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chifandeshihou,tamendouzaitaolunguyiliuhefumingzhedehunshi。

zhiyouwoyigerenxianggeesiguitoutai,pinmingdiwangzuilisaizhefancai。

woyijingsannianmeiyoujianguohunxingle,shenzhilianchibaofandecishudouquzhikeshu。

songqujingshenbingyuanderen,daduoshudoushibeijiarenyanqide。

chulegebiehuibeiyoudai,gengduodeshixiangwozheizhongmeiyourenzaiyiguanxindebingren。

“yuchen,niweilaiyoushenmedasuanma?”

turanbeigushushuturandiandaomingzi,wogubudeyanxiakouzhongdefancai,mengdizhanqishen,hanhubuqingdihanlesheng“dao”。

zhuoshangdejirendunshixiaokailehua。

我又一次成了小丑。

gushushuwunaidiyaoleyaotou,“buguoshisongniqudiaoyangshenti,zenmeganjuehaiqudangbingleni?zheishizijijia,bushizaizhanchangshangdianbingdianjiang。”

keshi,jingshenbingyuanshibizhanchanghaiyaokepadecunzai。

wohuanhuanzuoxia,yangzhuangzhendingdichizhefancai,yikoujiezheyikou。

zhuoshangdefancaisuizhewodejudongzhujianjianshao,erqitasigerenyijiuzaitanxiaofengsheng。

zheichangxuweidejiefengyanzhongyudaoleweisheng。

guyiliuqusongfumingzhedeshihou,woduziyirenhuidaolefangjian。

dengdaoshentitangzairouruandechuangshang,wozheicaiquedingzijishizhendetaolileneigemoku。

chuanghenruan,buzaishilianzhentoubeizidoumeiyoudeyingbanchuang。

napaduzicishizhangdenanshou,woyerenbuzhuluchuyisizhenqingshiyidexiao。

worujindeyuanwang,zhixiangyaochibaohezu,peizaimamashenbian。

渐渐的,我睡着了。

woyiweihuijiahoudediyiwanwohuishuidehenhao,kemeixiangdaomenglidewoyijiuzaizaoshoubaling。

menglineixiehushizaiyongzhenzhawo,yongjiaotiwo。

qichuwohuifankang,huikuqi,huiqiurao。

ketamenbujinbufangguowo,haibakanwochuchouzuoweiyixiangyouqudehuodong。

erwodejijie,jiulenglengdizhanzaibuyuanchu,mianwubiaoqingdikanzhewobeiqiru。

wobeihexingle,erduzidetengtongrangworenbuzhuquansuochengyituan。

wocanbaizhelian,poqiedixiangyaoheyibeireshuihuanyihuan。

kewomeixiangdao,benyinggaizaojiulikaixiezhaideguyiliuzhenghaohuijia。

sihushitingdaolewodedongjing,tachaowotoulaibunaifandeyanshen。

“dabanyedebushuijue,daochuxiaguangshenme?”

“baoqian,wozhishixiangbeishui。”

wominzui,chaochufangzouqu,zaijieshuideshihou,queyinweiweibudetengtong,guntangdereshuizhijiesazailewodeshenshang。

ershouzhongdebeizibeiwoshuaizaidishang。

wolimadunxia,huangluanyongshoubaneixiesuipianbalazaiyiqi。

zheishitoushangyouyinyingtoulai,wolianmangyongdaixuedeshuangshouhuzhunaodai。

“wocuole,biedawole,wohuiguaiguaitinghuade。”

guyiliuzaiciyongneizhongchayidemuguangkanxiangwo,“xieyuchen,jingshenbingyuanyourenqifunima?”

tazenmekeyiyongyizhongbukezhixindeyuqiwenwo。

wozheisanniansuozaoshoudezui,bushitateyizhufudema?