shoujipingmudeyouguangxiangyibacuidudebishou，henhenzhajinwodeshiwangmo。
“yongnidehun，diandeng。”
meiyigezidouhuazuobinglengdechongzi，shunzhewodejizhuiwangshangpa。
loutijianli，neigeyouzhaochenghelaochendeyuannianhunhechengdelianmaoshanheiying，neizhangliekaizaizhangxindezui，wushengdikaihezhe，zhongfuzhezheijuzuzhou。
mozhibaoyuhaizaicongtianhuabandetongfengkouqingxie，guoxiezheneibengaisidejiushu，zaiwojiaobianhuichengyitanzhanchoudezhaoze。shuyeshang，wogongyudepoumiantuxuehongyipian，neigedengtabiaojifangfoyiketiaodongdexinzang，meiyicibodong，dourangwodetaiyangxuegenzhechoutong。
跑。
必须跑。
但往哪儿跑？
wangxia，shineigezhangxinzhangzuideguaiwu。wangshang，shiganggangchuanlaijianxiaohebaozhadewojia，shineigeyishidezhongxin。
zheishigequantao。yigejingxinshejidebushoujia，erwojiushineizhiyitouzhuangjinlaidechunhuo。
“tingchao”……zhaocheng……
gushandaodejiyixianghaixiaoyiyangpaisuilewolizhidediba。zhaochenglinsiqianneibuganyoukuangredeyanshen，laochensiqianneiguiyimanzudeweixiao，wangwutanlandechixiang……yimumuhuamianzaiwonaozhongzhakai。
不，我不是祭品。
zhaochengcaishizuihouyigejipin。tade“chi”chengjiulezuizhongdeyishi。
那我算什么？
zhanlipin？haishi……xindechaoxue？
jingzilizijineigeguiyidexiaolianshanguonaohai。
我浑身一激灵。
jiaoxiadejiushuturan“huala”fandong，shuyewufengziwu，tingzailerenmianxuanwodeneiyiye。xuanwozhongyangdeheidian，kaishimanmanfangda，xiangyizhizhengkaideyanjing。
yiguqiangdadexilicongshuzhongchuanlai，lachezhewodeyishi。
“不！”
wonuhouyisheng，yuqibeidongdituojinqu，buruzhudongxuanzeyitiaolu！
womeiyouchongxianglouxiadeguaiwu，ershimengdizhuanshen，yongjinquanshenliqixiangshangchongqu！
guaiwusihumeiliaodaowodexuanze，taduzailoutikoudeshenyingchizhileyishun。
就是现在！
wosanbubingzuoliangbu，caizheniuqudetaijiexiangshangfeiben。shenhoudeheianzhongchuanlaijianruidesiming，neishidadadepaxingshengxiangshifuguzhiqu，jinzhuibushe。
shibaceng……shijiuceng……ershiceng……
loudaolidedengguangfenglesideshanshuo，qiangbishangshenchudapiandapiandeshuizi，daizhenongliedetiexiuwei。qiangpiboluo，luchuxiamianrudongde、xueguanyiyangdeanhongwenlu。
zhengdongloudou“huo”leguolai。
huozheshuo，yinweiwo，tazhengzai“siqu”。
wochongdaoershiyicengdefanghuomenqian，mengdituikai。
zheilishiyijianhaizaizhuangxiudebangongshi，kongqilimimanzhejiaquanheyouqideweidao。judadeluodichuangwai，shichengshidecuicandenghai。
wofanshousuoshangfanghuomen，youtuoguoyiduizhuangxiucailiaosisidingzhu。
咚！咚！咚！
chenzhongdezhuangjishengcongmenhouchuanlai，meiyicizhuangji，menbanshangdouhuifuxianchuyizhangniuquderenlian，ranhouxunsuyinqu。
**zaiqiangshang，dakouchuanxi，feibuhuoshaohuoliao。
安全了，暂时。
wotaochushouji。pingmuyijingzidongsuoshang，yipianqihei。woanliangpingmu，jiesuo，zhujiemianganjingdexiangxinshouji。
meiyoucaixin，meiyouguiyideduanxin，tonghuajilulizuihouyitiaohaishixiawujiaodewaimai。
一切都像一场噩梦。
kewobozishangdezhuohenhaizai，neimozhibandezhanyeyijingninggu，xiangyikuaichouloudeciqing。shangkoubutong，quechuanlaiyizhongbinglengdemamugan，fangfoneilidexuerouyijingbushuyuwo。
wozoudaoluodichuangqian，chengshidedenghuoyingzaibolishang，yeyingchulewodelian。
cangbai，jingkong，langbeibukan。
wosisidingzhejingzhongdeziji，xunzhaorenheyisibushuyuwodehen-ji。
没有。
neigeguiyidexiaorongmeiyouzaichuxian。
danyizhonggengshendehanyicongxindishengqi。tazaideng，tazaiwodeshentili，naixindidengdaizhe，dengwojingshenzuicuiruodeyike，chedijieguanwo。
gushandaotushuguanneibenminsuziliaolidezhushapizhu，meiyigezidouxiangluotie，tangzaiwodejiyili。
“……qizuiaizhe，feitan、feichen、feichi，naiyujuejingzhong，yi‘lizhi’zhanshengfengkuangzhilinghunye……”
wodeshengli，wodelizhi，wodexingcun……caishitazuikewangdetaotieshengyan。
wobushizhanshengleta，wozhishichengletadexin“dengta”。
“操！”
wodishengzhouma，yiquanzazaibinglengdebolishang。
bunengdaizaizheili。gongyushixianjingdezhongxin，zhengdongloudoubuanquan。wobixulikai。
可我能去哪？
baojing？shuowobeiguizhuisha？haishishuowoshentilizhuzheyigekesulufengdegudaixieshen？
jingshenbingyuanhuishiwoweiyideguisu。
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai。yueshikongju，tajiuyueqiangda。wobixuxiangzaigushanddaoshangneiyang，yongwodelizhi，wodeluoji，quxunzhaopojudebanfa。
disitiaoduanxin：“qudengta。”
diwutiaoduanxin：“zishisanke，yongnidehun，diandeng。”
zheiliangtiaoxinxikansimaodun，queyouzhixiangtongyigehexin。
“dengta”he“diandeng”。
tazaigushandaodeyishi，jiushitongguoxianji，liyongdengtadejujiaotoujing，dakaimougetongdao。xianzai，taxiangzaiwoshenshangzhongfuzheigeguocheng。wodegongyu，jiushixindeyishididian。
nei“qudengta”shishenmeyisi？
shizimianyiyishangde，rangwoqumougexianshizhongdedengta？haishiyigebiyu？
wozoudaobangongshidelingyitou，zheilinengkandaochengshidelingyice。yuanchudehaigang，yizuozhenzhengdedengtazaiyesezhongbiaoshizhehangdao，yimingyian，xiangyizhigududeyanjing。
是那里吗？
咚！！！
yishengjuxiang，fanghuomenbeizhuangdexiangneituqiyigekongbudehudu，mensuofachubukanzhongfude**。
没时间了。
wohuangusizhou，xunzhaotaoshengdekeneng。bangongshiwaiqiangshangguazheyigeyongyugaocengtaoshengdehuanjiangqi。
这是我唯一的机会。
wozakaichuwuxiang，zhuachuhuanjiangqi，batagudingzaichengzhongzhushang。jiuzaiwobaanquanshengrengchuchuangwaideshunjian，fanghuomen“hong”deyishengbeizhuangkai。
mozhibandeheianxiongyongerru，neigelianmaoshandeguaiwuzhanzaimenkou，tadedoumaoxia，buzaishimohudeheiwu，ershiyizhangkusiwodelian，zhishineizhanglianshangbumanleliehen，xiangshijijiangposuideciqi。
tataiqishou，zhangxindezuibaliekai，fachuzhaochengdeshengyin，chongmanleyouhuoheguhuo。
“luyan，biepaole，huilai……huidaowomengaiqudedifang。zhenlijiuzaiyanqian，nibuxiangkankanma？”
去**真理！
wofanshenyuechuchuanghu，shentizhouranxiazhui。
shizhongganrangwoyizhenxuanyun。ershiyicenglougaodefengshengzaiwoerbianhuxiao，jiaoxiadechengshibianchengyipianmohudeguangban。
wosisizhuazhushengsuo，huanjiangqicierdemocashengxiangshisishendezhijiazaiguacaboli。
woditoukanqu，dimianyuelaiyuejin。
daloumenkoudeguangchangshang，youjigerenyingzaihuangdong。shibaoanma？
不。
tamendezitaihenguguai，xiangtixianmuouyiyang，jiangyingdi、yibuyidundixunluozhe。
我心里一沉。
zhengdonglou，shenzhizheifujin，douyijingchengletade“lingyu”。
jiuzaiwojulidimianhaiyousansicenglougaodeshihou，huanjiangqideshengsuoturanyijin，wozhenggerenbeidiaozailebankong。
wotaitouwangqu，zhijianyizhikuzhibandeshoucongwoganggangtaochudechuangkoushenchu，sisizhuazhuleshengsuo。neizhishoudeshoubeishang，pifuxianglayiyangronghua，luchuxiamiantiaodongdeheisejinluo。
“我说过，回来。”
neige“wo”deshengyincongshangfangchuanlai，daizheburongzhiyidemingling。
shengsuokaishiyicuncunbeilahui。
wozhengzhazhe，quewujiyushi。wodeshentizhengzaibushoukongzhidibeituohuineigediyu。
juewangxiangbinglengdehaishui，yanmeilewodekoubi。
jiuzaizheishi，yidaociyandeyuanguangdengturancongjiejiaoshelai，bizhidizhaozaiwodelianshang。
yiliangbanjiudewulinghongguangmianbaoche，yiyigekanchengpiaoyideshuaiwei，tingzailedalouxia。
chemen“huala”yishengbeilakai。
yigechuanzhewaimaiqishoufudenvhaitiaoxiache，takanqilaibuguoershichutou，zhazheliluodemawei，lianshanghaidaizhedianyingerfei。
tataiqitou，kandaolebeidiaozaibankongdewoheloushangneigekongbudeshenying。
zhengchangrenkandaozheiyimu，jianjiaozhetaopaocaidui。
可她没有。
tadeyanshenlengjingdebuxianghua，shenzhihaidaizheyisi……bunaifan？
“ze，youyige‘dengta’，haishikuaichengxingde，zhenmafan。”
tadishengdiguleyiju，shengyinbuda，danzaisijideyeli，queqingxidichuanjinwodeerduo。
灯塔？
她也知道“灯塔”？
她是谁？
nvhaimeilihuiwodezhenjing，congwaimaixianglinachudebushishiwu，ershiyiba……yongtongqianhehongxianbianchengdeduanjian？
takanleyiyanloushangneigeguaiwu，youkanlekanwo，meitouzhoudegengjinle。
“limiande‘dongxi’yijingkaishiyongnideyangmaohejiyile，shuomingqinshihenshenle。”
tashuozhe，turantaiqishou，jiangneibatongqianjianxiangfeibiaoyiyangchaowozhilai。
wotongkongyisuo，xiangduo，danshentibeidiaozhe，genbendongbule。
wanle，meibeiguinongsi，yaobeizheigemomingqimiaodenvhaiyijianchuanxinle。
raner，neitongqianjianzaikaojinwoxiongkouyichiyuandedifang，turan“weng”diyishengsankai，huazuojishimeifanzheweiguangdetongqian，xiangyiqunyoushengmingdeyinghuochong，shunjiantiemanlewodequanshen。
yigubingliangdeqiliuyongbiansizhibaihai，xiangshizaiwoguntangdelinghunshangjiaoleyipenbingshui。
bozishangneimamudezhuohenchu，chuanlaizhenzhabandecitong。
“吼——！”
loushangneige“wo”，fachuleyishengbushuyurenleidetongkusihou。tazhuazhushengsuodeshouxiangshibeiluotietangdaoyiyangmengdisuolehuiqu。
shengsuoyisong，wozaicixiazhui。
“**！”
wohedehunfeiposan，yankanjiuyaoshuaichengyitanrouni。
shuoshichineishikuai，neinvhaiyigejianbuchongshanglai，zaiwoluodiqian，yongyigejiqizhuanyedezishijiezhulewo，shunshiyigun，xiediaoledabufenchongjili。
woliangzaidishanggunlehaojiquancaitingxia。
wobeishuaideqihunbasu，ganjuegutoujiazidousanle。
erneigenvhai，yijinglisuodipaqilai，pailepaishenshangdehui，shunshoucongwoshenshangzhaixiayimeiyijingbiandeandanwuguangdetongqian。
“搞定。走！”
tazhuaiqiwodegebo，jiuyaobawowangmianbaochelituo。
“dengdeng！”woshuaikaitadeshou，jinghunweidingdikanzheta，“nidaodishishenmeren？neixietongqian……haiyouneigeguaiwu……”
“meishijianjieshile！”takanleyiyandalourukou，neijigejiangshibandebaoanyijingzhuyidaolewomen，zhengmaizheguiyidebufazouguolai，“zaibuzou，dengtade‘lingyu’chediwendingxialai，womendoudejiaodaizaizheier。”
takouzhongdecihui，meiyigedouchaochulewoderenzhifanwei，queyoujingzhundimiaoshulewozhengzaijinglideyiqie。
“nijiaowo‘dengta’，shenmeyisi？”wozhuazhuzuihoudelizhi，zhuiwendao。
nvhaihuitou，yongyizhongkan**deyanshenkanzhewo：“nitineijisuzheyige‘xinshi’，zhengzaibanibianchengyigexiyintongleidexinhaofasheta。yidan‘diandeng’chenggong，nijiuhuibianchengyigewendingderenxingkongjianmen，daoshihou，hehe，zhengzuochengshidoudejinipeizang。xianzaikeyishangchelema？haishinijuedegenneijigebaoanliaoliaorenshenggengyouqu？”
tashuohuaxianglianzhupao，xinxiliangjuda，zadewotouyunyanhua。
xinshi……xinhaofasheta……renxingkongjianmen……
zheixiecihui，bizhaochengbijibenshangdejizaigengjiazhibai，yegengjiakongbu。
wobuzaiyouyu，genzhetachongxiangneiliangwulinghongguang。
jiuzaiwomenlakaichemendeshunjian，shenhoudedalouli，chuanchuyishengzheneryulongdepaoxiao。
damenboli“hongran”suilie，mozhibandeheiwucongzhongpenyongerchu，zaibankongzhongzhongxinningjuchengneigelianmaoshanguaiwudeyangzi。zheiyici，tabuzaiweichiwodexingxiang，ershihuazuoyituanchuncuide、youwushuzhangniuqurenlianzuchengdefengbao，xiangwomenxijuanerlai。
“坐稳了！”
nvhaibawotuijinfujiashi，zijitiaoshangjiashizuo，dianhuo，guadang，mengcaiyoumen。
mianbaochefachuyishengbugandenuhou，luntaizaidishangmocachucibidejiaowei，xianglixiandejianyiyangchonglechuqu。
woconghoushijinglikandao，neituanrenlianfengbaozaiwomenshenhoujinzhuibushe，suoguozhichu，ludengyizhanzhanximie，dimianjieshangyicengheisedebingshuang。
“ta……tazhuishanglaile！”woshengyinfazhan。
“biehuitoukan！”nvhaidihouyisheng，mengdafangxiangpan，cheziguaijinyitiaoxiazhaidexiaoxiang，“zhishita，huibeitade‘jingshenwuran’yingxiang，jiasunibeitonghuadeguocheng。”
tayibianshuozhe，yibiancongchuwugelitaochuyigebazhangdadebaguajing，kanyebukanjiurengjiwo。
“nazhe，duizhunhoumian，nengtuoyanyixia。”
wojieguojingzi，rushoubingliang。jingmianguanghuarushui，queyingbuchurenhedongxi。
wozhandouzheshou，jiangbalingjingduizhunchehouchuang。
dangneituanrenlianfengbaochongjinjingzizhaoshefanweideshunjian，baguajing“weng”deyisheng，jingmianshangfuxianchuwushujinsedefuwen。
fengbaoxiangshizhuangshangleyiduwuxingdeqiang，fachuyishengjianruidesiming，sudumingxianmanlexialai。
有用！
woxinzhongyixi，dannvhaideliansequegengjianingzhong。
“chengbuleduojiu，zheizhishizuidijidefaqi，duifuzheizhongkuaichengxingde‘dengta’，genwanjuchabuduo。”tafeikuaidishuozhe，zaimigongbandexiaoxianglichuansuo，“nishoujishangshoudaodezuihouyitiaoduanxin，shibushi‘zishisanke，yongnidehun，diandeng’？”
wohunshenyizhen：“nizenmezhidao？”
“feihua，zheishi‘xinshi’wanchengzuihouyishidebiaozhuntongzhi。”tameihaoqidishuo，“zaizheizhiqian，tayinggaihaifaguoyitiao，neirongshi‘qudengta’，duibudui？”
“dui！”wojihushihouchulaide，“neitiaoduanxindaodishishenmeyisi？”
“那条是我发的。”
“ni？”wochedimengle。
“women‘shoutaren’yizhizaijiankonggedide‘nengliangyichangdian’。nisuozaidegongyulou，congzuowankaishi，shujujiubaobiaole。”tajieshidao，“wochalenidebeijing，gushandaoshijiandeweiyixingcunzhe。bajiubulishi，nibeimougelihaide‘dongxi’jijisule。wofaneitiaoduanxin，shixiangbaniyindaowomenshezaichengjiaofeiqidengtade‘jinghuadian’。sheizhidaoneidongxibiwoxiangdegengjiaohua，zhijiepingbilewodexinhao，haijinifalezuihoutongdie，xiangbanisuosizaigongyuliwanchengyishi。”
shoutaren……jinghuadian……
wodeshijieguan，zaiduanduanshijifenzhongnei，beichediniansui，ranhouyongyiduigengjialiqiguiyidelingjianzhongxinpincouqilai。
“suoyi，womenxianzaiyaoquneigefeiqidengta？”wowen。
“dui。”tadianlediantou，biaoqingyansu，“zainibeichedi‘dianliang’zhiqian，xiangbanfabalimiandedongxibolichulai。zheishiweiyidejihui。”
“怎么剥离？”
“yongyigegengqiangde‘dengta’，bataqiangxingxichulai。”
“shenme？”womeitingdong。
tapielewoyiyan，yanshenfuza。“jiandanshuo，jiushizhaoge‘ren’，bajishengzainishenshangde‘xinshi’，zhuanyidaotashenshang。”
yonglingyigerenlaidangtisigui？
这算什么狗屁精化？
wodelianseshunjianchenlexiaqu：“zheihezhaochengzaigushandaoshangzuodeyoushenmequbie？”
“qubiedale！”tasihubeiwodezhiyijinule，“womenzhaode‘rongqi’，shiziyuande！tamenshi‘shoutaren’zhongdeyiyuan，zhizejiushizheige！yongzijidelinghunzuolaolong，jiang‘xinshi’fengyinzhisi！”
我沉默了。
ziyuanderongqi，yonglinghunzuolaolong。
zheitingqilai，bixianjihaiyaocanku。
“我们到了。”
mianbaocheyigejicha，tingzaileyipianhuangcaocongshengdehaibian。buyuanchu，yizuobanbodebaisedengta，zaiyueguangxiaxiangyigenjudademubei。
jiushiwozhiqianzaibangongshichuangkoukandaodeneizuo。
nvhaixilehuo，zhuantoukanzhewo，shenqingqiansuoweiyoudeningzhong。
“luyan，wojiaoxiaoan。jiexialaideshi，jiusiyisheng。nitineide‘xinshi’yijingganjuedaoleweixie，tahuibuxiyiqiedaijiazuzhiwomen。tahuiyongnizuishendekongju，zuitongkudejiyilaigongjini。nibixubaochiqingxing，yidannimishizaihuanjueli，womenlianggedoudewandan。”
wowojinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin。
gushandaodejingli，rangwoduisuoweide“huanjue”he“kongju”youlezugoudekangxing。
“我明白。”
“bu，nibumingbai。”xiaoanyaoleyaotou，conghuailiquchuyigexiaoxiaodeyinsehezi，dakai。
hezili，shiyimeianjingtangzaitianerongshangdezidan。
yimeiyinsede，kemanlefuwendezidan。
“ruguojinghuashibai，huozhenichengbuzhule，wohuiyongzheige，dachuannidexinzang。”tazhishizhewodeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo，“zheishizuihoudebaoxian。zai‘deng-ta’beidianliangqian，chedicuihuixinbiao。zheishiwodezhize。”
我的心脏猛地一缩。
她不是来救我的。
tashilaichuliyige“yichangshijian”de。wo，jiushineigeshijian。chenggongle，wohuo。shibaile，tahuihaobuyouyudishalewo。
wokanzhetaneishuangqingchequeyoubinglengdeyanjing，huranxiaole。
“hao。”wodianlediantou，“zongbibianchengyigerenxingkongjianmenyaohao。”
xiaoansihumeiliaodaowohuishizheigefanying，lengleyixia，suijiyechelechezuijiao，luchuyisisuanbushangxiaodebiaoqing。
“zouba，‘rongqi’yinggaiyijingzhunbeihaole。”
womenxialeche，zouxiangneizuofeiqidedengta。
haifengyinleng，daizhexianxingdeshiqi，chuiderengutoufaliang。
dengtadedamenxuyanzhe，menzhoufachu“zhiya”deguaixiang。
womenyitarutanei，shenhoudetiemenjiu“peng”deyishengzijiguanshangle。
taneiyipianqihei，zhiyouluoxuanxiangshangdeloutizaiyueguangxiafanzheyouguang。
yigubigushandaoshanggengnongyu、genggulaodefuxiuqixipumianerlai。
yigeshayade，fangfojibainianmeiyoushuoguohuadeshengyin，congloutishangfangchuanlai。
“xinsuzhu……laile……”
shengyinzaitaneihuidang，jiqiyipian“shasha”dehuixiang。
wotoupifama，neibushihuisheng。
neishi……wushuchongzizaiqiangbihedibanxiapadongdeshengyin。
xiaoanbachuletadetongqianjian，dishengduiwoshuo：“genjinwo，bieluankan，bieluanpeng。”
womenshunzheluoxuanloutixiangshangzou。
qiangbishang，kaishichuxianyixieanhongsedebihua。huafengguiyi，niuqu。huadesihushiyigegushi。
yigeguanyu“tingchao”he“shoutaren”degushi。
wokandao，gudaideyuminguizaihaibian，xiangyigexingsijudahailuodeguaiwuxianshangjipin。ranhou，guaiwutuchuheisedechaoshui，yanmeicunzhuang。
jiezhe，huamianyizhuan，yiqunchuanzhesuoyi、shouchiyuchaderenchuxianle。tamenyuheichaobodou，jiangguaiwufengyinzaiyizuogaotazhixia。
tamen，jiushidiyidai“shoutaren”。
bihuadezuihou，shiyigeshoutaren，panzuozaifengyinzhishang，tadeshentijianjianganku，zuizhonghegaotarongweiyiti，ertadelinghun，zehuazuoyikemingliangdexingxing，shouhuzheneipianhaiyu。
我看得心头发堵。
yuanlai，zheibushiyigewujiedezuzhou。yizhiyourenzaiheianzhongzhandou，yongshengminghelinghun。
jiuzaiwoshishendeshunjian，jiaoxiadetaijieturanyiruan。
woditouyikan，neijianyingdeshijie，buzhiheshibianchengleyizhangrenlian。
yizhangwoyongyuanwufawangjidelian。
shineicijiepoutaishang，beinveshadenvshidelian。tadeyanjingkongdongdikanzhewo，zuibayizhangyihe，wushengdikongsuzhe。
“weishenme……bujiuwo……”
qiangliedefuzuiganhekongjuxiangdusheyiyangezhulewodexinzang。wodehuxishunjiantingzhi，lenghanjintoulehoubei。
“陆宴！醒醒！”
xiaoandelihexiangyipenlengshuijiaozaiwotoushang。
tayibazhuazhuwodeshou，tadezhangxinhentang，yigunuanliushunzhewodeshoubeichuanleguolai。
yanqiandehuanxiangrubolibanposui。
jiaoxiahaishibinglengdeshijie。
“woshuolebieluankan！”xiaoandeyuqihenyanli，“‘xinshi’yijingkaishigongjinidejingshenle。tazhidaonideruodian，zhidaonixinlidemeiyidaoba！”
wochuanzhecuqi，dianlediantou，buganzaifenxin。
womenzhongyuzoudaoledengtadedingceng。
zheilihenkongkuang，chulezhongjianyigejudade、zaoyiximiededengzuo，shenmedoumeiyou。
yigerenying，beiduizhewomen，pantuizuozaidengzuodezhengxiafang。
tafeichangshou，chuanzheyishenxidefabaidehuisezhangpao，toufakuhuang，xiangyipenggancao。
他就是“容器”吗？
“chenshu。”xiaoandeshengyinli，daizheyisibuyicha-juedepibeihezunjing。
neirenyinghuanhuanzhuanguoshenlai。
kanqingtaliandeshunjian，wodetongkongsuochenglezhenjian。
是他。
gushandaoshuiwenzhandezhanzhang，neigegaosuwo“chaoshengbudui”delaoren。
neigezaiwomianqian，yongwodedao，wanchengle“chen”zhiji，ranhoudaodishenwangde……
laochen！wodanaoyipiankongbai。
shijianfangfoninggule。woshenzhinengtingjianzijixinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleigudeshengyin，xueyechongshangtouding，youshunjianbingleng。
他不是死了吗？
zhaochengdedierchangxianji，yongwodedao，wanchengle“chen”zhiji。
我亲眼所见。
neijudaozaixueboli，lianshangdaizheguiyimanzuxiaorongdeshiti，heyanqianzheigekushouderenying，jianjianzhongdie。
“chenshu……”xiaoandeshengyinlitouzheyigushenshendewuli，“nihaishimeinengshouzhu。”
laochen，huozheshuo，xianzaizhanjuzhezheifuquqiaodedongxi，genbenmeiyoulihuixiaoan。
taneishuanghunzhuodeyanjing，cikequeqingliangdekepa，xiangliangkoushenbujiandidekujing，zhizhidiwangjinwodelinghunli。
“nishenshangdeweidao……hentebie。”takaikoule，shengyinyijiushaya，queduoleyizhongbushuyurenleidegongming，“youfuzuidexingqi，youlixingdetianmei，haiyou……kongjudefenfang。bineigezizuocongmingdexuezhe，meiweitaiduole。”
xuezhe？tazhideshizhaocheng！
wodehouxincuanqiyiguliangqi。tazenmehuizhidaozhaocheng？
“zheibukeneng！”wozhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，quegansedexiangshishazhizaimoca，“nimingmingyijingsile！”
“si？”laochenliekaizui，luchuyigejiqiguaidandexiaorong，taganbiedezuichunjihuyaoliekai，“duiyuwomen‘shoutaren’laishuo，siwang，zhishihuanyizhongfangshihuozhe。”
“shoutaren？”wozhongfuzhebihuashangdecihui，niutoukanxiangxiaoan，xiwangtanengjiwoyigejieshi。
xiaoandeliansecanbai，tajinjinwozhetongqianjian，shoubeishangqingjinbilu。
“shoutarendesuming，jiushichengweifengyindeyibufen，yongzijidexuerouhelinghun，weiyangdengta，zhenya‘xinshi’。”tayusuhenkuai，xiangshizaibeisongshenmegulaodetiaowen，“chenshushishangyidaishoutaren。danshi，zhaochengdexianji，wuranleyishi。tameiyouhedengtarongweiyiti，faner……fanerchengle‘xinshi’derongqi。”
容器！
neigeshayadeshengyin，youzaiwonaozhonghuixiangqilai。
“xinsuzhu……laile……”
tashuodebushibieren，zhengshiwo！
laochen……bu，shi“rongqi”，manmancongdishangzhanleqilai。tadedongzuojiangyingdexiangyijutixianmuou，gujiefachu“kaka”decuixiang。
“meiyidaishoutaren，douzaixunzhaogengjianrendelinghunlaijietiziji。”tadeshengyinzaikongkuangdedingcenghuidang，“neigexuezhe，jingshenzaoyibeizhishideaomanfushi，bukanyiji。erni……”
takushoudeshouzhizhixiangwo，zhijiayouheiyouzhang，xiangmouzhongmengqindelizhua。
“nizaijuewangzhong，yongsuoweide‘kexue’shasileta。nidelizhi，shi‘xinshi’congweipinchangguodemeiwei。nidelinghun，shibizheizuopotagengwanmeidelaolong。”
我明白了。
彻底明白了。
zhaochengziyiweishiqishou，qishicongtoudaowei，tahewo，doushiqipanshangdejipin。
“tingchao”huozheshuo“xinshi”，tagenbenbuzaihushenme“tanchenchi”deyishi。tazhishizaishaixuan！shaixuanyigezuiqiangdadejingshenti，laizuotadexinsuzhu！
yigenengzaigudaojuejingzhongbaochilizhi，shenzhifanshaderen，wuyishizuijiaxuanze。
wojiushineige“jiangpin”。
“xiaoan！”wochongtahandao，“womendexiangbanfalikaizheier！”
“wanle。”xiaoanjuewangdiyaoleyaotou，“taderukou，zaitazhanqilaideneiyike，jiuyijingbeifengsile。zheili，shitadelingyu。”
huayingangluo，womenjiaoxiadedimiankaishizhendong。
qiangbishang，neixiemiaohuizhegulaogushidebihua，kaishishenchuheisede、sanfazheechoudeyeti。neixieniuquderenlian，fangfohuoleguolai，wushengdichaoxiaozhewomen。
dibanxia，“shasha”dechongmingshengxiangchengyipian，fangfoyouyiwanzhichongzijijiangpotuerchu。
“biepa。”xiaoanmengdijiangwoladaotashenhou，taaixiaodeshenqu，cikequexiangyizuoshan，“wocaishizheiyidaide‘shouchaoren’。wodeshiming，jiushiqinglidiaonimenzheixiebeiwurande‘rongqi’，huozhe……liantongxinsuzhuyiqi，zhongxinfengyin。”
她的眼神决绝。
woxinliyichen。yuanlaizaitadejubenli，woyebushishenmexingcunzhe，ershihelaochenyiyang，shikeyibeisuishi“qingli”diaodeweixie。
meigerendexinxidoushicanquede，meigerendouzaiyongzijizhangwodesuipian，pincouzhezheigeshijiedezhenxiang，ranhouzuochuziyiweizhengquedejueding。
“hahahaha……”laochenfachuyizhencierdekuangxiao，“jiupingni？yigexiaoyatou？nishifudangniandousizailezheili，niyounengzuoshenme？”
“我能杀了你！”
xiaoannuhouyisheng，shouchitongqianjian，chaolaochenchongleguoqu！