第一章

「dengniqulefuren,wobianbajieyucijinizuopingqie,tangruotaweinidanxiayierbannv,zaiyouwozuozhutaichengguiqie,zheiyangyilai,jibuhuirangnitongxinfurenlixin,yebusuanrumeilejieyu。」

jingzhidechajubaileyizhuo,furenheguyingnanxiangduierzuo,woguizaiguyingnanshenhou,yiyanbufa。

bushiwobuxiangshuo,zhishiwodemingyunyoubudewozijizuozhu,wodeyijianwurenzaiyi。

tingdaofurenzheihua,guyingnanyaohuangchachideshouturanyidun,danyezhishipianke,tayouyouyourandikaikou:「zhishijieyudeshenfen……」

bupeizuopingqie,gengbieshuoguiqie。

furentaishou,jiangchabeisongdaozuibian,taitouxiangwomenkanlai:

「tajiashishidaidaizhazaiwomenfuli,dieniangqianliangnianyougangzou,tasuishijianji,danwoxinlibatadangqinguniangtengai,batacijinizuoqie,niyouyijian?」

wotoutoudicemukanxiangguyingnan,zhijiantashenseyijiushidandande,guolehaoyihuier,tacaiyoukaikou:「danpingmuqinzuozhu。」

woziguyingnanwusuishangbiankaishifushita,taxiziwomomo,tawujianwoshanghua。

nianshaobudongshishi,xinxuelegecijiudaochuluanyong。

guyingnanzhuanxinzhizhidihuahuashi,woshuangshouchengzhexiaba,guizaitashuanqian,yangtouwenta:「guyingnan,womenzheiyangsuanbusuanshiliangxiaowucai?」

wuxinzhiyanqueyindetaborandanu,tadafanlewogangweitayanhaodemo,mozhixishudisazaiwodeyishanghelianshang。

taquebuxuwohuanxi,zhijiaowoqushufangwaizhanguiju。

wozhanleyitianyiye,zhongyuxiangmingbai,wozhishige***yahuan,bukeyutazheizhongzhongxingpengyuedegongzigexiangtibinglun。

zineitianqi,wozaiyebujiaotaguyingnan,zhijiaotadagongzi。

wolianqisuoyouduitadeqingxu,guiguijujudizuohaoyigexiarengaizuodeshi。

zheiyangdewo,henkuaidibianzuodaoleyidengnvshideweizhi。

furenkuawotashi,yinweiwoduizhurenjiacongmeibaoguobugaiyoudexinsi。

jiangjunfulideren,buguanshifurenhaishiguyingnan,duixiaweizhedouyouzhetianrandemieshi。

只有一个人不一样。

jiangjunfufengguangjiyuedeergongzi,mingjiaoguxingchuan。

bujinwentaowulve,qietazheirenyanli,congweiyoushenmezunbeiguijianzhifen。

meicijianwo,zhitiantiandijiaowoyisheng「jiejie」。

譬如此时。

wocongchafangchulai,zhengwangguyingnandeshufangfangxiangqu,guxingchuanbiancongwoshenhouganshanglai:

「jieyujiejie,nizuixihuanshenmehua?」

wohaiweida,tabianziguzidishuodao:「qiaowoshade,jiejieziranshixihuanhaitanghua。

「zhishihaitangdehuayushizaibuhao。」

卑微的苦恋。

kewobuxiangbeiwei,buyuankulian。

xiangba,woyizoudaoshufangmenkou。

guxingchuanjijizhazhayilu,meiheguozui:「jiejie,niyaojidageshoushishuanma?wopeiniyiqiquba。」

我站定在书房门口。

wotingdeturan,guxingchuanmeifanyingguolai,bianyizhuangshangwodehoubei。

dianguanghuoshizhijian,taxunsudidankai,lianshangpanshangxiuhong,shuochukoudehuayebiandejiejiebaba:「jiejiebaoqian,wobushiguyide。」

wozhuanshentanlekouqi,duitashuolejinridediyijuhua:

「dagongzideshufangbuzhunbierentaru,niwanglema?」

tahuangrandawubandidiandiantou,jiemaohushan,duishangwodeyanjingtouliang:

「jiejie,woquzhaihuajinipeizui!」

shuoba,guxingchuanfeibenxiangyuanwai,zhiliuxiayigebeiyingjiwo,gaozhafasuifengpiaoyang,tazhuanshenkanwo,xiaorongfeiyang,mouzhongguanghuaruliuxinghuaguo,youzangzhejifenbuji。

tashuo:「jiejiedengwo!」

woqingxiaochusheng,woganggangdehuatafenmingyijuyemeiyoutingjinqu。