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chifandeshihou,tamendouzaitaolunguyiliuhefumingzhedehunshi。
zhiyouwoyigerenxianggeesiguitoutai,pinmingdiwangzuilisaizhefancai。
woyijingsannianmeiyoujianguohunxingle,shenzhilianchibaofandecishudouquzhikeshu。
songqujingshenbingyuanderen,daduoshudoushibeijiarenyanqide。
chulegebiehuibeiyoudai,gengduodeshixiangwozheizhongmeiyourenzaiyiguanxindebingren。
“yuchen,niweilaiyoushenmedasuanma?”
turanbeigushushuturandiandaomingzi,wogubudeyanxiakouzhongdefancai,mengdizhanqishen,hanhubuqingdihanlesheng“dao”。
zhuoshangdejirendunshixiaokailehua。
我又一次成了小丑。
gushushuwunaidiyaoleyaotou,“buguoshisongniqudiaoyangshenti,zenmeganjuehaiqudangbingleni?zheishizijijia,bushizaizhanchangshangdianbingdianjiang。”
keshi,jingshenbingyuanshibizhanchanghaiyaokepadecunzai。
wohuanhuanzuoxia,yangzhuangzhendingdichizhefancai,yikoujiezheyikou。
zhuoshangdefancaisuizhewodejudongzhujianjianshao,erqitasigerenyijiuzaitanxiaofengsheng。
zheichangxuweidejiefengyanzhongyudaoleweisheng。
guyiliuqusongfumingzhedeshihou,woduziyirenhuidaolefangjian。
dengdaoshentitangzairouruandechuangshang,wozheicaiquedingzijishizhendetaolileneigemoku。
chuanghenruan,buzaishilianzhentoubeizidoumeiyoudeyingbanchuang。
napaduzicishizhangdenanshou,woyerenbuzhuluchuyisizhenqingshiyidexiao。
worujindeyuanwang,zhixiangyaochibaohezu,peizaimamashenbian。
渐渐的,我睡着了。
woyiweihuijiahoudediyiwanwohuishuidehenhao,kemeixiangdaomenglidewoyijiuzaizaoshoubaling。
menglineixiehushizaiyongzhenzhawo,yongjiaotiwo。
qichuwohuifankang,huikuqi,huiqiurao。
ketamenbujinbufangguowo,haibakanwochuchouzuoweiyixiangyouqudehuodong。
erwodejijie,jiulenglengdizhanzaibuyuanchu,mianwubiaoqingdikanzhewobeiqiru。
wobeihexingle,erduzidetengtongrangworenbuzhuquansuochengyituan。
wocanbaizhelian,poqiedixiangyaoheyibeireshuihuanyihuan。
kewomeixiangdao,benyinggaizaojiulikaixiezhaideguyiliuzhenghaohuijia。
sihushitingdaolewodedongjing,tachaowotoulaibunaifandeyanshen。
“dabanyedebushuijue,daochuxiaguangshenme?”
“baoqian,wozhishixiangbeishui。”
wominzui,chaochufangzouqu,zaijieshuideshihou,queyinweiweibudetengtong,guntangdereshuizhijiesazailewodeshenshang。
ershouzhongdebeizibeiwoshuaizaidishang。
wolimadunxia,huangluanyongshoubaneixiesuipianbalazaiyiqi。
zheishitoushangyouyinyingtoulai,wolianmangyongdaixuedeshuangshouhuzhunaodai。
“wocuole,biedawole,wohuiguaiguaitinghuade。”
guyiliuzaiciyongneizhongchayidemuguangkanxiangwo,“xieyuchen,jingshenbingyuanyourenqifunima?”
tazenmekeyiyongyizhongbukezhixindeyuqiwenwo。
wozheisanniansuozaoshoudezui,bushitateyizhufudema?