

“meiguanxi。”wojiezhuantouduizhewoxiaolexiao,dao:“sibule,nixianzou,jialinadongxibushiren,shitiaohuangshulang。”

“nishishuohuangdaxiana?”woyoujingyouju。

wojielengxiayisheng,shuodao:“jiushita,ganggangchilenimaidegongjicaishangdaowo,xianzaibushiwodeduishou。”

“姐,我……”

“xingle,popomamadesuanshenmenanren,ganjingun!”wojieshuowanjiubuguanwole,jiaoxiatuozhexueji,manmanxiaoshizailejiekou。

woxinlishijishangyijingxiangxinledaban,kehaishibuganquzhui,jiarutabushiwojie,shizaiqipianwo……

yueshizheiyangxiang,wojiuyuejuedewowuhuiwojiele,xinlinanshoudehen。

“dinglingling,laidianhuala……”yizhenshouli**xiangle,shiwojiedaguolaide。

jietonghou,neibianchuanchuwojiejiaojideshengyin,shuodao:“xuyang,nikuaidaizheqianqianquzhaotianqiaoxiadehuangdaxian,yidingyaozaimingtiantianliangqianzhaodao,rangtabangqianqian……”

“goule,nibiepianwole!”wochongzhedianhuaneibiandahou:“wojieyijinghuijiale,wobuguannishishei,yihouliwoyuandian!”

shuowan,woganjuexinlideyuanqizongsuansanlexuduo,badianhuaguanji,daizheqianqianjiujinzhaoleyijiajiudian。

kaihaofangjian,wobaqianqianfangzaichuangtou,dingzhetakan。

yimoyiyangdeyizhanglian,yimoyiyangdechuanzhe,weiduneishuangyanjingbutong。qianqianzhishiyigehaizi,yanjingganjingmingliang,keyanqiandeqianqianmuguangshensui,kanqilaihaoxiangyijingkantouleshitaiyanliang。

“nishishei?”wowendao。

qianqiandizhetou,bushuohua。

“zuowanzaiweishengjiandeshini?haishiqianqian?nishitawuzilidedongxi?qianqianzaina?”woyilianbazijixinlisuoyoudewentiquandouwenchulaile。

qianqianzheigeshihoucaidongleyixia,jiangyingdetaiqibozi,yishuangheiyouyoudemouzidingzhewokan,xiaolexiao,yongzheyigeshayadelaorenshengyinshuodao:“haizi,woshisheibuzhongyao,nishishei,nizhidaoma?”

wobeiqianqiandeshengyinheleyitiao,danhenkuaijiujieshoule,ganggangwojieyijingshuole,tabushiqianqian。congzuowandaoxianzaijinglilezheimeduoshi,wozijidoumeifaxianwodexintaiyijingmanmanfashengzhuanbian,zheizhongchaoxianshideshiqingyijingbushineimenanyijieshoule。

“什么意思?”

“qianqian”xiaolexiao,meiyoushuohua。

jiexialaibuguanwozenmezhuiwen,tajiushiyijuhuayemeiyou,ouerhuihewoshuoshangyiliangju,dandourangwomobuzhetounao。

tianjianjianheile,heyigebuzhidaoshirenshiguidedongxizhuzaiyiqi,woxinlibumiandeyouxiefamao,yushijuedingchuquzouzou。

jirantabushiqianqian,sihuowoyejiubuyongguanle。

yizhidaowozou,laotouzizaiyemeiyoushuoguoyijuhua,zhishiyizhidingzhewokan,zuijiaoguazheguiyidexiao。

xialelou,zhanzaijiekou,woyonglidexileyikouqi,zaiyonglidetuchuqu,neizhongyayideganjuecaixiaoshibujian。

dakaishouji,zhunbeijiaowodegemenchulaichigefan,yilianjiedaoleshijitiaoduanxin。

“xuyang,woshinijie,wobuzhidaonifashengleshenme,qianwanyaozaimingtiantianliangzhaodaotianqiaoxiadehuangdaxian。”

“xuyang,nijiedianhua,niyaojisijiema?”

“xuyang,qianqianzheiliangtianhuichushi,womangdewangjile,niyidingyaojizhu!”

“徐阳……”

kanzheduanxin,woyizhenlengxiao,shidaorujintahaixiangpianwo。

“dingdong!”youjieshouleyitiaoduanxin。

“xuyang,jieqiuni,buguannikandaoshenme,tingdaoshenme,yidingyaobaohuhaoqianqian。tashentiliyoudongxi,ruguobuquzhaohuangdaxianjiuhuichulai,daoshihounideshenbianhuifashenghenduonimeibanfajieshoudeshiqing。

huangdaxianhuiyaonishenshangdeyigedongxi,nidayingta,wotiqianzainishenshangliuxialewodexue,zheishiwohehuangdaxiandeyueding。

xuyang,youxieshiqingjiebunenggaosuni,danzhinengshuowomenlaoxujiabushiputongren,womenshentililiudexue,zhudingwomenzheiyishengmeibanfashanzhong。

xuyang,shiyizhici,yidingyaozhuyianquan,yongyuanbuyaoxiangxinrenheren。”

zheitiaoduanxin,rangwoganggangjiandingxialaidexinzaiduchanshenghuaiyi,wozheshoujizhanzailushang,henjiuyemeiyouhuanguoshen。

youqishiduanxinhoumiandeliangjuhua:“womenlaoxujiabushiputongren,shentililiuzhedexue,zhudingmeibanfashanzhong。”

wohuranganjuedaoyizhenmangran,buzhidaoquxiangxinsheile,shenbianderenhaoxiangzaiyiyezhijianbianlegeyang,napashizuishuxideren,yebiandeyuelaiyuemosheng。

wojiangshoujiduanxinjixia,ranhoushanchu,buguantashibushiwojie,zuihouyijuhuayedianxinglewo,xianzaibuguanshishei,wodoubunengxiangxin。

loushangdeshibushiqianqianbuzhongyao,zhongyaodeshitakendingzhidaoshenme,wobixuyaoqiaokaitadezui,zhishaoyaotiqianzhangwoyixiexinxi,buzhiyurangzijiyongyuanchuyubeidongdezhuangtai。