diyizhanganxiangchufeng1938nianchuqiudeshanghai，kongqizhongxuanfuzheyizhongzhanchoudekonghuang。
fazujiewaiyinyinchuanlaideqiangshengxiangliezhichangpiandezayin，zaihuanghundexiaguangzhongruoyinruoxian。
guwanguojindanbodewuqun，pailiantingneizaoyirenquloukong，
zhishengtadezujianzaizhehongyoumudibanshanghuachujueqianghuiyin。tayibianbianxuanzhuan、tiaoyue，hanshuijintoulefagen，
sihuyaojiangshentiranchengyizhandeng。muqinlikaihou，baleichengletagushoudezuihoubaolei，
weiyouwudaonengrangneigebeijifuyinyinglongzhaodejiazanshixiaoshizaiheianzhong。xiaguangranjindeshunjian，zhouyupiluo。
yushuishunjianchongsanlexiaguang，guwanpaojinxiafeiluyoushendelinongjian，xunzhaozhebizhichu。
xieduimianercengxiaoloudewuyanxia，lizheyigeshouxueqingnian，huabandingzaitoushang，langbeidishouzhehuaibaodehuaju。
shuiqimohuletademianrong，zhiyouxidefabaidexueshengzhuangzhanlenidian，xiangyizhangxuanrandeshuimohua。“nazhe！
”qingnianshengyinzhuangpoyumu，jiangyibingchenzhongdeheisansaijinguwanshouzhong。sangubingliang。talengzhengjian，
daizhetiwendehuibuwaitaoyizhaozhutashitoudejiantou。“kuaizou！xunbufangderenchangzaizheibianpanchamoshengxuesheng！
”tashengyinyadejidi，daiyisijinghuangdeshaya，zijiquebaoqihuajuchongjingebigengzhaideanxiang，
shenyingzhuanyanbeiyushuitunmei。guwanguozhetadaizhetanfenhesongjieyouqiweidejiuwaitaopaohuiwutuanjianlousushe。chuangwai，
lengyuchoudazhewutongshucanliudeyepian。tataochuwaitaokoudailideliangzhangzhi：yizhangsumiao，shiwutuanchuanglingdefengjing，
xiantiaolingdong；lingyizhangshishuming“an”deyishuzazhishoukuanpingju，taitouheranyinzhe“kunhuadaxueyishuxi”。
jitianhouguwanandizhixundaoneijialinjiexiaohuaguan。jinbidemenchuangtieshangfazujiexunbufangdebaisefengtiao，
mojilinlixiezhe“shexianchihuaxuanchuan”。taxintouyijin，chouchujianganjueyidaoyinyingtouzaishence。dihaiwaitaoshi，
tazhipiejiantadichuidemeiyanhejinmindechunxian。tajieguoyifuxiangjiezhushenmetangshoudedongxi，jihulikezhuanshen，
celianbengdehenjin。“xiexienidesan。”guwandehuaxiaosanzaiqiufengli。houlaitacaizhidao，
neiwanxunbudequequerfufan，panwenxiangkouyanzhidiandelaobanniangshifoujianguokeyixuesheng。
qingniandejinshenjiuletamenliangren。musesihe，tachangzaiwutuanxiujibanbandelinjietiechuangqianzuorourenlianxi。
chuangwaizhaixiangduiguodeshikumenerlouchuangkou，youshihuiliangqiyidianweiruodedengguang。dengxianeigefuanzuohuadeshenying，
ouertaitouchaozheibianpieyiyan，xuanjiyouyinmeizaihunhuangdedengyunli。
tamenshizhonggezheyitiaozhaixiang、yiduanzhanhuofenfeideshiju、liangzhongjiongyidetiandidejuli。
dierzhangliguangsuiyingyigenandedeqinglangwuhou，xiangkoupiaolailiezhikafeihefameishubenhunhedeguguaiweidao。
guwantuikaineishanguazhexiaolingdangdejiushudianmumen，jiaoluokaochuangweizhi，qingnianduzuo。yangguanglvguomengchendechuangboli，
luozaitawozhetanbideshoushang。mianqiantankaidesuxieben，heranshitalizujiandeceying，
bojingdexiantiaobeiguangyinggouledejueqiangercuiruo。“an”ziqianmingshuibobanfuzaihuazhiyouxiajiao。
“hua……”guwandezhijianhuaguozhimian，“huadehenchuanshen。”shenanjiantouweizhen，tanbigunluo。taitoukantashi，
tayanlideguangxiangbeiboliangdedengxin：“neishiguang。nitiaowudeshihou……xiangbeiguangguozhule，bierendouzaidongzuo，
zhiyounishihuode，zairanshao。”tashengyinliyouzhongxintubandechicheng，“womenlaoshichangshuo，
zhenzhengdeyishushibalinghunpouchuguanglaijirenkan。”tadehuashiyibufucunzai。xunbuchafenghuaguanneitian，
tadelaoshixuxianshengyinzaihuazuozhonganzangxiangzhengkangzhanjuexindexiongyingtutengerbeidaizou。
cikezheishuangnengbuzhuoguangyingdeshouyinkongjuerweizhan，yandibumanxuesi，tajinjinzuanzhesuxiebenbianyuan，guanjiefabai。
guwanfaxiantayijinxiazhanzhelingxinganhehenji。neibushiyoucai。“wodezou，”tadeshengyintiezhezhuomian，
xiangyilishashigundong，“jinwanjiuzou，quxinan。”quneigezhicunzaiyushoujutaitoushangdeyaoyuandifang。
guwanzhijianbingliang，mouzhongbimusegengchendedongxiyazaixintou。takanzhetashoushijinshengdejizhitutoutanbi，
jiangneibenjiazhetawuyingdesuxiebenjinjinbaozaixiongqian，zitaiwanruhuaibaoyigeyinghai。linbieqian，
tayingsaijiguwanyixiaofujuanqidehuazhi。zhijuanzaitazhangxinqingqingzhandou，xiangyikebodongdexin。
shangmianyongliaoliaoshubigoulezheniguangzhongwudaodeceying，beijingshishuxidepailiantingchuangkuang。bichuwenrou，
jihudaizheqianchengdelidu。beimianliaocaoxiezheyixingdizhi：kunmingyuantongjie76haokunhuadaxueyishuxishenanshou。
dizhixiafangshiyonglihuaxiademoji——“huoxiaqu。xiangguangyiyangtiaochuqu。”chuangwaimuseshenchen，
liulishisuodenanminbulvchenzhongditaguomalu。guwanjiangneijuanhuajinjinanzaixiongqian，
fangfoanzhulelinghunjulieranshaodeyujin。shenanxiaoshizaicanghuangrenchaoli，meiyouhuitou。
tadingzhetaxiaoshidefangxiangxujiu，fangfoxiangkanqingneibeiyingruhezaifengyuruhuideshijielizhengzhazhe，
zouxiangneiyaobukejide，xiezheguangmingqianchengdedizhi。jizhouhoudeyigewuye，jianlidejingbaosilieshanghaiyekong。
tiankongbeipaodanranchengguiyidechenghong，fazujiewaihuoguangchongtian。guwancongjitisushedeyingbanchuangshangjingxing，
chijiaocaishangbinglengdimian。nongyanguoxiezhehuijinyongruchuangkou，yuanchubaolieshengrusishenzhuangjichengqiang。
tazhuaqizhenbiandexiaobubao，chongruhunluanbentaoderenliu，jiaobuliangqiang。
weiyideniantoushi：neizhangxiezhe“kunhuadaxue”dezhitiaohejuanqidehuazhi，bixufengjinmianaodeneichenkoudaishenchu。
shenhou，tachengzhiwei“jia”degaomenshenyuanli，jifudezhoumayumuqindechuoqiyinyuekewen。
guwandejiaobumeiyousihaoyouyu，chaozhematoufangxiangkuangben。huoguangyingzaitalianshang，mingmiebuding。tabixuhuoxiaqu，
qunei“guang”beiyunnuodefangxiang。disanzhangluanshifuping1942nianchudong，
xianggangbofulindaoyidonghongzhuanxiaolounei。chaoshidemeiweihunzheliezhixiaodushuideqiximimanzaikongqili。
guwanyichuangerli，zhijianniezheyizhangfanhuangbozhi，
zhishangshiqingjunde“an”ziqianminghe“kunhuadaxueyishuxishenan”shouju。mohenchenjiudejihuyaoshenruzhiwen。
chuangwaixiyumianmi，yuanchudeweiduoliyagangyinmeizaihuimengmengdeshuiqizhong。
yizhangrouzhoude《**》beifengxiandongzaijiaobian，
shangmiankandengzhenanyangaiguoqiaolingshenlaoxianshengdidaxianggangzhuchifengongsidexiaoxi，
pangbianshimohudeheying——qizhongyigetingbaxizhuangdeshenyinglunkuo，cimudijuezhuleguwandeshixian。neishuangyanjing，
gezhemohudeyinshuamodianhejinwuniandechenyan，yiranrutongjiaoshi，zhongzhongzhuangjintaxindi。
“shenxiuyan……”tanannannianchupeitushuominglidemingzi，zhijianfuguobaozhishangneimoshengdemeiyanxiantiao，
xinzangzaileiguxiajicugudong。neigewuhou，weiyudefudaozhongde“yinxing”daxiyuanhoutaiyichangcaoza。
weiqianxianjiangshimujuande《huanghe》jiaoxiangbaleijijiangshangyan。guwanduizheliekaishudaofengxidehuazhuangjing，
shouzhishuliandijiangfajipanjin。chuangwaihuiyundichui，gangdaolongzhaozaibuxiangdejijingli。
zhexiongkoubuliaoxiazangzheneizhang“kunhua”shoujudelunkuo——neicengshigeguanyuqingchun、lixiangheweiboweilaidepingzheng，
rujingengxiangshichenruheiandemao。“gu**，shenxianshengdaole，qingninzhunbeidengtai。
”siyideshengyinzaimubuhouxiangqi，daizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang。guwanshenxiyikouqi，tuikaihouzhongcemu。
chaneijian，wanqiandengguanghuiju。wutaishang，tashi《huanghe》lezhanglibuqudehunling。bentengdeleyinshijingtaohailang，
tadezhitihuaweinuzhangdefengfanhejiaoshidelengjiao。meiyigetiaoyue、xuanzhuandouyunhanzheqiefudetongchu。
hanshuishitouboshawuyi，jianjiagushangyichuchennianqiangshangdejiubazaiguangyingxiayinyueqifu。
taixiayizhangzhanghuojiaozhuohuomamudelianpuzaizhuiguangbianyuanhuaguo。
zhidaotademuguangcuranzhuangjindiyipaizhengzhongneishuangningshizhetadeshentanli——shenxiuyanxiansheng。xifuyuntie，
meiyujianchenzheshuyushangjiejingyingderuiliyushendu，weiyouneishuangyanjing，chuantoulejingxinxiushidewaiqiao，
fanyongzhejiqifuzadejingtaohailang：nanyizhixin、shunjianbengfade、jihudaizhehuimiexingdechireguangmang，
yijiqihouxiongyongerzhidetongchu。taxiuzhangdeshouzhisisikouzhebaoxiangdujinweilandesirongmian，
zhiguanjieyinyonglierniuqubianxing。guwanjiaoxiaweicengcuoluanfenhao，danlinghunshenchumougejiaoluozhourantanta。
leshenghongmingzhong，tagandaoneishumuguangruyanjiangzhuobianquanshen，
wunianqiananxianglideyushenghecikewutaideguangreshunjianjiaocuozhongdie。disizhangzhongyuanguangyunyanchujieshu，
houtaidenghuotongming，zhifenyuhanshuidehunzhuoqiweimimanbusan。guwanzuozaijingqian，shifachuiluojiantou，
shangweicongwutaiqingxuzhongboli。“shenxianshengxiangqinggu**hebeikafei，chezaicemenhouzhe。”siyidishengchuanda。
shuzhuangtaishangtanzheyanchupaibanbiao，bianyuanhaizhanzhexiexuyanzhi。zhijianzaineimingzishangdunleyishun，
tazuizhongzhuaqitunlesedeyangmaopijian。heiseaosidingjiaochewushenghuaxingzaixianggangximideyeyuzhong。
chexiangneimimanzheangguixueqiehepiyideqixi，anjingdezhishengyushuaguaguobolidedandiaoshengxiang。
“gu**de《huanghe》，ranshaoganjiqiang。”shenxiuyanlvxiandapochenji，shouzhimosuozhechechuangbianyuan，
muguangtouxiangchuangwainihongposuidejiejing，“buxiangshijiqiao…xiangzaiboming。
”takeyiyadideshengxiandaizhekeyiweichidejuligan，quezangbuzhuweiyindeyisizhenzhan。
“rangwoxiangqi……shanghaifazujieneixiehuanghun，”tadeshengyintiezhechuangfengjijinlai，xiangtourushenshuideshikuai，
“kongqizongshishide，xiangkouneijiadiangangchulumianbaodejiaohuweihunzhexiashuidaofanchaodeqixi。
yushengzazaiqingshibanshang……”shengyindourantingzhu，xiangbeiqiazhulebojing。guwanjiantoudeyangmaopijianhualuoxiexu，
luchuxiongkouneimeiposudebaiyinxiongzhen。shouzhiweidong，yimeixiongzhenbeiquxia。zhenjiangouqiweibukechadebubian，
xianeizhangfanhuangshoujudeyijiao——“kunhuadaxueyishuxishenanshou”dezijizaihuianchexiangguangxianliyoulingbanyishan。
tadedongzuoqingruhuxi，meiyoukanshenbianrenyiyan。chezaihaipangdaoyijianyangrenkafeiguanqiantingzhu。
nihongzhaopaijiang“cafédeparis”jigezimuyunranchengposuidezihongseguangban。yusixiezhi，
liangrenzaishizheyindaoxialuozuolinchuangweizhi。shenlanhaishuizaiyuanchupaoxiao。
shenxiuyandilaimingpian——subaiyingkazhishang“tonghuamaoyigongsifuzongjinglishenxiuyan”jigeheizibinglengshuli。
guwanzhijianfuguozhimian，weizhiyici。shiyingshengduanlaimaozhereqideheikafeiheyixiaokuaiheisenlindangao。
jiuzaibaicidiechupengzhuomiandeshunjian，shenxiuyansishiwuyi，jiangneiyingkazhiweiweifanzhuan。beimian，
yixingjixideqianbizixiangyouweidemimazhouranxianxian：“xiangkoudeyutingleme？shenanwen。”shuiqiyinyunlechechuang。
guwanxiongqiangneifanjiangdaohai，binglengdeshouzhipengchudaowenredebeibi，qingweizhandou。touguozhengtengdereqi，
neishuangyanjingningshizheta，limianchenjideshijianbeishengshengsilie，shuyu“shenan”dechengcheyutongchuzhengzhazhe，
shituchongposhangren“shenxiuyan”dejiasuo。yesenongchourumo。jiaochehuanhuanshiruyichupijingxiaoxiang，
tingzaiwudaoxueyuanjizhongsushedejiulouqian。tieyiludengtouxiahunhuangyiquanguangliang。“shaodeng。
”dichendeshengyinlanzhuleguwankaichemendedongzuo。
shenxiuyantanshenconghouzuoquchuyigechenjiumosundeyingpihuajiadidaotashouzhong。huajiadaizhetazhijiancancundewendu，
yichangchenzhong。“wuguiyuanzhu，”tademuguangshenshenluoyinzaitalianshang，“huozhe，suanshibaoguanfei？
”yijuanyadezichao，qingruyexu。jiaobushengxiaoshizailoudaoshenchu，yinqingdihouzheyuanqu。
huajiazaiguwanshouliguntang。tachonghuizijijianloudefangjian，fansuoshangmen。hunhuangdengpaoxia，tashenxiyikouqi，
zhijianzhandouzhexiankaihuajiahouzhongdekazhifengmian。
—pailiantingchuangqiandechensi、yuzhongbentaodehuishou、xuanzhuanzhongdequnjuguangying……meiyizhangdouningjiezheshenandeningshi。
zuihouyiye，shibeituoshanbaohuzaiyicengbotou**zhixiadeyixiaozhanghua。
neishitazaijianlouyiyuanbingchuangshangchenshuidecelian，fasibeihanshuijintoutiezaijiabian，meitouweicu，
jishizaimengzhongyiranjueqiang。huazhikongbaichu，yixingtanbixiaozi：“guangmeiyouximie，haizaimenglitiao。
”shuming：an。dengguangxia，youcaidezhiganzaizhiyeshangqingweilongqi，goulezhetamianpangrourenxiantiao。
guwandezhifushunzheneixingxiaozifanfumoca，fangfoyaotongguozhibeidewenduquerenlingyishuangshoudecunzai。leishuiguntang，
haowuzhengzhaodizaluo，yinkaihuazhishangyixiaopianshenhui——xiangshisuiyuechenmodechuoji。
gebichuanlaiqitawuyuanpibeidekesousheng，tayongliyaojinxiachun，yayizhewuyan。guangyingcongweiposui，
tazhishichenjinleshijiandeshenshui。cike，guanghuilaile。diwuzhangduanchiniguangweiduoliyagangyinyundichui，
xiansedehaifengguoxiezhebuxiangdeqixi。tonghuamaoyigongsiloudingdelinshipailiantingkongkuangerlengji，
weiyoufengzhuangjigangchuangdewuyanshenghuidang。binglengdehuagangyandimianpuzheboboyicengbaohudijiao，
shishenxiuyanjitianqianqinzijiangongpujiude，rujinyichengweiguwanhejigetongbanweiyinenghuisaxuehandekongjian。
tamenzaiweixiayichanggengweiguanjiandemimiyiyanpailian。jicuzujianluodishengzhongduan。guwanmengdiliangqiang，